I Thought I Was Straight

While Xue Mang was trying to make Xue Zhonghua happy, he didn't want his father to have a bad impression of Yang Ge. Although some impressions are already irreversible, it can't be worse, can it?

Yan Ge had both hands on the table, and his right hand, which was holding a piece of beef, trembled uncontrollably, but finally failed to hold it, and the beef fell onto the table with a snap.

Xue Zhonghua frowned in disgust when he saw it, and Xue Mang blinked at Yan Ge, meaning to ask him what's wrong?

Yan Ge forced a smile and removed the piece of beef with a tissue.

Within a few minutes, beads of sweat could be seen on Yan Ge's face. Xue Zhonghua saw it and asked strangely, "Is it very hot? Why are you sweating so much?"

Maintaining such a posture has exhausted all of Yang Ge's strength, and he can't even speak. Xue Mang also looked over, and when he realized that something was wrong with Yang Ge, he said, "Why is your face so pale? Are you uncomfortable?"

Yan Ge's lips trembled, he supported the table to stand up, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, my stomach feels a little uncomfortable, go to the bathroom." Then he went to the bathroom slowly.

Seeing his back, Xue Mang suddenly became a little uneasy. He asked, "Did you have a stomach problem?"

Xue Zhonghua said: "Does he have a stomach problem?"

"Yeah." This was caused by himself, Xue Mang said: "Not long ago, I was hospitalized because of a stomach problem."

"No wonder." Xue Zhonghua said: "I met him in the hospital before, and he went to the hospital for a physical examination alone."

"Really? I don't even know." Xue Mang asked, "Is the result of the physical examination all right?"

"Tsk." Speaking of this Xue Zhonghua became even more disgusted, he said: "He had breakfast and went for a physical examination, but he failed the physical examination. I don't know if he will go again later."

As soon as Yan Ge entered the bathroom, he couldn't support himself and sat down on the ground along the wall. He put one hand on his right rib, and the other hand tightly covered his mouth, trying not to make a sound.

The severe and turbulent pain made his eyes red uncontrollably, and tears flowed out. He leaned against the wall, kicking his legs unconsciously. It took a long time for the pain to subside slowly. At this moment, he felt a tickle in his throat, and a hot stream gushed out of his throat.

He crawled to the toilet twice, opened his mouth and spit out a big mouthful of blood.

The toilet was full of shocking blood, Yang Ge gasped for breath while holding on to the toilet, he felt much better.

Watching the water wash away the blood, Yan Ge twitched the corner of his mouth and said in a low voice, "I didn't expect that this job would allow me to experience the feeling of a terminally ill patient. It's amazing..."

System Eggy appeared, looking at Yang Ge's pale and terrifying face, he said, "Host, liver cancer is very painful, here is a way to relieve your pain."

Yan Ge climbed up while leaning on the wall, came to the sink to wash his face, and said, "Is there a way not to say it earlier?"

System Dandan said: "Before medicine conquered cancer, many cancer patients at that time would choose to commit suicide because they couldn't bear the pain. You can commit suicide and leave this world early, because you already have sufficient reasons to commit suicide, so you won't What effect does it have on the world?"

Yang Ge's hand holding the water paused, and he raised his eyes to look at himself in the glasses.

His eyes were red, his face was pale, and there was blood on his mouth.

For some reason, he remembered how Xue Mang was in front of his bed when he was lying in the hospital because of gastritis. The distressed Yan Ge in his eyes was deeply remembered, that was the only person who showed such an expression to him except his parents when he grew up.

There was a knock on the door, and Xue Mang said from outside: "Are you okay? Is it diarrhea or stomach upset? There is medicine at home, do you need it?"

Yang Ge let out a long sigh, rinsed his mouth, and took out a tissue to wipe off the water on his face. Looking at himself who was still pale afterwards, he stretched out his hand and rubbed vigorously on his face.

A moment later, he opened the bathroom door, and Xue Mang was outside. Yan Ge looked at him, smiled, and said, "I lost my stomach after eating at noon, but I'm fine now."

Xue Mang said: "Don't eat indiscriminately, okay? You have to cherish your body."

Yan Ge smiled and returned to the dining table with him, Xue Zhonghua said, "Did you do the physical examination later?"

"Oh." Yang Ge lowered his head to pick up the vegetables, "No, I feel fine, so I don't think I need to be checked."

After dinner, Yang Ge and Xue Mang left together. Because of drinking, Yang Ge stopped driving, and the driver of Xue's family took them back.

Not long after getting in the car, Yang Ge fell asleep, and Xue Mang put Yang Ge's head on his shoulder. Looking at Yan Ge's tired sleeping face, Xue Mang was a little strange, why did he feel so tired after he didn't start work these days?

Yan Ge fell into a deep sleep and was carried home by Xue Mang and the driver.

Xue Mang helped Yang Ge take off his clothes and shoes, wiped his body with a hot towel, took a long time to take a bath by himself, and fell asleep with his arms around Yang Ge.

