I’m on the Road To Probation Paranoia

    "Bai Han?" Running into the colleague he met that day, Bai Han felt a little embarrassed, "Sorry, there was something going on that day. ."

    The colleague shook his head: "No, I live nearby. I hadn't gone out when you sent WeChat."

    Bai Han: "That's good, but I remember this meal. I'll definitely invite you another day when I'm free."

    "Okay." The colleague knocked on the cardboard box she was holding in her arms, "What's the situation with you? It's not like you left."

    The cardboard box contains all of Bai Han's personal belongings in the company. She has submitted a resignation application, but the manager did not approve it. Take as long as you can without resigning.

    But Bai Han doesn't want to take a vacation, and she doesn't want to join this company again and do these dog P tasks in the future.

    What's wrong with having money? If you have money, you can do whatever you want, can you play with people's feelings like this?

    No approval will not be approved, anyway, this job does not need to be handed over, Bai Han will not go directly.

    If you have the ability, go and sue for breach of contract, Bai Han happens to be suing the Fortune 500 for fraud.

    Broken jars, who are afraid of who.

    Bai Han was indignant, his face remained calm, and he even nodded with a smile: "Yes."

    "Are you in poor health?" The colleague asked with concern, "Do you remember what happened in the past?"

    Bai Han's expression distorted for a moment, and soon returned to nature: "Vaguely, a little impression."

    The colleague asked again: "So many things, how can you move it alone? Where is your partner? She didn't come to pick you up?"

    Object? She has no target, but has a pair of guns, ready to fire at any time.

    Bai Han was about to vaguely pass, when a familiar voice came from under the stairs: "This!"

    A black car parked in front of the two of them, and the window with the privacy diaphragm was lowered a few centimeters, revealing a pair of black sunglasses and a high nose - not Du Ruanlan , who else could it be.

    "This is your partner?" The colleague's eyes widened in surprise, Bai Han thought she recognized it, but he didn't expect the colleague to slap Bai Han with his elbow, and exclaimed excitedly, " What the hell, you are not too beautiful, how can you come from such a beautiful woman, amazing, but..." A hint of doubt flashed in my colleague's eyes, "Why does it look familiar?"

    Can you not look familiar? I used to talk about people being ruthless and ruthless, and they went there specifically to ask for photos.

    Thinking of this, Bai Han felt another heartache.

    I had known that she shouldn't be addicted to making money, gossip, and didn't even know her immediate boss, but if she looked at the photo, she would never have the courage to talk to Du Ruanlan - she would not be She chose to be transferred into this department where she thought she was an emotional liar, but did not expect that she was the one who was deceived.

    Bai Han hurriedly covered up and said: "Beauty is the same, ugly has its own merits, haven't you heard this sentence? Didn't you say it too, big beauties, they all look alike, probably have seen them somewhere. Bar."

    The colleague gave Bai Han a sideways look: "Are you in Versailles, what are beautiful women are the same, you can find me another one so beautiful? Damn it."

    Bai Han took out a packet of paper and gave it to her, and said in disgust, "Wipe it, the saliva is about to drip."

    The colleague took it up and pushed her downstairs: "Go quickly, don't waste time with me here, it's not good for the beautiful woman to wait."

    Bai Han was pushed down two steps in a row, she saw the door move, probably Du Ruanlan wanted to come down to help her, but probably didn't want to show her face at the door of the company, so in the end Still didn't come down.

    Bai Han didn't want to get in the car, but she was also worried about the company, so the two of them quarreled and humiliated.

    In addition, although she has resigned, Du Ruanlan will continue to work here, so it is not good for her to be pointed at by people carrying gossip in the future.

    Bai Han pursed her lips, opened the trunk, first stuffed the cardboard box, and when she went around to the other side, her hand was already on the armrest of the passenger door, and she shrank again. When I came back, I opened the rear door and got in.

    I stepped on the accelerator, and the car quickly drove away from the company that was a psychological shadow for Bai Han.

    "Please take me to the station." Bai Han bought a small yard in a nearby town. The owner just renovated it for his parents, but something happened to the old man and he couldn't live in it. Looking down is sad.

    Bai Han picked up a bargain and bought it at a low price.

    Although it’s just a town, you can also order takeout, and there are direct buses to the city—although Bai Han may rarely go to the city in the future.

    Compared with the bustling and noisy big cities, she still prefers a leisurely life with few people and a slow pace.

    Bai Han went to see the house before, the furniture and electrical appliances are all available, and you can live in it with a bag.

    Being abroad for so many years, Bai Han has never bought anything of value, so when she moved, she brought almost nothing but a box with her important documents.

