Lure To Marriage

Qin Yu saw me full of panic, came to comfort me, "sister-in-law, don't worry, my brother-in-law is trying to deal with this matter, but the people who started using a malicious Trojan horse, cleaning up more difficult."

"And a malicious Trojan horse?"

The post that used Trojan horse, it is artificial obviously, who wants to deal with me?

I think about the people who have offended recently, that is, Chen Kui and Mary, but they all stopped. How could they suddenly make a comeback?

The most important thing is that the photos and posts they used are basically true. Even if I want to investigate the responsibility, I am not convinced. I am eager for Shang Yan now. They don't want to see this, or I really have no face to face them.

Just after I thought about it, my mobile phone rang out. It was Shang Yan. I hesitated for a moment to get through the phone, and said "hello" gently.

He was silent for a long time before he spoke, only four words. "Is it true?"

I understand what he is asking, and I can't even refute it, because facts speak louder than words. So I said, "um.". I'm so ashamed that I really want to find a crack to get in.

He asked again, "why?"

Why?

Because my father was critically ill, because But these are all excuses. Because I was so domineering in those photos, I couldn't see that I was forced or involuntary at all.

When my father was ill, I could still find a reason to persuade myself and others. But my father died. Why did I hang out there for so many years?

Don't say Shang Yan doesn't understand, even I don't understand. My so-called for the sake of children and mothers are actually excuses. I just don't have a place to go, but I have a strong sense of being here.

I didn't answer Shang Yan and hung up in silence. I think I might have lost them, three of my best friends all at once. Even if they don't care what I've done, how can I face it?

I buried my head and pulled my hair. I hated myself very much at this moment.

Qin language gently pushed me, "sister-in-law, don't worry, brother-in-law will deal with it soon."

"It's too late, Qin Yu. My best friends already know about it. They will look down on me." I was completely choked.

I thought that those four years could be regarded as an experience, which could be erased quietly, and then I could be upright. However, I found it hard. I felt that the whole world was refusing me to go back.

Now, my black history is well known to all, and I don't have to cover it up any more, and I've also become very unbearable.

I nestled in the chair like a defeated rooster, very depressed. My whole life is so bloody. I've made a mess of my life. I'm going to be a street mouse. I'm going to be thrown eggs on the road.

"Kowtow!"

I was feeling sorry for myself when there was another knock at the door. I didn't move. It was Qin Yu who opened the door. She was stunned when she opened the door. I looked up and saw that it was Shang Yan. Her face was as cold as ice.

I stood up in a hurry and looked at him at a loss, "Shang Yan, you, how did you come?"

"That's why you disappeared for four years, right? Have you been in these places for four years? What Chengye group, what busy, are all fake, right? "

He threw a stack of printed photos on the table and glared at me angrily. He was really angry and his eyes were extremely cold.

Those are the photos of my boundless scenery at night, and each one can see my philistine smile and flattery.

I have nothing to hide, and nodded gently, "yes, I am wandering in these places, I am a very dirty and shameless woman, so I did not go to you, because my world is completely different from you, I am not worthy to fight with you."

"Why?" He grabbed my shoulder and yelled, his face twisted. "Why are you so degenerate? You need money. Don't you tell me? What did you say when you left? Did you insist on going to such a place

"I didn't insist. I didn't say anything. I'm already like this. What do you want me to do? Shang Yan, I can't go back. If I have a choice, I'd like to go back to the time when I just came out of University. "

I know he's upset, but I'm more upset than he is. If he knew how desperate I was, he might not have yelled at me like that. It's just that my father has passed away. I can't use a dead person as an excuse to win his sympathy and understanding.

"Happy face, you let me down."

Shang Yan glared at me for a long time, and suddenly came up with such a sentence. I can see that his eyes are slightly red, it is the extreme injury. I am the woman he has been thinking about for many years. He may not have thought that this woman is so disgusting and dirty.

I didn't dare to look at him. It's not what I want to be in today's field, and it's not what I want to be scolded by them. At that time, whenever there was another way to go, I would not be so stupid. But it's too late for everything. Things have changed."Shang Yan, you should think that there is no Shen Huanyan in the world. I dare not contact you all these years because I have no face to see you. Now that you may all know about it, I don't have to worry anymore

"Shen Huanyan, you let me down."

