I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

Although she already knew that "Across the Starry Sky" would be the beginning of her artistic career, Chen Feng did not expect it to come so soon.

He thought about how this song changed Lu Wei's life in the previous timeline, and felt secretly emotional.

Three years later, she will completely break away from her family, embark on the path of the founder of starry rock, and completely lead a different life that she would never have embarked on.

In fact, she had begun to awaken now, but it was not until three years later that she broke up and her creativity exploded. She must have gone through a lot of difficulties and struggles in these three years.

"I wrote another song for you this time. It's different in style from "Across the Starry Sky", but I think it suits your voice very well."

Lu Wei became interested, "What's the name of the song?"

Chen Feng: ""The next life will continue"."

Lu Wei was stunned.

I'm most afraid of the sudden silence in the air.

Smart people think of things very quickly and are particularly good at brainstorming.

She was not sure whether Chen Feng had discovered something, let alone whether the song title meant what she had guessed.

She was a little aggrieved.

In fact, she never thought about fighting for anything from the beginning to the end, but things gradually changed.

This feeling was very strange, and she didn't know when it started.

It was the first time I saw this introverted but bold young man with clear eyes in the company. I became curious about him and wanted to know what kind of songs this kind of person could write.

Then he was indescribably amazing, and felt a little disappointed because his style didn't fit his own, so he recommended it to Chen Li.

Later, because he always wrote songs from a female perspective, she had a strange misunderstanding of him, and made some little jokes that made her laugh every time she thought about it.

Then at his birthday party, he watched a commoner fight against Zhou A in order to protect Zhong Lei.

Then came a night when he wrote six songs in a row, which was an amazing talent.

Lu Wei thought this was the end, but who knew that his talent had only just begun.

She gradually got used to standing and watching from a distance, inquiring about some news about him, quietly listening to the songs he wrote over and over again, singing the songs he wrote over and over again, and doing something to help him whenever she had the opportunity. That's enough.

It was so easy for Lu Wei to get everything she wanted in her life, so that she never thought about taking the initiative to fight for something.

I have never tried to work hard, and I have quietly developed the habit of taking a step back when encountering difficulties.

Her character is both strong and passive.

She also knew that given her family situation, love and marriage had nothing to do with each other.

Ever since she was very young, when she observed that her parents seemed to be in unison with each other, but were actually talking to each other with a sense of distance, she understood the rest of her life.

When she said "I wish you a long life together" to Chen Feng, she had quietly made up her mind not to disturb these two people.

She didn't want to lose Zhong Lei, a friend who hit it off instantly, and she didn't want to embarrass Chen Feng.

Of course, Lu Wei also understands Chen Feng. With his temperament, I'm afraid he won't be too embarrassed. He will just reject her outright.

How could she not understand Chen Feng's deliberate alienation these days?

She even knew the reason.

It's just that she didn't have extravagant expectations from the beginning, so she naturally learned to be strong.

Therefore, she can control her state very well, and she is still the lady from a famous family who had both a sense of intimacy and an appropriate sense of distance.

Until this time, she had always made people feel friendly, but not too close, just right.

But if you ask her if she regrets going to Beijing to seek help, her answer will be three words, "No regrets."

But even with all the mental preparations, when Chen Feng said the four-character song title "The Next Life", she still felt a little shaky and fainting.

The most powerless thing is that she is not even qualified to accuse the other party of being so cold and heartless.

But she was Lu Wei after all, and she was used to self-control. Her feeling of powerlessness only lasted less than three seconds, and then she quickly adjusted.

Lu Wei smiled, "Sounds like a very touching love song?"

Chen Feng nodded, "Yes. The level of this song is not inferior to "Across the Starry Sky". Of course, it's hard for me to tell what level it can sing."

"Let me take a look at the lyrics and simplified music. If it suits me, I'll sing it. If it doesn't, I'll forget about it."

"Okay." Chen Feng handed her a brand new notebook.

An hour later, Lu Wei closed her notebook and closed her eyes tightly.

After exactly ten minutes, she opened her eyes and said, "I want this song."

Chen Feng: "That's good."

Lu Wei: "I'm not sure what kind of feeling you expect, but I believe I can sing well."

Chen Feng smiled and said: "I believe in your ability."

"The song sounds a bit sad, but there is a strange sense of freedom and freedom in it. It is very free and unrestrained. It gives me a feeling that when I let go, I will gain."

