Loving Him

MARINA'S POV

After we finished our breakfast Adam already left for work.

I am now sitting at our balcony when I suddenly remembered the letter that Mirana wrote. I quickly got up and headed into the living room and get the letter. I went back to the balcony and silently closed my eyes before reading the paper I was holding.

I slowly tore up the envelope and took out the paper in it.

It was folded neatly and my name was written on it, her beautiful handwritten and a single tear fall down on the paper.

I opened the letter and read it slowly

Dear sister,

I hated myself for leading us here. I am your sister were twins and we should lean on each other as the other twins do. And as the eldest and you consider yourself an even second person, you still don't differ. I should take care of you, I should be the one holding your hands and hushing you when you are bullied. I should be the one who's making you laugh when you have problems. I should be the one whose comforting you when you are afraid of the lightning and thunder, I should be the one whose helping you with your crushes and playing you with our dolls that mom bought us, instead what did I do? I do the worst for you. Hope you can forgive me, Rina, again, I know how much I ask you to forgive me but I'm willing to do everything you can just forgive me for. I'm sorry I can't tell you this face to face. I have no strength to face you. I wish that someday we will meet or bump with each other and on that day I'll say again what's written in this letter. I love you Marina my twin.

Your sister loving,

Mirana

My tears run fluently in my cheeks and I sob cause the letter stained because of my tears. She's still my sister and no matter what, I'll still forgive her.

"I love you too Mir," I muttered in the thin air wishing that the air would deliver it to my sister.

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MARCO'S POV

How I missed this man in front of me Rosso, it's been long years I haven't seen nor speak to him even on phone calls. After that day after Mirana dumps me in front of the whole campus, I decided to leave and study to the other school, and that's why Rosso and I got parted and do what we are tasked for. The last thing that I got news from him is he became a successful bachelor man in Asia and I have no doubt that he can't do it and I'm proud of him.

"You can tell me, Marco," he said and a smile slip in my lips, cause when the time he'll say my name his serious.

I told everything that happened to me and Mirana on why we get back together and my plans. He didn't even say any neither words nor reactions instead he just stared at me like he was thinking something.

"Hey" I snap at him and he just gave me a blank look.

"So did your plan work?" he asked and I held my arms up and place it in my head.

"Sort of I'm not done yet," I answered and I yawned I have a lack of sleep these days and I want to rest.

"Wait did I heard it right that she's pregnant?" he asked and I nod.

"So it's yours," he pointed his index finger at me and I completely nod giving him a bored look.

"Man! You're giving me a headache so where is she now? And what happened to her sister? Marina?" his firing me questions and his the one who gave me a headache.

"Turtle," I blurted out and he punches me on my shoulder.

"Okay okay! She's going back to Paris to find me and Marina? She's fine now," I answered dryly.

"And you're not showing up on her? How cruel you are she's carrying your child dude," he spat and I glared at him.

"She deserved it," that's all I can say and he gives up and I'm thankful for that. She couldn't find the answer to my need and she knew it.

"What do you want to eat?" he asked and I grinned.

"As usual," I answered and he chuckled.

"Yeah chicken and beer," I'll order it out.

"You can watch TV while I'll go out to buy us food I'm perishing," he said and get his coat and run to the door.

"Nero! Don't even touch my things while I'm gone," he shouted before closing the door and I laughed at his stupidity.

I was choosing a movie to play when my hand landed on the disc of Game of Thrones and suddenly I remember him. I took out my phone and immediately call him and in just a third ring he answered.

"Hello"

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MIRANA'S POV

I was struggling at my baggage when a man accidentally bumps me cause my purse to fall and my things are thrown on the floor and I hissed. The guy who hits me help to get my things and give them to me.

"I'm so sorry Miss, I was just rushing by," he apologetically said and give me my things.

"It is okay it's my fault either I'm not in the right place to walk by," I said and he smiled.

"Sorry again, if you may excuse me I'm running late at my meeting. Sorry again and I hope will see each other again."

And before I can speak a voice speak at my back.

"Sir we're running late," a late '30s said to the man in front of me.

"Okay," he answered and give me a nod before walking passed by me.

I look at them walking out when my flight was announced I fix myself and my things and hurriedly walk to my flight.

I wish that Marco would be still in there and be able to forgive me. I placed my hand on my belly and single tear escape into my eyes and I wipe it away.

"Its okay baby Mommy's here."

"This way Madam," the lady said leading me into my seat for I said I was not feeling well to search for I am pregnant. And she kindly smiled and led me to my seat.

"Thank you," I smiled and she returned the gesture.

"Your welcome Madam, do you need anything?" she politely asked.

"I need a glass of water, is that okay?" I answered and she nodded in agreement.

I placed my hand into my belly and silently prayed that everything will be all right and will be solved smoothly. I know it's impossible to think that way I made this, I made my life miserable and hope is all I got. Will Marco still forgive me? Of course, the answer is no.

I was brought out my thoughts when the lady brings what I have ordered.

"Here Madam"

"Thank you," I smiled.

"Just call me or anyone here if you need anything, necessary Madam," she said and I nodded, she smiled before turning her heels and walk away.

I hold the necklace that Marco gave me when we are in Brazil silently hoped that he is still there waiting for me.

"Sorry Marco", this time I can't help myself to cry and place my hand in my mouth to prevent any noises that can get any attention till my eyelids closed and I found myself asleep.