61. Awareness?(3)

1.

The last time I uploaded ‘that video’ on my YouTube channel, it got three times the usual number of views.

I wondered if it was because of the cute little thumbnail, but it didn’t seem like it was simply because of that.

I saw that just by looking at the comments.

The response was that they did not know why such a video was uploaded to the algorithm, and they were surprised to hear why a man’s voice could be heard in such a video.

Some people were amazed at Lina’s intelligence, while others boasted that she raised reptiles.

There were also responses asking if it was my own voice, but that’s not important.

It seems that the video was unusual.

Those who always commented on my gukppong videos showed a different reaction.

[K-Tube,,,,Why can I hear a child’s voice in the video,,,?]

[K-Tube sister, did you sell YouTube? Ah~ Let’s go… this isn’t it~ hahahaha… We’re not the mz generation who have no affection~ ㅠㅠ]

[?Where do you feel?]

I didn’t care because I was running YouTube without much thought, but I didn’t think that a high school boy uploaded such a video.

Anyway.

This is the most active post in my channel’s history, although it has tripled the number of views.

1 Times 3 is only 3.

I have no intention of running it seriously.

Sometimes when I’m bored, I take a random video and upload it.

If I run this seriously, it will be me who loses money.

Thinking of that, I turned on the camera on my phone and took a new video.

A one-minute video of throwing away food waste.

It was a video of me answering three people in the comments and talking to myself, but I just quickly filmed it and uploaded it.

It was difficult to hold the phone in one hand, and it was a little embarrassing to talk to myself.

It’s fun. Also, I don’t think I’m the right person for this.

Anyway. By the way.

Today was a very troublesome day.

Sung Yuri suddenly started clinging to me.

I have my eyes too.

Sung Yu-ri is constantly talking to me, but I could tell that she didn’t show rational feelings.

It was fortunate that the person who gave off such a retro world vibe wasn’t betting on me.

Still. Annoying is annoying.

I tried to talk to me and brought up this and that topic, but it was all the more so because other men didn’t know about it, but I wasn’t interested in it.

Maybe he was trying to pick something that I, a man, would like.

I’m rather a person who has more fun with Min Ah-rin talking about herself.

Min Ah-rin’s ‘Description of last week’s NBA basketball legend scene’ was more fun than Sung Yu-ri’s small talk.

Now that I’m at this point, I’m thinking…….

I hope it will come to me tomorrow too.

Um.

Wouldn’t it be okay if I lasted for a few days?

I hope so.

I had an idea to build a certain level of friendship.

Maybe we can become friends.

After receiving Min Ah-rin’s gift at that time, I made up my mind to let go of my extreme personality.

Still, the kid was nice.

Even so.

It’s hard to accept her as a best friend like Min Ah-rin, and it’s still more comfortable to play with Min Ah-rin.

If you are going to come, please come a little more slowly.

… ….

The words came out a little finely.

I mean, I don’t want you to bring those useless conversations to me.

I’m sorry to say this to a nice guy, but it was really boring.

2.

Sung Yu-ri felt a little hurt in her pride when she thought of what happened yesterday.

He was a person who had been popular all his life, and a person who had lived his life enjoying the attention that was being poured out on him.

I had the confidence that I could make a close relationship with anyone of any kind.

Until I tried to talk to Han Seung-gi.

But he didn’t think of building that ego.

He didn’t even think of trying to break Han Seung-gi’s heart.

It was her conviction that she would never cross the line she had set for herself.

Just.

It was just that the man I couldn’t understand seemed so peculiar.

And I still feel the same way.

Tuesday 4th period music class.

A structure in which Han Seung-gi and Min Ah-rin are sitting side by side in the back seat, and Sung Yu-ri is sitting in front of them.

Sung Yu-ri turned her back and was talking to them in order to continue her own plan.

The subjects of her conversations are light things that she usually shares with her male friends.

However, she couldn’t find any joy in Han Seung-gi’s expression.

In the meantime, a conversation that Min Ah-rin started to bring up as if she had suddenly remembered it.

“Right. Han Seung-gi, did I watch the major league game yesterday?”

“Yes.”

Why is that thing popping up all of a sudden?

Why are you telling a man about major league games?

She thought that the reason she was single from birth was not simply because of her appearance.

“The 8th hitter of the Padres hits a home run in the bottom of the 9th…”

Han Seung-gi was always expressionless, but now he felt even more emotionless.

