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50 – Garbage can be recycled 1

Cazeros Sophia.

She, who was staying at Bohemian’s lord’s castle with Santana’s consideration, was in deep trouble lately.

It is a matter of direction for her to move forward.

At this point, it could be said that it was a matter of what choice she had to make.

She was present here as Santana’s old colleague, but Cazeros knew.

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No matter how good Santana is, the fact that she is not the right person for this place now.

In fact, awareness of this existed right after he found out that Santana was the son of the lord.

Santana, who went from being a simple paladin-turned-comrade to the heights of being the heir to the count’s family in an instant.

Looking at him who had gone so far away, Cazeros naturally couldn’t help but feel a different feeling than before.

Although, Santana gave her words of consolation with the same kindness as before, and Cazeros once again recognized her feelings for this person and thought that it would not be bad to live as she is now. I started thinking.

however..

situation immediately after that.

The words of Dust, Santana’s younger brother and wizard, made Cazeros face the clear reality.

‘It’s a humble year.. but… that’s not really wrong.’

A former paladin who can be said to be the enemy of Bohemia,

In addition, even the origin of the family is not clearly identified.. The so-called fundamental existence is unknown.

Cazeros was able to recognize more clearly through Dust’s words that this was the position he was in now.

At the same time, the fact that her status like this is only a hindrance to Santana’s life in some way.

‘As expected.. no matter how much I think about it, I can’t do it… at this rate…’

Anyway, the longer this thing dragged on, the better it got.

It was good to act immediately after making a decision.

If he hesitated unnecessarily, it was clear that in the end, not only himself, but also the person would be harmed.

Immediately after making that conclusion, Cazeros slowly picked up the pen and paper lying on the desk.

To put her resolution into action.

It is the right choice for everyone,

At the same time, while clearly recognizing the fact that this is the path he must take at this moment.

‘It’s okay.. It’s just a simple thing, right?.. So…’

however..

Immediately after holding the pen in hand.

It was only then that Cazeros realized that his hands were shaking.

“… ”

At the same time… a single tear streamed down her eyes.

The moment you realize what that means…

Cazeros is finally…

The man inside her…

I could clearly recognize what a man with the name Santana meant.

‘I see. I… I ended up like this… this far… this far… that person…’

For practical reasons, her choice was obviously right.

But at this moment

Her heart was against it too strongly.

enough to make her sway this decision…

Even if there is misfortune at the end…

To the extent that it makes me want to continue to live my life as it is now.

‘… But… it shouldn’t be like this… it shouldn’t be like this… even for that person… the current me…’

As he pushed himself once more, Cazeros began to try to write down what he had to write on the paper.

at that time..

-smart tock-

“!..ah.. n… yes?”

A sudden knocking sound.

Cazeros hurriedly wiped away his tears and stood up.

And right after that…

The person who started to appear in front of her eyes…

“.. Santana..?”

I couldn’t believe it.. The person who visited at such a bad timing.

Looking at his face, Cazeros showed some embarrassment, but at that moment Santana didn’t seem to recognize this expression on her face.

Santana with a smile on his lips as if something fun had happened.

Seeing him like this, Cazeros asked him in a cautious voice after hiding his emotions as much as possible.

“What.. did something good happen to you?”

“Yes, there was. That’s a very good thing. I didn’t expect it to be solved this easily, but fortunately it was resolved without any major problems.”

“Is that so? What the hell is going on…”

Cazeros asks questions with a little curiosity.

In response, Santana answered her question in a rather elevated tone.

“Cazeros must have heard of it, but in a while, won’t Bohemia and the Emperor’s army be at war? In that battle, I participated as my father’s general manager.”

Count of Thurn, current commander-in-chief of Bohemia.

The position of his adjutant meant that he could be deeply involved in practical command of the army.

In addition, Turnon’s trust in Santana is at a level that can be said to be absolute.

Considering that fact, in this war, it could be seen that Santana was able to lead the Bohemia army in the direction he wanted.

Recognizing those parts,

Cazeros put a smile on her lips and congratulated the man in front of her.

“Good. Really congratulations. I’m sure Santana can do it well.”

“Yes, you should do really well. It’s a place where not only me but everyone could be at risk if I do it wrong. Cazeros, I will do my best even for you.”

Santana speaks with a sincere expression on her face.

At this moment, his face was strong enough to be felt with his skin.

like steel…

Such a strong will to overcome no matter what.

And… looking at him like this,

Cazeros suddenly began to recall the events of that time in his head.

‘Yeah.. back then… it was definitely… this kind of face. Even back then when you said you would protect me…’

Those words that brought me to this place.

Despite feeling uncomfortable,

Even though I know that this can’t be the case,

She, who has been living comfortably in the wall called reality all this time,

Those words that broke the wall of being a paladin in the church and allowed me to come out to a wider place.

Recalling the feeling of that time,

A smile slowly began to form on Cazeros’ lips without realizing it.

That kind of smile…

With that kind of heart, Cazeros looked at the man in front of her eyes and spoke with her own little determination.

“I wish you every success, Santana. Until then… I will do my best too.”

“yes. I will definitely do that. By the way.. what about Cazeros?..”

“Whoa.. that’s… later… you’ll find out later.”

Santana looks puzzled at his words.

To this, Cazeros answered with the lightest smile on her lips.

‘I will do my best. So that I don’t become a burden to you… so that I can repay the favor I received from you…’

*

Soldiers undergoing training right in front of their eyes.

Watching them with his father, Santana nodded slowly.

‘I see.. the army itself is not much different from what was described in the original work..’

13,000 total troops

At first glance, it may sound like not so many, but when you look at the scale of the gathering, it was so great that you can’t even count them all with your hands.

In fact, a large army that filled about half of the plain.

Among them, the number of private soldiers belonging to the Andreas family was about 3000, and the rest consisted of private soldiers under the 13 noble families of Bohemia.

‘As expected, there is a fundamental difference in the composition of the army from the Eastern side.. The standard for dividing the military is not the state, but the lord and noble family unit..’

It is like having multiple commanders in one army.

Although the overall command was in the Earl of Tourne, when the battle started, they were likely to fight on their own, except for the big flow.

In other words, it means an army with a high possibility of quickly collapsing according to the order of their master in the event of a slight crisis.

In fact, the reason why the Bohemian army was defeated in the original work was that the nobles there quickly surrendered as the center was broken through, so it was necessary to be aware of this point.

‘But… this part is the same for the Emperor. Although they are united under the name of the emperor’s army, except for about 4000 led by General Tilly, the rest are different from having separate heads.’

in other words. As this side is likely to collapse easily in a small crack, it means that the other side can also be surprisingly easily destroyed if it succeeds in making a small crack.

With this in mind, I started following my father into the headquarters barracks.