My hand while holding my clothes never lost its strength when I fell asleep.

That became an obstacle when I went back to my room and tried to put Sakura to bed.

I had no choice but to lay down in bed hugging Sakura, who sleeps deeply.

Continue to comb her head like she combs her hair from time to time.

It's okay, I'm here.

You don't have to worry about anything.

I'm on Sakura's side. Never betray.

I was hoping that feeling my pluck would reassure me a little.

After a while, Sakura woke up.

I normally said good morning instead of the incomprehensible words like earlier.

It seems that the words stopped making sense were temporary due to the whims of the Spirit.

Good, and sigh of relief, Sakura laughed happily.

"You've been holding me, haven't you?"

"... you didn't let go"

I speak of excuses and try to distance myself from Sakura.

But after all, my hand grabbing my clothes got in the way.

So for the first time, Sakura seemed to recognize what her hands were doing.

"Haha, I'm sorry about that. You're true to your desires even when you sleep, I"

Apparently he's not going to let go while apologizing.

Does Sakura want to stay in touch with each other?

I have a plush in my arm that I feel comfortable with.

That's why if I stay like this, really, I'm going to be unable to let go.

Sakura can't think of my convenience like that even though she wants to get the right distance.

I sighed and went back to my original position.

Sakura asked me if my job was okay.

He seems to care that he broke into his room while he was at work.

Sakura laughed bitterly when she told him that the guests of the Spirit would be fine because they were of the highest priority. Maybe he thinks it's an exaggeration.

Of course, it's not like Sakura is a guest of the Spirit, though.

The heart lies elsewhere.

I didn't want to bother you, but I opened my mouth even though I was bitter.

"... I didn't want to leave you alone"

Above all, a being who wants to protect and mercy.

I want to heal my grief and remove my suffering.

Sakura has no family in this world. There are still really few acquaintances.

The fact that there is no one to rely on must be a careful one.

I want you to count on me for a little bit. You wanted me to be sweet.

I am more confident than others that I have my heart forgiven. Not complacency, for sure.

So while my hands weren't letting go, I wanted to stay by your side and do it.

"Captain, do you really like me?

With a loose face between them somewhere, Sakura said so.

I accidentally spilled out of my mouth, something like that.

"Oh, I'm so sorry."

That is all the more true now.

I can't go back any more, I'm stuck in Sakura.

I like it, I like it, it's important, I want to protect it.

That's why not to hurt you, enough to keep you away from yourself.

"... seriously?

"You hadn't noticed?

I'm more surprised at Sakura, who asks me like I'm surprised.

I just thought it was something you knew how I felt.

Because there's something scary about how you've interpreted my words so far.

I wonder if they thought it was for the body. Too out-of-heart.

"You had both thoughts."

"I hope you like me."

That's what I'll give back to Sakura, who crumbled flashly.

It wasn't until I put it into words that I realized it might have been a little disgusting.

"I like you, Captain."

Sakura said with a muddled face, staring at me.

You don't have a heart there, you know.

Still, I hated myself for shaking, and I turned away from Sakura.

"... come on, I'm tired of hearing"

Don't shake my heart any more.

Sakura sighed at my words with that in mind.

"I've already made up my mind. Until you believe me, I'll tell you how much."

Sakura's declaration was straightforward everywhere.

Unexpectedly, I don't think this is serious enough.

I followed Sakura with an arm around her back.

"Think of a place. You can't complain if you're around."

"I'd rather talk to you soon."

There's no way you can do that.

I'm sure Sakura doesn't know my grid. That's why it's easy to do this.

You think it's a tangled white, thin arm or a pressed soft chest?

She says there's no way she can feel anything when she's hugged by a woman she likes.

Is it defenselessness because you don't understand, or is it temptation because you know it?

Either way, I can't afford to lose temptation.

"Why is the captain so much?

Sakura looked up at me, holding onto me.

Did you come?

I had trouble answering those words, which contained obvious accusations.

"Can't you believe my words so much? Am I not so trustworthy?

It's not like that, I couldn't say.

Sakura's words are always light. A lot like what I'm saying on the spot nori.

I don't have credit, because maybe I'm not wrong.

But that's not all.

Incredible, I'm sure, is not the only problem with Sakura.

"The encounter met. Besides... I'm not the kind of guy a woman likes."

When it was, when I still lived in Wangdu, I had been told by a woman I was dating.

'Nice guy to play with, but I don't want to make love to you'

I was convinced of that word. I really don't think I'm the right person for love.

Things like privileged classes and social status that work in favor of playing are things that get in the way of falling in love.

The troublesome class is getting stuck, with all the work and an incompatible personality.

Now that I'm in an even more responsible captainship than I was then, it would be superfluous.

Nor can I complain about my attentive oral. Prioritize work over women. Many people are scared because of their eye-catching appearance.

Even the women I've dated in the past, as you can see from those words, don't know how far you've really fallen in love with me.

Really, would there ever have been anyone who liked me wholeheartedly?

"Captain, you're hot."

"Appearance or position"

When I said that, Sakura looked like she was bored by the words.

He lightly understood what was going on.

"I like it all. The way the captain looks, and the fact that he has a proper responsibility as captain. All the serious things, the lack of accommodation, the gentle things."

As he regained his mind, Sakura arranges his words with a smile on his face.

This guy, really, how can this be...

Keep your body close and say you like everything about me.

It just seems deliberate.

If it's any more than that, I'll grab Sakura's shoulder and distance myself.

I woke my body up as it was and got out of the futon and put my foot down from the edge of the bed.

"Will it be time for you to talk to me?"

I hear voices coming from my back side. It's the voice of temptation.

I feel sorry for myself for even being upset by words like that.

Apparently Sakura is really trying to dictate me.

I don't know if you have any thoughts there.

Being serious about her seems like a lot.

"... think about it"

Why did you answer that?

I don't know why I'm trying to get away from Sakura anymore.

If you're telling me you like Sakura, that's fine.

But I still can't believe how Sakura feels.

Such complex emotions caused half-way words to spill out of my mouth.

If Sakura made me believe.

That's when I felt like I could be honest with myself.

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