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Chapter 836: He Never Abandoned You

Xu Yan understands them. As parents, they all hope that their daughter will have a good home.

Obviously, the Bai family is not that home.

For the Luo family, it was an abyss, and even hell.

Xu Yan actually wanted to explain, telling Bai Ruiqian’s true identity, so that Luo’s father and mother might be able to understand Bai Ruiqian’s difficulties and sufferings.

But she didn’t dare to mention it easily, for fear that it would make them sad.

Xu Yan is very helpless. She knows that Luo’s father and Luo’s mother are all reasonable people. Only because their daughter has been hurt will they always hate the Bai family so much. If everything is explained, maybe they will try to forgive Bai Ruiqian. .

But how to open it? Xu Yan still couldn’t find a suitable opportunity to open this mouth.

Or, she thinks she shouldn’t be the one to open this mouth, but Bai Ruiqian should be the better one instead.

Xu Yan thought about it and thought that the wedding might be a good time, but if he did that, it would undoubtedly hurt Zhang Yuze the most.

Seeing that Xu Yan was also in a daze, Mother Luo asked her softly, “Yan Yan, what are you thinking about?”

“Oh, no, it’s nothing.” Xu Yan came back to her senses, and realized that she was suddenly distracted, a little embarrassed.

Mother Luo glanced at Father Luo, and the two ended the topic tacitly.

She picked up a fruit plate, “Yan Yan, go find Ya’er, she hasn’t eaten today, so you can bring her some fruit in by the way.”

“Okay.” Xu Yan took the fruit plate, got up, went to the door of the room, and knocked.

“Ya’er, it’s me, I’ll come in.”

Xu Yan waited for a few seconds after speaking, but when she heard there was no response, she opened the door and went in.

As soon as he entered the house, Xu Yan saw Luo Ya’er sitting on the balcony, nestled in a rattan wooden chair, a small one.

She closed the door and walked to the balcony, put the fruit on the table, and sat on the chair next to Luo Ya’er.

“Are you okay?” Xu Yan asked her concerned about seeing a sad look in her eyes.

Luo Ya’er turned her head slowly, with a complicated expression on her face, “Yan Yan, I’m so tired.”

It’s not physical fatigue, but heart fatigue.

Xu Yan reached out and put her arms around her shoulders, “Then lean on me for a while.”

Luo Ya’er naturally put her head on her face and looked at the blue sky. She suddenly thought of what Chu Wanwan said to her.

She asked in a low voice, “At that time, he must be very helpless and very broken.”

When Bai Ruiqian found out that she was not the person who was arrested, he must have been desperate after he found out that he had been tricked by the Bai family.

Luo Ya’er couldn’t calm down when he thought of what he had done for himself.

She had always thought that Bai Ruiqian had voluntarily married Su Jinxiu back then. After all, she saw them walking into the hotel together and saw them holding hands and entering the engagement banquet together.

She thought he really betrayed him.

But she did not expect that Bai Ruiqian would have experienced so much after she left.

Xu Yan and her have always been the most tacit understanding, the most understanding people, she clearly knows that Luo Ya’er said “at that time”, it was the night they found out they were cheated after the exchange.

“It’s not just him, and me.” Xu Yan’s gaze dropped. Looking at it from this angle, she could clearly see Luo Ya’er’s flickering eyelashes and bright and moving pupils.

Luo Ya’er felt a pain in her heart and felt that Xu Yan was the person who hurt the most when she left.

The person she is most sorry for is Xu Yan.

Luo Ya’er said guiltily: “Yan Yan, I’m really sorry, it’s my waywardness that hurt you, I shouldn’t leave without saying goodbye.”

Xu Yan patted her shoulder, “What silly thing to say, to me, your safety and health is the most important thing. After receiving your letter, I am not so worried and sad.”

“Ya’er, no matter what happens in the future, you must give me peace, okay?”

What Xu Yan was most afraid of was not that she left, but that there was no word from her after she left.

Luo Ya’er walked so quietly back then, she was really frightened, and she didn’t know her traces, she found no one after searching most of the earth, she would be on an impulse and believe the Bai family’s couple. Lies, hurried back to save people.

It’s really silly to think about it. She is a person who knows Luo Ya’er so much. They have been together for more than ten years. She didn’t even recognize that Luo Ya’er was pretending to be.

Xu Yan thought to herself, if she could be more careful and calm at the beginning, Bai Ruiqian would not be forced to go to that step.

if……

Tears burst into her eyes. The most unlikely thing in the world is if.

She couldn’t change the past.

But in the future, she can make plans in advance, and from this moment, she can start working hard for Luo Ya’er’s happiness.

Luo Ya’er replied, “There will be no future, I will never disappear again.”

This is the promise she made to Xu Yan. She will do it. No matter what happens in the future, she will never let Xu Yan cry for her.

Xu Yan was moved in her heart, and was poked into the softest part of her heart by this sentence.

She didn’t say anything for a long time.

Immediately afterwards, Luo Yaer asked her, “Yan Yan, do my wedding photos look good?”

Xu Yan nodded lightly, “It looks good.”

Luo Ya’er regretted, “Unfortunately, I can’t wear the wedding dress you designed this time.”

At the beginning, Xu Yan specially designed a set of Chinese wedding clothes for her and Bai Ruiqian, and personally sent her to Bai Ruiqian.

Luo Yaer thought that it would be the best moment in her life.

But everything disappeared in an instant.

Their wedding was ruined, their relationship was cracked, and they could never go back.

Xu Yan couldn’t help feeling sad when she heard these words.

“Ya’er, do you still want to marry him?”

After listening to Chu Wanwan’s explanation, will Luo Ya’er still marry Zhang Yuze?

Xu Yan’s heart was twitched.

Luo Ya’er’s eyes were moist: “Yan Yan, I have hurt him once, and I can’t hurt him anymore.”

“I know what it feels like to be abandoned. I don’t want him to experience the pain I have endured, so that I will become the kind of person I hate the most.”

Xu Yan could understand what she would say, but she still wanted to fight for Bai Ruiqian’s last chance.

“Ya’er, I want to say that Bai Ruiqian has never given up on you.” Xu Yan’s eyes were sincere. “He grew up in a family like that, and he lived a very painful life. Many things are not his choice. The bad things you see are actually just appearances. In fact, he… is also very helpless and collapsed.”

“After all, you have fallen in love with each other before, and you have to consider everything for each other. Perhaps you will find that the heart that you love each other is actually more important than loving yourself.”

These words made Luo Ya’er feel deeply, and at the same time it hurt her.