Male and Female Reversal High School Pure Love

94. Field Trip (12)

1.

If you look at the school trip itself, you wouldn’t say it was such a great trip.

It started raining in the evening of the first day, and it continued to rain until the third day.

The outside activities scheduled for the 3rd day were greatly restricted, and when the last day came, other students boarded the plane with dissatisfied faces.

Everyone was full of complaints.

Even my friends were blowing pad rips to the earth, so I said everything.

It seemed that the teachers also had a lot of trouble because of the sudden rain that was not in the forecast.

Everyone can see dark circles, and they look harder than anyone else.

So…….

The only people smiling on this plane must have been Seunggi and me.

No, it must have been just me since Seunggi was originally an expressionless person.

A lot has happened over the past few days.

It all started off badly.

The memory of forced indecent assault that will remain in my memory for the rest of my life and I will regret it.

But things went strangely.

I don’t know what kind of mindset has changed, but Seung-gi is starting to show a completely different side of himself.

There has been more physical contact between us, and we have become much closer physically and psychologically.

There was even a sense of awkwardness at first, but after the 3rd and 4th days, it started to feel natural.

Because they wear clothes that look almost the same, and they’ve been closer than anyone else.

Anyway, it was a most satisfying trip for me.

If I had to point out something I was dissatisfied with, would it be that my ideal s*xual desire seems to have developed further?

Excited while forcibly hugging Seung-gi with a body trained through exercise, excited while forcibly hugging Seung-gi with his strength relaxed.

Even when I thought about it, I wasn’t in a good state.

I changed my underwear during the trip, not because it was simply embarrassing, but because the condition of the underwear was not reasonable.

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Thought that, I turned my head to the side.

Seung-gi, who was sitting in the seat next to me, fell asleep after watching the plane take off, probably from fatigue.

How could he be so handsome while sleeping?

I can’t believe that I did such a thing to a person like this, that I had various skinships while traveling with a man like this.

You can’t know Seung-gi’s mind.

It’s a big deal to think that you like me just because something like that happened.

Because I don’t understand the psychology of men.

You shouldn’t interpret what you did as just friends and treat it as something you did to someone you like.

…… But does it make sense to just let it go even if a friend commits indecent assault?

Leaving a kiss mark on a friend like that?

What’s the shame of kissing the bridge of the nose while playing minigames?

Walking around holding each other’s hands, feeding each other snacks, wiping mouths, kissing indirectly?

… ….

Honestly, it’s too scary.

You shouldn’t expect great judgment from me, who has been living as a single mother for 17 years.

It’s too scary to draw conclusions.

What if I misunderstood myself and confessed to Seung-gi and got rejected?

What if the opportunity never comes again, and all the happiness you enjoyed while being ‘friends’ like this disappears?

Even if Seunggi accepted it when I confessed, it’s the same as being anxious.

If one party likes one-sidedly and becomes a lover, isn’t that a very unstable relationship?

Seung-gi is a man superior to anyone else, but more women will be swindled in the future.

Since I was born as a single person, there are so many things I lack…….

I have never thought of confessing yet, but if I do, I want to do it in a certain situation!

Am I thinking this because I’m a parent?

Should I seek counseling from Yuri Sung?

What if another girl approaches you after you’ve been so indecisive?

What if there is someone like Sung Yu-ri who comes to me with serious thoughts rather than with strange goals?

But if I confessed that quickly and Seunggi only considered me as a friend…….

No. The thoughts are endless.

I shook my head to blow the idea away.

Because I was thinking about something like this, it seemed that my fear only increased.

Like when I realized my feelings for Seung-gi, there may be times when I have to make a decision.

I wanted to put those thoughts aside for now.

I looked at Seung-gi’s hand on the handle of the seat and carefully put my hand on it.

I put my finger between Seung-gi’s fingers and felt the touch.

I felt a tingling sensation in my lower leg just by holding my hand, but I tried to ignore it.

This shouldn’t be a problem.

How many times did you have physical contact with Seung-gi during this trip?

This is just normal now.

… ….

But, if this is normal, it’s almost like a couple…….

Um. Let’s stop

So I forcibly shook off my thoughts and closed my eyes.

Yeah, what. I still have one wish ticket left.

Once when I went to Seung-gi’s house, once while giving him 500,000 won.

I only have one left, but it can be used for anything.

So let’s calm down for now.

2.

After the trip was over, I returned home.

The carrier I borrowed went back to Min Ah-rin.

Actually, since she couldn’t find the souvenir that Min Ah-rin’s parents asked for, I thought it would be right for me to bring it home. He took it almost by force.

Is this correct?

I don’t know.

But what…… , You thought about that on your trip.

For now, let’s live doing what we want to do.

You’ll have to come to your senses later, but for a while, like a high school student, let’s live as we please.

And Min Ah-rin’s parents won’t say anything because of one of these things.

No matter how you look at it, they weren’t like that.

Anyway, I opened the door to the house and went inside.

Since I spent the night at Min A-rin’s house the day before the trip, it seemed like it had been a long time since he came to my house.

Obviously, when I returned to where I belonged, my mental state became gloomy again.

I don’t think it’s a good idea to live by doing what you want.

Now that I’m home, if I don’t study right away, it seems like my future will disappear.

Anyone can see that hanging out with Min Ah-rin in Yangji seems wrong.

As expected, does the environment make a person?

However, such miscellaneous thoughts did not matter much.

Those thoughts were already embedded deep in my heart, so there was nothing special about them.

First of all.

… ….

Because the state of the house seemed strange.

There was a pool of water in one part of the floor.

Fortunately, it wasn’t so incredibly stagnant.

It was difficult to see that the water had leaked. If that was the case, there would be no way the muddy water would have accumulated.

I set down my luggage, changed my clothes, and slowly examined the traces.

The water seemed to flow down from somewhere.

A small muddy puddle had been built near the wall, and when I checked the wall, there were traces of water burning down.

Walls were wet and crumpled, with a few torn or chipped pieces.

The trace led to the window, and when I opened the window, a small amount of muddy water flowed down.

Could it be because of the rain?

Did the rain clouds I saw in Jeju Island come this far?

As I was thinking about that, I suddenly felt uneasy.

My house is semi-underground, but it has never been particularly damaged by floods.

I’m not sure if the terrain is high, but even if it rains a lot, it’s never been a direct problem for my house.

Since I haven’t lived here for a day or two, it can be said that a house that is safe from flood damage is a conclusion based on statistics.

But why did this happen all of a sudden?

I looked up the news on my cell phone while organizing the traces.

When I entered the portal site, news about the heavy rain in the metropolitan area was overflowing.

While we were in Jeju Island, it seems that the metropolitan area was not very peaceful either.

On the way home, the whole road felt dirty, but it seems that the downpour was much stronger than I thought.

Still, I was reassured by the article.

No matter what damage others have suffered, it has nothing to do with me.

I’m not a person who can afford to sympathize with them.

I’ve had a lot of changes in my mindset, but I’m still a selfish person.

Anyway, I can say that this incident was rather good for me.

Wasn’t it all said if it ended like this when there was a terrible downpour that covered the news?

I don’t know how much it rained to make it like this, but no matter how much rain it rains, it ends like this.

What. The wallpaper was messed up, the mold got worse in the house, the linoleum on the floor was heard, and there was a musty smell.

Good is good.

Because I can cover something as trivial as this.

… ….

It didn’t feel too good.

Looking at them made me feel like I was automatically getting depressed.

Still, there was no time to be occupied with such things.

Isn’t this kind of thing happening in life?