80. Preparation for School Trip (2)

1.

Did they say that excessive greed causes anger?

I don’t mean greed, but I think it’s okay to say that I was reckless.

“Why did you take my clothes and play with them?”

“…….”

“No, I’m really curious.”

“…….”

“You take other people’s clothes and make fun of them, but I don’t understand.”

‘That Guy’. Min Su-rin arrived home earlier than I expected.

No, maybe I just spent too much time thinking about the field trip.

I was going to put these clothes back in place and ask them to borrow them formally later, but the timing wasn’t right. He must have thought that I was laughing at him for taking his clothes without permission.

Looking at Min Su-rin’s expression, it doesn’t seem that she was that angry.

Because he’s just making an expression that’s astonishing.

If you tell the truth as it is, you might be able to get over it without much disagreement.

By the way…….

It wasn’t easy.

My heart was different from usual.

There was usually no pressure to bring up the word about Han Seung-gi in a conversation with my family.

It wasn’t such a big deal to talk about a close friend.

Even if the family wasn’t her parents, but Minsu-rin, it didn’t make much of a difference.

But now, I feel ashamed of something.

As she was about to say that she had been working hard on something for Han Seung-gi, a sense of shame came up for some reason.

It’s not just because of the fact that I’m involved with a man.

I’m not some kind of elementary school student.

Even if you tell the truth, Min Su-rin won’t care much.

She’ll just listen casually, or make silly jokes about whether you’re dating.

… ….

I’m usually just tiki-taka who doesn’t have much inspiration, but why do I hate hearing such words today?

Why did I feel ashamed just by imagining it?

And besides this, I also felt strange.

Min Surin just said that. She

She asked why she was floundering with her own clothes.

I was laughing.

It was completely unexpected.

The imagination I had before Minsurin’s attack was nothing special.

How will Han Seung-gi feel when he wears this?

How would I feel if I walked around wearing something similar to him?

Go further.

Will I be able to sit next to Han Seung-gi on the plane?

How enjoyable it would be to see Han Seung-gi’s first airplane experience from the side.

What would it feel like to go around sightseeing spots together?

Thinking back, it was all imagination related to him.

At least, you can pass that up normally.

Since we always hang out with each other, I can only imagine this much.

By the way. Were you smiling while thinking about them?

At first, I thought it was just looking forward to a trip with friends. There was something strange.

Han Seung-gi’s outfit, I’m wearing a similar outfit. Doesn’t that have a lot to do with ‘fun’?

It would be fun if the two of you went around sightseeing spots or took a plane together, but is it such a fun experience that makes you laugh when you imagine it?

As I was thinking about that, I couldn’t even hear Min Su-rin’s voice before I knew it. Now, the words Sung Yu-ri said the other day began to come to mind.

When you go on a school trip, organize your mind about Han Seung-gi.

Make sure you know what kind of mind you have.

If I didn’t like Han Seung-gi, I would seriously approach Han Seung-gi.

It seemed that those words and these symptoms gradually overlapped.

These are words that I completely forgot about until recently.

Because the condition of a school trip is approaching. Because I started thinking seriously about the school trip with Han Seung-gi. All of a sudden, it started engulfing my mind.

No way.

Do I like Han Seung-gi?

Thinking of that man over and over again, imagining being with that man. Is it all because of that?

Yesterday, when I felt a sense of incongruity with Han Seung-gi. I was worried and ran out of the house right away.

When I saw him, I felt like the world was collapsing.

What I wanted him to be happy with me was.

Was it all because of that?

I shook my head slightly.

It was a problem that could not be easily acknowledged.

Not for any other reason… Just…. Ashamed.

I’ve always longed for a relationship, but I’ve never liked anyone.

I had an ideal type, but it was all theoretical, so I had never felt romantic feelings for a real person.

For me, dating was a concept that I had always aimed for but was too far away from.

It was similar to liking someone.

This was a difficult feeling to accept comfortably.

I had never really imagined it before, and it was just a very awkward feeling.

Such feelings…… It was awkward to say that he was going to someone he had only thought of as his best friend.

A.

That can’t be.

I wasn’t the kind of person who felt that way towards a friend. Of course, Han Seung-gi was the first male friend.

There were times when I felt lust, but for a high school girl, it’s a rather normal feeling. Although that desire did not erupt against anyone other than Han Seung-gi.

I must be thinking strange things because Sung Yu-ri said strange things. Though my heart feels stuffy when I think of someone dating Han Seung-gi.

I didn’t like Sung Yu-ri’s notice, so the thought of clearing up my feelings for Han Seung-gi was like a chimney.