Lu Wei gently stroked the notebook, with a calm smile on her face, as if she was intoxicated.

In fact, she still didn't say it clearly.

This song with the same female perspective also contains the shadow of Zhong Lei, but it is the kindest reminder written by Chen Feng to himself.

Buddhists only cultivate the afterlife, and the title of the song reminded her of another Buddhist verse.

No Bodhi tree, nor stand mirror. There is nothing there, so where is the dust?

Lu Wei suddenly realized something.

Chen Feng didn't owe him anything.

He never did anything to regret himself.

Of course I don't owe him anything.

But the relationship between men and women, apart from that layer, there is also friendship.

What I did, even if it was just helping each other between friends, didn't cross the line.

I've never done it for anyone before, it's just that I didn't have any real friends before.

Chen Feng's attitude was actually just right.

He values ​​friendship more than I do, so he works harder to keep a distance and reminds himself again and again.

He is a good man.

I'm just too greedy.

I pretended to be very good, but the weakness I felt just now betrayed my greed.

I'm still not true enough to my true self.

I am lost.

I always make excuses for myself to give in quietly. In fact, there is only one real reason. He doesn't like me, and he chose Zhong Lei first.

I knew this from the beginning, but he needed to reiterate it.

He is a responsible man.

This may be the friendship between men, I can learn from it.

"Well, I like "The Life to Come" very much, but it seems that I can't write a love song of this level. I used to think that I was good at writing lyrics, but after looking at the level of this song, I realized that I had written something It’s just nonsense.”

Lu Wei sighed again.

Chen Feng was not modest at all, "Everyone has a different personality and different styles. You have your own characteristics. There is no need to force it."

His judgment of Lu Wei was not surprising.

After all, "Afterlife" is a work created by Zhong Lei after she was firmly ranked in the top ten of the millennium. Lu Wei worked hard and was very talented, but after the last epiphany, she tried her best and could only climb to the top 100. among the list.

"But I will try on my way to write a work that is not inferior to yours. I will try to see if I can do it in this life."

After putting down some things, Lu Wei became relieved and quickly regained her former stubbornness and pursuit.

Chen Feng was slightly surprised.

The time for her to enter the state has been advanced again.

Of course the real person she wants to win is not Chen Feng, but another Zhong Lei.

The two of them seemed to be entangled with each other as destined enemies, and Lu Wei also had the energy to fight against defeat after repeated defeats.

In short, it's really great that she can think about it, and her hard work is not in vain.

From a personal and civilized standpoint, Chen Feng certainly hopes that Lu Wei will break out of the love entanglement of the small-scale pattern, shine more strongly in the field of art, and make the new Renaissance pattern more diverse. Don't always let Zhong Lei's family is the only one.

He didn't expect it to happen unintentionally.

"That's great, I'm happy for you. I believe you can do it."

Chen Feng smiled and looked at his watch again, "It's almost noon. Let's go out for a meal together?"

Lu Wei shook her head, "Wait a minute, I also have a question to ask you."

"You tell me."

Lu Wei considered her words for a moment and said slowly: "That's it...if someone insists on taking a piece of your industry now, what do you think?"

She spoke very tactfully, but Chen Feng understood her meaning instantly.

She helped to prevent a disaster last time, but now when she wants to ask personally, it means that the background of that "someone" is too big to be contained.

Chen Feng sighed secretly and didn't find it strange.

It's a blessing, not a curse, but it's a curse that cannot be avoided.

This was still within his expectations, but it was inevitable that he would be a little disappointed when it came to it.

In the previous timeline, this didn't really happen.

After Lu Wei blocked the first disaster, all the "people" stopped. A few years later, when the Starfeng Research Institute burst out with its true strength, Chen Feng had already managed Hanzhou into an iron-clad country that could not be invaded by water.

His personal influence internationally and domestically has reached new heights, and his personal reputation and hidden power are unparalleled.

Even if someone was interested in him again, they would put it aside after careful consideration.

But this time, he once again changed the timeline on a large scale, a qualitative change occurred, and he had to face a new time backlash.

If it was still the Chen Feng of the past, he might be angry about this.

But after personally serving as a civilization leader, his thoughts changed a lot.

