I Really Didn’t Want to be a Savior

The enemy was attacking and there was no time to delay. Everyone called Zheng Feng several times but failed to get any response.

In anger, Edgar controlled his beetle and hit Zheng Feng hard, "Asshole!"

Zheng Feng's beetle staggered after being hit. It swayed on the spot for a while and almost fell to the ground.

Li Qingqing, who was next to him, scolded Edgar angrily: "What are you doing? The captain just lost his family, so what's going on?"

Edgar retorted: "My twin brother also passed away last month, and he didn't see any impact on me?"

Jane shook her head, "Stop arguing, it's meaningless. Everyone has the right to choose their own lifestyle. The question now is, what should we do?"

The three of them turned their attention to Mata, but Mata's eyes fell on Zheng Feng.

Mata shrugged, "I don't know either. At the speed of the anti-gravity centipede, it's impossible for us to successfully escape back to the base when we are already being targeted. Or even if we do, the result may just be another Others are also implicated.”

"So..." Edgar frowned.

Mata: "So we have no choice but to fight."

Everyone turned their attention back to Zheng Feng, but they were speechless.

In fact, everyone knew very well that no matter whether the captain was awake or unconscious at the moment, or whether he could take action or not, as long as he encountered the anti-gravity centipede, the outcome would be determined on the spot.

Although the previous team that was wiped out by the anti-gravity centipede was also ranked very low, the modified performance of its beetles was still much stronger than that of the Flying Tigers. The combat skills and experience level displayed by those people when they struggled to resist were also the same. Far stronger than the Flying Tigers, but also completely defeated.

Everyone knew there was no hope.

But losing like this is always a bit unwilling.

They couldn't help but think that it would be great if the captain could recover and resist to some extent.

"well."

The four of them sighed in unison.

But at this time, Zheng Feng's heart was stirring up a stormy sea.

The time went back to a minute ago, when Zheng Feng had just turned off the war video and finished talking to himself.

At the moment when it was confirmed that the direct perpetrator was the evolved body of the epiphysis tribe, his anger and hatred finally found a clear direction, like a flood bursting its embankments and a waterfall pouring down, hitting his heart from top to bottom.

Perhaps it was a coincidence, or perhaps it was the inevitable fate of some unknown fate. He realized that he was originally performing a mission on the epizoan planet.

The situation where the murderer was right in front of him further amplified the intensity of his inner throbbing.

In his consciousness, more fragmented images spewed out from the sapling like a marquee.

The difference from before is that most of the previous pictures were "stories" that Zheng Feng himself had not experienced, as if they were rootless duckweeds. This time, in addition to these "other people's memories", there are many more Zheng Feng My real experience.

Most of them are related to Zheng Yifeng and Liang Yun.

For example, when he was just a few months old, the back view of his parents was left when they boarded the transport ship heading to the battlefield; when he was a little more sensible, he had just turned one year old, and under the guidance of Tang Tianxin, who was younger than himself, he faced the person on the other side of the video communication The funny scene when he called "Mom and Dad" and then called Tang Tianxin "Sister" under the guidance of the person opposite; when he got a little older, Zheng Feng truly understood the meaning of parents. He drooled while looking at Liang Liang with pleasure. Yun cooks for him through remote control...

There was also the scene of eating and chatting with Zheng Yifeng and Liang Yun not long ago when he was freed from the cramming artifact.

In the traditional sense, Zheng Feng was not really accompanied by his parents when he was growing up. These few clips cannot even be connected into a complete timeline, and most of them are just distant video chats.

Zheng Feng also recalled the conjectures he had made many times in the past.

In today's era, as an ordinary person, we should have a clear understanding of death.

No one living in the frontline star sector dares to say that they will still be alive after 24 hours, let alone the frontline soldiers.

So Zheng Feng had actually imagined many times what would happen if he woke up and received the bad news that his parents or Tang Tianxin had died.

He even went through many relevant psychology and sociology files.

He clearly saw in the book that when humans have the mark of the destiny covenant, they will have a powerful psychological defense mechanism in their hearts that can effectively resist the psychological impact of such drastic changes.

He once believed the words in the book, but when this happened to him, he found that the books were all lies used by unscrupulous scholars to deceive people.