It was Min Ah-rin who started talking, but it was Sung Yuri herself who was really ashamed.

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It could have been a great scene for Min Ah-rin herself, but she couldn’t understand why she was saying it to Han Seung-gi.

I wondered if it would be of any use to awaken Min Ah-rin’s heart.

“A grand home run?”

“Uh.”

“A come-from-behind home run?”

“Right. That’s it. No, his batting average was pretty low? He’s a guy who plays in the 1000s. That’s where he…”

“Oh…”

By the way.

She quickly changed her mind.

Han Seung-gi, who was expressionless, slightly raised the corners of his mouth as if he was having fun, and his eyes seemed to be shining a little.

A sight that Sung Yuri can’t understand.

Two men and women who are lovers themselves talk about American baseball.

She opened her mouth at the sight.

“Seung-gi, do you like baseball too? Have you seen Agoo?”

“I don’t really like it…, I don’t hate it either. I don’t watch it.”

A very different look from the men I’ve met so far.

I didn’t know him when I saw him from afar, but it turned out that he was a more unusual man than I could have imagined.

After that, Min Ah-rin started talking about military dramas.

However, Han Seung-gi still looked happy.

Sung Yu-ri, seeing that, quietly turned her body forward.

When we talk about sports and the military, they just enjoy listening to it.

The personality is not picky, just quiet and sincere.

He studies well, leads an exemplary life, and doesn’t care about Min Ah-rin’s bloody appearance.

But, a man like that has a better face and body than most celebrities.

‘Min Ah-rin, that crazy b*tch. She is truly blessed.’

How did that pathetic mother-of-a-kind solo meet such a man?

She was frustrated that her friend didn’t notice it even though she had crazy luck, and she was depressed when she thought of the men she had met.

When I was thinking about that, I heard the sound from the seat next to me.

The voice of friends playing together in her own group.

“Sung Yu-ri, this… Uh…, What’s wrong with your expression?”

“…Me? …What?”

“Hyeonta’s terrified expression?”

“…Is that so?”

“What is it… It looks so f*cking disgusting.”

“…I see.”

“…….”

“…….”

“Asshole.”

“Damn it.”

3.

I had a calm conversation with Han Seung-gi earlier, but to be honest, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart.

I didn’t like Sung Yu-ri who looked at me and Han Seung-gi with strange expressions.

The words I heard from him on my way home yesterday.

He liked Han Seung-gi and wanted to seduce Han Seung-gi.

After hearing those words, I started to pay attention to his every single action and every word he said.

I wondered what the hell you were doing.

That just applies to Sung Yu-ri, but it also applies to me.

Why am I doing this?

I’m saying this when I’m bored these days, but really, why am I doing this?

It is fun to be with Han Seung-gi.

It’s nice to have such a fun friend, and it’s nice that he treats me special.

I hope he does well.

I wish I had a lot of money, and I hope my life is affluent.

I hope there will be more people who care for him, and I hope his life will be happy.

But starting yesterday, I started feeling contradictory.

I hope he doesn’t have too many friends.

I wish there were no girls interested in him.

I am enough for him.

Every time I thought about that, a sense of shame and apology kept coming up, but I couldn’t stop it.

I wanted to remain as a special person to Han Seung-gi.

I thought it would be terrible if he left me because he had so many friends.

How did you start thinking about this?

I wasn’t usually this shady and obsessed with one of my friends.

If you think about it, it was exactly when Sung Yuri appeared.

Sung Yu-ri and Han Seung-gi talk happily, and Han Seung-gi enjoys the conversation with his characteristic expressionless expression.

He asked me if I liked Han Seung-gi, and he informed me that if he didn’t, he would stare at me.

Yeah, it seems like it’s been like this ever since.

Then why did that become a problem?

They’re both good friends, but why do I hate the fact that they’re getting closer?

Sung Yu-ri, Han Seung-gi, my liking for them, my boyfriend.

… ….

If you think about these keywords together.

… ….

Is this because I like Han Seung-gi?

No.

Uh.

Um.

No.

A.

No way.

That’s not quite right.

In the first place, it’s far from my ideal type…….

Um…….

What kind of person was my ideal type?

I couldn’t come up with the ideal type that I had been thinking about for a long time.

No matter how much I think about it, only the word Han Seung-gi lingers in my head.

No.

Is this correct?

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