Loving You is the Best Thing I Have Done

When he didn’t arrive at six in the morning, He Suye was woken up by the telephone bell. As soon as he picked it up, a girl over there shouted anxiously: "Dr. Liu, come and rescue! The patient in bed 18 is afraid that it will not work. !"

　　 He froze immediately, just wanted to tell her that she made a mistake, and the other party apologized again, "Sorry, I made a mistake, I made a mistake!"

　　 He was dumb, smiled and hung up on the phone, but he couldn't sleep in bed, and he simply woke up.

　　 It was very late in the morning in winter, and the sky was almost gray at six o'clock. He used hot milk to dip bread in one hand to eat, flipped the paper in one hand, and kept glancing at the eyes. He grew more and more clogged, sighing: Li Jie’s kid would cut corners more and more. Such papers were handed over to the boss. Not afraid of being peeled.

　　 grabbed the pen and cut out the useless content, and called Li Jie.

　　The night when Li Jie was sleeping in the duty room was dim and dark, and the soul was so frightened as soon as the phone rang, and when he saw He Suye, he began to complain, "Master, your endocrine disorder? Get up so early!"

He Suye was sullen, "What paper did the stinky kid blame? I have to dare to hand it to the boss in person. I will read it to you when you take out the pen. . When I go to work, I go to the inpatient department, and you will contact me by phone."

　　Li Jie obediently obediently smiled, "I knew that Master Brother couldn't bear to see me in deep water."

　　 Going to the inpatient department in the morning, he didn't need to go to the ward round, but because he prescribed some Chinese medicine as adjuvant treatment to some patients, he had to ask about the effect of the medicine and then administer the medicine.

Walking to the endocrinology and metabolic department ward, several doctors and nurses whispered something together. A doctor saw He Suye and greeted him, "Doctor Ho, you said it’s not strange. Yesterday, a good person said yes today. Not good?"

　　 He pondered for a while, "More than six o'clock in the morning is your ward emergency?"

　　 "No, patients with hyperthyroidism and exophthalmia just went to hospital this morning two days ago."

　　 "Hyperthyroidism?"

Another doctor answered, "Maybe it is true, who knew at the time, but was admitted to the hospital for observation. Now everyone is afraid that the hospital will provoke a lawsuit. Alas, you said that our department has no evils recently. I went to two patients a week, a hyperthyroid eye, Another heart failure and kidney failure is about New Year's Day, and the whole ward is covered with anxiety and people are panicked."

　　 A young nurse interface, not big or small, "Fortunately, there is no more SARS outbreak, what is this compared to that?"

　　He Suye was shocked. The two senior doctors had a sudden change of face. The head nurse reprimanded the little nurse. His tone was severe. "Don't talk nonsense, what should you do!"

　　 A nurse shouted at the door of the ward, "Director is here!" Everyone immediately "Hula" spread out, He Suye shook his head and went to the duty room to find Li Jie.

　　 SARS, a term that has not been proposed for a long time, was a disease that changed throughout the country that year. This national top 100 hospital is of course no exception. Not only are SARS patients having difficulty breathing, shocking, and eventually dying, some medical staff have also contracted such diseases one after another and have fallen to their work places. In the early days of SARS, the mortality rate was almost 100%.

What a terrible year that everyone who has worked in this hospital knows that everyone used to be so close to death, familiar and unfamiliar people fell one after another, and their remains were cremated together with any relics . Everyone feels that they have really existed and then disappeared without leaving any traces.

　　 Winter sunshine is always hazy, as if it is fainted in the sky but does not exist, how can you not enter the ward. He Suye looked up at the sky, his heart was pulled out of a gap in vain.

　　He wanted to see his mother.

　　Alma mater and hospital are very close, almost across the road. That year, when the school was closed, many classmates tried to crawl away from the back wall, and later they were all arrested and isolated, and finally given a punishment. I wanted to do this myself, not only because he hadn’t been home for a long time, but also two of his loved ones were in this hospital.

　　 However, he is not afraid of this natural disaster, he just wants to know if they are in the hospital.

　　 is an attempt in the end.

　　 On the mottled red wall, the once-lived summer creeper had long lost its greenness. The familiar smell of traditional Chinese medicine came from the school pharmacy, and there was a lot of dry grass on the playground. The old campus has not been cleaned for a long time. Nowadays, it is the world of graduate students and doctoral students. There are few people coming and going. Only the five-story office building often has medical professionals, experts, and professors. Most of them are The expression is gentle and smiling.

　　He knocked on the door and went in, respectfully and courteously, "Professor Yang, I gave Li Jie's paper to him."

The old man laughed and said, "He Suye? Li Jie's kid was afraid that he wouldn't dare to take it and I might scold him? Come and sit down and talk." After receiving the paper, he turned two pages, "Li Jie's kid A lot of progress, not right, Xiao He, did you help him over?"

