It’s very easy to fill in next time

Dried up this chicken soup!

Bai Wei thought seriously for three seconds.

He said slowly, “Scared.”

……perhaps.

In his existing memory, death is not so far away, nor is it so eternal and terrifying. It is more like an old friend who will come sooner or later. He may jump out one day and give you a warm hug that is unexpected.

“Why did you ask this question suddenly?” Bai Wei pointed to himself: “I’m only twenty years old, how can I not be afraid of death?””Then, brother, do you want to live well?” Liu Shengshuangyue asked again.

“Hmm…Did I go out and fool around a lot recently, making you angry?”

“That’s not true, why would I despise brother! My family is rich, it doesn’t matter if you fool around, and…” Liu Shengshuangyue first explained in a panic, and then realized that she had lost her composure, and hurriedly sat upright, coughing lightly: ” It’s not that I dislike brother, I’m just saying that brother seems to lack direction now, and he always looks like…”

She thought for a while, raised her eyes, and said, “It looks very lonely.”

“This is Yingzhou, so of course I’m lonely.”

“But won’t you be lonely when you go back to the Ming Dynasty?”

“If you go back, you will have classmates, acquaintances, and maybe you can date young girls…”

“Even if brother can date many girls at the same time, won’t he be lonely?”

“right.”

Liu Shengshuangyue frowned and said, “I don’t believe it.”

“I’m not lying. When people grow up, they should get married and have children. When they get busy, it doesn’t matter whether they are lonely or not.”

Bai Wei relaxed his body, pressed his hands on the tatami, leaned back, looked at the ceiling, and smiled helplessly: “It’s just…”

“Just what?”

“It’s just living with the flow. Rather than living, it’s more like survival, living by inertia.”

I have accomplished great things.

A long life has been repeated.

It’s not that I feel a little bored, but more or less, as if something is missing.

Bai Wei laughed: “Maybe it’s just hypocrisy. People don’t have to have a goal to live well. Isn’t that good?”

Liu Shengshuangyue denied: “It’s not good!”

She always thought that her brother seemed to be a different person after going through the unicorn competition.

The outside has not changed, but the inside has completely changed. It is not that the sharpness is introverted, but that the sharpness and fangs have been lost, and the mentality of forging ahead has been completely lost. Have to succumb to the ordinary.

What he lost was not only his self-confidence, but also his goals in life.

Dreams are the seeds of fire and the driving force in people’s hearts. Once the fire is extinguished, they will lose their direction, just like a sailing ship has no navigation and cannot find the North Star in the sky.

Regardless of whether it is the past or the present, she likes any brother, but she just doesn’t want to see him so frustrated.

She would rather see her brother standing on a high place shining brightly, and then brag loudly to the people around him that this is her brother.

This is also the happiness she imagined.

But, if it can’t be realized after all…

“I just want to know, brother, what exactly do you want?” Liu Shengshuangyue said softly, “It’s been so long, haven’t you found it yet?”

“what do you want?”

All Bai Wei can think of is probably power, power, wealth, beauty… To put it mildly, career and love can also be replaced.

But he found that he didn’t seem to enjoy these.

The emperor who has been an emperor all his life understands that even if he holds these in his hands, he cannot enjoy them, and every moment is like sitting on pins and needles.

To have power, you have to think about how to use it; to have power, you have to care about its price; to have wealth, you only want to get more; as for beauty… let’s not mention it.

In the end, he deposed his own throne and empire, which is enough to prove that he does not enjoy it from the bottom of his heart, nor does he long for it, and he even wished to throw it out earlier and hand it over to someone more suitable.

Because becoming an emperor means that you have everything, and from now on you will only have to keep losing.

In the end, he found that he might still enjoy the life he enjoys more now. His family is harmonious, his life is leisurely, he doesn’t have to run around for a living, he does some good deeds occasionally, helps others as much as he can, and finds a beautiful girl with a beautiful body and a double body to eat softly. The meal was perfect.

“It seems, not at all.”

He said.

“But, I have.”

she says.

“I have many dreams that I want to realize.”

“I want to rejuvenate the family and comfort the spirits of my parents!”

“I want to win the imperial competition and get a plaque from the general!”

“I want to be a swordsman. I like swordsmanship very much. I want to swing my sword against the sea and smash the tide with my sword energy.”

“I also want to go to the Ming Dynasty to see the scenery that I didn’t have time to see before, go to the Ise Shrine to receive the congratulations from the palace secretary, see the purple air coming from the east on the Baiyujing, and see the president mountain and Baba in the allied countries. Beta, walk along the Avenue of the Champs Elysees, and listen to the hymns played in the sky theater of the Holy Church…”

“Perfect love, lovely children, walking arm in arm with the person you love the most, walking through the mountains and seas, to see the thousand-year-old ice flowers blooming on the snow-capped mountains.”

“I want to achieve all of these.”

“Even if they are all realized, I don’t think it’s enough.”

“I’m still greedy to grab more… Every day, I treat it as the last day, and try my best to live.”

She paused and continued.

“But now I’m still just a student of Far East University, and I’m far away from any of these goals.”

“so……”

“I don’t have an elder brother, so it won’t work.”

The girl’s rhetoric became softer. She stared at Bai Wei, and said each word seriously, but also like a baby.

“I need my brother to accompany me, encourage me, and witness me… Otherwise, I will stop halfway, or get frustrated, or get lost.”

“Brother is the most important person in my life.”

“I hope that when I achieve those goals and dreams, you can witness by my side.”

tosssound.

Bai Wei can see the light in her younger sister’s eyes, which is different from her own. She only lives this life as her last, so she pursues the wonderful.

It’s really greedy…

But this is what a person should look like.

Bai Wei put his hand on his forehead and laughed happily: “Hahaha…”

Liu Shengshuangyue blushed: “You shouldn’t be laughing at me now!”

“It’s not ridicule, but gratification.” Bai Wei smiled gently: “It’s also emotional…my sister is much stronger than me. To be honest, the appearance you just explained seriously is very charming, and I am a little fascinated by it. .â€

Liu Shengshuangyue’s heart beat faster, she shrank subconsciously, and wrapped her fingers around her hair: “Yes, it’s nothing.”

“It’s like seeing a superhero appear in a special film.” Bai Wei crossed his arms and leaned back tactically.

Liu Shengshuangyue’s face collapsed when the kettle rang. She picked up the kettle and started to make tea.

No one spoke during the whole process, and when the green tea was handed to Bai Wei, she asked, “Did brother’s mood change when we talked about this?”

“To be honest, almost none.”

“Well……”

“Just kidding, your words have given me a lot of inspiration.”

Bai Wei turned the teacup with his fingers, picked it up steadily, and blew the white mist over the tea, causing ripples to appear and then subside.

“People, there should always be something to do.”

“In order not to regret it until the situation is irreversible.”

“When you are alive, you will inevitably be caught up by the memories of the past. Even so, there is nothing you can’t let go of.”

He put down the teacup.

“I drank this bowl of chicken soup.”

Occasionally drinking a bowl of chicken soup for the soul will always make people feel extremely fulfilled, and it will also make people bravely take half a step of hesitation.

Liu Shengshuangyue didn’t understand what kind of decision Bai Wei had made.

The young man opened his eyes again, and it was no longer his sister sitting face to face, but the illusory obsession from the past.

He said, “Come on.”

ã€bring it on! 】