Loving You is the Best Thing I Have Done

　　Shen Xifan returned home. Father Shen was writing a study report in the study. She hesitated and finally pushed the door in. "Dad, I want to tell you something."

　　Father Shen stopped the pen, took off his glasses and smiled, "Speak, I am listening."

She narrowed her eyes slightly, and the corner of her raised mouth revealed her little happiness. "Dad, I like someone. The person is very good, the person is good, and I am also good to me." He Suye could not help flashing her mind. , The smile is stronger.

　　 Father Shen is naturally happy, "Okay, okay, Dad supports you, come, and gossip about your boyfriend with me."

　　Shen Xifan laughed, a little embarrassed, "Oh, dad, you've seen this handsome Chinese doctor."

　　 "Oh?" Father Shen was not surprised at all, haha ​​laughed, "That's the one! I thought you looked quite decent at the time, I didn't expect... Haha... good, good, I think that guy is good!"

"But--" She smiled, and said seriously, "But, I have a few days to go, one year, and my schoolwork is very heavy. To be honest, I really, not very much Have confidence."

"Stupid child." Father Shen smiled. "You don't have confidence in whom. Is it you or him? Is it because of the past, the past is gone, and you have to think about what to do. It's not long after a year, Short or short."

Shen Xifan bit her lip without saying a word, and Father Shen patted her shoulder, "Don't think so much. Since you have decided to be responsible for your words and deeds, you have worked hard for so many years, if you give up easily, I think you will I regret it; if I lose a relationship, my father thinks that man is not worth your liking. This is the time to test you and the time to test him."

　　 She has a serious expression, and if she is thoughtful, "I think so too."

　　Father Shen told her with a serious heart, "Fairly face the life, let the happening happen, do not demand, nor escape, so that life will not embarrass you."

　　 ended the conversation, she went back to the room by herself, lying on the bed quietly, holding her heart and sighing gently.

　　 Actually, it is not that I have no confidence in him, but that I have no confidence in myself.

　　 A year's time, the horizon is separated, how many variables will there be. How to carry that kind of full of thoughts, wake up every night, but the person who misses the heart does not know where. She is no longer the girl who cares for love, a responsible adult, there are too many things to consider. She stood on the tail of youth, weighing her youthful youth.

　　Is it really possible to let go of love again? She asked herself that the man, a calm, calm, green and water-like person, always made her feel inexplicably at ease. His eyes were pure and serene, his palms were warm, and there was a hint of Chinese medicine on his body, and his dimples were deep and intoxicating.

　　I always feel so excited when I see him. Do you really like him? Then try to love someone again.

　　The dark night outside the window, she no longer panicked and lonely, even if she will stay through the long night with her eyes open, she still believes that after the night is the light.

　　 This is her belief.

A few days later, Shen Xifan packed up at home, and Mother Shen repeatedly told her daughter, "Bring more if you can bring it. The things in the United States are expensive. They all need to exchange US dollars for Renminbi. Ten yuan is only one yuan. "

　　Shen Xifan's busy commitment, carefully sandwiched those prescriptions in one of the most important books, remembering that He Suye asked her to go to Huatai Temple in the afternoon to ask for a peace symbol, and couldn't help but take out the prescription and carefully read it.

　　 His characters must have been practiced, the signature file is really beautiful, firm and elegant, yet steady, and the characters are like his own.

　　 She fell to the ground, pillowed on the suitcase, and smiled silly at the three words, "I don't want to go, what shall I do!"

　　 But this dream does not mean that it is enough to simply give up.

　　 She knew better than anyone else, she knew He Suye also understood, so he was willing to watch her go.

　　When Shen Xifan rushed to Huatai Temple, a familiar figure was standing at the door. Although the left arm was cast with plaster, it looked a little weird, but if He Suye was nobody, he didn't seem to mind at all.

　　 She suddenly remembered that every time he and Ye Suye agreed to the time and place, he always arrived earlier than her without exception.

　　 So, when did he get used to waiting and waiting.

　　 greeted his smiling eyes, she couldn't help smiling, warm and tender flowed all the way to the bottom of her heart, and took the initiative to reach out, "Wait a long time, let's go in."

