Male and Female Reversal High School Pure Love

86. School trip (4)

1.

I often show eccentricities, such as imagining useless things over trivial matters, or being ashamed of myself because of useless imagination.

Just today, I felt sorry for myself because the clothes Seunggi wore in the morning didn’t resemble the clothes I wore, and because it didn’t become a similar couple shirt. When that feeling went away, he stuttered ashamed of himself.

Things like that were quite common for me.

I can’t get used to it, but it can be said that it’s something I always do.

However, sometimes the brain stops completely.

In the past, it was the same on the day I touched Seung-gi’s thigh during club activities.

It was the same when I was caught by Min Su-rin while attacking Seung-gi on the day we were preparing for performance evaluation with Seung-gi at my house.

The day I went to Seung-gi’s house for the first time while bragging about my money to Seung-gi.

On the day when I laid on top of Seunggi as soon as I woke up in the morning, that was Seunggi’s… Even when rubbed against his body.

… ….

What kind of life am I living?

Come to think of it like this, is it any good that I didn’t get caught?

Anyway, why did I bring this up…….

Because the same thing is still happening.

“The horse is shaking a lot.”

“…Really…?”

“I just thought it would be easy to ride. It’s harder than I thought.”

It was harder than I thought.

For a slightly different reason.

No, for many different reasons.

To be honest, I felt so unfair.

Apart from my current situation, riding a horse wasn’t too difficult for me.

It’s true that I shake a lot, but balancing my body is something I do better than anyone else.

His legs are strong, too.

Sure.

The optimal conditions to show Seung-gi a good side are in place.

There is only one condition preventing me from unfolding my abilities.

“Uh… Arin, wait a minute.”

“Huh?”

After saying that, Seunggi straightened up his stance.

It means that they are a little closer to me.

Now, that feeling is starting to feel very blatantly.

Every time the horse moves, every time the saddle shakes, I feel a ‘stick’ pressing down on my hips.

The firm yet soft texture is blatantly felt.

His instincts were also leading me in a perverted direction.

I keep focusing on the part that is in contact with ‘it’, and when the words shake, I pretend to be a mistake and rub my body. Seeing Seung-gi calming down, I felt relieved to be alone.

Really. It was so shady, I couldn’t stand it.

I think the fact that I haven’t been able to relieve my s*xual desire lately has played a part.

… If I had to ask, I did it once. On the morning of the day Seunggi and I slept over at our house.

… Anyway!

I couldn’t even change my posture.

A small, ambiguous movement won’t change anything, and an accident might happen if you make a big movement on the horse.

It’s okay for me to get hurt, but I couldn’t admit that it would cause problems for Seung-gi.

The word quandary really suits this situation.

In the midst of that, Seunggi started talking to me once more.

“Have you ever ridden a horse?”

“No…, Today is the first time…”

“Really?”

“Uh… Why…?”

“It rides really well. My body doesn’t shake much.”

“That’s right?!”

No.

If you say that, I can’t stand it anymore.

After hearing Seunggi’s words, I regained my composure.

Let’s not focus on the butt anymore, let’s just focus on the words.

You can’t show a weak side right in front of a man, right in front of a guy you like.

If you concentrate, you will be able to endure it somehow.

It won’t take long to complete…….

I’ll have to endure it for a little while.

“Uh…. Arin, are you okay?”

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As soon as I made that resolution, the horse’s body shook greatly, and Seung-gi hugged me.

I could feel the warmth of a man’s body and the hard body unique to Seunggi all over my body.

I felt the spirit of victory with my whole body.

… ….

Really, let’s hold on a little longer.

2.

The word ‘complex emotions’ that I spit out endlessly every day.

I don’t mean to use those words normally, but I think I should have used them only during the last 5 minutes.

I think this is the first time I’ve felt such complex emotions.

Every time I had this or that contact with Seung-gi. With the thought that please save me, I thought that please this contact would last longer.

Especially when Seung-gi said he would try to hold the reins while riding a horse earlier.

Seunggi leaned forward to grab the reins and stretched out his arms as if gently hugging me. I really had dozens of thoughts.

Even in the midst of that, focusing on the part that touched Seunggi was a bad thing, even if I thought about it.

