I was excommunicated from the Holy Knights

68 – Aftermath after Victory 3

Queen Andreas disappeared right in front of me after openly arguing

Right after that, I looked at the two people sitting in front of me and said sorry.

“Ha.. I’m sorry. To hear these insults from two people during a meal…”

“It’s an insult… it’s not. Wasn’t he just telling the truth?”

“Impossible b*tches.. Well, it’s not wrong, Cazeros and I are strictly speaking commoners whose origins are unknown. From the perspective of the children of aristocratic families, it is natural for us to refer to us like that, and there is no need for the master to be concerned.”

Two people who seem to react as if it were natural.

Certainly, it could be said that it was natural for them to be treated like this from their point of view, living in a world of social status.

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Not long ago, they were treated without discomfort as virtually the same commoners as the fallen nobles, and it was the same now.

However, as they said, now that my status has changed dramatically, few people, even non-Queen, have looked very favorably on this relationship between me and the two of them.

In the case of Polena, however, the time spent together was short, and in any case, she came in as my servant from the beginning.

As a result, she showed a bit of burdensome intimacy in private, but in public, she literally showed a respectful appearance as a maid, and I was getting used to it, so there was no big noise.

However, the problem was Cazeros as well.

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Not only did I spend a lot of time with her,

It was a situation that started with the horizontal relationship of fellow colleagues rather than the vertical relationship of servant and master, and that has continued until now.

Crucially, I also had a considerable crush on her, and now that I have reestablished the relationship, I had no thoughts at all.

however,

Commoner.. She and I, who were also former paladins, often received glare from the people around them, and I was able to recognize that Cazeros was still often feeling burdened by this.

‘Seriously… Why does this damn caste system still exist…’

It is a very unsatisfying situation for me, who has lived in a world where there is a class system based on acquired abilities, but no class system based on lineage.

with those feelings I spoke in a low voice that contained discomfort.

“But… I believe that what really matters is your relationship with me, not differences in status. Above all, don’t they teach that all human beings are equal, whether it’s the church forces or the heretical forces? I don’t like the fact that you’re talking about ghosts in this situation.”

My words with sincerity.

As I listened to this, Polena, who was sitting across from me, spoke to me in a voice that was both interesting and slightly sneering.

“Well, I’m sure they’re talking about it, but things in the world don’t always work so theoretically. If that’s the case right now, wouldn’t all the people on this earth starve to death or suffer injustice have disappeared?”

“That’s…but…”

“Doctrine is nothing more than talking about absolute ideals. It is virtually impossible for the world to go that way. My mother also said this. It is said that human greed is endless and they repeat the same mistakes.”

“… I don’t know, but it sounds like you’re a wonderful mother.”

A bitter smile began to form automatically at the corner of my mouth at Polena’s words that subtly hit my bones.

Certainly, as the situation in Bohemia, which arose immediately under the pretext of religion, was like this, there was inevitably a large gap between theory and reality in the first place.

Feeling sorry for such a realistic part, I finished the meal.

The two people in front of me also put down the tableware, feeling that they were losing their appetite.

*

Leaving the noisy banquet hall behind, me and Cazeros came out alone.

Unlike the noisy interior of the building, the courtyard of the lord’s castle was extremely quiet.

The weather is quite warm for the weather entering winter.

The moon was in the night sky,

Beneath it, the two of us walked side by side in the courtyard without saying anything for a while.

The two of us remain silent as we feel the aftermath of the small disturbance at the banquet hall still lingering.

at that time..

At some point, Cazeros said while looking at me with a quiet smile on his lips.

“You don’t have to worry so much. Because of me…”

“..don’t say that. Cazeros, why do you have to endure such discomfort?”

I responded with a firm voice to her words of sorry for me, but Cazeros continued talking without losing her smile.

“I’m really fine. Do I already consider myself a great blessing just to be around a noble person like Santana?”

“But…but it’s not the first time or two that I’ve been openly insulted like that…”

“As a body that has received undeserved grace, it is something we have to bear enough. rather..”

“… rather?”

Cazeros seemed to be trying to say something.

However, she shook her head slowly about it and then spoke to me again with a smile on her lips.

“..no. Again, I’m really fine. Just like this. If only I could be by your side…”

“..cazeros..”

Cazeros, unable to speak further, slightly averted his gaze.

Watching her like this, I once again felt that the feelings I had all along…

I began to feel the emotion of affection for her right in front of my eyes burning quietly.

She does not express any dissatisfaction with her suffering, but lives with a grateful heart for every trivial thing.

She maintains a foolishly pure heart in any situation, and at the same time shows a tougher figure than anyone else when necessary.

Every time I watch her like this, the emotions in my heart…

My feelings for her grew deeper and deeper.

‘I can’t make Cazeros suffer like that forever… I have to come up with something good…’

I feel sorry for the other family members if I say this, but honestly, if I were to pick the most important person in my life in this world, it would definitely be Cazeros.

We’ve been together the longest

The one who was willing to give up everything for me…

The person I swore to protect.

And above all…

I have the biggest heart in this world…

A person who has feelings that can be called love..

In this situation where the war ended in victory and everyone was laughing, the fact that her face was covered with drawing paper made me feel uncomfortable in many ways.

like that..

At that time, I was thinking about how to raise the status of Cazeros even a little in the current situation.

Suddenly in my eyes… I began to see her face clearly in front of me again.

Her blue eyes twinkled under the moonlight, and her white jade-like skin shone softly.

Watching it, I automatically started to feel my heart pounding.

‘It’s beautiful…really…’

She was someone I had been with all along, and she was the one I saw every day, but…

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Nevertheless, her appearance always gave me a deep excitement.

And that’s… the same right now.

Her figure, shining like a goddess under the moonlight,

It’s so natural for me…

I started making it to induce an instinctive attraction.

Right now, it’s just the two of us.

Like that.. leaving my body to the situation and emotions.. I slowly started to approach the girl standing next to me.

She too, as if she had a premonition of something at this moment, slightly raised her head and closed her eyes.

In response, I carefully began to hug her body with both hands.

It feels so small…

Her warm and slender body

Then I slowly lowered my head and began to overlap her face with mine.

and..

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