Lifetime Idol

As me and the staff drove to the airport I feel tear fall down my face but I wipe them quickly but I stopped crying so no one was worried

I stopped crying and then ask the 3rd manager a question

Me: manager can we pay a cake for my birthday then go live when fans to blow them out

3rd manager: sure why not but we are going to celebrate your birthday with the other models today and tomorrow too

Me: ok

3rd manager: we are here come on get a cart for your bags and stay close to me ok

I nodded then got out of the car

(I have to outfit on when I left out the house on I changed in the car with the help of one of the female staff but instead of a beret I have a hoodie to cover my hair and ears from fans

I see millions of flashes from reporters cameras and fans

As soon as I step on the side on the other side of the street and on the other side fans and reporters are taking pics I wait for the staff to get all my bags and I went over to help but they told me it was fine

Then 3rd manager walked to the middle of the street getting ready to cross and he put his arm around me to cover my face more and protect my eyes from the flashes

We started to walk across the street and fans and reporters tried to move closer as me and manager walked closer

As we get to the other side I feel people pulling on my hoodie as I started walking in the middle of the crowd

I am in the middle of the air port near the escalator to get my bags checked and get on my flight

I was given gifts and as I made it to the escalator

All the fans and reporters yelled happy birthday

I yelled thank you back then bowed to everyone

Me and the staff are walking toward the baggage claim where I put all my suitcases expect my backpack

Then I notice fans are still following us

now me and the staff are walking to the gate and fans are right behind me

I have about nearly 100 bags in my hands from fans so I have to put the gifts in my bag pack

Me and the staff were waiting at the gate then fans just came toward me and my manager talking to me

Fan: ZhenZhen your queen

Me: Queen? Oh noooo

Fan: dance and vocal queen

I hid by putting my head on my manager's c.h.e.s.t and he laughed at me

Fan: are you dating Hyunjin?

Me: no we are just friends

Fans gave me more gifts and would take them back , I had about thousands of letters in my bag

The flight attendant announced my flight and me and manager went inside the line we are in first class

Fans some how got next to us

Fan: ZhenZhen what's your hair color?

Me: it's a secret

I pulled my hoodie tighter

Finally we started boarding the plane and sat in our seats

(Everything is being filmed for our show)

Skip time

I am halfway to Paris and I went to sleep on my manager with my hoodie closed

Skip time

We arrived at Paris

And we have to wait to get off the plane so I pack up my things in my backpack

We finally can get off the plane after a few minutes

Me and the staff got off the plane and again the airport was crowded with fans

I went to Starbucks with my staff

I got breakfast then started heading to the baggage section to get my bags

I grabbed my gifts and letters then I got to my car, waved to fans, then got into the car waiting for the other staff to get in so I made a video on Instagram then added it to my story also I had a video when I was on the plane but couldn't post because no WiFi and airplane mode

So I went to sleep in the backseat of the car while waiting

After a few minutes I hear the doors open and it's the staff getting in the car and started driving

Manager: first you are going to take a nap then head to the Gucci fitting and meet everyone then go to Louis Vuitton fitting to do the same okay

I nodded and went back to sleep

I wake up just in time because we are at a fancy Modern hotel

And I get my bags then head into the hotel lobby with my staff but the female staff stayed with me while the male staff get the rest of my bags also fans gifts

After everything was bought inside the hotel we went to the desk to check in and after that we headed to our rooms

The staff put everything in my room and the only female staff help me put my things away then she left to her room

I got into the shower to go to bed

Outfit

Silk Trim Cami And Shorts Set - Pink

White ankle socks

Pink furry slippers

Silk pink headband

I did my face routine too then got into bed and had a nice sleep

After a few hours

I felt someone tap me in my sleep so I open my eyes to look at who is tapping me

It was manager

So I got up and it was the afternoon (not the next day and idk the time zone and I'm too lazy so I'm gonna guess)

I got up and went to the bathroom routine to shower and do my face routine

Outfit

Tie Shoulder Butterfly Print Cami Top & Tartan Plaid A-Line Skirt

Air Force 1 with blue butterflies 🦋

White ankle socks

butterfly tennis choker , cz tennis butterfly necklace , bling iced tennis butterfly, butterfly necklace- sliver

Angel Letter Necklace Bling Bling 90s Aesthetic Necklace For Women Choker DIY Name Necklace Femme Collier Stainless Steel Chain-sliver

2019 New Arrival Shiny Crystal Rhinestones Hair Clip Snap Barrette Women Girls Pearl Hairpin Bobby Clip Hair Accessories

Rhinestone Engraved Bobby Pins

Bun with two front pieces out- two front pieces are blonde with light brown ends and the back is light

brown with blonde ends

Rimless Square Frame Sunglasses- blue frames

Bracelets and earrings

Then I grabbed my duffle bag blue see through Louis Vuitton

I had my modeling clothes in that bag plus thing I need

I walked to the lobby with my staff and went to my car and we drove

Manager: before we go to the Gucci fitting we have to meet with Ms.Kim and her models

I am on my phone and I see a article about moon donating to the BLM and everyone is talking about it

It's not about us it's about BLM so I posted another post and message on my story about BLM

Also I ask the manager to post something on MOON's page on BLM

We arrive at a restaurant and only me, manager, and female staff come with me

We got to the door and headed inside Manager asked the front desk for Ms.Kim table and they led us to their table

We bowed introducing ourselves then sat at the table

My manager gave Ms.Kim the envelope ✉️ that PD nim gave him

Ms.Kim opened it and screamed, I took a seek peek and it was a check for 50 million dollars

Ms.Kim: thank you this will help us a lot along the way

The models that were there

Junyoung

Sunghee

Jihye

Jinsu

Jino

Taeeun

Ms.Kim: ZhenZhen you got thinner

Me: I did? Maybe because of the new comeback so stressful

Ms.Kim: you think your ready?