　　 In the afternoon, there were far fewer people burning incense and worshiping Buddha in the temple. When they walked into the hall, the young monk put his hands together. "Master asked the two donors to go to the backyard. Please follow me."

　　Shen Xifan was obviously in the mist, and quietly pulled He Suye's hand, "What is this for? I'm not ready to talk to the monks. I don't know anything about Buddhism."

　　He Suye smiled, "I didn't ask you to talk to him, Ping Fu is about to open, my family is familiar with the host here."

　　 She breathed a sigh of relief, "Worship a local **** in one place, and I will be blessed by God when I go to America."

　　 "A little girl with a sharp tooth--" He Suye's indulgence told him, "Don't talk nonsense if you stay there."

　　 Throughout the process, she did not pay attention to what He Suye and the host said, nor did she understand what the so-called Kaiguang was. It's just that the tea they drink is very special. It's different from all the teas she's been drinking before. The blue tea is light yellow, lined with white porcelain blue and white cups, and the light bamboo fragrance is refreshing and pleasant.

　　 This kind of tea is very suitable for slowly evaluating the hot weather in the afternoon. The ancient temple Cangsong and the green bamboo bells give this tea a mysterious atmosphere-piety and tranquility, calming mind.

　　When they walked out of the backyard, Shen Xifan couldn't help but ask, "What kind of tea was that tea just now, how could there be a faint smell of bamboo?"

　　 "Does it taste good?" He Suye smiled gently and helped her fall the leaves on her shoulders. "Let's go to the bamboo forest."

　　 The whole bamboo forest is filled with a faint fragrance, moist and sweet. The scabs and bamboo leaves are spread on the ground, and the layers are spread like green carpets, which are warm and comfortable, and you step on them and squeak.

　　Shen Xifan took a deep breath and said, "This scent is just like the tea of ​​the morning, and the fragrance is like a plume. I like it so much!"

He Suye laughed and handed her in front of her. There was a small bamboo leaf in her palm. "You just drank bamboo leaf tea. Bamboo leaf is also a Chinese medicine, but the traditional Chinese medicine uses raw products, tea. I don’t know.”

　　She was curious and took the bamboo leaf to see, "This is a Chinese medicine, what cure?"

"Removing heat and removing anxiety, regenerating body fluids and quenching thirst, the bamboo leaf curling heart is longer than the Qingxinhuo, clearing the fire. It can be used with Yinhua, Forsythia, and mint." He Suye explained seriously. Both Zhuli and Zhuru can cure diseases."

　　 "No wonder the smell was so fragrant just now, but it can still clear the fire." A gust of wind blew and the bamboo rustled, blowing away the bamboo leaves in Shen Xifan's hands, and she laughed, "The fallen leaves return to the roots."

　　 "The fallen leaves return to the root -" He Suye chewed this sentence carefully and gently took her hand. "I have something to say, can I understand it this way?"

　　Shen Xifan smiled naughtily and said, "Yeah, what I said is, refer to me, that means."

　　 When they left the monastery, they found a few stalls beside the wall behind the monastery. A group of people were there. Shen Xifan was curious and had to take He Suye together to take a look.

It turned out that Jianghu Banxian was telling fortunes in a stall. She noticed by the corner of the wall, the girls were all chattering around, and a young and beautiful girl was holding a sign. She was the owner, and they saw them shouting, "Moon sign. I only have three trigrams every day, and I will give them the last trigram for free today." There were sighs all around, and they gave him two ways.

　　Shen Xifan looked at He Suye with some hesitation, half teasing and half serious asking, "Are doctors all atheists? He Suye, what if I get bad results?"

　　 The girl laughed, "If you listen at the same time, it will be dark, and if you believe in it, it will be dark. Besides, everything has two sides.

　　Shen Xifan hesitated to draw a sign and picked it up. It was engraved with the words "deservedly" and handed to the girl with a blank face. She didn't expect the girl to widen her eyes and praise, "Shang Shangji!"

