Lifetime Idol

5am

I wake up and look on my phone to check Instagram and we are trending #1 worldwide

The trend was Moon talks to popular youtuber on live

I post a picture of me just waking up on Instagram and said good morning to my fans and thank for helping us trend #1

I get in the shower

And my morning routine

I check my phone again and there are thousands of comments so I read them to brighten up my day and I saw some mean comments from Blackpink and Twice fans some were even fans of BTS Also there were some people that defended Moon too

Twiceisthebestkpop: why Zhenzhen even an idol she is untalented and looks like a skeleton

Binksistopfandom: Blackpink is better than Moon

Blackpink's husband: Zhenzhen is way skinnier than Lisa she is going to die if she doesn't eat

KimTaehyungBTS: BTS has way more talent than the bones in her body

Jimin Stan: omg🙄🙄🙄 if I hear Moon's name I am going to kill someone

Namjoon'sbrain: why are these rookies getting all my husbands attention

Multi fandom: guys you are suppose to be fans not hater Moon is popular for a reason but I can't force you to like them but respect them as artist and You are hurting peoples feelings so Shut up and watch your stupid favs bye.. the door is that way... #Stay strong Moon #You are perfect Zhenzhen

Zhenzhen'sbias: why are you hating on Zhenzhen she is a young, talented artist and she is perfect just the way she is #Stay Strong Moon #You are perfect Zhenzhen P.S Moon is my ultimate girl group and one of the best❤️❤️❤️

I started crying while getting dressed

My outfit

Ripped skinny jeans especially show my legs and knees

Gucci belt

Long sleeve shirt

Black beanie with the polo logo

Louis Vuitton Nike Air Force 1 custom and if the sneakers get wet change colors

Chanel and Gucci necklaces

Earrings

No makeup because natural beauty

Chapstick

No contacts

Straight down

Packed my sparyground gummy bears backpack

iPad

Apple laptop

Changers

In portable charger also

Art book and supplies like color pencils and pens

Diary

Family photo with me, brother, and mom just in case I am lonely

I put my face care products in my suitcase and pads just in case, my makeup bag full of expensive jewelry and makeup

I put my passport and things I need to get pass in a plastic bag

Then I wake up Gigi unnie

Gigi: good morning Zhenzhen

Me: morning unnie

Gigi: why do you look like you have been crying do I have to hurt someone

Me: you can't hurt fans Gigi

Gigi: what happened?

Me: I post a picture of me waking up and I read the comments fans of other group where saying mean things about me and Moon

Gigi: you know wh-

She grabs her phone and goes on Instagram and start a live

Me: Gigi unnie what are yo-

Gigi: good morning my stars and I am here with Maknae Zhenzhen and stars I need your people to make her feel better because people are saying mean things about us and Moon and I seen the trend #Stay Strong Moon and #You are perfect Zhenzhen please watch over us and help us through this hard time because we are working hard just like any other kpop group that extist on this earth but why do we have to spread hate instead of love. We love our fans so much that we sacrifice our lives to be where we are now and we are human just like you we have feeling we have a right to feel a type of way because we are all the same as one. I just feel like sometimes people have no heart or think of about their actions and how could it affect people and harm people it is not okay or not right to tell someone that they are ugly, untalented, too skinny, or someone is better than them and we never said we are better than anyone that is for the world to decide not just Korea. I think people should get to know someone before judging them because how are you going to judge someone you don't know it not fair to us or new kpop groups because we wanted to be like your favs and how the same popularity because they are our role models. I am going to take a shower and pass the live to Zhenzhen bye...

Comments are going crazy

Zhenzhen: umm.....yeah....I think it's personal and I need to talk about it because it's stressing me out because I know everybody is not going to like me I understand that but people are telling me that I make them want to kill themselves because they want to be skinny and it just make me sad because people made me feel like I am under weight and I am going to die. I got don't want anybody to get hurt but I am the one that is hurt. Why am I getting attacked because of a picture I don't understand so I need some encouragement to get pass this and a message for everyone that is watching this love yourself don't matter you size, shape, or race be you never change for anyone.

Then Gigi jumps in the live with her rope and wet her

Gigi: spread love or you will hurt the ones you love

Me: let's read some comments and talk to some fans

Zhenzhenbestkpopidol: who hurt you Zhenzhen I will beat them up and Love you Moon stay strong❤️❤️

Me and Gigi talked to Zhenzhenbestkpopidol

Me: hello what is your name?

Zhenzhenbestkpopidol: my name is Miyah and I am from Florida

Me: Miyah do you have a question or advice for us

Zhenzhenbestkpopidol: well I am...honored to be talk to you and my questions is how tall are you??

Me: I actually shrink I'm 4'9 1/2 and Gigi is 5'4

Zhenzhenbestkpopidol: umm...what fandom said mean things about you??

Me: I don't think I can answer this question because I don't want to put anyone down that is in that fandom and didn't say anything to me

Gigi: no..answer it because it is not right so call them out

Me: well....Blackpink's fans, Twice's fans,and BTS' fans

Zhenzhenbestkpopidol: wow that not even fair we will defend Moon

Me: Stars please don't start a fan war because I just want piece for us

Zhenzhenbestkpopidol: ok but If they start with the Stars we will finish this fan war period.. but I hope you guys feel better and Stars will always have your side

And we followed Zhenzhenbestkpopidol

Then we talked to two more fans

MoonareStars and Moon's Heart

We followed them also

Me: sorry guys but we have to go because we have a busy day today and I want to thank everyone for being by our sides and remember spread love or you will hurt the ones you love bye...

I end the live and thank Gigi

I go out of her room to wake up Jimin and she is already getting dressed so I just go down stairs see Irene cooking so I do my homework and send it to my teacher though my phone then go back upstairs to grab my suitcases and backpack and put in front of the door

Me: unnie what are you making

Irene: apple cinnamon oatmeal with fruit and call everyone for breakfast

Me: Jimin and Gigi unnie come downstairs

Jimin and Gigi unnies come down with their suitcases and backpack

We sat at the table and talked then I check my phone on Instagram

We are trending

# 1 #You are perfect Zhenzhen

# 2 #Stay Strong Moon

#3 #Moon talks to fans on live

I make a video

Me: thank you everyone and Stars for supporting us from day one we will always do our best to make our Stars proud

I posted the video on Instagram

Irene: time to go to the airport

Me and my unnies grab our bags and went to the van

I drove to the airport and it was crowded full of fans

Fans surrounding the van so we had to drive to the parking lot

We got out the van with our bags

As soon as we walk to the entrance full gather around me and Unnies

Guards had to be around us

A fan pulled Jimin's and Irene's hair

A fan slapped me and Gigi

Manager: run girls quickly

We run to our gate but fan kept up

Fans were pulling on our arms and throwing gifts

I had millions of gifts in my hands then behind us lots of fans fell on each other

Me and Unnies make it to the gate and quickly get inside then Our manager on the way to our seat called PD to tell him what happened in the airport

I go to my seat next to Gigi and one staff member then it was a empty seat next to me

We all sit with staff and since it was a long ride to America I went to sleep on Gigi's shoulder

But while I'm sleep I hear and feel someone watching me also near me so I lightly open my eyes but not so the person can see that they are open

I see....