42. Weekend (1)

1.

A week that seemed quite long has passed.

I took the test, sent glasses, and listened to the preview of the home practice performance evaluation that felt bothersome.

Above all, I found confidence in my appearance.

After waking up in the morning and taking a cold shower, I saw the best-looking boy in the province standing in the mirror.

When I aim with my hand shaped like a gun, he aims the same way as me.

“Oops… Calm down, friend…”

??

No. This… ….

Was it me?

For some reason, I thought he was too handsome. It’s hard to see a face like this often.

I started to enjoy new pleasures.

The new pleasure is narcissism.

Looking good is the best.

No, survival is the best, so let’s put good looks second.

To think that with this kind of appearance, you have lived your life under the illusion that you are normal looking.

I wouldn’t have lived my life like that if there hadn’t been a ‘pleasant rebellion’ where my glasses broke.

… ….

But it would have been fine if there hadn’t been a rebellion like that.

Even on Saturday, I woke up early in the morning and could see a hazy world.

This may be better than other glasses holders, but blurry is blurry.

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It would have been nice if, on the day my glasses died, I had followed Min Ah-rin and got her new glasses from her.

If it weren’t for ‘those glasses’ with the magic on them, I wouldn’t have been able to cover my appearance that much, and most of all, I wouldn’t have lived in such a blurry world.

Though my eccentric personality has obliterated such a future.

Hmm.

There is a sad story behind this strange attitude of not wanting to receive any help from others.

No, rather than sad.

Unlike the pleasant rebellion I just talked about, there was something unpleasant.

A nasty rebellion, so to speak.

In my previous life, there were some people who knew about my family.

Of course, I’m talking about a time compared to now, so there wasn’t much back then.

And they only know that I can’t afford it, but I don’t know the details.

Anyway.

Most of them broke up badly with me.

There was a friend who broke up with me, saying that I was betrayed after knowing that I had parents, and there was a friend who broke up with me, saying that I was taking too much.

Or maybe we lost contact at some point.

I tried to give back as much as I could, but there was a limit, and I think we got tired of each other in that respect.

No, but it’s unfair.

They said it would be okay just to receive it.

And no matter how much I look at it, I haven’t heard anything about eating too much.

I don’t have any ill feelings.

Isn’t that what people live for?

Just. Because I’ve been through things like that. Receiving something from someone, especially if it was a close person, the pressure would increase.

I think it seems that the number of cases of receiving something from Min Ah-rin has increased recently.

As that continues, it seems like I am changing little by little.

Still, wouldn’t it be better to be careful?

Um…… This f*cking personality.

How can there be no middle ground?

Well, let’s stop talking about the nasty rebellion here.

Because stress is bad for your health.

I looked at Oldboy, the lord of our house, in the bathroom window to change my mood.

As expected. Oldboy is always a reliable companion. He judged a criminal not too long ago.

After roughly drying my hair, I changed my clothes and walked out of the house.

Today is shopping day.

I needed to move a little faster because I could waste time unnecessarily and go out late.

If you suddenly ask me what’s wrong with me…….

Last time, I found a market an hour away from my house. I went back and forth for a while and became friendly with several vendors, and I could buy things cheaper if I went there during off-peak hours.

The market vendors, mostly middle-aged, liked me quite a bit.

Because these ‘nice’ faces tend to work especially well with adults.

… ….

I bet these people wouldn’t even notice that they took off their glasses, right?

No, it’s better to give up vain expectations.

There’s nothing to worry about, since they’ll recognize you right away if you say a word.

Looking at my life like this, I’m definitely living in a better environment than those who are completely poor.

You don’t have to pay rent, money comes in even if you don’t work, and if you save money, you can survive.

Still.

To put a little bit of harsh language into it, life sucks.

What does it have to do with how hard others are?

Originally, all of that is relative.

You must live with the words that even rich people have a hard time living?

Or not.

I had long thoughts.

I have to go quickly.

I have something to do today.

2.

After returning from the market, I found several envelopes in my hand.

An envelope containing the groceries I bought myself.

… ….

An envelope that people in the market gave me by force.

I am a very polite person when dealing with adults.

To show kindness to peers is to draw a line, but to adults…… There’s nothing wrong with being polite.

It is also a law to give even one more rice cake to a polite person.

Of course, today I wasn’t at the level of a rice cake.