The girls around looked at them enviously. The girl smiled and said, "You have what you want. You have what you want. That is to commend Jun's marriage. You have where you are. When this happens, Jun Ru does not have any Hesitate. Decide what to take. Hesitate to lose the east corner. But can't take the mulberry elm."

This remark made Shen Xifan stunned, but He Suye didn't look away and secretly laughed, and then the girl threw the sign into the backpack, waved her hand with a smile, "Gossip every day, open at four o'clock, welcome. "

　　Shen Xifan whispered, "Precisely this-it doesn't look very professional!"

There is an interface next to 　　, "Why not? It's such a big name, I only gossip every day. It was recommended to me by a friend. I have been here for three days, and I haven't counted it."

　　 She looked at He Suye with help. His eyes were bright and he nodded with a smile. "I think it's quite accurate."

　　 Well, then it is accurate, she smiled secretly in her heart.

　　Back to He Suye's home, Shen Xifan was busy making dinner, He Suye checked He Shouzheng's homework in the study.

　　In his free time, He Shouzheng secretly asked, "Little Uncle, how did you and Sister Shen go hand in hand today, by the way, it's hard for you, and there is another hand that can't hold hands together, so depressed!"

　　 He Suye's eyes didn't lift, "The plural of glass is to add es, and the misspelling of visit. You've been very unfocused recently, devil."

　　He Shouzheng was not reconciled, and took a pencil to graffiti on the plaster of He Suye's left arm. "Uncle, don't change the subject. Hand in hand, our teacher said that it was love, what does it mean to get in the car and buy a ticket?"

Finally, he stopped writing, and He Suye looked at him seriously, "Ghost, you don't get on the bus first and then put in coins, and buying tickets is the saying when there is no unsold ticket car." He murmured in his heart, what is it in elementary school Teacher, you can talk about anything.

　　He Shouzheng understands right and wrong, until Shen Xifan called them to dinner, did not understand, and said to himself, "Although it makes sense, it still feels weird."

　　 After eating, He Shouzheng went to the living room to watch TV, and only two of them remained in the kitchen.

The water in the kitchen was very loud. Shen Xifan was washing dishes and washing the pot, and persuaded He Suye from time to time, "You can watch TV with the little devil. There is nothing wrong with me in the kitchen. You can’t get water in your hands for a while. It won't be good if the wound hits."

　　 He Suye smiled helplessly, "No matter how serious it is, you won't treat me as a doctor as soon as I get sick."

　　 Shen Xifan Nunu mouth, "Dr. He, please look at this accident with a scientific and rigorous attitude." After he finished speaking, he turned his head and glanced at He Suye with great interest.

As a result, I was not careful, the faucet was twisted, and the water splashed on the basin. She was covered with water. Even the bangs in front of her forehead were covered with water drops. Shen Xifan was embarrassed, but she couldn't help laughing, "Accident, accident! Typhoon!" Transit!"

　　 He Suye also smiled, with a helpless expression on his face, took the paper towel, Shen Xifan couldn't open his hand, let him wipe it cleverly. Her eyes were clear, and she was full of smiles, a little embarrassed. He Suye's hand accidentally touched her lips, her face suddenly flew a blush, like the morning glow of May, subtle and warm.

　　 There is still a slight and soft touch on the hand, like cotton candy, soft and soft, that is - does it taste as sweet and fragrant as cotton candy? His heart jumped twice, and he just wanted to control his body leaning forward slightly. The kitchen door was knocked open. He Shouzheng shouted, "Sister, I want to eat more cute!"

The ambiguous atmosphere was suddenly broken. He Suye turned his head and glared at He Shouzheng. The child was at a loss and asked carefully, "Uh-little uncle, can I eat more cute, I promise that if I eat a bad stomach, I will not call of."

　　Shen Xifan didn't seem to have noticed the same thing, and quickly answered, "Take it, take it, but only one."

　　He Shouzheng was still hesitant, begging with big eyes blinking, "Little Uncle--"

　　He Suye smiled, "How can the devil be so obedient today, and listen to me in everything, then only one is allowed."

