Kuai Chuan Teaches You To Be a Man

Yu Hai stood on the deck of the ship, looking in the direction of the motherland, and one day, another day, the ship would arrive at the port. He had ended his years of overseas study and would be able to go home soon.

From buying the ticket, to boarding the ship to sailing, he seemed calm, but in fact he was emotional.

I have endured for too long, and I can hardly hold back my thoughts of home...

In the direction he looked at, on the other side of the sea, there was his beloved land, a harmonious family, and most importantly, a gentle and wise mother.

From the day he became the governor, Yu Hai knew that he was different from others. He lived in his grandfather's house and lived with his mother. The person he had been jealous with for more than ten years and he called his father was actually his stepfather. It is not accurate to say that the stepfather is the person that his mother loves deeply, although the two have not been married yet.

When he was six or seven years old, perhaps seeing that he was curious, his mother hugged him, touched the soft short hair on the top of his head, and asked him if he wanted to know about his biological father. It was the first time he heard the word "biological father" from his mother since the governor, and he still remembered his answer: "Yes, mother, I want to know."

I still remember when my mother lowered her head and looked at him for a long time, the white, slender and slightly calloused fingertips lightly outlined his eyebrows.

He liked the way his mother looked at him with all her attention, her eyes were very gentle, he was like a milk cat being groomed, and he was so comfortable that he wanted to meow.

At that time, Yu Hai didn't know how to describe it so much. He stood in front of the single-seat sofa chair, looked at his mother who was a little taller than him, and asked the doubts in his heart.

Who is the biological father?

What is he like?

Is he a handsome and strong hero who can protect his mother?

Why never see it?

...

Hearing these words, my mother fell into memory. He was also well-behaved, so he waited patiently. After waiting for a long time, he heard his mother reply: "When I met your biological father, he was very handsome and charming. We know each other and promise that although your arrival, son, is an accident, it is also the crystallization of love. When my mother is pregnant with you, I pray every day, I hope you are safe and healthy."

At that time he smiled and asked again, what happened later.

His mother seemed to be caught up in memories again, and no longer satisfied his curiosity.

Although it was a bit regretful, Yu Hai soon forgot about it again, and lived with his mother very happily every day. Ever since he was a child, he watched his mother study ink and write, watch her lean on the bed, sit under the eaves, lean on a slump to draw pictures, listen to her recite medical books, squat beside and watch her concoct medicinal materials with her uncle... In the hearts of other children, His father is a hero in the sky, and for Yu Hai, his mother is his yearning, sustenance, and dependence... he is everything.

Yu Hai was enlightened at the age of six. The textbook for the enlightenment was a story of the Three Character Classics told by his mother. He followed his mother while shaking his head as he read. He put his right wrist on the back of his left hand and practiced calligraphy stroke by stroke. He is very smart and has a better memory than other children. Just listening to his mother recite medical books and watching him concoct medicinal materials, he memorized a lot of content. At that time, his grandfather and uncle would also touch his head, saying that he inherited his mother's wisdom and would become such an outstanding person when he grew up.

This was the highest expectation and the best compliment Yu Hai had ever heard in his life. Even if he made great achievements in the future and was praised by the world, everyone said that he was a genius of the sky, a treasure bestowed by God in this era, and he was not happy to hear that.

In those few years, he grew very fast, just like a young seedling breaking through the ground, it was the same day by day, rising quickly. His chubby face was getting thinner as he grew up, he was growing taller, and when he was thirteen years old, he was already on par with his mother. When he realized that he was taller than his mother, Yu Hai told himself that you had to be more mature. When you went to protect the mother, when he raised his head, he said in his heart: You are a big boy, oh no, you are a man.

You have to forge a body of steel and iron, stand upright in front of your mother, and shelter her from the wind and rain. You have to have a pair of strong arms that can withstand the damage and the surging waves after wave after wave. You have to be strong, steady, mature, and you have to grow faster...

Since he was sensible, Yu Hai has never slackened for a day. In his dreams, he wanted to grow into a towering tree and become the support and pride of his mother.

At about that time, he learned the real situation of his biological father. It was also mentioned by chance that grandfather and uncle changed their faces at the same time, and after deliberation, told him the real situation. Yu Hai knew that his mother had been lost, and he also knew that his mother had suffered before, but he never thought that his biological father was the cause of trouble.

He was really handsome at that time, and they did love each other... but this love was too cheap, his heart was as free as the wind, he came as he said it, and left as soon as he said it.

"Your mother was separated from your biological father when she was still pregnant with you. She survived that period of time with her meager savings. She was alone when she was pregnant with you, and she was alone when she gave birth to you, until you were one and a half years old. , Anping found your mother and son. At that time, your mother was at the counter of Yongfu Department Store, selling rouge gouache to people."

Yu Haixin was stunned and asked where his biological father was? where are the people?

"He, he made a marriage with a young lady from another family, to trouble his fiancée to find your mother, to spend money to invite your mother to appear, and to dress up his fiancée."

"Don't mention this person in front of your mother, he's not a thing!"

To say that there may be disappointment, but more sadness, guilt, and self-blame. He remembered that he had already asked it a few years ago, and it was embarrassing for the mother, in order not to hurt her son who was less and more important, she chose to tell him what she was listening to.

After that, Yu Hai never asked about his biological father again. He felt that it was good to always fool his stepfather seriously. Although he was very jealous, he also loved his mother very much.

It is said that his stepfather is a self-willed person who can't be persuaded to be eccentric, and some people say that his words are scary and indifferent, even his parents, siblings, don't care. Yu Hai didn't see it, in his impression, the stepfather was very obedient in front of his mother, like a stupid dog from another family, pointing east to east and west to west.

