I Shall Be Happy

(MC's POV)

"Come! Hurry quick! The Survey Corps is coming back today! We need to hurry to see their parade!"

"WHY DON'T YOU SHUT IT EREN! YOU'RE DISRUPTING MY SLEEP!"

37 times. That was the number of times he had disrupted my sleep. For goddamn sake, if it was my past life, not one person in the world even dares to annoy me. But this motherf**ker... 37 times for god f**king sake.

I'm not letting him off this time. Not when I finally got a good sleep on Mikasa's l.a.p. Damn... those t.h.i.g.hs are heavenly. These past few months, I have been teaching her how to utilize the weird energy within her so her body is really developed. Her muscles are very toned and firm. It was as if each line of muscle was a work of art. Her skin was now slightly tanner than before, a bit less than light brown, but you could definitely see that she was not a sheltered child. I'm now mentally more than 14 years old but I can't help but admire her cuteness. She will definitely grow up into a fine beauty... no... a fairy.

Back to the present. F**k you Eren.

"YOU ALWAYS SLEEP! C'mon!! Let's go. You have never seen the Survey Corp before right? Let's go."

YOU! If you know how much I train in my previous life, you would... Damn it, I'm not bothering with you. Sigh* I can't even enjoy a good rest.

"Alright... Mikasa, let's go see what this idiot nagging us for."

She nodded slowly while still staring at my face. After getting used to her staring for so long, I no longer get embarrassed but still, my heart can't help but started to faster than normal. She's so cute.

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After walking down the hill, I met Armin who seemed to be looking a little solemn about something.

"How was the parade Armin? Did they win?"

Seeing Armin looking a bit troubled, I knew something probably happened to the scout. Spreading out my power, I try to see the life energies of these Survey Corps members. This energy, which I dubbed as the MAA energy, which stands for Mikasa Athanatos Ackerman, is the basis of my power. I'm a genius. Definitely. This energy can do just about anything. I don't think there's nothing I can do. As long as I will it, I can do amazing things. Of course, I would never use this power to do evil things, like peeking. Definitely not. I'm innocent. I swear.

Oh... besides a small group of people, almost everyone's vitality is drained. It seems there are only about 150 people left. I don't think an army with a size that small can even be called a regiment.

(A/N I don't know the exact number. I just made an educated guess. In the wiki, it said that an expedition usually only has 300 members and since this expedition is quite bad, I made a guess that only half of the members survive.)

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Oh... It's even worse than I thought. As expected, most are injured, one way or another. But the mood is so damn depressing, it's making me wanna vomit. In front of me was the scene of an old lady weeping over the loss of her son. She tightly held the remaining arm as if it was the most precious thing left on Earth. I feel kind of sad. If my family was ever killed, I would be mad too. I might just destroy this world... I know I can.

I then turned to look at Eren's face. I can see traces of confusion and disappointment in his eyes. He must have taken a hit into the heart. His teeth were clenching while and his expression was serious. He seemed even more determined to go outside? What an idiot...

I wonder if the outside were really as dangerous as they are saying. During these past months, I have been going outside the wall to check the strength of these so-called Titan. Of course, I was extremely disappointed. Besides their crazy regeneration, there's nothing really special about them. I tried dissecting one for fun but most of its organs are useless.

There were only two noteworthy spots inside a titan. The nape and the spinal cord. Inside the nape, I can feel a strong life force. It feels really similar to a normal human, was they originally one? However, for some reason, the energy signature coming from Dr. Yeager is extremely similar but his is definitely superior.

The second part I tested was the spinal fluid. I can feel a curse lingering within that liquid-like thing. It seems like the purpose of the curse was to alter the life force of something, probably human. I think this is how titans are made. The curse wasn't also that hard to dispel. I tested it on one of my subject but I killed not soon after since she went crazy. I tried ingesting one to see if it's anything was special, but the curse was immediately neutralized by me and I... seem to gain nothing. Well, it doesn't really matter, it's not like I can't transform.

Who the f**k created this thing? So inefficient. Organs are useless. It's there just to serve as useless weight. Besides making it heavier, there's nothing special about these organs. The nape is also very easy to target but it serves the core of the titan. Why not put the core in the heart or something? That will make it infinitely harder to kill. What a trashy creation. I'm quite speechless as to what kind of creature was so dumb to create this such a being.

But it seem I underestimate these titans. They totally destroyed this Survey Corps...