Madam, She’s Abusing Scum Again

Su Jinxiu's hands were unbuttoning his clothes, and his movements were very rusty.

"Brother Qian, I will help you."

Bai Ruiqian held her hand, "Don't be like this, Jinxiu, you don't need to be like this."

He understood her thoughts, it was his fault that pushed her to this point.

Su Jinxiu's eyes were red, her depressed mood collapsed again, and her body was lying on his chest with a painful cry.

"why……"

"Why are you doing this to me?"

"What is wrong with me? How can I not compare to her."

"Why you just don't love me..."

"You know, I love you, I have loved you since I was a child..."

Bai Ruiqian remained motionless, letting her tears fall on her clothes.

"sorry."

For Su Jinxiu, he can only say these three words.

He hurt two good women, he was destined to be a sinner in his life.

Su Jinxiu shook her head desperately, "I don't want you to hear that I'm sorry, Brother Qian, I want you to love me, even a little bit, I'm satisfied."

She was tired from crying, raised her eyes, looked at him, and asked humblely and pitifully: "Can you share your love with me?"

She didn't want much, just a little love.

Bai Ruiqian looked sad, and his heart was filled with distress and self-blame.

Su Jinxiu and Luo Ya'er are two people with completely different personalities.

Luo Ya'er hated him to say sorry, and was tired of hearing him say these three words.

Su Jinxiu heard him say that being sorry is sad, even humblely begging for his love.

Bai Ruiqian did not dare to look into her eyes, avoiding her gaze.

"Splendid, it's not that I don't love you, but my love for you, not love."

They have known each other since childhood, and Su Jinxiu is a special existence for him, and it is also a unique existence.

She has weight in his heart, but this weight does not reach the level of love.

Su Jinxiu was even more sad when she heard it, her tears kept streaming like a torrent of river water.

She had accumulated all night of sorrow, and at this moment she really couldn't stretch herself.

She has a soft voice, "I know that my status in your heart will never be as good as her. I don't expect you to love me like her. I just hope you don't ignore me."

"Brother Qian, can you look at me more, I have always been by your side, but why have you never seen me."

As long as Luo Ya'er appeared, Bai Ruiqian could not tolerate anyone, including her wife.

The scene at the bar yesterday has been lingering in her mind.

When she thinks of the scene, she feels sad and unable to extricate herself, and she feels heartbroken.

Faced with the cry of a weak woman, the man is always at a loss.

Seeing such an inferior and weak Su Jinxiu, Bai Ruiqian really hated himself.

It was he who turned her into this, the once cheerful and smiling Su Jinxiu was killed by him.

Bai Ruiqian stretched out his hands and hugged her, trying to give her some comfort, "Jinxiu, I have never compared you to her. You are a good girl, and I am sorry for you."

Luo Ya'er and Su Jinxiu are both very good people. They both have their own shining points. Bai Ruiqian doesn't want to compare them, because the wrong person has always been him.

He hurt two good girls.

Su Jinxiu felt the warmth in his arms and cried more fiercely.

"If I'm really that good, why don't you like me?"

Bai Ruiqian's voice was low and he replied, "I am not worthy of you."

Su Jinxiu felt uncomfortable as if a spider was crawling, and said muffledly: "No, you are not worthy of me."

Bai Ruiqian sighed, "Don't cry."

"I don't want to cry, but I'm really sad." Su Jinxiu's voice was crying dumb, and she felt a lot of weight loss in one night.

Bai Ruiqian was also sad, "I know, my fault is my fault."

He hugged her, and the two hadn't spoken for a long time.

Su Jinxiu didn't sleep all night, her body energy was overdrawn long ago, and she had been crying for so long, and she was tired to the extreme.

She fell asleep in Bai Ruiqian's arms, Bai Ruiqian lay down, one arm used as a pillow for her, watching her sound asleep, the distress in her heart has not been resolved.

The bed size in the second bedroom is not big, and it is still a bit crowded when the two sleep together.

