My 26-year-old Female Tenant

Winter nights are extremely cold, and it is not suitable to stay outdoors for a long time, but we still stayed in this square for a long time. No matter how I live my life in the future, I will never forget it, because there are many Memories about me and Mi Cai, we make our life very casual here, so we often come here to play racing cars, and we also came here to guide each other when we couldn’t find a way out in love, and this place carries our playfulness , also let us become correct.

Looking back at this journey, I realized that we have really experienced too many hardships. At this moment, she can lean in my arms, which is the greatest blessing that God has given me. I never want to lose her, lose my life The biggest thought in the book.

Thinking of this, my sense of crisis began to erupt again, so I hugged her tightly, put my right hand on the back of her neck and stroked it over and over again, wishing I could hold her in my palm, never Reluctant to let go.

She seemed to understand what I was thinking, and leaned her soft cheek against mine, and there was warmth between us, as if saying goodbye to the loneliest time in life, ignoring the loss of time here, and pursuing the touch of being together !

  Yes, we need to live together in this indifferent and impetuous world!

  The cold wind cannot take away the warmth generated by our mutual dependence. She whispered in my ear: "Zhaoyang, please be the last belief in my life."

  I want to shed tears for no reason...I can only nod in response to her...At this moment, I can no longer remember how much I wanted to break myself into pieces in life in the past few years!

For a long time, I choked up and sang the song "Elopement" in her ear... Without the guidance of the accompaniment, I sang a passionate version. I never knew that this song was okay Sing like this, sing this feeling!

"You are my last belief in the city of desire, don't be sad anymore, I see hope, do you still have the courage to follow me away, I want to take you to elope, to the farthest town, to be the happiest people..."

I sang this song to the end with the firmest belief in her ears. Her tears flowed more fiercely than mine. They ran down her cheeks, passed through my skirt, and fell into the neckline. In the end, there was nothing left. Strength, just stopped on my heart, beating "plop, plop"... out of nostalgia, out of faith!

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At the exit of the square, Mi Cai bid me farewell. She is going to find the woman in red tonight. She still has some things to communicate with the woman in red to make sure that everything will be safe tomorrow. Therefore, she does not plan to go back tonight. Live, of course I can understand her, and about this night, I am already very satisfied!

I didn't want to delay Mi Cai's serious business, so I rejected her proposal to send me back, and walked to our residence alone. In fact, I really had very little mood and opportunity, in the dead of night It's time to walk a long way. Every time at this time, I can calm down, think about many things, and untie those seemingly inextricable knots in life.

In fact, this square is not too far from our residence, but I deliberately took a detour, because this night was not accompanied by Mi Cai, and my desire to go home was much lower, and I wanted to take advantage of this time. As we go, we will unravel more things that bother us.

  In the middle of the night, I just walked to the edge of the moat. I never expected that I would see Jian Wei's car parked by the river bank at this time. It's already so late at night, shouldn't she be with Xiang Chen who just returned home?

This was a chance encounter that made me feel extremely entangled. I could indeed pass by quietly, but in such a dark night, she would never come here because she was in a good mood. Lung pain, too many things have happened to her recently, he may not be able to bear it anymore, so her back is reflected in the river, so lonely, so helpless...

She seemed to have a natural feeling for me. I stood silently, but she turned her head, and then her eyes intersected with mine. Under the light, I could see clearly, her face was covered with Tears... Before I came, she was crying alone facing this icy river!

This seemed to be an arrangement of fate. I had no reason to leave, so I stepped on the withered lawn and walked towards her. Gradually, there was only a brick on the ground between us. I could even feel her breath, but I don't know what to say.

She threw herself into my arms, crying uncontrollably...I wanted to push her away and tell her that this was just a chance encounter, and I didn't come to save her with any preparation... However, my heart moved, but I couldn't move my hands. Her crying was like a handcuff, restricting my movement... But the reality warned me tragically that I am no longer the one who could have been a few years ago. The man who took her to elope...

  She seems to have found a sense of security in my body, her fingers seem to be embedded in my flesh through my cotton coat, I am a little suffocated, not only the body, but also the soul!

   Reason gradually defeated sensibility. I held her arm, pushed her away from my body with all my strength, and gasped, "Jian Wei, don't be like this..."

  She sobbed: "I'm sorry, I lost my composure...I know that a man can never carry two women on his shoulders!"

"It's me who should say I'm sorry...I really understand your feelings right now...but you shouldn't stand here alone and cry helplessly... He has come back in the morning, you should go to him and tell him about your difficulties."

   Jian Wei smiled sadly: "Has he come back?...I don't know, he never came to look for me...It doesn't matter whether he is looking for me or not."

  Jian Wei's answer made my heart tremble. The woman named Chu Xinrui I met at the airport today suddenly appeared in my mind...What is the relationship between Xiang Chen and that woman?

  I couldn't talk about this with Jian Wei, so I fell into silence with anxiety...

The strong wind at night quickly dried up her tears, but the salty tears left a red mark on her cheeks. She bit her lip and finally said to me full of difficulties: "Zhaoyang, haven't you always wanted to quit RoadCool?...I'll give you a sum of money, and you can leave with the Road to Literature and Art project, the sooner the better!..."

  I was in a daze...Looking at her face, it seemed that the melody of the song "Elopement" came from the farthest place, but there was only the melody and no lyrics...

Her eyes were full of determination: "Leave with the project of the road of literature and art... I hope you can realize your dream... I can't accompany you on this journey, regardless of the future, Wherever I am, I will pay attention to this road silently, and try to walk to the end of this road... because, you told me, there will be a clean city at the end of it!"

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   It's been a long time since I said anything in the chapter. Let's express it with emotion. Today a reader asked me on WeChat, what do you think of genuine readers?

   I respect my genuine readers, why? I can tell you a piece of data. This book is currently read on various platforms, adding up to hundreds of thousands, or even more. How many can pay to support the genuine version? I don't want to say it, because this is a ratio that makes people feel very unconfident and sad.

  I say this, maybe some readers will say that if I don’t pay for reading, your heart will hurt and you will lose confidence?

  Yes, I am heartbroken, because my labor results and copyright have been violated, but they cannot be guaranteed. But heartache is useless, the general environment is like this, we can't change anything. So every genuine reader has a character, and only one of dozens or even hundreds of people has a character. Of course I respect them, it is their character that gives me income and supports me in writing books. . Don’t say anything about watching pirated copies. It’s helpful to me, but it’s not helpful. What you’re helping is a pirated website that has no conscience and no public morals. Your click traffic will be converted into their advertising revenue, or spread illegal viruses, otherwise they will Why are you showing it for free?

  If I can only spare one hour a day to communicate with readers, then I am definitely willing to communicate with genuine readers first, not to mention different treatment, because they have given me respect. Without their paid reading, I would not write today. . . Because my interests can support me, I only have to write one or two books well.

   By saying this, I just want to express my respect for genuine readers, not to cause any war of words.

  My WeChat often receives readers asking me why the chapters have garbled characters, typos, repeated chapters, and no punctuation marks? Even because of this, they scolded me for having a bad writing attitude, but you know, are you looking at a pirated website?

   Of course, there are also many readers who don’t know how to recharge or pay for reading. Or they are afraid of trouble. After all, after so many years of reform and opening up, no one said that they can't afford to spend one or two cents a day to read books.

  Add me on WeChat, there are detailed recharge tutorials, WeChat ID: w82644056 (This book is not a mainstream online article, a niche article, and it needs everyone’s genuine support!) There are some words that are too aggressive, I hope everyone understands!

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