Waving a small hand, he signaled something and said to He Suye, the child stood on his feet close to his ears, "Little uncle, I just broke your good thing, why did you look blue when you glared at me, just like my dad?" ."

　　 He had to touch his head and stuffed him with a cutie. "The little kid is still just cute, otherwise no one will love."

　　The kitchen was quiet again, and the water was flowing quietly. Suddenly, Shen Xifan said, "That, my plane the day after tomorrow, can you not send me?"

　　 "Why?" He Suye took the chopsticks and put them in the disinfection cabinet, looking into her eyes.

　　 "Because - because I don't want to leave if I see you." She quickly explained, "It's not that I don't want you to send it, because I can't face such a parting."

　　 He Suye didn't say anything, sighed softly, and looked so sad that Fan felt a bit sour in his heart, "I... I really can't help it, it must be reluctant, I'm afraid I won't hold back crying and affect the image."

　　 After a while, he turned around and said, "Silly girl, I understand you. Well, I won't go anymore. You should pay attention to safety by yourself. Remember to call me before leaving."

　　He turned his back to her, and Shen Xifan gently hugged him from behind, and whispered, "Sorry."

　　 I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so capricious, I don't want to let you see my last side, but I am so fragile, I don't want you to see my helplessness and nostalgia.

In the International Departure Hall of the airport, Ms. Shen and Daddy Shen accompanied Shen Xifan in line at the security checkpoint.

　　Mama Shen's eyes were a little red, and she repeatedly told her daughter to pay attention to all matters. Dad Shen stood silently and asked her daughter if she was hungry or not, if she wanted to drink water.

　　Shen Xifan's mood is also somewhat unstable. She has never left her home since she was a child. Even when she went to university, she was in Linshi. She was separated from her parents for the first time. She was still joking, trying to tell a joke to make the atmosphere live, and finally she choked up, so she had to wait in line quietly for security.

　　 Suddenly, she felt that someone was looking at herself not far away, and intuitively turned to look around. The crowd at the security checkpoint came and went, but she saw the man at once, and he clearly agreed to her, not coming to the airport, but why did he appear here.

There was a blank in her mind. She had the urge to run over and hug him regardless of everything. Just when she wanted to take a step, the phone rang out of time, and the information showed, "Sorry, I'm still here, don't you Turn back, let me watch you go, remember not to look back, the scenery in front is better."

　　 She laughed, and her eyes were already covered with mist. Even so, she tried to make herself look stronger, although the insignificant strength was completely crushed after he arrived.

　　 This man is sincerely good for her, so good that she has to sacrifice herself to fulfill her dream.

　　In the waiting room, watching a passenger plane take off, Shen Xifan finally realized that he was the only one left. In the following year, there was no company with his parents, no company with him, and only he could rely on.

　　She needs to grow, grow alone.

At the ticket gate, her hand was still holding her mobile phone, and the blinking screen prompted her to have new information. Opening it, it turned out to be Qiu Tian’s. For the delicious seafood fried rice, I secretly tell you, don’t be sad when you leave the sharp corner, don’t cry, because there will always be miracles when every kind girl is desperate, Trust me."

　　Walking on the long walkway, through the green transparent glass, she saw the staff and engineering vehicles coming and going outside. Not far away, an Air China passenger plane had begun to taxi to the scheduled runway.

　　Everyone has their own journey, and everyone has something to accomplish. Because life is short, you must give up something and race against time.

The plane slowly moved on the runway, and suddenly a strong impulse pulled away from the ground to attract a huge force. Her spine pressed heavily against the seat, and then looked out the window. She had left the runway and took off. And, again, the airport disappeared into the eyes.

　　 Her tense nerve was finally relaxed, and there was only one thought in her heart. She left, and really left. The scenes that only appeared in dreams before, now really come true.

　　 The past is reproduced like a movie. From the first time she met him, the first prescription he wrote for her, to his beg for her safety, I wish her peace, and his farewell. The appearance of scene after scene can't be avoided and can't be suppressed.

　　 It's just that she didn't cry and didn't want to cry, just that a transparent liquid slipped out of her eyes disobediently.

　　He Suye, I really miss you, I miss it.