　　 He Suye had to nod, and the old man took off his glasses and asked carefully, "I really don't plan to read the doctor's book over there clinically? Want to change to TCM internal medicine and be a doctoral student in Gu Ping?"

　　 He took a deep breath and said, "I have decided. I have already talked to Professor Gu, and I can read it in about two years."

　　The old man was very sorry and couldn't help sighing, "Unfortunately, a good clinical seedling was poached by Chinese medicine. Now your grandfather is happy to laugh, and your dad is afraid that he will jump on his feet."

　　 He smiled, "I always wanted to learn Chinese medicine, and it has nothing to do with my family."

　　The old man nodded, "Well, now young people rarely learn Chinese medicine, and if you continue this way, the traditional medicine of the motherland will disappear. We all know that you are very upset and read it!"

　　 talked for a while, he got up and left, Professor Yang called him, "Yes, Xiao He, can you do me a favor?"

　　 He Suye nodded, "Professor Yang, let me do my best."

The old man smiled, "Don’t be so nervous, but it’s just a professor from a university in the United States giving a lecture, but I’m very interested in traditional Chinese medicine. I told Gu Ping, I’m going to be busy with you, you see Do you have time?"

　　 He smiled, "No problem, but please remember to eat!"

　　After get off work at noon, He Suye went to the flower shop, bought a few tulip shops, and took a bus to the suburbs.

　　Cemetery is a rare place, but almost everyone will come in their lifetime, and the final destination is also here. Therefore, people always hope that the fewer the number of visits, the better. After all, watching the acquaintances leave is sad and helpless.

　　 He stared at the tombstone for a long time, and his mother smiled at him. In memory, her mother always smiled.

　　 "Su Ye, Mom and Dad are going to work, please don't run around at home, hungry bread and milk on the table."

　　 "Su Ye, it doesn't matter if you didn't take the exam well, as long as you work hard, don't cry, be good!"

"Su Ye, my mother knows I'm sorry for you. My mother is too busy to work with you. She can't even spend time with you at the parent meeting, but Su Ye is still growing up with great enthusiasm, and she is still so good. proud of you."

He felt sour for a while, and his eyes turned red. When the doctor said that his mother was gone, he still smiled and said that the most sorry thing in this life is my son, Su Ye. Don’t blame your father. Mom is willing to go. , Don't blame him.

　　However, he still blamed his father. He had a knot in his heart. The longer he got, the more he struggled.

　　 He put the tulips down and reached out to touch the tombstone, spotless.

　　 His thoughts were long, and once he started, he could not break.

　　 "Mom, dad still visits you twice a week, do you know? I haven't seen him for a long time, I don't know if he is good, do you know?"

"Mom, I decided to study Chinese medicine. Although my dad wanted me to study cardiovascular medicine. Did you know that my first choice for college entrance examination was Chinese medicine, but my father changed it to integrated Chinese and Western medicine without authorization, so I would treat him Very prejudiced."

"Mom, I like Chinese medicine very much, probably related to my grandfather. When I was young, I liked to watch him fiddle with Chinese medicine and give people medical treatment. Then one day I sat in a rocking chair and told me, Su Ye, your name is blind Chinese medicine. Chinese medicine is not only It is only a traditional Chinese medicine, and it is also a science. Various names of various medicines, bitter, sweet, sour, spicy, and spicy, and then made into medicaments, each with different tastes and symptomatic, but the intricate principles of treating the disease, such as In life, few people can see through."

　　 The afternoon sun suddenly subsided, and cold winds began to blow, and the petals of tulips swayed in the wind, and there seemed to be signs of rain.

　　 He got up and smiled at the tombstone, mother, I'm leaving first.

　　 Instead of going directly home, he went to the grandfather's house in the old city.

　　He Suye's grandfather is a very famous old Chinese medicine. His ancestor is said to be traced back to the Ming and Qing dynasties. He used to be the president of the University of Traditional Chinese Medicine, but was later transferred to the post of director of the Department of Health. After retirement, he has lived a semi-hermit life.

　　The name He Suye came from him.

　　 He Suye didn't go directly to the study after entering the door, smelling the herbs in the yard one by one, but grandma He saw him first, "Old man, Su Ye is coming!"

　　He Suye was frowning at a medicinal material. Grandpa He stood behind him and reminded him, "It's the tulip root, you have forgotten how much you learned!"

　　 He was embarrassed and murmured in a low voice, "This medicine is rarely used, and it is mostly regarded as an ornamental plant."

Grandpa He "hey" squatted down, picked up a piece to play with in his hand, "Huatan sputum through the brain pill, Qi Ge San are all inside, bitter, flat, non-toxic, Qi Qi Jieyu, cooling blood and stasis. Treating chest, Abdomen, flank, ribs, pain, madness, fever, dizziness, vomiting blood, hematuria, jaundice. Look, the kid is not good at learning art."

　　He Su Ye Zhengse, "I plan to go to the Chinese Medicine College to study doctorate, Chinese medicine internal medicine, the tutor is Gu Ping."