Me: I will do my best and make it memorable

Me: ohh I forgot to say hi to my new Unnies and oppas

Me: hello

Sunghee: omg she got cuter

Me: thank you

Director Choi: ZhenZhen I have news to tell you?

Me: yes?

Director Choi: every brand that your are apart of has become more popular and you helped each brand get around 2 billions dollars or more 💵

Me: your not serious?

He showed me the numbers

Gucci: $2.8 Billion

Louis Vuitton $2.9 Billion

Chanel $ 3.5 Billion

Dior $ 2.5 Billion

Me: how?

Ms.Kim: because you wore there clothes and people saw the pictures then started buying the clothes

Me: I'm worried people are spending all their money just for a celebrity but I guess

Jino: ZhenZhen how do you like Paris?

Me: it's a beautiful place and looks like home

Ms.Kim: how about we order and don't order something that is very fattening

I order chicken wrap, small fruit bowl and water

After we order our food Everyone was talking and had a good time

Skip time

My manager drove me to the Gucci fitting first so I got out of the car with the female staff and we headed inside and one of the Gucci staff told me to change into a black outfit and even bra and u.n.d.e.r.w.e.a.r

So I headed to the bathroom and changed into

Outfit

High waisted denim black jeans with the knees out

Plain Ribbed Cropped Tank Top - Black

Fashion Lace-up Chunky Heel Boots-black

Bra and u.n.d.e.r.w.e.a.r- black

Gucci belt

Hair

half and half

Half of the is in a ponytail then the back is out with two front pieces of my hair out- two front pieces are blonde with light brown ends and the back is light brown with blonde ends

I put my other clothes in my bag then stepped out the bathroom to give the female staff my bag

Gucci staff guide me to stand with the other models

I was the shortest person there but I will try to stand out

Head fashion designer: alright welcome models

We all said hello back and then he continued to talk

Head fashion designer: we also have a special guest

I whispered: please don't say my name

Just what he said my name

Head designer: ZhenZhen!! Come on up next to me

I walk next to the head designer

Me: hello I am ZhenZhen

I bowed

Head designer : We are hereto thank and celebrate ZhenZhen's birthday tomorrow also she helped Gucci earn $ 2.8 Billion dollars from ZhenZhen wearing our outfit on social media also in her music videos

Everyone clapped and I bowed thanking them for clapping

Head designer: all right models head to the dressing room and where your name is on the seat sit at that seat so follow the staff the room plz

Me and the other models walked into this huge dressing room

I found my seat I was in the middle next to Leon Dame and Elibeidy Dani

I said hey to them and they were nice to me so all three of us were talking

Until the head designer came in the room to tell us the next thing we were doing

Head designer: ok we are going to take pictures of every model with the black out and then bra and u.n.d.e.r.w.e.a.r then just sit in your seat with your bra and u.n.d.e.r.w.e.a.r until your helper comes to help you figure out what outfit your going to wear

Me, Dani (gave her a nickname cuz her name is long) and Leon

Skip time me, Leon and Dani were next to take photos

Dani was first then Leon and finally my turn

Skip time

It was final my time

They took at least 3 photos with my black outfit then I took out my pants and shirt left with my bra and u.n.d.e.r.w.e.a.r

They took three more photos of me then I was done so I walked back to my seat with Leon and Dani

Then our helpers came to our station

My helper: hello my name is sky and I'm your helper for the show in two days

Me: hello I'm ZhenZhen

We shook hands

Sky: ok I'm going to show you your outfit

My Outfit

Grosgrain-trimmed cotton-blend tweed mini crop blazer and mini skirt - red,blue,white and black

GG trimmed cotton blend tweed ankle boot- blue and red with a little white and black on the sole of the shoe

White knee high stockings with the red and blue Gucci snake on the side

Gucci earrings in my main hole in my ear no the new ones

Gucci necklace- sliver rhinestone choker with Gucci sign in the middle

Hairstyle

Straight with part down the middle but the hair behind my ear held back with bobby-pins

Makeup

Red eyeshadow

She colored my eyebrows and eyelash red also then put white pearls on my face

Pink tint

She put a knotted headband on top of the Bobby pins- sane pattern as my outfit with pearls on the top spelling Gucci

Then I was finished

I looked in the mirror and I look like a anime character

(This is outfit fitting not the show yet)

Me, Leon and Dani were dressed and then go in line to walk in front of the head designer

Skip time

I was next after Dani and Leon was first

I did my walk into front of the designer and then walk back to hear his results

To be continued...