      .

    In fact, Bai Han didn't plan to ask for these things in the company, but I came to submit the application today and saw the full number of positions, as if I would sit there at any time, and did not leave at all The atmosphere, Bai Han casually tidied up.

    The office artifacts that I bought before are also distributed to everyone, and all I brought back were personal items such as cups and notebooks. Lan's car, this box should not be in Bai Han's arms at this moment, but should be in the trash can.

      Silently driving the car, the whole person was enveloped in a low and lost breath.

    The atmosphere in the car was depressed, the air seemed to be a lot thinner, Bai Han coughed twice and lowered the car window.

    The cool breeze was blowing through her hair, she looked at the open scene outside, her dull emotions dissipated a lot, Bai Han leaned on the back of the chair, tilted her head to look outside, looked ahead, just not Look at the driver in the driver's seat.

    After a long silence, Du Ruanlan whispered: "I'm sorry."

    Bai Han took a long time to say, "You have said it many times."

    "May..."

    "I forgive you."

    Du Ruanlan turned her head sharply, looking at Bai Han in shock.

    Bai Han hurriedly pointed to the front: "Look at the road, look at the road."

    Du Ruanlan was in a hurry, and the speed of the car slowed down quickly, but there is no parking here, she asked with a trembling voice: "You forgive me?"

    Bai Han still didn't look at her, leaned against her and nodded: "Well, you give money, I will do the task, and each will take what he needs. It's normal."

    Du Ruanlan's excited face instantly dimmed, she looked at the side face of Bai Han's squad leader in the front-view mirror, and raised the courage to say: "No, it's not like this. "

    "No?" Bai Han asked rhetorically, "Isn't it? Are you not mentally ill? Or didn't you tell me to do a task without telling me... We treat your mental illness? In the world You have no memory, I have nothing to say, but what about after you come back? Du Ruanlan, what kind of mentality do you have to be friends with? Do you think I am funny? I can sell anything for money? Body? Emotions? Ah."

    She smiled self-deprecatingly and shook her head, feeling like a joke to herself.

    Du Ruanlan hurriedly retorted: "I don't!" When she was agitated, her language ability weakened a lot, she took a deep breath, forcibly calmed down, and said, "At the beginning, I really regarded you as a friend, and I didn't know that it was you who treated me until I came out of the first world and found that I fell in love with you, and I couldn't help falling in love with you."

    Bai Han chuckled softly: "Really, are you sure you love me?"

    Du Ruanlan said: "Bai Han, I beg you, don't talk to me like that." The yin and yang were weird, like a steel knife, bit by bit they cut her flesh and bones.

    Bai Han snorted and said nothing.

    Du Ruanlan continued: "Emotional deficit disorder is innate, I have never experienced any emotion since I was a child, that was the first time I felt a strong and hot love, at that time I can't wait to get you, but I also know that at that time, I was like a child's love for novelty toys. I wanted it urgently, but I didn't necessarily cherish it, and even if I got it, it wouldn't necessarily last long, so I didn't tell you, but after going through the second world and the third world, the more I went on, the more I found out that what I love is not you in a special situation, but the whole you, especially after traveling with you. After that, except you, I have no interest in any other people or things. I confess to you, I wish I could give you the whole world, but I pushed you farther and farther, and I saw that you were going to walk away from me. I was in a hurry to leave, I followed you to the mission world again, I have no memory in the world, and I did things you hate by instinct, so, so…”

    Bai Han sneered: "So you erased all my memory and want to start over with me?"

    Du Ruanlan looked back at her: "I know this is also a deception, but I think, if I don't have the memory of those previous hip pulling, if I change it, it will become the perfection you want Object, will we..."

    She said: "I know what you are worried about and what you are afraid of. You say that your character is flawed, but my character is more flawed than yours. You say that you are afraid that you will not love after you really get to know you. , but there are so many worlds, I may know yourself better than you, but I still love you so much that I can't let go, if you say you don't like or even fear intimacy, and it's suitable to be alone, then we won't talk about it In love, be a relative directly, so that you can trust me and rely on me without pressure and burden. Bai Han, I know that my previous approach is problematic, I promise, I will definitely change it, I beg you, give me a Have a chance."

    The mission world is her own work, Bai Han has nothing to say. As for Du Ruanlan's deception in the real world, it doesn't seem like a big deal when you really think about it. Bai Han doesn't know what he has been grumbling about. It seems that he is trying to find a reason to push Du Ruanlan away.

    She still doesn't want to find a partner, she wants to be single.

    In addition to herself, she would find it troublesome to have another plant.

