Madam, She’s Abusing Scum Again

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Hey, AK, when I read this letter, I believe you must be by my side.

Sorry to say goodbye in this way, I know it is cruel, I hope you can forgive me.

I remember the first time I saw you, at that grand music festival, you handed me a tissue, with tenderness between your brows and eyes.

Do you know, at that moment, my heart really throbbed.

Although that was the first time I saw you, before that, I have been paying attention to you. You are my idol since I was little and the person who has been healing me.

I like you and admire you.

But I never thought there would be so many intersections between us.

So I have to admit that I am lucky.

Ak, thank you for showing up, and thank you for the time you brought me. I am very happy. Really, I can see all the good things about you, but I am too dirty, I am not worthy of you, more Not good enough for you.

I may not be able to watch the future you mentioned.

Ak, forgive me, forgive me for being cowardly, selfish, timid and incompetent. I really can't get along with the world anymore. I can't shake hands with those in the past and forgive me for leaving.

The song you wrote for me, I have heard it, your heart sang it to me.

It sounds very nice, thank you.

Ak, I want to ask you, and finally do one more thing for me. Can you scatter my ashes into the sea in Mirland?

That is the place I want to go, but unfortunately I have never had the opportunity to go before. After I die, I hope I can be buried there, please.

Ak, let's meet early in the next life.

Okay?

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After reading the letter, Ak had already burst into tears and said in a choked voice, "Okay..."

In the next life, he will definitely go to her sooner, no longer let her experience those pains, let alone let her fall in love with others.

——

The news of Su Jinxiu's death soon reached Bai Ruiqian's ears.

He sat on the sofa in shock, his eyes moistened unconsciously.

He knew that Su Qinghong jumped off the building, but he never expected that Su Jinxiu would take sleeping pills and commit suicide.

For a while, Bai Ruiqian was full of guilt and unable to forgive his pain.

He knows that all this is because of him.

At this moment, he suddenly didn't know if his choice was right.

It was he who forced Su Jinxiu to death.

Bai Ruiqian lowered his head, tears fell, and muttered, "I killed her, Nan Feng, I killed her..."

"No..." Mu Nanfeng comforted him, fearing that he would attribute the fault to himself, "This time it really wasn't because of you."

"What's that? In addition to me, what else can it be?" Bai Ruiqian determined that it was his fault.

Su Jinxiu met him when he was young. She was not without status in his heart. He always knew that she was a good girl, a kind-hearted, innocent, simple and gentle girl.

It's just feelings that can't be forced, he just doesn't want to delay her, he doesn't want to hurt her any more.

Did he do something wrong?

Bai Ruiqian posed a question mark. Su Jinxiu's death brought him too great an impact, and he really couldn't accept this fact.

Mu Nanfeng whispered: "She was assaulted by four men and she was pregnant, so...she couldn't think about it."

"What...what did you say? She..."

This news made Bai Ruiqian heartache even more, his pupils shrank into a ball, and there was an abyss of despair hidden inside.

Mu Nanfeng didn't say any more, he found a lot of bad news.

Su Jinxiu has experienced too many bad things during this period. From being Lj to Su Qinghong's death by jumping off the building, to finding out that she was pregnant, this layer of shock took away her courage to live.

Mu Nanfeng was also very sorry, but at the same age as a flower, it withered like this, which really made people feel extremely distressed.

In fact, Su Jinxiu has never done anything wrong. She has never hurt anyone. Compared to those who are selfish and selfish, she is really a good girl.

If she really did something wrong, it is probably that she fell in love with a man who did not love her.

If she knew how to let go earlier, maybe she wouldn't be hurt so deeply.

Bai Ruiqian's voice trembled, "Splendid..."

"Why is she so stupid..."

They had been married for three years. During those three years, he was always indifferent to her. He gave her nothing except the only respect between the husband and wife.

Bai Ruiqian suddenly regretted it, if he could treat her better before.

He still remembered the last words Su Jinxiu said to her, why it was you.

Why is it he?

Why is Bai Ruiqian, Su Jinxiu's favorite Bai Ruiqian?

There is so much helplessness and grief in Su Jinxiu's words, because it is him Bai Ruiqian that she is so sad.

He was not without responsibility for her death.

Bai Ruiqian cried with a low headache. It was the first time that he cried for Su Jinxiu.

He did not expect that his cruelty would actually be her death.

If time goes back, he will treat her better and better.

Maybe she won't die then?

Seeing Bai Ruiqian's sadness, Mu Nanfeng reached out and patted him on the shoulder.

He doesn't know what to say, he can only think about it now.

Life cannot be resurrected.

The reason why the Su family ended up like this, in the final analysis, was Su Qinghong's fault.

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After that day.

Bai Ruiqian fell into a long period of depression and depression, and the whole person was a little bit decadent.

Suddenly one day, he saw a man, a man named Ak.

They looked at each other quietly, without speaking for a long time.

Bai Ruiqian knows who he is, he is Su Jinxiu's favorite idol.

Ak also knows who he is, he is the person who hurt Su Jinxiu the most.

Just yesterday Ak had brought Su Jinxiu's ashes to Mirland, scattered them into the sea, and fulfilled her last wish.

Regarding Su Qinghong's death and Su Jinxiu's pregnancy, Ak had already heard about it from the housekeeper. He understood Su Jinxiu's despair, and he could understand the pain in her heart.

But he couldn't understand the man in front of him, the man who hurt Su Jinxiu severely.

"Have you ever loved her?"

Ak was holding back the words in his heart for a long time, and with a little anger, he asked.

Bai Ruiqian bowed his head in silence, he didn't want to answer, because his answer would definitely disappoint him.

From beginning to end, Luo Ya'er was the only one in his heart, and could no longer hold anyone else.

Ak got the answer from his expression, and suddenly rushed to give Bai Ruiqian a punch.

Bai Ruiqian was beaten, and instead of fighting back, he closed his eyes and wanted to let him beat him.

Ak raised his fist, seeing him look like this, but he hasn't taken any action for a long time. He came today to vent his anger for Su Jinxiu, but when he saw Bai Ruiqian like this, he suddenly felt that this man was not worthy of him at all.

"Boss!"

Ak cursed in a low voice, Huo Ran let go of his collar, turned and left.

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