I Thought I Was Straight

The hospital bed was only that big, Xue Mang came out of the shower with still steam on his body, and moved directly to Yang Ge's side.

After all, they've slept together for a few nights, so he's not going to be hypocritical at this time. After Xue Mang squeezed up, the space suddenly became very crowded. Yan Ge said from the side: "Why do you have to sleep with me? What if I fall at night?"

"It's true." Xue Mang climbed down from the bed again, raised the fences on both sides of the bed to block the two sides, then he clapped his hands and said, "This way, we won't be able to fall."

Yan Ge: "..."

In this way, it is indeed impossible to fall, but the space is even smaller. The two big men couldn't lie down side by side at all, and Yan Ge's heart was having difficulty being squeezed.

Finally, he couldn't bear it anymore and turned over, turning his back to Xue Mang. Can't you hide from me if you can't provoke it? Let's make do with it for one night today, if it's still like this tomorrow night, he won't do anything.

As soon as he turned his body sideways, Xue Mang clung to him, put his arms around Yang Ge's shoulders, and pressed his chest against Yang Ge's back.

Yan Ge: "..."

At that moment, a joke I had seen before suddenly came to my mind, saying that you slept in the same bed with a woman and a gay, and you slept in the middle, are you sleeping facing the woman or facing the gay.

What is your problem with sleeping with gays? Sleeping with a woman, how dare you turn your back on a gay?

Yang Ge's mood at this time was as tangled as the choice of this joke, Xue Mang's breath sprayed on the back of his neck. Yan Ge shrank his neck slightly, and said, "Don't stick to me."

Xue Mang said: "No, the bed is too small."

Yan Ge: "I don't like being hugged on the back."

"Oh, let's do it this way." Xue Mang said: "Then you can put your arms around my back?"

Yang Ge's eyes widened in the darkness, Xue Mang felt his anger, and immediately changed his words: "If you don't like this, then we can hug each other face to face."

Yang Ge was so angry, he turned around and pushed Xue Mang, "I'm a patient, can you stop torturing me?"

Taking advantage of his turning around, Xue Mang went forward without saying a word, and kissed Yan Ge's mouth very precisely. Then they separated before Yan Ge could react, and then said in a satisfied tone: "We finally kissed, but it suffocated me."

Yan Ge: "..." What kind of hooligan is this?

Xue Mang folded his eyes, buried his face on Yang Ge's neck, and said, "You will start treatment tomorrow, so let me be with you today."

Yang Ge was taken aback for a moment, and then he remembered the treatment plan that the doctors said when they came to his bed this morning. Once he starts to treat him, his condition will definitely not be as good as it is now. At that time, it will be impossible for Xue Mang to lie down with him.

Xue Mang hugged Yan Ge together, and he asked in a low voice, "Is there anything you want to eat tomorrow?"

Yan Ge thought that it was not certain whether he would be able to eat tomorrow, let alone what he wanted to eat. He thought for a while and said, "Drink porridge, the lean meat porridge you cooked that day is delicious."

"Okay, I'll cook for you tomorrow." Xue Mang said again: "The brand of suits you liked very much before has a new style, do you want me to get some for you?"

"No need." Yang Ge felt that it was unnecessary, "There is no chance to wear it again."

"What nonsense." Xue Mang said: "As long as you want to wear something, you will have a chance to wear it. You can wear it when we get married."

Yan Ge was taken aback, "Married?"

"Yes." Xue Mang said: "I've already thought about it. We'll get married when your situation gets better. Don't worry, it won't be made public. You can continue to be an actor in the future."

Yan Ge's lips trembled, and he said, "What's the use of getting married? We won't have children."

"Do you want a child?" Xue Mang said, "If you want, we can adopt it, and if you want your own child, you can find a surrogate."

Yan Ge really wanted to ask Xue Mang, did he really not want to live the ordinary life of a wife and children? Xue Mang didn't wait for Yan Ge's answer, he said to himself: "Do you like sons and daughters? If I can, I want a son and train him to be an excellent man like you..."

Yan Ge said, "Do you think I'm excellent?"

"You are excellent, otherwise why would I like you?" Xue Mang said as a matter of course: "You are very handsome and gentle. I hope our son can be as gentle as you."

Listening to Yang Ge, he felt very uncomfortable. No one except Xue Mang said he was gentle.

The next morning, Yan Ge went to the operating room. His tumor was huge and had already compressed other organs, so it had to be removed. After tumor resection, chemotherapy and radiotherapy should be combined with treatment. Of course, the premise of all this is that the cancer cells have not spread.

The operating room was full of family members waiting for someone, and so many chairs outside were full of people. Xue Mang could only stand and wait. The door of the operating room would be pushed open from time to time. Every time at this time, Xue Mang's muscles would tense, and then he watched the nurse calling the names of other patients' family members in disappointment.