    But Du Ruanlan said that she can be her family, and her family will not abandon her existence no matter how long it takes, no matter what happens, and she does not need to pretend to be false, and can reveal the truth at will Emotional existence means that even if you don't speak for a day, it won't bother you and ask why you don't get in touch...

    If Du Ruanlan can do this, then Bai Han really doesn't know what he is doing.

    Perceiving that Bai Han's attitude was a little soft, Du Ruanlan turned around and pleaded in a low voice: "I beg you, give me another chance, even if it is a prisoner, after he confesses his guilt and obeys the law, he will let him reform. Renew yourself."

    "No matter how you judge me, just let me repent after my release, I beg you..."

    Seeing her pitiful appearance, Bai Han's heart ached.

    She opened her mouth and was about to speak, when suddenly a sharp brake sounded, her eardrums were almost torn apart, followed by a "dong-" sound, a huge impact hit, Bai Han only felt a shock all over his body, and his whole body was about to be squeezed out of shape.

    I don't know how long it took, and there were loud noises in my ears, as if there were thousands of flies buzzing in my brain.

    Bai Han tried his best to open his eyes and found that there were many white shadows in front of him. After blinking a few times, he could see clearly that it was a doctor. The doctor is examining his own hand: "What about the person with me? How is she?"

    "It's still being rescued." After confirming that Bai Han was fine, the doctor said, "Who are you from her? She's in a dangerous situation now, and she needs to notify her family as soon as possible. You have contact with her family. way?"

    When I lost my memory and lived a blurry life, Bai Han always felt that something was overlooked by him, and only after regaining his memory did he realize that it was a family member.

    Whether it's the transfer of property or Du Ruanlan's desire to get married, it seems that it is only the two of them from beginning to end, and neither of them mentions their parents.

    So Bai Han really doesn't know Du Ruanlan's family situation, but even if he knows, with Du Ruanlan's performance, I'm afraid it's not a blind date, and it may not be useful to come here.

    Bai Han almost turned over from the hospital bed in a hurry: "I am, I am her family member, if you have anything, just tell me, just tell me."

    The doctor gave her a look.

    Bai Han hurriedly said: "I am really, we are about to get the certificate, I can supply you with whatever certificate you want, you can tell her situation first, how is she doing now? ?"

    The doctor said solemnly: "The patient is in critical condition and has now been rescued in the ICU. You may need to sign some forms."

    "Critical?" Bai Han couldn't believe it, "How is it possible? I'm fine, I'm alive and well, she's in a car with me, how could something happen, doctor, are you kidding me? , impossible, how is it possible!"

    The doctor pulled away Bai Han's hand on his wrist and explained: "The overweight truck originally hit the middle of the car, but the patient temporarily turned the steering wheel, causing the large truck to crash directly into the car. When she was in her position, the car door was directly pushed through..."

    Perhaps seeing Bai Han's face turning pale and in a trance, the doctor didn't say any more, just asked the nurse to come over and introduce the patient's condition and needs signed documents.

    "I want to see her, don't stop me, I want to see her!" Bai Han got out of bed and was about to run out, but was caught by the nurse, "Miss, you are still under observation , please don't move!"

    "Don't, don't touch me, I must see her." Bai Han even had a feeling that if she didn't go, she would never see Du Ruanlan again.

    "Calm down." The familiar calm voice was like a tranquilizer, making the emotional Bai Han a lot quieter, Bai Han lowered her head, seeing that she didn't see it when she woke up that day The system reappeared.

    Like a drowning person grabbing the last straw, Bai Han grabbed the system's hand: "She was in a car accident, she is still rescuing, what should I do, what if she has an accident ?"

    The system narrowed its eyes and asked, "Is something wrong with her?"

    Bai Han was taken aback.

    The system continued: "If she has an accident, you will be free, and no one will harass you at all. Are you not happy?"

    Bai Han's eyes widened, and he threw off the system's hand, like a viper and beast: "What nonsense are you talking about? It's a human life, how can I watch she…"

      Heartbreak, she died and you live your life as usual, and you are more relaxed than before, so it's not a big deal, you can just wait for the doctor to come out with the results now, what's the hurry."

    "No, not like that, I..."

    Bai Han hesitated for a long time and couldn't say it, and finally was forced to cry: "I don't want, I don't want her to be in trouble, if she has an accident, what should I do? What do you want me to do? I beg you, save her, you have a way, right, you are an artificial intelligence, there must be a way!" Bai Han grabbed the system's hand for help.

      Now, you don't know how to live without her in your life in the future?"