In order to make her sleep more comfortable, Bai Ruiqian prepared to withdraw and leave.

But when he just got up, Su Jinxiu's hand uneasyly pulled him.

"Don't go...Don't leave me..."

Bai Ruiqian froze for a moment, thinking she was awake, but she didn't.

Seeing her little movements, somewhere in his heart collapsed again.

He lay down again and looked at Su Jinxiu's state. He didn't worry about her alone, so he took out his phone and asked for leave.

Su Jinxiu only woke up in the afternoon. When she woke up, she saw Bai Ruiqian sleeping beside her, and she couldn't help feeling a little surprised.

She felt at ease for the first time.

It would be great if he could always be like this, if he hadn't fallen in love with Luo Yaer.

Bai Ruiqian woke up dazedly, feeling that someone was touching his face.

He turned his eyes and saw that pale cheek. From such a distance, he clearly saw Su Jinxiu's red, swollen, bloodshot eyes.

"Wake up!" Bai Ruiqian's voice is gentle and considerate.

Su Jinxiu nodded obediently, and hummed softly like a cat.

Bai Ruiqian asked, "Are you hungry?"

Su Jinxiu nodded again.

In order to make up for the hurt to her, Bai Ruiqian's attitude was not the same as before, he asked her softly.

"What to eat?"

Su Jinxiu blinked her eyes and asked him expectantly, "Do you do it for me?"

"Yeah." Bai Ruiqian nodded.

Su Jinxiu smiled, "As long as you make it, I like to eat it."

Bai Ruiqian stood up abruptly, "Then I will do it for you now, and you will rest for a while, and I will call you when it is done."

He was dressed in pajamas and went out of the room and went straight to the kitchen downstairs.

Su Jinxiu was lying on the bed, and the whole room smelled of him.

This is the first time they sleep together, and it feels really different.

After a long while, Bai Ruiqian finished the meal, Su Jinxiu went downstairs, and the two sat opposite each other.

"Hurry up and eat." Bai Ruiqian picks up vegetables for her, and says as he picks them up, "I'm average in cooking. If you are not used to eating, I will let auntie cook them."

This action made Su Jinxiu think of that man-AK.

She couldn't help but feel a trace of guilt in her heart, and she always felt sorry for the sudden feeling.

Su Jinxiu picked up the chopsticks to eat, and didn't know what was thinking in her mind.

Bai Ruiqian did not speak when she saw her.

It's strange that they haven't mentioned anything about the bar.

In the next few days, Su Jinxiu did not mention anything about Luo Ya'er.

In this regard, Bai Ruiqian also felt that it was very good. After all, some things were too true, which would only increase the contradiction between the two sides. Moreover, there is no solution to this matter.

His love for Luo Yaer was never a shameful secret.

Their lives have not changed, Bai Ruiqian still goes to work as usual, Su Jinxiu goes shopping every day, and does yoga with his girlfriends.

The two people get along in the same way as before, and they will go back to each room when they arrive.

Through this incident, Bai Ruiqian also made a deep reflection. He has tried his best to restrain his feelings and behavior.

After that day, he did not see Luo Ya'er again.

The probability of encountering this kind of thing by chance is inherently low. If he does, he will still approach her involuntarily. If he doesn't, he can only put her in his heart and miss it all the time.

Su Jinxiu is also a sensible person. The reason why she didn't make trouble anymore was because she knew that there would be no result if it made trouble.

She didn't want to restrain Bai Ruiqian, because that would only make herself look annoying.

She pretends to be nonchalant every day, but this does not mean that she is not sad.

She just pretended to have passed, but in fact she still minded Luo Ya'er's existence in her heart.

But what can she do?

Life still has to go on, we can't hold on to one thing all the time.

As long as Bai Ruiqian does not leave her, she can slowly forget those painful memories.

She can heal herself.

In order to maintain this marriage, she can only choose to close one eye for many things.

Because only in this way can she stay by his side forever.

Whether she is humble or self-esteem, she doesn't care.

She only wants him.

Even if it is an incomplete him.

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