He felt that the operating room was very unreasonable. Why put so many operating rooms together? Didn't he know how much psychological pressure it would cause to the people waiting outside?

He stood there for about two hours, and finally got an empty seat. After sitting down, he rubbed his numb legs. During this period, Xue Zhonghua called and asked how he was doing.

Xue Mang heard two women chatting beside her, and one of them was her husband undergoing heart bypass surgery. Xue Mang heard the woman complaining about the high fees of the hospital, and she had to borrow a lot of money to have the operation. Another woman and child had leukemia, and she wiped her tears as she spoke, saying that the disease would soon be incurable.

When Xue Mang listened, his heart suddenly calmed down. It turned out that there are so many people in the world who are facing the problem of life and death. He looked around, and some of the people waiting here had numb faces, and some had sad faces. Whether you are poor or rich, the only thing you can do here is to wait.

The two women chatted for a while separated by Xue Mang, and suddenly asked Xue Mang, "Young man, who are you waiting for?"

Xue Mang said, "Wait for my lover."

"Yo." The woman whose lover was undergoing heart surgery said, "What's wrong?"

Xue Mang said, "Cancer."

"Oh, what a crime, so young..."

The operation waited from morning to afternoon, and the people sitting next to him had changed several times. Xue Mang didn't eat breakfast, and finally someone called Yan Ge's family members on the radio. Xue Mang was stunned for a moment, and immediately stood up. As soon as he took a step, he found that his legs were numb, and he almost fell to the ground. He limped in, and as soon as he saw the doctor, he asked, "How is it? Is the operation going well?"

The doctor looked at him, sighed suddenly, and said, "The focus of the disease has shifted."

Xue Mang was taken aback for a moment, but couldn't hear what he said clearly.

When Yan Ge was pushed out, he was wearing a respirator on his face. Two nurses helped to push the bed, and the nurse watched as he hung the water. Xue Mang followed them numbly, entered and exited the elevator, and then the nurse said to Xue Mang in the ward, "Help me."

The two nurses carried Yang Ge to the hospital bed, but before Xue Mang could react, everything was over. In a blink of an eye, there were only myself and Yan Ge left in the ward. Many instruments were attached to Yan Ge's body, and his eyes were slightly open.

Xue Mang gently grabbed Yan Ge's hand, and said, "Are you awake?"

Yang Ge didn't answer him, Xue Mang asked again: "Are you hungry? Do you want to eat?"

Yan Ge still didn't answer him, then the doctor came in, Xue Mang said, "Why didn't he respond?"

"The effect of anesthesia is not over yet." The doctor said, "Although his eyes are open, he is actually asleep."

"Have you been waiting outside the operating room? Have you eaten yet?" The doctor thought for a while and asked, "Would you like to order a takeaway for you?"

Yang Ge is in a place that looks like a starry sky, Eggy said that this is a transfer station. He can hear Xue Mang's voice here, and if he wants, he can even see Xue Mang's picture at this time.

"It's so pitiful." Eggy shook his flat head.

Yang Ge also felt that, he said, "How long will Xue Mang's state last like this?"

Eggy said: "Host, you misunderstood, I'm not saying that the male partner is pitiful, I'm talking about you."

Yan Ge: "?"

"Of course you don't feel anything when your consciousness is in the transfer station, but do you know what will happen when your consciousness returns to your body?" Eggy couldn't bear to look straight at this point and said, "It's so miserable, it hurts you to death."

Yan Ge: "..."

After Yang Ge thought about it, he realized that it was indeed the case. Rather than pity Xue Mang, he should pity himself first.

"Host, do you really not consider other people's suggestions?" Eggy said, "If you agree, then you can leave now, and leaving while taking advantage of the operation will not arouse suspicion."

At this time, Xue Mang's voice came over, it was a very suppressed cry, and Yan Ge had never seen Xue Mang cry before. He had never heard such a desperate cry, as if everything had collapsed.

"Host, what is your decision?" Eggy asked.

Yang Ge turned towards the direction where the voice came from, and suddenly said: "I never thought that anyone would cry for me like this before."

Eggy didn't understand what he meant. In his opinion, it doesn't make much sense for someone to cry for whom.

"I want to stay for a while longer." Yang Ge made a decision.

When Yan Ge opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was the respirator on his face, and then he saw a flushed Xue Mang crying beside him. If this scene was captured by the media, Xue Mang's image as a domineering president would be completely ruined.

Yan Ge wanted to smile at him, but it was very difficult for him to express himself now.

Xue Mang cried for a while without distraction, and when he looked up, he found that Yan Ge was looking at him. He froze for a moment, wondering if he was awake or asleep.

The two stared at each other silently for a moment, and Xue Mang realized that Yan Ge's eyes were different from the previous ones. The next thought was, did he see me crying like this idiot?

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