    Bai Han was taken aback, but she didn't have time to think about it now, she nodded immediately: "Yes, I can't imagine the days without her in the future, I beg you, do you know how to save her? , no matter how much it costs, I will save her!"

    The system stared at her for a long time, and just when Bai Han was about to let go, she said, "I will help you contact Du Ruanlan's family. She has only one daughter at home, and she will never be allowed to have an accident."

    Yes, with Du Ruanlan's family background, he will definitely be able to contact better hospitals and doctors, and there will be absolutely nothing wrong.

    But even so, Bai Han was still worried and did not dare to rest assured, she still went to the door of the ICU to guard Du Ruanlan, and had to watch a reliable doctor go in to rescue her.

    The system looked at her anxiously wearing her shoes upside down, pursed her lips, pressed her chest, and quietly followed behind her.

    Even if I contact Du Ruanlan's home, it will take time to arrange someone, so we still have to rescue him first.

    At the door of the emergency room, a row of blue stools stood quietly, but Bai Han did not do it, she stared at the red warning light on her head and became restless, her left hand was unconscious He pulled **** the back of his right hand, and after a while, a layer of skin was torn, and a touch of blood oozes out.

    "Bai Han, calm down." The system grabbed her hand and said, "The Du family will come soon, modern technology is so advanced, data can be personified, even if her If there is a problem with her body, she can also personify her brain wave data, and the Du family will not let her have anything."

    "No!" Bai Han pushed her hand away, "How can data be compared with people?"

    The system stared at her silently.

    Bai Han was quick to talk for a while, and the moment she blurted out, she realized that she had said the wrong thing, tears fell down, and her legs fell on her knees, holding the system by the shoulders , resting his forehead on the chest of the system: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I didn't mean it, I didn't mean it that way, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

    The system shook its head: "It's alright, I know, you're in a hurry." You knew from the beginning, didn't you? Bai Han has always regarded the quest world as a game, and regarded the quest object as a strategy target in the game. How could such an attitude feel that the anthropomorphic data is the same as that of a real human being?

    But hearing it with my own ears makes me sad.

    Why does she like Bai Han? But why not?

    Bai Han is not a person who shines like the sun, she is an ordinary star in the night, trying to exude her own light in the crowd.

    I didn't feel it at first, but after getting along day and night, I like it so much.

    I like it, it's really mysterious.

    No wonder Du Ruanlan couldn't explain herself clearly, and couldn't show it, so she could only restrain her with that tyrannical method.

    The system's little hand touched the back of her head and whispered to comfort: "Don't worry, she loves you so much, how can she let you be so sad? She wants you so much, how can she let you go You? You also said, what would you do without her? She won't let you know what to do, trust me."

    The system exists in the form of data, she thought, as long as Du Ruanlan is all right, as long as Bai Han's mood is stable and normal, she will immediately disappear out of thin air, without even letting Bai Han see her Opportunity for the back.

    Because only in this way can it not cause a psychological burden to Bai Han.

    She has made a choice, and she will probably not appear in front of her again in the future.

    The Du family moved very quickly. Within half an hour, a small team of doctors wearing protective clothing entered the operating room one after another and replaced the doctors inside. The little medical equipment was pushed in. During this period, Bai Han huddled in the corner of the corridor in order not to get in the way, choking and watching—until the dazzling light went off with a "click—", and Bai Han's heart was completely lifted.

    The system grabbed Bai Han's hand tightly and said in a low voice, "Don't worry, she's fine."

    Bai Han held it back and asked with a trembling voice, "How do you know?"

    The system smiled: "We have detected their call to Du Jiabao's safety."

    The stagnant breath in her chest was finally relieved, and Bai Han suddenly thought: "Isn't this illegal?

    The system touched her head: "It's okay, I'm doing it very secretly, I just listened to a sentence, no one can find out, besides, as long as Du Ruanlan wakes up, I don't think she will let her I had an accident."

    While speaking, the doctor came out, Bai Han took a step forward, and hesitated.

    And the system pushed her: "Go."

    Bai Han looked back.

    The system smiled and said, "You can't rest assured if you don't ask in person."

    Indeed, her heart is still beating very fast now, as if it was about to pop out of her throat.

    Bai Han took a deep breath, plucked up the courage and walked over.

    And at the corner where she left, a thin figure gradually faded into a green phantom and disappeared.

    …

    "Xiaohan? Xiaohan!" Bai Han, who was taking a nap in the yard, heard the noise at the door, frowned, turned over, felt a little cold again, rubbed his arms and got up again .

