I thought the platoon leader had a point.

I do read a girl comic strip or something, and the girl side is always blushing her cheeks when she's with a paedophile.

Even the male side still blushes in confession scenes and such.

Communicating favors, hugging, kissing. In some cases, I can just hear voices and see each other. Anyway, I can light it up.

Shame, is essential to love.

So I set up one operation.

Titled 'Cah! My eyes are on me, I'm embarrassed!' Operation.

This is a manoeuvre to manipulate the behavioral patterns of a shy maiden who feels like a big case even if it doesn't matter that she meets her eyes.

Details include staying away from yourself, not speaking out of yourself, not touching yourself.

Shameful maidens can't get that close to someone they like so easily.

There's no way I can hug you. I can never kiss you!

So I decided to act exactly as I did.

After deciding on the operation, nothing happened for about five days.

I've seen the captain a few times, but he won't come close to me.

The captain is the captain and he's distancing himself from me, so he didn't get a chance to talk at all.

When I accidentally caught sight of the captain, I immediately turned a blind eye as per the operation.

Speaking of which, I also noticed that this operation, in a sense, is' If you can't push it, pull it, 'right?

But... can I say one thing?

This is going to make me crave it!

I want to see you, I want to be by your side, I want to stick around.

I do my job right, but I don't get enough moisture every day.

I was reminded that time with the captain was important regardless of the swelling I fell in love with.

Mr. Elmia made me look surprised and worried about Hanina.

I'm sorry, I'm fine. I'm just a little short on ingredients, Captain.

"You're doing weird things again," the platoon leader told me.

I decided on the operation with reference to your words, which are nothing else.

If nothing goes wrong after a week, I wonder if this operation will mean failure.

I can't see the captain because I'm tougher.

If this is about it, you might as well have pushed it, pushed it, go-go.

In the first place, I feel kind of strange that you haven't seen the captain, but you have to believe me.

Finally, I realized I was falling for the end of this operation, that was about it.

What I feared happened.

"Mr. Elmia, this, please"

I tried to give the sheets I'd been collecting to Mr. Elmia, today's launderer.

Mr. Elmia looked strange and snapped his neck.

I opened my mouth and told him something.

... something.

Never heard of it, it was a line of sounds.

I left the sheets hanging on the spot.

I couldn't even think about picking it up.

Scary, scary, scary.

Mr. Elmia seemed to be saying something more, but he couldn't hear.

It was so horrible to see a flabby moving mouth but to hear a noise I didn't know.

When I realized, I was running away from Mr. Elmia.

"Captain! Captain!!

The only person I could count on when I was in trouble was the captain.

An operation or something like that had already disappeared from my head.

I just wanted to see the captain.

I don't know what happens when I see him.

Even the captain may not make sense.

Still, I wanted to look into those gray eyes, hear a low voice, and cling to a disappointing body.

I ran and ran and went to the captain's room.

But it wasn't unlocked. That's natural, too. I should still be at work right now.

I quickly turned away and ran out again.

I don't know, my legs were headed to the captain's office.

A place I've never been before. But I didn't hesitate. I couldn't afford to think about that.

The wrong people look back at me for something.

A sound that cannot be regarded as a word slips through my ear.

I just ran, like shaking it off.

"Captain!

Open the office door vigorously.

There were other people indoors besides the captain.

But I only saw the captain full of vision, without turning any other attention.

I was just relieved to see the captain.

Immediately, though I was plunged into hell again.

"Ha, I want to..."

The call was interrupted because that was all the shock.

The captain with the surprised face said something.

But that's something I can't hear as a word.

My legs tremble clammy. I fell on my knees on the spot.

I've been running all the way here, and I've been tired.

But more than that, despair seemed to crawl up from my feet, and I couldn't even stand.

The captain rushes over. With my mouth full.

All that comes out of that mouth is sounds I don't understand.

"Huh... no..."

It was the limit already.

Pompous, tears spill off later on.

I didn't know how to stop it.

I can't help being scared and scared.

I didn't know being speechless was such a scary thing.

I don't understand what you're saying. I don't know what they're trying to tell me or what they're thinking... nothing, I don't know.

No one, no where, understands my words.

... I'm all alone.

I don't want to hear anything anymore, I don't want to see anything, and I close my eyes with my ears shut.

