Male and Female Reversal High School Pure Love

90. School trip (8)

1.

There was a vague memory.

And, of course, I only thought that those memories were dreams.

Because it was nonsense.

That dream seemed to be connected to the dream in which I quenched my s*xual desire to an imaginary Seung-gi in the garden.

In my dream, I was sitting in the garden with Seung-gi, and when it started to rain out of nowhere, Seung-gi carried me inside the hotel.

Seung-gi kept moving his feet as if it were natural.

Looking at the direction they were moving, they were probably taking me to my guest room.

Everyone we encountered looked at us with strange expressions, but it must have looked strange because the woman was sitting on the man’s back.

And I didn’t even care because those things would all be dreams anyway.

Seunggi, who was carrying me, ran into a teacher when he reached the floor where my room was.

Even though he wasn’t one of our classmates, Seung-gi seemed to be secretly friendly with the teacher.

‘Seung-gi? Why are you out there Who is he?’

‘Oh, hello! They’re just close friends, uh… , I secretly called to play outside…. Sorry….’

‘No, Seunggi, you should deviate a little. Those are all memories. But why is he on your back?’

‘The child sprained his leg while playing outside. It’s like a punishment, on purpose to be a bit ashamed….’

‘hehehe, they are having fun. There are only girls here, so hurry up and take them away.’

‘Yes!’

What excuse are you talking about?

Honestly, where is the teacher who listens to such an excuse and just goes over it?

Of course, my imagination is poor, so this absurd conversation came out in my dream.

… ….

Of course I thought so.

I didn’t think for a second that it was real.

Of course, I thought it was a dream that was well remembered.

Forcibly harassing the person you like, falling asleep outside, carrying the man you harassed on, and returning to your room with his help?

What kind of story is this? Movies these days aren’t made like this.

… ….

I thought so.

I recalled yesterday’s ‘dream’ for a while, and when I came to my senses, I could feel the lights in the dark aquarium, and I could see the nape of Seung-gi’s neck reflected in the lights.

Things I had dismissed as dreams in the morning began to come to my mind.

Especially, that kiss mark came to mind in more detail.

The place where I kissed, the place where I enjoyed sucking.

The traces of forcibly molesting him while holding on to Seung-gi who said he didn’t like it.

There were traces of it in a place where there was no error in my memory.

I felt my legs loosen up.

My hands trembled, and my eyes moved here and there.

“Don’t worry about that…”

Seunggi didn’t look very good from the morning.

He glossed over my question asking why, and didn’t try to explain the reason to me until the end.

Isn’t that obvious?

How can you feel good when the person who drank alcohol and forcibly molested you approaches you pretending to be friendly?

Besides, he didn’t even remember what he had done and was acting like a nice person?

To protect, to help. Did you say something disgusting or put it in your mouth?

Seung-gi didn’t tell anyone about it.

If he wanted to tell the teachers, he would have had the chance at any time, but he still left it as an incident that only he knew about.

Even by covering the traces of the molestation with a bandage.

Deliberately pretending to be friendly with me, even pretending nothing happened.

I even lied to the teacher who guarded the hotel.

I don’t think Seunggi did this for me.

You shouldn’t think like that unless you’re crazy.

You probably didn’t want to ruin the school trip.

I guess he didn’t want to ruin the trip of his friends by making things big.

If a male student was forcibly molested by a female student who drank alcohol on the first day of her school trip, she would never end up normal.

A good interpretation would end there, but I had one more thought.

The fact that I hid this until the end wasn’t because it was for me.

In the end, isn’t Seunggi no longer interested in my relationship?

She’s not interested in a vicious molester named Min Ah-rin, and she’s just saying that she’s thinking of other friends.

She said earlier that she tried to avoid talking to me and hid it from me. With this fact, it feels more natural.

No, it’s natural when you think about it.

I knew that Seung-gi’s standards for gender were somewhat strange, but there were limits to that too.

You can’t just look at someone who touches your body on a fictional day and looks at you with strange eyes until the end.

She ended up doing something crazy by force hugging herself.

You probably heard everything I said about dreams and all.

A girl named Min Ah-rin must have thought that Han Seung-gi, who appeared in her dreams, was a shady b*tch who stalked and molested him as she wanted.

… ….

That’s right. The result is like this, what can I say?

Thinking of that, I weakly rolled my eyes and looked at Seung-gi.

I could see the expression Seunggi was looking at me.