I have been to that market at least five times.

Many merchants made friends with me and would quite enjoy chatting with me.

In particular, the older the age group, the stronger the trend.

But what do you have left today, what is too much? He packed me groceries with all sorts of excuses.

Considering that everyone had a certain amount of sympathy on their faces, I wondered if they might have noticed my circumstances a little.

… ….

These grandpas. One glance is amazing.

I didn’t say anything big, but you noticed that and gave me a present like this.

I’m begging you to take it, but the young guy can’t refuse.

I’ve lived for about 26 years with all of my current students, but compared to real adults, I’m still a kid.

I have tasted the bitter taste of society today.

No, is this sweet?

Even before going to the market, I think I thought about everything, saying that receiving something was burdensome and distasteful, but to face such a future in three hours.

It’s not very pleasant to fall into self-contradiction, but it’s crazy to throw away what you’ve been given.

First of all, I sorted them properly and put them in the refrigerator.

I guess I should eat…… ?

In the old days, they would have said that there were no exceptions to the rules, and they would have put it out of sight.

Looking at the way I tried to accept this gift even though I was worried, it seems that I have changed.

Is it some kind of trauma or simple pride? An inexplicable feeling ran through my head, but I quickly erased it.

Well, let’s think about complicated things later.

3.

Today is the day to clean the whole house.

And tomorrow is the day to clean the whole house.

By the way, yesterday was also the day to clean the entire house.

The plan for next week is to clean the whole house.

If we take a break from cleaning even for a day, big changes will happen in our house.

In order to keep the semi-basement clean, you have to work every single day, but in fact, there are overflowing areas that cannot be covered even if you live hard.

The most representative is moisture. Mold caused by it. The resulting stench.

Though my house is on the lesser side, it’s not that there aren’t any at all.

The next step is insects.

Most of the bugs are handled by our cute little Lina, but I have to manage the abandoned bodies of the bugs myself.

And I have to deal with the bugs that Lina can’t cover.

Like that centipede dancing over there.

Is a centipede also a bug?

Well, what do you know about that?

With Lina on her head, her cell phone vibrates as she tries to manage her household.

If you check what’s going on, Min Ah-rin sent you a useless picture.

How dare you take another picture of a robot vacuum cleaner?

I wrote a comment asking if cleaning isn’t cute, but KakaoTalk like Min Ah is always full of joy.

The other day, when I was starving, he sent me pictures of eating out.

Hmm. But still, since we’re friends, we’ll see.

I played a lot of pranks on Min Ah-rin these days.

If the relationship continues, wouldn’t it be possible that the day will come when you know my circumstances?

… ….

You don’t have to worry about that now.

Couldn’t it be that you won’t find out about my circumstances right away next week?

Nonsense.

After cleaning the house like that, I thought about taking a break and went to YouTube.

Gukbbong TV, which started last time, has perished like a dog, to put it in buzzwords these days.

The number of subscribers is so-so, there are few comments, and even those comments are… ….

[K-Tube, have you seen the fishing video on my channel? … ]

[Keuuu~ Unnie K’s video is also great today~~ hahahaha! Ah~~ let go of this, if unnie deals with political issues, subscribers…… ]

[It’s so f*cking absurd that they always have neat hair hahahahaha]

Things like this.

All three of them over there are loyal listeners to my channel who always comment.

Sometimes when I think there are a lot of comments on the channel, those three are fighting among themselves.

The MZ generation, the right wing and the left wing are making a fuss, but they seem to be subtly friendly.

Why did I suddenly bring up the story of YouTube, which has gone bankrupt?

… ….

I heard this is kind of fun.

From a certain point on, it’s just a kind of hobby.

And, I’ve been thinking about that for a while.

There’s no one watching anyway, so I thought I’d take a picture of something I’m attracted to and upload it.

Sejun is like that too. She gets tons of views with her favorite makeup, and I think it’s pretty cool.

A few subscribers may leave, but what is that?

The other day, I asked if it would be okay to upload another video in the comments, but since all three of the original viewers over there agreed, it wouldn’t matter.

What if it matters?

Did I risk my life on YouTube?

It’s probably just a matter of taking a break and playing with it every once in a while.

I picked up my phone while thinking about that.

I started filming the cutest ‘my baby’ in the world.

This is a hobby.

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