Anyway. No matter what. Having endured it somehow is a remarkable achievement in its own way.

So after the experience, I got off the horse with Seung-gi and went to the place where my classmates were gathered.

Looking at it, it seems that most of them have already finished their horseback riding experience, and they are all gathered in front of the bus we came on.

By the way, let’s go there. My friends spotted me and came closer to us.

“…What is it?”

“Min Ah-rin, did you look happy?”

“No what…”

“Hey… Since when have you been like that?”

“Are you two dating? How are you so sweet?”

These crazy b*tches. Looking at his expression, he looks serious somewhere, and sometimes he seems to be playful.

When I looked to the side, Seunggi looked a bit flustered.

I tried to silence them before the atmosphere took over, but…….

For some reason, my mouth didn’t open, and I started to pay attention to Seung-gi.

What kind of psychology was that?

I deliberately let go of teasing people by asking if we were dating, and while I pretended to dislike it, I think I secretly wanted to see Seung-gi’s reaction.

I tried to tell him to stop, but it wasn’t a particularly stubborn refusal. The whole time I was saying that, I was only looking at Seung-gi.

Of course, Seunggi had no interest in us playing.

I laughed it off, asking what kind of joke you were playing, and since then, he hasn’t interfered in our conversation.

I said the same thing earlier…….

The human psychology is really selfish.

Inconsistent and playful.

When I was first subjected to those pranks, the reaction of rejection came out first, but I felt sorry for Seung-gi showing such a subtle reaction.

Did something get twisted when he came to like Seung-gi?

I keep having delusions, I think it would be nice if Seung-gi likes me, and I always end up disappointed alone with strange expectations.

Really, why are you doing this these days?

Even when I think about it, my condition is strange, and even though I feel it, if I have delusions related to Seung-gi, I quickly fall into it again.

… ….

Yes what. Originally, there is a saying that people change when they fall in love.

Thinking backwards, once you get used to love, wouldn’t it be possible to go back to the way it was before?

If you don’t show such a foolish appearance, but show the cool and cool Minarin like before, you might be able to earn more points from Seunggi.

I think it’s important to keep the same as usual as much as possible.

I feel like I want to show off my feelings to Seung-gi from a while ago, but I think things will get better someday if I put up with those things little by little.

Willpower is important. Willpower.

I made up my mind again.

It seems like you’ve already made up your mind a few times recently. Anyway, got it again.

Isn’t that a popular term these days? The important thing is that the heart is unbreakable.

“Ah, what are you talking about? Don’t talk nonsense. It makes Seung-gi uncomfortable.”

“It’s not particularly uncomfortable.”

“Huh?”

Does Seunggi like me?

3.

After all schedules are over. We arrived at the hostel where we would be staying for 3 nights and 4 days.

The accommodation we were staying in was a hotel.

It wasn’t the kind of hotel that says several stars, but it looked good because it had everything and was clean.

For me, anywhere other than our semi-basement house would be fine.

There were 7 male students in one room, and fortunately, the ones I was close to entered the room assigned to me.

The class president or Cheon Se-joon. Besides that, there are a few kids who are good at studying.

Today’s itinerary consisted only of plane boarding, horseback riding, and go-karting, but the travel must have been difficult, so the kids all took a shower and laid down on the blankets.

However, even though the body is exhausted, the mind is not exhausted is the male high school students of the world.

A field of chatter that I could not adapt to began to unfold.

If it was the previous world, it wouldn’t have been difficult to intervene in the conversation, but why are the interests of men in the previous world so different from mine?

The field I was interested in was studying, but there weren’t any kids who even came on a trip to talk about studying.

So I decided to act as usual.

With a smile on my lips, I react to other friends’ stories as if they’re having fun, and I take a step back and watch the story.

But, did you say that no peace is everlasting?

After the story, which had been going on for a while, ended, the eyes of the children gradually began to focus on me.

No. It’s quite embarrassing to see men staring at me like this.

Of course, the story that followed was even more burdensome.

“Seunggi, is there anyone you are interested in?”

An expression as if expecting a certain answer.

Watching that expression. Along with embarrassment, Min Ah-rin’s face suddenly came to mind.