Lord of the Silver Crow

"I'm just an ordinary doctor."

"I have done a lot of operations, and when I see someone, the first reaction is what's wrong with this person and what's wrong."

"It's the same with women, even those young people who have never worked as doctors or nurses will think that male doctors are what kind of welfare work is, and they can see the body of female patients every day..."

"Don't say whether you have this energy, why do you assume that the female patient who comes to the hospital will be in good shape?"

"A lot of bullshit, so-called female patients, there are many aunts in it, okay."

"Single and hungry into the doctor's identity, feel that we are hungry, do not choose food? Seeing a woman feel that there will be a reaction?"

"I was already desensitized when I was in medical school."

"Moreover, even young female patients are not all supermodels."

"The most important thing is that Lao Tzu is a surgeon, not an obstetrician and gynecologist."

"Rather than looking at your internal organs and bones, I would rather eat a bowl of powder before going back to sleep full. Do you know how tired I have been standing for so long? How much skin you have missed?"

"The mannequins are all prettier than you."

"Do you think that female doctors in the premarital examination department would have any interest in men?"

"What do you think you would think about watching the boneless stinks all day? Don't be narcissistic, okay."

"The idea is that you wash it up a bit, even if it's ugly, it's stinking to death."

"It's the same for Lao Tm. At least I clean it up. You can smell the smell after an operation, and the mask can't cover the smell."

"Have they never seen a woman? Or do they think that others are like themselves? They are on their minds? I just think about these things all day long."

"However, maybe."

"I can only represent me. I don't know what other doctors think. Because of experience, they pack votes for groups that I don't know. I can't do this kind of religious asylum-style operation."

"Scums exist in every industry. There is such a group of people who like map guns. When they encounter someone who has done bad things, they will pick a label from him and rise to attack this label."

"Map artillery, the area is dark, stupid can be cured, bad is indeed incurable."

"Like me now, when I see that I move, I feel physical disgust."

"....... Is this the reason for my crossing? I was so depressed that I suddenly died?"

"...Ah...Why are you so irritable? It's just an operation on someone."

"However, speaking of it, why do people in this world have the same structure as people on earth? Even the culture is close to the European medieval feeling."

"....... If I didn't change my major when I entered university, if I continued to study folklore, it wouldn't be so annoying now."

"...If it's Master Lu..."

"Should I sigh for my ill-fated fate? If it weren't for the death of Master Lu, I wouldn't change my major."

"For so many years, because of curiosity, I have forgotten all the things I learned from all kinds of materials."

"After so many years, he didn't think that the mobile phone would change from a button press to the current smart phone."

"Perhaps, it's a pity, virtual reality has not yet come true."

"From the development of the 20th century to the present, human beings still have no way to directly introduce consciousness and spirit."

"But maybe it will be soon."

"Who would have thought that there would be real supernatural powers on Earth?"

"Using supernatural abilities in medicine and technology, what new era will it create?"

"It's a pity that I can't see it anymore."

"However, can I be regarded as satisfying a teenage delusion that I have long forgotten?"

"I also have supernatural abilities."

"In this world, should I be called a'professor' now?"

"But it doesn't seem to be right, I can also feel that they are different from me."

"why."

"Not sure."

"But, yes, I can collect them as materials and become a part of me."

"but......"

"I can also feel that if you make them a part of me, I will dilute."

"But I have to do it."

"Without power, you can't even resist."

"However, it doesn't matter."

"I feel physical disgust when I see something that moves. I am no longer suitable for being a doctor."

"If diluted to the extreme, maybe I will disappear?"

"Another way to die?"

"It's also very good."

"Well, but how do I put it."

"It's really a wonderful experience to change from a man to a woman."

"After a few days of rest, I encountered this kind of thing after playing a game. From the perspective of idealism, maybe the outside world responded to my thoughts? No, this is not idealism, it's the Barnum effect. "

"Because I have thought that when you encounter something that fits the situation, you will link the two together."

"Maybe Wittgenstein can be used?"

"But forget it, I can't remember what Wittgenstein said."

"Language and experience are both traps. Uncertain things always try to define them."

"It would be great if Master Lu was still there. Although I don't understand the philosophies he said, at any rate, I can understand Jung-related images and interpretations that I know."

"A person like me who understands some theories of Jungian imagery, object relations, self-body, etc. because of religion is not an understanding."

"Not to mention that I have almost forgotten now."

"Why on earth?"

"It's just building a female account to play."

"Really, I'm not the type who likes to be the protagonist. At most, I empathize with the protagonist when playing games and watch the story from the perspective of a third person."

"Of course, some people will vaguely think that bystanders who empathize with the protagonist are substituting the protagonist, but I can tell, after all..."

"I don't want to be a woman either."

"Like girls and wanting to be girls are two different things, okay?"

"If you build a male character, there is too much self-projection, but it will cause unnecessary mood swings due to gains and losses."

"It's already tired enough, so how can there be so many emotions used in the game."

"However, it is not necessarily. Empathy can also easily cause emotions."

"In the words of Master Lu, emotions affect the weight of subjective impressions in the judgment process, leading to errors in the judgment results, but because of the influence of subjective impressions, I feel that this is right."

"Well, if I can, I still want to stay still."

"I don't like people who are alive."

"Speaking of this, it is estimated that some people will think it is necrophilia or something."

"But that's right. The love brain is thriving, and friendship and family relationships can be distorted into love. To the extreme, they even feel that if you like to eat, you are in love with it."

"From the perspective of these people, I became a necrophilia."

"Just why don't you think about it in terms of woodcarving figures?"

"Yes, it's not a person to have a human profile."

In the surging memory, the scenes flowed by.

ps: Whose memory this memory is, it is obvious that I don't need to be fully clarified.

Moreover, this paragraph is out, combined with the clues before, you probably guessed the identity of "Diago".

As a digression, the previous idea was not implemented very well. When the code word reached five or six o’clock, I was so sleepy. After finishing the chapter on the night crow, I wanted to continue to code the silver crow, but I was so sleepy. I want to continue the codeword with my eyes open, but the feeling of dozing off from time to time and closing my eyes is really uncomfortable.

It seems that the time has not been fully adjusted.