After Shang Yan looked up and took a deep breath, Huoran turned around and left, walking very fast.

I sat on the chair, tears couldn't help but drop. I can imagine how disappointed and sad he is, but does he understand my heart? I've already been heartbroken.

Long after he left, Qin Yu came over and looked at me without a word and handed the tissue in silence. I couldn't help crying because losing three of them was more painful than breaking one of my arms.

"Sister in law, how do you know him?" Qin Yu suddenly asked me.

I took a long time to sob, "he is my senior, we were four..."

I told Qin Yu about my experience in school. She was very sad. "Why didn't you talk to Shang Yan? Their family's financial resources can be regarded as invincible wealth. "

"His background is so deep that I don't know."

I think if Shang Yan really told me about his family background, I might have asked him to borrow money. But he didn't, so I took a wrong way. Now it doesn't matter. The facts have been made and nothing can be changed.

"You have a problem. They should understand it?"

"Can they understand that I have the face to face it? We had promised to share weal and woe and start a business together. And I've been absent for four years, and I don't care if I'm absent all my life. "

"Sister in law, you can't say that. Who has never had a black history in his life? Don't belittle yourself."

"They don't know that I have a child, and they don't know that I'm your brother. People, if they all know, do you think they can understand? Qin Yu, I had a child with a man who didn't even know what he looked like. Don't you feel sick? "

"Actually Qin language frowned and did not go on.

"You go back first. I'm in a bad mood and want to be alone."

"Well, don't be sad. I'll be the first to let you know when I have news."

I nodded and watched Qin Yu leave. And then I silently shed tears on the computer, my heart has a kind of melancholy.

I casually flipped through those posts, reading those sharp and mean words, and suddenly I was relieved. This should be the most tragic situation, right? Will it be calm after it passes?

In any case, I still have my mother and Xiao Fan. Even the people all over the world don't accept me, at least they are still there.

After calming down my mood, I went to the bathroom to wash my face, went back to the bedroom and called my mother. As soon as the phone was connected, I couldn't wait to call out "Mom.". When I heard her sweet response, my tears came back.

I quickly sucked a nose, "Mom, how is Xiaofan? I'm not busy in two days and I'm going to see you. "

, as like as two peas, you are so naughty. By the way, baby, do you have a cold? Why does it sound nasal? "

"Well, I kicked the quilt last night. Mom, are you all right? If you have nothing to do, go out with Mrs. Zhang and do more sports. "

"Mom is in good health. Don't worry about it. Once Xiaofan's illness is good, the big stone in my heart will be gone."

I talked to my mother for a long time. She was like a straw that I caught when I was drowning. I think it's a bit sad. We talked for about an hour before I hung up the phone reluctantly.

That's how people are. When a Jedi meets a person who reaches out to help, he will remember that person all his life. In fact, my feelings for Qin Mofei are mostly the same, because he helped me in time of crisis, so I never forget.

Unconsciously, it was already dark. I did not turn on the light, just sitting in the dark, looking at the flashing neon outside the window, feeling a person's sadness.

Today, Shangyan came to me in anger. Will Xiaomu and Ruan summit scold me tomorrow? I wish that what happened today is an illusion, and tomorrow everything will be OK.

"Are you going to sit here until the end of the world?"

I was in a daze when a cool voice came from the room. I was surprised, and quickly hit the computer space bar, the screen immediately lit up. I saw Qin Mofei come from the dark, like a ghost.

"How did you get in?"

"The door is not closed." He came up to me and stood still and handed me a box of small cakes in his hand. "Tiramisu, try it."

"I don't want to eat it. What are you doing here? I don't want to go to the hotel today, so... "

"Then I'll sleep here."

He turned on the light and I couldn't open my eyes. Maybe it's the reason for crying too long. The eyes can't stand the light. When I got used to the light a little, I saw that his face was not very good, very dignified.He leaned against the computer desk and looked at me, fingertips gently fingered my hair, and did not speak. I put my head on his lap, and suddenly I felt at ease.

"Murphy, thank you for coming to see me."

"Sad because of the gossip?"

"It's not gossip, it's all facts." I said to myself, "in order to make up for 200000 yuan, I went down from the body of Chen Jiu, and then was secretly given birth to a child. All these are facts. Murphy, do you think my life is a tragedy

"Fool, you and I are not too tragic."