No emotion whatsoever. No, the cold eyes overflowing only with feelings of hatred.

No one shows a face like that to a friend.

It can be said that it is a gaze that can only be received by becoming an enemy.

When I checked that, my legs felt weak.

Should I say fortunately?

People who entered the aquarium had already gone far away, so we were the only ones in this place.

But what does that matter?

Everything is over.

Tears were about to flow.

Feeling that made me hate myself even more.

Seung-gi was enduring the terrible thing alone, but the perpetrator was about to shed tears shamelessly.

The reason was very pitiful.

Although most of it was regret for having done such a thing to Seung-gi.

To be honest, there must have been a selfish reason that the relationship with Seung-gi ended.

Then, aren’t these tears for me after all?

I wish someone could turn back time.

I wish I could go back to yesterday evening because it’s okay to shorten my lifespan.

By the way, is this intentional?

It’s not to get rid of Seung-gi’s wounds. Isn’t it the intention to hide his true nature from Seung-gi and show only good things?

I felt so pitiful about myself.

More than pathetic, it felt disgusting.

All the tears that were about to come out stopped.

I didn’t think about anything anymore, I just felt dazed.

“How cool.”

“…….”

“Arina.”

“Yes…”

“Is there anything you want to say?”

“…….”

I want to say sorry, of course.

Of course, I want to apologize when the relationship I’ve been working hard on has collapsed.

But I wondered if even that would be a selfish choice.

Just apologizing isn’t the end.

It may be the end of me, but the scars left by Seung-gi are not healing.

But Seunggi grabbed me and forced me to stand up.

Then he grabbed my shoulder and started looking at me.

“I don’t have to say anything.”

“…….”

It was hard to keep eye contact, but I didn’t avoid it. Because Seunggi didn’t seem to want that.

I just caught Seung-gi’s gaze with weak eyes.

“That’s…, Ariana…”

“…….”

“I’m saying this because it happened like this.”

“Yes…”

“……Was I good too?”

“…Uh…?”

“I didn’t really like it.”

But strange words flowed into my ears.

Is this a dream too?

I think my mind is fine?

But it’s not realistic at all?

“If it’s because of me, it’s okay…”

“I’m not lying…”

It was still dark inside the aquarium, but Seung-gi’s face looked somewhat red.

The dim lighting showed off the redness of his face.

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“Ha… Mr., Is this correct?”

“Uh, huh…?”

Seunggi sighed and said.

After that, I think I said ‘I don’t know’.

Seunggi opened his mouth and bit my neck.

The two lips pressed against the nape of my neck, leaving no holes for air to escape.

My eyes were wide open, but all I could see was Seung-gi’s slightly bent upper body.

Seung-gi’s face was slightly caught at the edge of his field of vision.

It seemed like our eyes met. At least the direction of their gaze seemed to match.

And without a chance to look at the situation. I started to feel a strange feeling in my throat.

Seunggi started sucking on the nape of my neck.

The tongue touched something soft, and the tongue touched something hard.

The slight snort felt warm.

Just like that, time began to pass.

It felt like a minute had passed, but to be honest, I had no way of knowing the exact time.

As if Seung-gi hadn’t even started yet, he started biting my neck more intensely than before.

Is it because my brain has stopped and I can’t think of anything? One second felt too long.

1 Second passed, 5 seconds passed, 10 seconds passed.

In terms of experience, the time felt several times longer, but time passed anyway.

In the end, after about 20 seconds passed, Seung-gi’s mouth fell.

The last thing I felt on the nape of my neck was the hot breath flowing from Seung-gi’s mouth.

I…… Maybe he was making a stupid face.

My eyes were wide open and my mouth was open vaguely.

My hands touched the damp nape of my neck, and my legs continued to tremble.

All my nerves were focused on Seung-gi, who acted completely incomprehensible.

And soon after, I could hear the words coming out of his mouth.

“Don’t even think about erasing that. It’s like punishment.”

After hearing that, I understood what had happened.

He told me not to worry because he did the same thing himself.

I don’t hate you, it’s to the extent that I can make physical contact like this.

I wasn’t particularly shocked by what happened yesterday.

So no more stupid reactions.

Leaving those words, Seunggi was already walking far away to see the penguins.

I also slowly moved towards it.

… ….

I’m going crazy.

Really.

Seunggi has gotten so much better.

More than a simple 17-year-old love feeling.