    She opened the door angrily, but before she could get angry, Du Ruanlan held a lunch box in one hand and a coat in the other, she touched Bai Han's hand, slightly It was cold, and hurriedly handed her a thick coat: "The weather is getting colder, you can't fall asleep in the yard again, you will catch a cold, I stewed chicken today, and added red dates and longan to replenish your qi and blood. "

    After knowing that Du Ruanlan was not in danger, Bai Han did not stay to take care of her, but left quietly before she woke up and moved to the town.

    She didn't use the money Du Ruanlan gave her, although Du Ruanlan was reluctant to sign before, but it really had to be returned.

    She made her own money and had some leftovers after buying a house. She opened a shop in front of the school in the town, selling non-staple food such as pastries and desserts. The business is not bad.

    She employs someone, she is not needed to watch the store, she only needs to help in the morning and afternoon when she is busy with school, so she spends most of the time at home doing nothing.

    The days were so dull, until I knew that the house next door had been vacant suddenly moved in.

    Bai Han was carrying a few bags of dim sum and planned to build a good relationship with the neighbors, but who knew that when he opened the door, it was a familiar face.

    Du Ruanlan was sitting in a wheelchair, with her left arm and right leg still in plaster cast, standing at the door smiling at Bai Han: "Xiao Han."

    The desserts fell to the ground, the paper bags that were tied were unraveled, and the soft pastries were broken. Du Ruanlan looked at Bai Han's astonished expression, and the light in his eyes dimmed. , The smile at the corner of her mouth was a little reluctant, and she said, "Don't worry, I don't mean to force you, I just want to pursue you again."

    On that day, Bai Han fled, and Du Ruanlan, as she said, did not pursue Bai Han—perhaps because her mummy dress couldn't make her catch up.

    It was said to be chasing people, but Du Ruanlan was injured all over and spent most of the time at home.

    Bai Han didn't take care of her, or even went to see her.

    After all, the Du family can afford a professional nurse, and she can't even get her.

    She only felt that every day she went to work and passed by the next door, there would be a hot gaze that could not be ignored until she turned or entered the house completely.

    Bai Han was dodging at first, but no matter whether it was staggering the time or changing the route, he couldn't dodge, and then he got used to it.

    In about two or three months, Du Ruanlan could stand up on crutches, and then she started to stop.

    Bai Han refused, and even got angry a few times, but the next day, she would always reappear—with a cautious and pitiful expression, as if it might be discarded at any time, a puppy who took the initiative to please its owner .

    Even if Bai Han wanted to drive her away, he couldn't help but let her go.

    Fortunately, she did make corrections, not as suffocated as before, and still allowed Bai Han to live a leisurely and leisurely life, otherwise—this town could not accommodate her, then sell the house and go to the next town.

    It was really cold just after waking up. Bai Han put on his coat and smelled the fragrance of chicken soup that kept wafting over. She shrugged: "I recently lost weight and don't eat meat."

    Du Ruanlan said: "White meat does not grow meat, or if you drink more soup, your body is cold, and it is easier to gain weight if you do not expel cold and dampness."

    What more Bai Han wanted to say, Du Ruanlan whispered: "If you don't want to eat, then don't force it, I will do what you want."

    "..." Bai Han said awkwardly, "I don't want to eat it, actually...it's fine, just eat this."

    Du Ruanlan was inconvenient in the end, Bai Han wanted to take the lunch box, but was avoided by Du Ruanlan.

    Du Ruanlan said: "Xiaohan, even if it's just a little reluctance, you can tell me, I hope to be the one who allows you to release your negative emotions without limit, without any burden to dislike nitpicking. "

    Bai Han suddenly looked at her, while Du Ruanlan stared at her without flinching, her eyes full of sincerity and pleading.

    At that moment, the apex of her heart was like a violin string being gently plucked, sour and sweet, making waves, she turned her head and walked forward by herself Go: "Look at your performance."

    Du Ruanlan had already given up her expectations, but when she heard the answer suddenly, she was stunned for two or three seconds, and tears welled up, her lips trembled for a long time, her mouth opened and closed After tossing for a while, he said again: "Then, how long is the trial period?"

    Bai Han didn't look back, his voice was light: "For a lifetime."

    Du Ruanlan smiled and wiped away her tears: "Well, even if I'm just a temporary worker all my life, I'm willing."

    The author has something to say: it's over, it's over~

    Sprinkle flowers for yourself~

    In order to reward myself, I will take away such a sensible and distressing system~

    Hey hey hey hey hey, happy, I finished writing another spicy book~

    In fact, the whole article is still warm, after all, I was also a sweet writer before.

    I hope everyone can find their own happiness, more than Xinxin.