Everything has its own cause and effect. After thinking through other people's motives and understanding the evolution of the times, Chen Feng looked down at the world again, but he had a kind of transcendental state of mind, as if the whole world had become childish.

The slighting of Laurson and Ellen could not anger him, nor could the forced stay of the Los Angeles detectives, and what happened here could not anger him either.

Chen Feng spread his hands and said, "Before I talk about this, I have to criticize you, Sister Weiwei."

Lu Wei: "Huh?"

Chen Feng said cheerfully: "You can tell me directly who is talking to whom. You don't have to hide it. You can tell me directly."

Lu Wei defended herself repeatedly, "Hey, no, no, no, it's not..."

Chen Feng shook his head, "Of course I know it's not you. I also believe that you are not the same as those people. You are just helping them pass the message. You are also worried about me. I understand you and thank you."

Lu Wei breathed a sigh of relief, it was scary.

It’s not easy to be a brother!

She curled her lips in a rare gesture and complained slightly, "It's true."

Chen Feng shrugged: "You were tricked by me again."

"ah?"

"Hey, actually I wish it was you. Then I wouldn't really be worried."

Even though Lu Wei was well-informed and familiar with big scenes, Chen Feng's seemingly relaxed words contained so much benefit that she was confused.

Chen Feng immediately answered her doubts, "You are different from others. We are true friends. You also helped me a lot when I was down."

"No, no, no, it's still your own ability."

Chen Feng: "Let's not talk about each other's business, that's how it is anyway. If you want 10% of the shares of Xingfeng Research Institute, I will give it to you with both hands. I am willing and want to give it to you. With your help, I can also save a lot of worry. But I know that with your character, you can’t want it.”

"It's useless even if you lie to me. This must not be your intention. So, if others want it, please tell them for me. It's impossible! Every penny of mine will go somewhere in the end. No one can think of it." Take advantage of me.”

Lu Wei was not surprised at all by his strong answer, "Oh, I knew it."

"I'm really not a petty person who spends every penny. As for money, I don't take it with me until I die, and I don't have any material desires. But every penny I have has an important place. It is very likely that my current one hundred thousand yuan , I will be able to support you in the future... ahem, in short, no one can take advantage of me! And once I relax and open my mouth, those people will not be easily satisfied."

Lu Wei: "Yes, you see it very clearly. But the adult world is actually full of compromises. Alas, I will try my best to help you, but I am still afraid that you will suffer a loss."

Chen Feng asked: "Do I look like someone who can compromise? Am I afraid of getting into trouble?"

Lu Wei couldn't laugh or cry, "Xing Xing Xing, I know you are capable. You were not afraid of Zhou A when you were broke. Now you are more capable. I heard that you were almost walking sideways over there."

"Yes, so actually what I did over there a few days ago was not because I was crazy. They wanted me to be wronged here. Because they knew very well that even though I said that I treated all human civilization equally, But I still have a tendency in my heart. But if others betray me first, no wonder I betray them."

Chen Feng's words were very serious.

Lu Wei completely understood what he meant.

"Okay, okay, I understand what you mean. I'll think of a way and let you know in a few days."

"Okay, but don't force yourself. Believe in my ability, I'm tens of millions of times stronger than you think."

Lu Wei was shocked: "Why are we having a nice chat and suddenly driving?"

Chen Feng: "Pfft!"

Sister! As soon as you let it go, the road suddenly becomes wider for you.

Sister Lu Wei's abrupt change of style almost caused internal bleeding in his pretentious state.

He quickly ran away: "Eat! Let's go to eat! I've booked a private room at the Michelin restaurant outside the Cultural and Creative Industrial Park. Come on, let's go."

Seeing him running away, Lu Wei quietly blushed.

Do you think it feels good to be brothers?

Much easier than before!

At the dinner table, Lu Wei quietly took out a document bag from her satchel.

"This was originally a meeting gift given to you after someone said you agreed. Although you have refused now, I thought about it and still have to tell you."

Seeing her serious attitude, Chen Feng became nervous and said, "If the matter is not settled, I won't need the meeting gift."

"If it's something else, you don't have to do it, but I have to inform you about this. It means something special to you."

"How to say?"

"You can decide whether you want to watch it or not after I tell you."

"Um."

Lu Wei: "About your biological parents."

Chen Feng's hand shook violently while he was picking up vegetables.

"dont see!"

Lu Wei: "Really?"