My 26-year-old Female Tenant

In the car, Fang Yuan sat in the co-pilot's seat, and I sat in the back. The three of them just chatted a few words along the way, and after another period of silence, Yan Yan finally said to me: "Zhaoyang, your resignation matter, Fang Yuan told me that he misunderstood you a bit. There should be no deal between you and Mi Cai. The reason why you told her about Zhuomei’s high-level power conspiracy was because you couldn’t pass your own test. I said right?"

I was silent for a long time. I didn't expect that Yan Yan, who was an outsider, would give me an understanding statement at the moment I was about to leave. She was right. I also wanted to fulfill Chen Jingming while keeping my job prospects. But I really couldn't pass my own level, and I struggled with pain for several days because of this.

Seeing that I was silent, Yan Yan said softly to me again: "Fang Yuan said that you really shouldn't, but I hope you can understand him, and you two brothers don't want to be unhappy because of this matter, because neither of you is wrong, it's just a standpoint." It's just different..."

This time, Yan Yan didn't finish her sentence, so I said, "Of course I understand Fangyuan, I just hope he doesn't see me as the kind of person who forgets his righteousness for profit, maybe I did something wrong, but I really I don’t regret it, subconsciously I should do it, no matter if it’s Mi Cai or someone else.”

Yan Yan sighed, and said: "Oh! I don't know what to say, but it's a pity that I lost this job...By the way, Fang Yuan has received the appointment notice from above, and he is now the deputy manager of Baoli Planning Department. Zhao Li has become the leader of the planning and writing team, so you don't have to worry about Fangyuan anymore."

  This news made me both happy and disappointed, happy for Fangyuan and lost for myself, but I didn't immerse myself in the loss, and hurriedly asked Fangyuan: "Where is Chen Jingming, has Chen Jingming joined the company's top management?"

  Fang Yuan shook his head and said, "No, he has no chance to become the core executive of the company."

I could hear the dissatisfaction and disappointment in Fangyuan's tone. I ruined Chen Jingming's hard-won opportunity, and I knew more deeply: After losing this opportunity, at his age, there is basically no chance to become a member of the company. The core layer is up.

  The three fell into silence again, and finally Yan Yan spoke first, and she asked me again: "Zhaoyang, did you tell Mi Cai about this in person?"

  I shook my head and said, "No, I just wrote her an anonymous letter."

"You are really stupid, at least let Mi Cai know that she owes you a big favor, and with her status in the mall, she will definitely pay you a big favor." Yan Yan shook her head and sighed after finishing speaking. .

  I just smiled and said: "If I want to have this kind of mentality, won't I really become the kind of person Fang Yuan said?"

This time Fangyuan took the initiative to answer my words unexpectedly, and he said in a low voice: "I really wish you were such a person, and I don't want you to return to Xuzhou in such a disgrace like this, you **** know how much I feel. Are you sad?...I'm **** upset that you ruined Chen Jingming's chance, but I don't even want...I don't even want you to go like this, I feel so blocked, understand?"

  Fang Yuan’s words made the corners of my eyes feel hot. Only now did I understand that no matter how violent we are, how we don’t understand each other, but in each other’s hearts, we are brothers, true brothers who have struggled together in this city for a long time.

  At this moment, I didn't know how to express myself anymore, I just raised my head, not wanting to let the tears swirling in my eyes fall, and Yan Yan, who was driving, had already pulled out a tissue and wiped away the tears on her cheeks.

   And when I looked back at the city, I realized that I hadn't left the pain in the city as I imagined. What I took away was gray grievances and unwillingness.

Fangyuan sighed heavily, then took out a box from his bag and threw it to me, saying, "This is a lung-clearing capsule sent by a friend from abroad. Smoke some cigarettes, call me when you run out, and I'll ask a friend to mail it to you directly."

  I just nodded, and then put the Qingfei capsules into my bag. Finally, in silence, we finally arrived at the train station, which also meant that the time for parting had arrived.

  I took the luggage from Fang Yuan and Yan Yan, and waved goodbye to them: "I'm leaving, I have time to visit our Xuzhou."

  Yan Yan nodded and said to me: "Well, we will definitely miss you, and you have a good journey."

  I smiled and asked Fangyuan who had been silent all this time: "Why, don't you plan to wish you guys a good journey?"

But Fang Yuan suddenly hugged me, his voice choked up, and he patted my back heavily and said, "Take me to say hello to Ban Dae...and...you don't mess with yourself, hurry up and get down to business, don't let me Yan Yan and I are worried...you know?"

At this moment, my emotions were deeply touched. I gritted my teeth and swallowed the tears in my stomach. I remembered how we vowed to take root in this city when we graduated. I really took root here and married the one I love, but after struggling for more than two years, I can only leave with a body...

  I raised my head and took a deep breath, finally smiled and said to Fang Yuan: "Don't worry, buddy will get better, maybe it won't be long before you and Yan Yan will receive my wedding invitation."

   "Work hard, Yan Yan and I will definitely give you a big gift on the day you get married." Fang Yuan hugged me tightly again and said.

Yan Yan also came to my side, pushed away Fangyuan, hugged me and choked up, "Come on, Zhaoyang, we will find time to visit you in Xuzhou! Also, you have to show us your girlfriend first, we will help you You check."

I was moved but pushed Yan Yan away again, forced a smile, and said: "...don't you couple play sensational with two swords together, my 17-foot man is almost overwhelmed! Don't make me cry, I really don't want to cry, I want to walk away smiling."

  Yan Yan patted me with a smile and said, "Okay, let you go with a smile. After a while, we will go to Xuzhou to see you when we have a vacation."

   "Please, this is the third time you have said to see me! ... But I will welcome you if you come."

  Yan Yan nodded, straightened my messy clothes after the hug, and said, "Call us when you get home."

"Understood, I want to call your mother if you keep nagging me like this..." After a pause, I said again: "You two also live a good life, and continue to be a pair of gods and couples that I envy... That's fine, It's almost time, I'm leaving, you should go back too."

Fang Yuan hugged Yan Yan in his arms, and the two waved to me. I looked back at the city again, carried the guitar on my back, and walked towards the station without looking back, but felt that the guitar The guitar being carried is getting heavier and heavier!

  …

A quarter of an hour after bidding farewell to Fang Yuan and Yan Yan, I got on the train bound for Xuzhou, looking at the increasingly unfamiliar scenery outside the car window, I finally felt that I had really left, but what was waiting for me? What kind of life?

I hope that my father will arrange a stable job for me in their state-owned enterprise, and my mother will ask someone to take me on a blind date with a beautiful girl, and all I have to do is to do my best to do the job arranged by my father, and then Falling in love with the beautiful girl my mother entrusted someone to introduce to me... my life is brand new, as for the old past, let the wind blow away!

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  Sometimes I really want to blow a gust of wind and take a nap to end my life... I feel tired and panic, and I can't find the freedom I want. < That kind of music restaurant, I was **** by life later, so I didn't think about it... Then I was too lazy to say anything, too lazy to think, but fortunately I was able to write a book, expressing my confession, longing, Regrets and expectations are all put into the book to find some sense of existence.

  I have laziness! I'm really lazy. I don't even bother to say thank you to those book friends who have paid a lot for this book, and I don't bother to say a word to the fans who have always supported me.

  But my writing is not lazy, take some time to experience it, don’t rush to change it,