My 26-year-old Female Tenant

I dialed Ban Dae's phone with anxiety, he seemed to be waiting for a long time, so that he answered in an instant, I said apologetically, "Ban Dae, the phone has been turned on silent all the time, what's the matter with you? "

   "There's nothing wrong,"

"Oh,"

  My answer caused Ban Dae, who didn't like to talk, to fall into silence, and because I felt ashamed, I couldn't be active, so I fell into silence with him.

  Ban Dad finally asked again: "Is work going well recently?"

"pretty good......"

   "Well, since the work is going well, shouldn't it be time for you and Xiaomi to consider getting married? This is almost becoming a problem for your mother and me,"

Sure enough, Ban Dae inevitably brought up my marriage with Mi Cai. Although I was mentally prepared, I still felt that I had overturned the five-flavored bottle. I really didn’t know how to talk about this matter with Ban Dae. You know, once he knows the truth, he will not only be disappointed, but saddened, saddened by my various emotional inactions, saddened that I will not be able to fulfill their dreams of dreams.

   "Zhaoyang, did you hear me?"

   "Uh... the signal was a bit bad just now... that..."

  Ban Dae interrupted me: "Stop this and that, isn't it the weekend tomorrow, you take Xiaomi home, let's sit down as a family and talk about the marriage."

   "She's busy this week, I see... just wait a little longer,"

   "If she is really busy, I can go to Suzhou with your mother,"

Ban Dae's resolute attitude made me a little panicked, but I still couldn't make up my mind to tell the fact that I had broken up with Mi Cai, so I said after a while: "It's such a long way, you and my mother don't bother, let me go back. "

  Perhaps Ban Dad never dreamed that Mi Cai and I would break up, so he didn't care. What I said was: I'll go back, not us, and then hung up after telling me a few words.

I listened to the "beep" sound coming from the phone in a state of bewilderment. I didn't know how to face their ardent expectations tomorrow, so my heart became so agitated. I ordered some beer and drank it while walking, thinking that the restless mood would be blown away by the sultry summer wind...

  ...

  I came to the edge of the moat almost subconsciously, stood at the guardrail, looked at the river flowing northward with the wind, lost my mind for a while, but longed for a rain in my heart, to extinguish all the restlessness and restlessness in my body.

After all, the rain did not fall, and I was disappointed, lying on my back on the lawn, and when I closed my eyes, she appeared by my side as always, and asked: "Zhaoyang, are you afraid of being bitten by mosquitoes when you lie here? "

  I sat up from the lawn, looked at myself, and replied: "My blood is full of helplessness and anxiety. Any mosquito that dares to bite me will seek death."

   "Your inexplicable mistake has committed again,"

   "What do you know,...you don't know anything,"

  Jian Wei didn't pay attention, but took out a bottle of mosquito repellent liquid from her bag and handed it to me, saying, "Wipe some, if you plan to sit here for a while,"

  I shook my head, indicating no need.

Jian Wei didn't force me, unscrewed the bottle cap, wiped some on her arm, then took out a stack of unprocessed documents from her handbag as usual, and said to me while reviewing: "Here , you have come here more often than before, have you been having a rough time lately?"

   "These years have not been very smooth,"

  This time, Jian Wei looked at me before asking again: "Is there a conflict with Mi Cai?"

   "How to see,"

   "Otherwise you wouldn't remember this place,"

  I took out a cigarette from my pocket, but the lighter was missing, so I took Jian Wei's handbag, found the lighter that seemed to be for me from the interlayer inside, and lit the cigarette.

  Jian Wei said displeasedly: "You are really impolite, did I let you move my bag?"

   "I don't move your bag, how did you find the lighter,"

   "You are a robber logic... If you respect a woman, you must respect her bag, this is etiquette,"

   "Who cares about that nonsense etiquette... Besides, didn't I find a lighter from your bag last time like this,"

   "Last time was with my permission, did I agree this time, you are purely self-assessed to feel good about yourself,"

   "You, a strong woman of the new era, haggle with me over this trivial matter, and lose your status,"

   "I've seen through you, you're just a rascal and a bastard,"

   "What do you know, you don't know anything..."

   Jian Wei looked at me again, frowned and said, "Can you still express yourself soberly now?"

"Of course I'm sober, so I said you don't understand anything, you don't understand anything... In fact, there is a city in my heart, which is very big and can pretend to be things. Even if the world is sluggish, I My heart is still full of flowers, "

   "Sao Qing,"

   "Go ahead and scold me harder,"

Jian Wei's tone softened: "Zhaoyang, if you really have something in your heart that you can't pretend, you can try to communicate, communicate, venting in this inexplicable way will only make you more and more painful , I feel more and more that no one in this world can understand you, understand you, "

  I finally opened my eyes, and under the dim light, I looked at her face...

Jian Wei asked me again: "Tell me, what is it that stimulates you? We always meet by this river, which can be regarded as fate. Because of fate, I can be a listener, and I can also enlighten you." , enlighten you, "

   "What a great fate,"

   "Then you said..."

I pondered for a while, and finally sighed and said to her: "...I broke up with Mi Cai, and now I am suffering from the sequelae of the breakup, hehe...Everyone thought we would get married, But we are still divided, so to live in this world, don’t think that you know how to live well, that you can think about the future beautifully, but in fact the future is just an out-of-the-ordinary joke.. ....Do you know, I bought two wedding rings, but in the end I couldn’t **** get married, you said... You said my parents were so desperate, after giving birth to such a no-nonsense son,'

  Jian Wei looked at me with a complex expression, and remained silent for a while...

  So I laughed again, and said: "Didn't you say you want to enlighten me, hurry up and enlighten me, a man who has no point in life..."

   "I don't know what to tell you...I always thought you were happy, at least emotionally,"

I just looked at Jian Wei and didn't say anything, because we all live in a world I don't understand, that's why she thinks I'm doing well, and I think she's doing well, but the reality is blurred. .....

Picking up Jianwei's lighter again, lighting a cigarette, I can't help but think about my father and mother in the distance, they also don't understand, and I hope that Mi Cai and I will give them a wedding tomorrow. reply.

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  Today I have been discussing with my book friends about the yy party at the end of the month. This time the yy party is more formal... I hope everyone will attend it then.

   Today's time was delayed, let's update it, make it up tomorrow,