I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

Today is January 25, 2021.

According to the Gregorian calendar, the New Year has passed, but fortunately the lunar calendar has not yet arrived.

This reward speech includes data for November and December 2020.

A total of two months late.

Feel sorry.

For me personally, I have experienced great changes in 2020. It was once turbulent, but now it has gradually become dull.

Not too disappointed, everything is a reversal of the "smile curve".

I have long been accustomed to this kind of tranquility.

"The Savior" has come to an end. The story is coming to an end.

I have many feelings in my heart.

I have also tried hard to make everything perfect.

But the biggest pain for perfectionists in this life is that they are destined to never get what they want.

Now, I have decided to face my shortcomings more calmly and admit that I still need to learn.

"The Savior" allowed me to gain a lot and reach a height that I had never dared to imagine before.

Of course, I will not feel disappointed because I slowly return to mediocrity from the top of the mountain. As I said before, I am used to it.

The most important thing is that I gained a new self-understanding through writing "Savior" and touched the direction of doing better in the future.

Life is very long, and my writing career is also very long.

Now I have recognized the reality. Before a person faces death, he will never dare to say that he has written the best book in his life.

The best book is always the next one.

At any stage in life, no matter how much effort is expended, the most you can do is write words that are worthy of your heart at this stage.

Never covet forever.

Thank you all for your continued support.

The following is the reward list, with the amount in brackets! grateful! ! ! ! !

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