As always, I drove a complex idea into a corner of my mind.

The school trip ends next Thursday. I thought there was still plenty of time left.

“Are you really crazy?”

“My, what am I…”

“I’m not saying anything. Are you really okay?”

“?”

“Laughed alone and stopped. I thought he just shook his head.”

“No…”

“Or tell me. Why did you do that?”

His head is complicated, but he is very persistent.

Still, this time I decided to open my mouth.

Because I haven’t organized my thoughts about Han Seung-gi yet.

Not yet… Because I don’t like Han Seung-gi.

“Yeah, Han Seung-gi… He said he had no clothes to wear on a school trip…”

“Are you taking care of that? Are you guys really dating?”

However, as soon as I heard that, the thought that I had put away in the back of my mind began to come to my mind again.

It’s usually not that difficult to put your thoughts away….

My heart felt strange today.

No, maybe it was already weird.

2.

“Seunggi has no clothes to wear?”

“No, that, it’s not that there isn’t one…, It’s just a bit…, That’s what it is…”

“Yes, yes. Dad knows. Mum knows too.”

A father who doesn’t know anything at all.

Still, it would not have been possible to find out the circumstances of Han Seung-gi’s family with this little information.

It is said that my parents are very smart people, but there is such a thing as an information gap.

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Hasn’t the great Han Seung-gi fallen for lies about airplanes because of the information gap?

No matter how much my parents are, it is not okay to tell information about Han Seung-gi on my own.

Min Surin talked about me while having dinner.

Of course, there were a lot of references to Han Seung-gi in that short story, and when the three letters “Han Seung-gi” Appeared, the parents’ interest suddenly began to focus.

I wonder how good the impression was.

Anyway, I tried to avoid talking about it like before.

Because it was embarrassing to talk about a male friend who is not here in front of my family.

Unfortunately, Dad made my mind even more confused.

‘What’s the reaction like? Are you ashamed to bring up Seung-gi?’

‘No! It’s not embarrassing or anything like that….’

‘We ate together on the weekend.’

Sure.

No, was my mind calm on the weekend?

It could have been like that when playing games with Han Seung-gi, but was it like that at other times?

I can’t even remember.

Did sleeping in my house and his house for a day give you trouble?

Or is it because of the fact that Sung Yu-ri’s words and the school trip got closer?

Why did you suddenly change like this today?

Is it correct to say that today has changed?

Hasn’t there been many times before that when you think about Han Seung-gi, your mind becomes complicated?

A lot of questions popped up in my mind, and my spirit was confused.

And while I’m so confused. Her mother’s mouth opened.

“Then Surin isn’t lending her clothes, she should be buying new ones.”

Also, the mouth of the father.

“That’s right. It’s kind of like giving clothes that other people used to wear.”

“That… It’s for rent…”

“If you like the clothes, you can give them to me.”

Is that how it works?

“Oh, but if you’re going to Jeju Island for 4 days and 3 nights, don’t you need a carrier too? Right, honey?”

“Right. The one in my house is a bit big, but…”

“Should I buy a new one?”

“If you’re going to help, you’d better do that.”

“Han Seung-gi seems to hate it…”

“Arin, you can’t interfere with adults talking.”

“?”

It was an incomprehensible statement, but I decided to do more thinking on my own.

My mind was too complicated to pay attention to other trivial matters.

I could still hear all sorts of voices in my ears.

“By the way, even if they gave me a carrier, they wouldn’t accept it…”

“Do I need to give it now? I can keep it at my house and use it later.”

“Ah… Will you go on a family trip together later?”

“Yes.”

“Dad, what do you mean?”

“Surin, you’re talking about adults.”

“?”

Of course I wasn’t listening to it.

“I’ll have to ask Jeongyeon for clothes tomorrow. That friend knows men’s fashion well.”

“Ah, are you an acolyte? He’s trustworthy. Arin will know what style you want.”

“Wouldn’t it be nice to have something like lotion?”

“I’ll buy that on my way home. It’s where I always go.”

“Okay. I’ll ask.”

“How should I give it?”

“Well…, I said I put it in in case I needed it…, Wouldn’t it be okay to say sorry for not being able to give you this kind of thing?”

“I think it’s a bit lacking…”

“Think about it some more. Seung-gi is a grown-up, but he’s still a kid.”

“That’s right. Oh, why don’t you give me some money and run an errand to buy something like chocolate? In return for lending me a bag?”

“That’s fine! You can just say you don’t need chocolate in moderation!”

“Souvenirs can do that too!”

It was noisy, though.

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