My 26-year-old Female Tenant

I have forgotten how many intersections I have driven, and I finally returned to our residence with Mi Cai. I hugged her and walked towards the elevator entrance. While waiting for the elevator to go down, I didn’t feel much of her pressing on me. The weight on her arms, she is such a quiet and peaceful woman, even when she is drunk, she won't talk nonsense and cause me trouble...

For some reason, I thought of Le Yao again. She used to fight and quarrel with me countless times when she was drunk. Even now, when I recall those nights when she was drunk, the words restlessness still pop up in my brain. She is always crying and laughing, kittens and puppies barking, she is a kitten and wants me to be a puppy with her!

However, after so many years, I don't hate her as much as before, and even miss us who are displaced in life...Because of her, I always feel that in this ridiculous youth, there is someone more than me Stupider, more pathetic than me, we always shout to be masters of life, but we still fall into alcohol, unwilling to find the exit of life!

  I thought of Robben again, and the stupid trio back then, we are stupid enough! Because we are always trapped in love, like three pieces of rotten wood dripping together, laughing at each other, being silly with each other, looking for comfort in each other... But now, we have gone our separate ways and become slowly lost. The friends who are in touch can only stand outside the gate of time, looking back at the time that is gone forever!

   Dazed, the elevator finally stopped, and I didn't know that I had returned to this place called home until the elevator door opened...Yeah! The absurd young man who used to be now has his own home and a beautiful fiancée...

In the past, I always scolded "dog. Day's life", but life treated me well, so I suddenly realized that only those who have no ability will complain about life. Although I am still incapable now, I am already living I have benefited a lot...Maybe, one day in the future, I can really hold my child, look in the mirror and say to him (her): Look, your dad, I am a master of life, because I married your mother!

  ...

  Put Mi Cai gently on the bed, I took off her shoes and clothes, went to the bathroom to fetch some hot water and wiped her face, and after making sure she was sleeping soundly, I went to wash myself again.

After a while, I turned off the light and lay down next to Mi Cai, the surrounding was so quiet that only the sound of our breathing and the occasional sound of firecrackers came from a distance. The gorgeous but quickly disillusioned fireworks in the sky... and the beauty of this moment made me a little unwilling, so I didn't feel sleepy, waiting for the next bunch of fireworks to rise into the sky... .

After a long time, there was no fireworks blooming in my sight. I was a little bored, but I couldn't fall asleep, so I habitually picked up my mobile phone and checked the circle of friends on WeChat, paying attention to whether there are any newly added friends to share in the circle of friends Information about our coffee shop.....

After browsing around, several customers really shared their personal photos taken in our coffee shop and recommended our coffee shop for different reasons. Some said that our coffee shop has a good style, and some said it There is a handsome barista, and he praised the boss for playing the guitar well, and the lady boss is very beautiful...

My mood suddenly became better, so I continued to browse with great interest, but at a very inconspicuous location, I saw Le Yao shared a song "Long Time No See" and a short text, telling my mood... ...She said: "Unfamiliar city, familiar mood...but I don't know how lonely I am now!... Will this bustling city be quiet?... .Yes, maybe at the coffee shop at the next intersection!"

  I found the earphones and turned on the song "Long Time No See" she shared. This seemed to be the first time I heard this song. I listened quietly to the melody and every line of the lyrics...

"I came to your city and walked the way you came... Will you suddenly appear in the coffee shop on the corner of the street, I will look back and greet you with a smile, and sit and chat with you Chat, how much I want to meet you, see how you have changed recently, no longer talk about the past, just greet you, say something to you, just say something, long time no see..."

In the singing that is so quiet that it seems to be telling, my heart beats faster and faster, and I think of the woman I saw on the street... Her walking posture and that one-of-a-kind figure are really happy Yao is so similar! ...I seem to see her lonely back melting in the light again in the song's narration!

   She really came to my city? Are you waiting for us to meet at a coffee shop at a certain intersection? Or, I just connected these subjectively and created the illusion that she came to Xuzhou in my brain?

  I don’t need to be so entangled, I just need to send her a WeChat message to verify... But, if she is really in Xuzhou, what should I do? Could it be that he secretly ran to meet her with the drunken Mi Cai on his back?

Of course I can't do this, and even if Le Yao really came to Xuzhou, her purpose is not to find me, but to experience loneliness and the past, so as to relieve the current difficult mood... At least, I know that she has such a habit. When she is depressed, she will always go to a strange city, walk on a strange street, and say a few literary and refreshing words to heal herself...

  Thinking about it this way, it doesn't matter which city she is in now, the important thing is that she was really injured in this marriage with Cao Jinfei! And the reason why she was hurt was because she loved deeply... so it can also be seen that she has feelings for Cao Jinfei, and it is not a so-called commercial marriage!

  After a long time, I’m still staring at Le Yao’s Moments message and trying to figure it out...

Suddenly, there was an additional reply under the circle of friends. This reply came from Xiao Wu. He is a member of Robben's band. The three of us are friends with each other, so I can see his reply. He said: "Mr. Le, In what city are you feeling sad?"

   After a while, Le Yao replied: "The city where Robben once stayed!"

   "Understood!... Alas, since my brother went to the United States, you have become the loneliest person in the world, and no one complains about your troubles!"

   "You're dead... Believe it or not, I'll cry for you?"

   "Don't cry...or I'll go find you and be your trash can, it's not far away anyway!"

   "Come on, bring some beer over here...I'll wait for you by the sea!"

  The conversation between Le Yao and Xiao Wu ended here, they may have switched to a private chat, after all, the circle of friends is not a very convenient place to chat......

I finally put the phone aside, laughed at myself, and laughed at myself for being sentimental. What Le Yao misses at the moment is only Robben, his best friend, and the song "Long Time No See" just gave me an embarrassment with its lyrics. The woman I saw on the street was a visual mistake, because Robben had never been to Xuzhou, and there is no beach in Xuzhou where you can drink beer and enjoy the sea breeze...

  I probably know which city Le Yao is in at this time, and because Xiao Wu is going to accompany her, I feel relieved. After all, they are also old friends for many years, and they can be regarded as friends in need!

As the night got darker, I seemed to have something on my mind. I finally stopped looking forward to the fireworks outside the window and felt tired. After a while, I hugged Mi Cai and fell asleep... and this incident seemed to be just A small episode in my life, I did not send Le Yao a comforting message from the beginning to the end, and she did not take the initiative to seek comfort from me... Finally, in the passage of time, we are no longer need each other...