Shrink your body as if waiting for the storm to leave.

That's how I tried to protect my heart.

If you don't, it'll break, I thought.

"- Cla."

I don't want to hear it, but the voice of the captain rocking his eardrum.

It sounds like a meaningful word, and I look up unexpectedly.

My grey eyes were showing me worried.

"Sakura."

Now I listened well.

The captain's low voice calls my name.

It's a unique intonation, but even my name is right, I know.

I can understand it as a word.

That's all I'm happy about.

Fear disappeared somewhere.

Yet I couldn't stop crying extra.

I reach out.

I jump to fall in, to the captain who was breaking his knee to peek into me sitting up.

The captain seemed surprised, but he held me properly.

Pompous, and gently slapped in the back.

Sakura, and the captain's voice calling me tickles my ear.

"I want to..."

I'm so relieved, my powers fall out of my whole body.

Still, I don't want to leave the captain.

With the hand I turned on the captain's back, I gripped my shirt harder and harder.

"Sakura, Sakura"

Just my name, captain.

Calm low voice is ear-friendly.

It's as comfortable as when you're listening to goodwill on the bed.

My eyelids are getting heavier and heavier.

I may have been surprised, anxious, scared, relieved, or tired of my emotional amplitude being too intense.

All you have to do is envelop me. Plump.

It's okay, this is a safe zone.

I fell asleep as I was.

Opal colored space.

Oh, it's a dream. I was immediately convinced.

Sakura, Fluorfissidien is crying.

I turn to Ofi's, unusual and invigorating voice.

Reaching out to the office, which was flying a little higher, he sat down on both my hands a bit.

or cute......!

Do you not feel the weight because this is a dream or because OFI is a spirit?

Well, either is fine.

"I want to cry."

"Yeah, you're right. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Fluor Physidien says. I'm crying and apologizing."

That's what Offi told me when I smiled bitterly.

Right, do you reflect once and for all?

If so... I can't blame you, I wonder.

You're part of me, aren't you? You felt sad together.

That's the flue's fault in and of itself, but I didn't feel strange and angry.

Spirits are gainful creatures, aren't they?

"... how could Fru have done this?

So I asked questions instead of getting angry.

I wanted to know why I was supposed to feel scared.

I told you that the child inside feels the same way. Fluorfissidien also tasted the thought of you wanting to meet him. "

I see, that would have been hard.

Ever since you decided not to see the captain, you've been insatiable, me.

I was always worried about how to use my time to see the captain.

In the end, I just spent more time with Mr. Elmia and Hanina.

Even with someone, the captain wonders what he's doing right now.

You felt all that, the flue too, didn't you?

I don't know how I made you feel.

"So I plotted to meet him. You knew he was the one you depended on the most."

But is that what happened?

Kind of regrettable, sort of convinced of course.

To the flue, my feelings, they're all out of control.

"It seems to have been pretty hard for you to feel your anxiety and fear together, but he deserves it."

Doesn't suit the cute look, Offi says spicy things.

But I'm not going to pity you on that either.

You were really scared of the book.

I felt the same way. Flu would know that.

"Will you not skip work properly from now on?"

I hope you're okay. Probably stuck. "

Offi made a bitter laugh.

Spirits are expressive things, too.

Offi was always stupid to laugh, so I thought that was the standard.

"I have something to say to Flu."

"You can talk normally. Because it all sounds like Fluorfissidien, whether it's a dream or a reality."

Okay, and I laugh at the offi, and then I close my eyes.

I never feel the presence of a flue in me.

All I hear is my heartbeat.

... dreams, what is it? It kind of feels so real.

I wonder if it's because it's not like a normal dream.

Then I wish I could have a conversation with Fru, as long as I was in my dreams.

If we could have gotten along, it would have been fun.

"Hey Flu, can you hear me?

I spoke to my inner self.

No reply, but I go on.

"Don't abandon me, Fluorfissidien. 'Cause you're counting on me."

He spoke gently, remembering the laughter just before tripping across the world.

I don't know if it sounds like flue.

My body returned nothing.

But still.

Flu and I are one more homogeneous person.

We just have to get along.

"Keep up the good work"

I didn't get back to you, but I'm sure you did.

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