　　Grandpa He was surprised, "That old man! When I was a kid, I strangled with me every day? He could be severe. Before, the students all called his house called the head of extinction. The kid, you have to peel off after you go!"

　　He Suye did not answer, but just quietly looked at the root of the tulip in his hand and said gently, "Grandpa, I brought the tulip to see my mother today."

After a long silence, Grandpa He stood up, "You haven't been home for a long time, and also went to see your dad. Although I am his dad and your grandfather, I can't intervene in the matter of the two of you, although your dad There are a lot of mistakes, but... alas..."

　　 He nodded, but hesitated, "I'll take the time to go, Grandpa don't worry about it, in fact, I'm wrong, but it's hard to make clear at one time.

　　Grandma He shouted in the living room, "Old and young, have eaten, Su Ye, today you have your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs!"

　　Grandpa He was busy collecting medicines and shouted, "Boy, it's going to rain, go and collect all the medicines before you are allowed to eat!"

　　He Suye felt that when he was a kid, the courtyard was full of medicinal herbs and the smell of honey pills. I once ate honey and was punished for drying herbs, and then suddenly there was a heavy rain that day, and I and my grandparents messed up to collect medicines. Although the herbs were not drenched, I became a soup chicken and had a cold for a few days, but those days He eats honey every day.

　　Honey pots will always bottom out, but he believes that honey will not bottom out.

　　He Suye walked very late, and halfway down, it began to rain.

　　 came down from the bus station and had a long way to get home. He was not in a hurry, but walked slowly in the rain. Today, he was very tired and depressed. The past things were repeated in his mind, and he felt a little powerless and frustrated.

　　He wanted to get some rain and wake up.

Suddenly, a blue umbrella obscured his sight. He looked back, and Shen Xifan was smiling with a helpless explanation, "Oh, you are too tall, He Suye, you can’t stand the umbrella. What do you do?" I didn’t see what I lifted very hard!”

　　 Her slightly wet bangs rested on her forehead, with a smile on her face. She was wearing a blue cotton jacket, jeans sneakers, holding a large bouquet of tulips on her left hand, all purple, and holding an umbrella with her right hand.

　　 He quickly took over, something in his heart was slowly melting.

　　Every time he saw Shen Xifan, he felt that she was very happy, at least worry-free, he envyed her a little, Shen Xifan liked to laugh, even if he was sick, he also smiled and said, "It can be cured anyway, it's no big deal."

　　 Her smile is really sweet among the huge bouquet of tulips.

　　 It was just that he thought the bouquet was dazzling. He suddenly minded the person who sent her the flower and blurted out, "Who sent it?"

　　Shen Xifan froze for a moment, raised her lips, "Whoever gave it, the hotel just hosted a birthday party for Miss Qianjin, and the rest of the tulips were taken by me.

　　He Suye laughed, this was his first sincere smile today, "It's beautiful, really!"

　　 She dialed half of the past with her hand, "Take half of the past if you like it, anyway, don't need money!"

　　 He tilted the umbrella to her side and covered her firmly, "How can a girl give a boy a flower? Fool!"

Shen Xifan looked at He Suye, and then looked at herself again, "Hey" laughed twice, "That's it, He Suye, hold the flowers first, and then pass me half, saying, Miss Shen Xifan, please Laugh, don’t this just become? It’s reasonable and reasonable!"

As a result, he really took half of the tulips home. He felt a little silly, but it was strange. For the first time, he waited for the huge bouquet of tulips for the first time, found a vase, put it in water, and threw a vitamin C into it. .

　　 He is a plant blind, and he never cares about those flowers and grass, and he can't even feed cactus.

　　It is just that he hopes that the flowering period of this bouquet of tulips will be longer, and when their petals are withered, they will be dried and bookmarked, which should be beautiful.

　　Mother also likes tulips the most, and she happens to be surnamed Yu and famous for her fragrance.

　　He began to think about whether he would have a good talk with his father, about himself, about the future.

Supporting the blue umbrella in the corner, Xiao Nizi's family was originally in Building 301, Unit 2, Unit F, and there was a dad who looked very kind. He would tell him that the boy went back to drink some Banlangen and didn’t catch a cold, and he didn’t. Seeing that, according to her, her mother who is in menopause and gossip is a very ordinary and happy family.

Sometimes, when he was not big, he would think, what would happen if Mom and Dad were not the director and head nurse, if he didn’t, he wouldn’t cook for himself, and said good night to Mom and Dad to the empty home, was it right? He and the teacher explained why no one came to the parent meeting. However, he learned to accept reality very early.

　　 is not a fate, he knows that independence, sooner or later, must learn, there is no difference between earlier and later.

　　He is a precocious and sensible child.

It was just that he had hoped that one day, the family would become very lively, with the laughter and laughter of father and mother, but now it has become an extravagant hope. What he longed for.

　　He wanted to get close to her and draw warmth.