At this time, Zheng Feng didn't know that there was another reason for his anger. In his subconscious, that is, the tree in his heart was experiencing the feeling of being lost and found again, and of being lost again.

If you have never had it, you will naturally have no regrets about losing it.

But now this regret has become an established fact and can never be made up for.

The one who caused this regret was the E clan.

Damn the epiphysics.

In an instant, the intense emotion in Zheng Feng's heart suddenly rose into the sky and turned into a huge fire, burning the sky and destroying the earth, and was beyond control.

With bursts of tearing sounds, the big net covering the saplings in his heart was torn apart.

This meant that the last remaining influence of the destiny covenant imprint in his heart was completely torn apart.

He became the first person in many years to destroy the mark of the Pact of Destiny by relying only on changes in personal emotions without relying on technical means.

The freed saplings began to grow again.

His memories erupted like a volcano again.

In addition to the scenes he didn't recognize, the newly emerged memories this time contained more of his complete eleven-year-old life.

Everything he has experienced since he was born, starting from the time he was born, quickly advanced along the timeline to the present, and was completed in just five seconds, as if a movie was accelerated 73 million times.

But this is not to ask Zheng Feng to recall and savor his short life. With such a fast "playback" speed, he cannot capture the causes, processes and results of various things. He can only capture the emotions of joy, anger, sorrow, joy, etc. that he should have in it.

For many years, the emotional fluctuations that should have been released immediately after being suppressed by the seal of the destiny covenant finally found an outlet, just like a spring that was constantly tightened. Now that it was finally released, it all burst out in an instant.

In these five seconds, Zheng Feng experienced all the emotional ups and downs that he had never truly experienced in the previous eleven years of his life. These emotions pile up together in the form of stacked memories and rush out at the same time.

At this moment, the quantum storm of his thoughts turned into an unstoppable frenzy, rushing wildly in his heart, and followed the brain wave link to invade the intelligent brain center of the nano-super micro robot, destroying a large number of components in the intelligent brain center. The preset program caused his beetle to lose control during flight.

While others were struggling because of the accident, Zheng Feng was laughing, being furious, and crying in his own heart.

Different events that happened in different periods all fit together together as long as their emotional expressions were similar.

For example, the joy he felt when he ate sweets when he was one year old was superimposed on the joy he felt when he successfully sneaked into the First Pioneer Academy when he was two and a half years old.

Of course, this is just an example. In fact, the emotions brought about by all the happy things he experienced in these eleven years came together to form a resonance, causing the amplitude of the emotional curve to be pulled up to infinite heights.

The same goes for other kinds of emotions.

But ultimately the one that dominates all emotions is sadness.

After a long time, Zheng Feng finally broke free from the constant ups and downs of emotional changes, and his sense of autonomy gradually recovered.

If the participants of the Sage Project could read his thought process at this time, they would be surprised.

In theory, emotional ups and downs of this intensity can break down anyone's defenses and turn a normal person into a complete lunatic.

Looking at ancient and modern times, there is no exception.

But Zheng Feng actually endured it.

After regaining consciousness, there were thousands of thoughts running wildly in his mind.

He slowly straightened out his thoughts.

revenge?

Every human being today has the bounden duty of revenge.

I am the same as everyone else. Regardless of whether I have hatred of my parents or not, it will not affect my final choice to go to the battlefield. The only difference is which step I can take.

Maybe he can only shine a little brightly on the battlefield like an ordinary warrior, and then die silently.

Or perhaps, he will become very powerful in the future and be able to stay on the battlefield for many years like Instructor Tong Ling, leaving behind brilliant achievements one after another and teaching students one after another who can inherit his beliefs.

but……

This is not enough.

There is only one criterion for successful revenge, which is to completely eliminate the Compound Eyes and end this endless war.

Unfortunately, the ideal is too big and the reality is too far away. There is not much that I can do at the moment.

He is just a student who has not yet successfully walked out of the academy. Although he has successfully entered the finals of the empire-wide military competition, the gap between him and others has widened.

When it comes to achievements and abilities, I am far behind not only instructor Tong Ling, but also my father, mother, and Tang Tianxin.

That's just a dream, with almost no hope.

But the strange thing is that even though Zheng Feng knows that this is the case, he is not very depressed in his heart.

He became very calm inexplicably.

