Loving Him

MARCO'S POV

As I get my phone out of my pocket my phone vibrated and I look at the sender and it was Adam. I tap the open and read the message.

From: Bro Adam

"Where are you now?"

To: Bro Adam

'I'm already near bro don't get too much excited,' I replied and note the sarcasm.

I know that at this time Adam is already telling the whole story between me and Mirana to Marina. She'll be confused at first of course but I know she'll understand. She's too far from her sister, too far.

Is she there? Is she looking for me? Is she okay?

"F.u.c.k stop thinking about her!" I swear under my breath

She deserves that and I think after this, I'll be going back. And let her taste the pain that she causes me.

LUCIA'S POV

"You know I already like that lady no scratch that loves her already," I said to my husband referring to Marina.

"Me too darling," he answered while giving me the placemats.'

"Adam is lucky to have her, we're lucky to have her," I said and he just gives me a weak smile.

"Is there something's bothering you, Sebastian?

Tell me and don't you dare lie to me Sebastian," I muttered and he hands up surrendering himself.

"Hold your canons, Mrs. Freniere," he said mockingly.

"Tell me," I said crossing my arms while tapping my foot.

"Okay okay, I just told Adam that his dreams-" he said and I cut him off.

"My! his dreams? Dream to become a successful bachelor of Asia?" I asked and he nods giving me a half-smile.

"What about Marina? Does she know already?" I asked worried about Marina's feelings.

"I don't know, but he'll think about it first," he answered while placing the plates on the table.

"I hope that Marina would understand whatever will Adam's decision," I said and my husband just stared at me with a weak smile.

"I hope to my wife," he answered and we returned on what we are doing'

ADAM'S POV

I stared at Marina who is busy unpacking the clothes that we got and place neatly on the drawer.

'Should I tell her now?' I asked myself and I got the guts to walk to her direction and she looks at me with a beautiful smile on her face her smile that I'll never forget.

I sat down on the bed and she sat beside me. I couldn't look straight into her eyes but I have to overcome it.

I look at her and her eyes were questioning me if there is something's wrong.

I smiled and placed a kiss on her forehead.

"I have something to tell you, love," I finally said and there is no back-outing now.

"What is it? C'mon don't let me hanging tell me," she asked and I took a deep breath before opening my mouth.

"When I was young I always wanted to be an agent, a secret agent and I become one. I like my work when I realize what do I truly want, what I truly love my dream.

My dream to become a successful man in the world of business and I want to pursue that," she nodded and I can feel that she's worried about where is this going.

"My father opened the door for me to become one with the help of him and his friend and I want to go," I added and give her a weak smile.

I know we are just beginning a new life but to fulfill my dream I cannot let go or give it up.

I hope she understands.

MARINA'S POV

His words cut through me like a knife and the word 'go' keeps repeating through my mind.

I wanted to be happy for him, for his dreams but I got this feeling, thinking about him leaving.

There is no doubt that he can reach his dreams, his wants I know he can, he always can.

But thinking about him leaving me is hard and I don't want it we just got engaged.

'Damn Marina! Stop thinking about your self. Why can't you just support your love? He'll never forget you but what if', I shook those negative thoughts away and plastered a sweet smile on my face and he returned the gesture.

"That's your dream who am I to stop you?" I said and he gets my hand and gently squeezes it. I hold myself not to cry, I don't want him to see me crying in this situation.

"Don't speak like that, of course, you're soon to be my lovely wife," he said while placing a small kiss on my knuckles and my heart sank of sadness because any moment from now he'll leave me.

We are just getting started but why do I feel like something bad is going to happen. I know I might sound selfish but could he just keep up with the career and me? It was like coming out that he was saying goodbye and leaving me.

MARCO'S POV

I park my car in front of my father's house and entered the house, I want to surprise them. As I step on the room I already smelled the food they're preparing and headed to the kitchen.

"I'm starving," I said and I saw that Lucia jump a little because of shock and I laugh at her reaction.

"Marco!" she shouted and she quickly embraces me and I returned the gesture.

"You didn't even say you were here," she said as she pulled out of her embrace and face me.

"I wanted to surprise you," I reasoned in a toothy grinned and she just playfully smack my shoulder.

"Well, you did surprise her," my father said with a sheepy smile and Lucia runs to him with a spoon on her hand.

"Woooh you'll kill me with a spoon darling?" my father mock and Lucia just rolled her eyes.

"I'll call Adam and Marina for us to eat and chat," she said and dad and I nodded our head.

I took a little food on the plate and ate it slowly since I had not eaten yet.

My father cleared his throat cause me to look at him. He crosses his arms while staring at me like a child who stole bread.

"Wait for them," he said and I just smile showing my teeth.

"I'm already hungry dad," I said and he just shakes his head in disapproval.

"Of course you do"

MIRANA'S POV

He will never come back, I know he will never come back and I know he knows. I cried in my seat and looked around. A small house for rent, the room is still ruined and has a small kitchen and living room. Fortunately, I had some lent on it and somehow I still sleep on the couch.

I didn't stay in Marco's house anymore because I knew I had no right to stay there. I started looking for a job and also got hired as a waitress at a well-known restaurant.

Although my income is small I also have food to take home after my work is over. There are also foods that customers do not eat and are only given to us.

I know I have to take care of my health especially since I have a baby but I really need to pay for electricity, water and rent and the rest is my daily meal.

I placed a hand in my belly and a single tear ran fluently on my cheeks.

"Are you okay there baby? Don't worry mom will take good care of you," I whispered to the air as if my baby could hear me.

This is the karma of what I did. All I want now is for them to forgive me.

My phone beeps and I pick my phone up and read the text that sent to me.

It was from Celine also known as Cello my only friend from where I work. He's a guy physically but girl inside so he is gay.

From the first place, I doubt that he isn't gay because he is to masculine and gorgeous man to be gay but he confronted me about his gender and he is totally gay.

I called him Cello every time we work but he just snob me, he doesn't like calling her Cello he likes to call himself Celine.

From Celine:

Girl where are you all ready?

I know her face is so upset that he doesn't want me to wait for him. We were only a few blocks from each other, coming to work each day. I quickly tap the reply and type my message to him.

To Celine:

Coming

I quickly pulled my sweatshirt and headed out ready to start a tiry and long day.

As I walk through the streets my thoughts flew on him is he thinking about me too? C'mon Mirana! Don't assume too much I quickly wipe my tears away as I spotted Celine standing at the post frowning at me.

I plastered a smile on him and he just rolled his eyes.

"Girl don't hide your feelings please I know your crying well look at your eyes red," he said while running a hand to his messy hair.

Even though his gay I still find him as a good looking guy that every woman would fall for him.

ADAM'S POV

We were about to kiss when we heard a soft knock.

"Hey fellows stop the cheesy there now out now let's eat and Marco is here already," my mom shouted and I quickly replied.

"Okay mom," I shouted back.

We heard the steps fading and I and Marina burst into a laugh at our sudden kiss.

"Mother has always had the wrong timing huh?" I said between our laugh and she nodded her head.

"C'mon now I'm hungry and I want to taste the food that your mom cooked," she said and I pulled her waist.

She gasped at my sudden action but she just smiled at me.

"Adam's being cuddly," she said while giggling.

I nuzzled her neck and I can feel her goosebumps cause me to smile.

"I love you," I said while planting a small kiss on her neck.

"I love you too Adam," she replied and took a deep breath.

"I love you most"