He also thought that his mother had given him the love and care that other parents could not give him, so there was no dissatisfaction at all. When he was studying, all the male classmates liked to brag about their father, but he was the only one who had mother in his heart. Write articles only talk about mothers, and the goal of learning and chasing is still mothers.

When he accidentally bumped into someone saying "He doesn't have a father" or "His father is not a relative", Yu Hai's heart didn't fluctuate, and he still thought that it was not good? My father was a scumbag and ran away with others. When the courtyard door was closed, there were only the mother and son. The stepfather didn't come here every day, so no one could compete with him for attention.

With that in mind, he still plans to check up on his father when he grows up and is full of wings, to see who this bastard's surname is, and who he has fallen in love with after kicking his mother...

As a result, before he could be on his own, his stepfather suggested that he study abroad, go out to see the scenery outside, and gain some knowledge and insight. Yu Hai didn't want to go, he knew that once he nodded his head, he would have to go out for at least a few years. It was unimaginable not to see his mother for such a long time.

He thought so, and said so, and said that he should not be separated from his mother.

That night, his mother talked with him for a long night, saying that the southern province only occupies a small part of the world map, while the magnificent scenery of the rivers and mountains outside is beautiful. The mother said that staying at home will only waste his talent and kill his will, and the young eagle should spread its wings to fight the sky, Soar to the vast sky.

Since he was born, he has never been separated from his mother. When he heard this, Yu Hai was confused.

I thought that I am also very diligent and hardworking now. My uncle said that he is a rare genius in medicine. He could see people independently two years ago, and he is already well-known in the province. Yu Hai knew his mother's wish and hoped that he would be an honest and reliable person. He always kept it in his heart and set a goal for himself very early, hoping to learn Chinese and Western, and take the best of each other.

A good doctor with medical ethics and benevolence can save many people, but Yu Hai is not satisfied with this. He hopes to overcome those difficult diseases, not only to save one or two, but also to save more people.

He studied Chinese medicine with Uncle Shi Qing and Western medicine with Uncle Anpingtang. He felt that he was walking steadily step by step and was moving forward steadily, but was persuaded by his mother that he hoped that he could go out and see the outside world. understanding of Western medicine.

If someone else said it, Yu Hai might not listen, nor would he accept it.

But these words came from his mother's mouth. At that time, Yu Hai was sixteen and a half years old. He squatted down and looked at his mother with admiration and asked, "Do you think I should go? Do you want me to go?"

My mother is in her thirties, but the years have not left many traces on her. She still looks very young. She smells like medicine and is gentle and moving.

Just like many times before, the mother reached out to touch his soft hair, her fingers ran down his face, she smiled and said warmly: "Son, you should be more independent and strong, you have to use your own eyes. Go see the world."

At that time, he was a little aggrieved and asked, "Are you willing to let me go across the ocean?"

The mother still smiled, but with tears in her eyes, she said: "If you leave for a day, I will miss you very much; if you leave for a week, I will be very worried; if you leave for a month, I may regret why I sent you out... But I hope my son can exercise a broader mind and a stronger will. You are not a little boy who is obediently following behind your mother. You can't just listen to what your mother tells you, you have to learn to see with your own eyes. this world."

At that time, he seemed to understand, but he wanted to fight for himself, when he heard his mother say, "Mom is not going anywhere, just drinking tea and smelling the fragrance of medicine waiting for you to come back after your studies."

The last thing Yu Hai could refuse in his life was his mother. He didn't want to go abroad. As long as he thought that there were foreigners with red eyebrows and green eyes outside, he felt awkward. When he thought that he would not see his mother for a long time, he was already uneasy before he left. .

It feels like a heart is floating, and it can't be implemented. When he leaves home, with the suitcase his mother prepared for him, Yu Hai can't even walk.

He stared at his mother for a long time, then turned around through gritted teeth, and walked towards the unknown future step by step.

In the past few years abroad, he gradually understood the good intentions of his mother. In the past, he was just a young master who had never experienced wind and waves. His mother was his support, and his home was his harbor... Taking this step, standing in the unfamiliar On the land, all eyes are full of foreigners, and all he hears are foreign languages, and everything is very strange to him. Because there was no one to rely on, Yu Hai forced himself to grow up and become his own support.

He encountered many difficulties, suffered injustice, was provoked, and was ridiculed... Every time, as long as he saw the photo taken with his mother before he left, his mother's teaching echoed in his ears. These words can always pull him out of his confusion and confusion. At this time, Yu Hai realized that his mother was smarter and wiser than he thought. She taught him many life philosophies, and she was always right.

Everyone is xenophobic, but even with the most critical eyes, Yu Hai is really good. There are always people who are curious about his upbringing experience. Whenever this happens, he will say: My mother is the most intelligent and wise woman in the world, she is my life mentor.

Yu Hai eagerly absorbed the knowledge taught by the school. He returned from the study in the shortest time. He remembered that many years ago, he walked out of the house with a suitcase, and his mother stood under the eaves with reluctance. At that time, he always felt He is an adult, but he is actually just a boy who loves to be brave.

At that time, I felt slow every day, and when I left my mother, time ticked away really slowly... Now that I think about it, it seems like yesterday that I left home, but it has actually been many years.

Yu Hai looked at the calm blue sea with a smile on his lips, and exchanged glances with his classmates who had returned home with him.

Needless to say, he must be thinking of his mother.

Looking at the group photo, I feel very beautiful and very gentle. I don't know if I am better than the photo.

"There's one more day for the ship to arrive in port."

"Yeah, I can go home in one day."