"From today on, don't think about unrealistic and distant goals, and do your best to do everything in front of you until your life is over, and you will naturally have no regrets."

Zheng Feng slowly opened his eyes and reconnected to the brain link system.

At this time, the others had already set up their formations and were ready.

Mata Nicklaus, who was on full alert, suddenly got the reminder and shouted in surprise: "Captain? Are you awake?"

"Um."

Zheng Feng replied angrily, and the next second he had received the information from Mata.

He murmured in a low voice, "Anti-gravity centipede? Oh, it turns out I brought it here. Sorry."

Edgar said angrily: "Apologizing is of no use. Captain, please think of a solution quickly."

Zheng Feng controlled the beetle and walked forward, standing in front of everyone, "I don't have any great ideas, I only have one idea."

Li Qingqing: "What's the idea?"

"Just try your best!"

The next moment, a piercing alarm sounded in everyone's communications.

"Zheng Feng, the captain of the Flying Tigers of the First Pioneer Academy on Planet 7 of the Lieyang 3 Galaxy, has activated the infinite quantum thinking function of the Intelligent Brain, has turned on the thinking freezing mechanism, and entered the absolute link mode!"

When everyone heard this, they were shocked.

The so-called absolute link means that the contestants completely freeze their bodies on the other side and enter a state of cryonics. They no longer retain the underlying thinking that maintains personality stability and put all their consciousness here.

This is equivalent to the operator completely integrating his own consciousness with the brain of the nano-super micro robot, and being able to exert 100% of his full strength, making his on-the-spot reaction, comprehensive judgment, and combat logic capabilities perfectly reach the real level.

But this absolute link only looks beautiful, and its side effects are unacceptable.

Under the ordinary link method, if the robot here is destroyed, the contestants will be somewhat painful, but they can quickly rebuild their consciousness and regain consciousness on the other side.

But if it is replaced by an absolute link, if a person is killed here, his consciousness will collapse on the spot, his personality will be annihilated, and the body on the other side will become a walking corpse, not even a vegetative state. Once the cryogenics is lifted, he will fly to ashes in an instant. Annihilation.

The national finals are very important, but after all, it is just a student-level competition. Even if the mission fails in the end, it will be an unbearable loss for the entire human civilization. After all, it is just the loss of some machines.

In addition, every young man who enters the finals is a valuable asset. They are still young and have unlimited possibilities in the future.

And due to the characteristics of the third front, the casualty rate of robots that project thoughts remotely is very high, so there is really no need to do such a low-yield and high-risk thing.

Therefore, when participating in the competition, instructors such as Ding Hu had clearly informed that contestants were strictly prohibited from using this plan.

But now Zheng Feng disobeyed the order.

Regardless of the situation within the Flying Tigers, the members of the Sage Project and Zhou Donglai and others who had been secretly observing from outside were suddenly in chaos.

When Zheng Feng was informed of the death of Zheng Yifeng and his wife, everyone speculated that his expected reaction would be to announce his withdrawal from the competition on the spot, wake up from the First Pioneer Academy, and request to join the army immediately.

This is what everyone wants. After all, the Flying Tigers' disadvantage in the finals is too great to make up for, and they are destined to lose their reputation. Instead of letting the Flying Tigers fight to the end and gain nothing, and only find themselves incompetent, it is better to find someone It was easy to withdraw from the competition with a reason, and he could still retain some of Zheng Feng's confidence.

As it turned out, this guy was lucky enough to do it on the spot.

Soon, some scholars analyzed the reason.

"Maybe it was his directed hatred towards the Yi clan that caused the decision-making to deviate?"

Zhou Donglai angrily yelled: "That's impossible? We didn't tell him the true situation in the second war zone. He wouldn't know that Zheng Yifeng and his wife died at the hands of the E tribe."

Everyone was puzzled.

Someone else said, "I have another question. We have set up an encryption lock in the brain core of the ultra-micro robot. Under normal circumstances, as long as the contestant has this idea and wants to activate the absolute link, there must be an upload information It is a process of applying, and then the referee team will make the decision. The referee team..."

A participant in the Sage Project who was the head of the referee team quickly clarified: "We have not received any applications. It is speculated that Zheng Feng's thinking may have suppressed the brain he controlled."

"well!"

Zhou Donglai let out a long sigh.