In the middle of the night, Yang Ge was woken up by a sharp pain. He opened his eyes profusely with sweat, but he couldn't see anything in the dark. There was a feeling of restraint on his body, and Xue Mang was falling asleep with his arms around his waist.

Yan Ge suppressed the urge to groan, and reached out to take Xue Mang's hand away. When he got out of bed, his legs went limp and he fell directly to the ground.

Xue Mang was woken up, and saw Yang Ge getting up from the ground in a daze. He rubbed his eyes and said, "What's wrong?"

Yang Ge left a sentence of diarrhea, rushed into the bathroom and locked the door.

He squatted in the corner of the bathroom, he wanted to roll over, scream, and hit his head against the wall. At this moment, he really wanted to follow Eggy's advice, and he was relieved by jumping off the stairs.

In the next world, he will make a plan from the beginning, and he will not be entangled in this world again. He doesn't have to use this painful way to escape anymore, he will finish the work easily...

Xue Mang knocked on the door outside, "How are you? Does your stomach hurt? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

After Yan Ge came out of the bathroom, he went straight into the room and climbed onto the bed. He covered his head with the quilt. Xue Mang was worried and wanted to pull his quilt, "It's okay if you don't want to go to the hospital, just take some medicine, it's not good to have diarrhea all the time."

He sent the medicine and water to Yan Ge, who didn't want him to see his bad face. He quickly took the medicine, lay down again and covered his head with a quilt.

Xue Mang lay down beside him, reached out and touched Yang Ge, "Why are you sweating so much?"

Yan Ge didn't speak, Xue Mang put his arms around him and said, "Why are you sweating so much when you're so cold? I'll go say hello tomorrow, you should rest for a while, work is not important, wait until I raise you Now let’s talk about work.”

Yan Ge said in his heart that I'm afraid I won't be strong anymore. He felt the warm body against his back, and for the first time he didn't feel awkward. He said, "When did you realize that you like men?"

"I don't know, I've been since I was a child." Xue Mang leaned against Yang Ge's back and said, "When I was young, I liked to play with boys, not girls. Later, when I was in junior high school, some girls chased me, but I didn't like them at all. I feel a little bit when I see a good-looking boy."

Yan Ge said again: "Then how many people have you liked?"

Xue Mang smiled, the concussion in his chest made Yang Ge feel a little itchy, he said, "What's the matter, are you jealous?"

Before Yang Ge could speak, Xue Mang said: "Those are not important, is it okay that you are the first man to sleep with me?"

Yan Ge said, "I'm not jealous."

"It's okay, I don't mind if you are jealous." Xue Mang said with a smile: "I like you to be jealous for me, you are very **** like this."

Yan Ge was speechless, "What's so **** about being jealous?"

"I think it's very sexy." Xue Mang slid down his arm around Yan Ge's waist as he said that, and grabbed it when Yang Ge didn't realize it.

Yan Ge was shaken all over, and stretched out his hand to grab his hand, "Don't move, you really...I just went to the toilet."

Xue Mang laughed softly, and he said, "I haven't had that for several days, let's have that."

In the darkness, Yan Ge's face turned red. He was drunk the previous two times. If he was sober this time, if he paid it back, he would really have to hit the wall and die.

"Don't touch me." Yan Ge writhed and struggled on the bed, "I won't be polite if you do this again."

"Come on." Xue Mang sat up from the bed and rode on Yang Ge's waist, then he reached out and took off his pajama top, saying: "Don't be polite to me, I just like your hot and wild Look! Deal with me ruthlessly!"

Yan Ge: "..."

In terms of being shameless and shameless, Yang Ge admitted that he lost.

The two tossed and tossed for a long time, and finally Yan Ge had to agree to solve it for him with his hands, and Xue Mang let him go.

He felt that even if he didn't have this disease, he might not live long after being with Xue Mang for a long time, and the cause of death was unrestrained rape.

This day was tortured by liver pain and squeezed by Xue Mang. Yan Ge was really exhausted, and he didn't wake up until noon the next day when his phone rang.

The person who called him was a landline number. After connecting, the other party said: "It's me, that doctor that day, how are you feeling these two days?"

Yan Ge said, "I'm fine."

"Mr. Yan, you really need to come to the hospital." The doctor said earnestly: "It is still not sure whether it is a malignant tumor. If you come to the hospital earlier and receive treatment earlier, it will only benefit you and not harm you."

Yan Ge said sincerely: "Thank you, but it really doesn't matter, I don't want to live anymore."

"What's so young that you don't want to live?" The doctor's temper almost exploded, "How old are you? Do you know what it means to not want to live? Let me tell you that I have seen many people like you, so I started to say that I don't want to live." I survived, and then came to the hospital again when the situation became serious. At this time, the best treatment period has been missed, and it is really too late to regret..."

The doctor nagged and said a lot, just to persuade Yan Ge to come to the hospital for treatment.

Yan Ge had no choice but to say: "Okay, okay, I will treat the disease. But I won't treat it in China. I plan to go abroad for medical treatment. I really trouble you. You are a good person, and **** will bless your Amitabha."