My Professor, My Boyfriend

After 4 years..., I realized all of my mistakes, I realized that nobody is perfect, but one thing I will never forgot is to say thank you to God for everything...

Today, I graduated in Bachelor of Science in Tourism Management in Shangrela University...,I was thinking about professor Nico like what he's doing right now, is he okay....,I miss him! But I need to move one from the past, I forgot to Forget him...

"Karyl congratulations! I'm so proud of you!!" kyle ran to me and hugged me

"Karyl we're so proud of you!" my mon said

"okay picture!! smile!! " Kyle's mom said

"karyl you don't have any idea to date someone now? you already graduated it's your dream right? " my mom said..

"mom?! I know this is my dream, but I'm still not interested I want to go to 10 countries first before entering lovelife" I said

"Karyl remember kyle is here! ayieeee" Kyle's mom said and then they all teasing us

Kyle's POV:

Hi I'm Kyle, Kayl's best friend we're already 13 years together, my mom is karyl's mom best friend

since we're just a kid I already have a crush to karyl but but when we turn 9 we didn't see each other already because they go to Canada..., After 10 years we've met again, but we don't have any awkwardness to each other we're still close to each other,that's why I'm so glad...,I'm with her until we graduated we go to the same university but different grade level we have same age but she stop schooling for 1 year because of what happened to her and his professor that's why I graduated first, I guide her,I care for her and specially I loved her....,I don't want to break our friendship,I was so weak and afraid that one day our relationship will not work that's why I want to be her friend forever,maybe friendship will last longer than lovers,I'm also afraid to confess because maybe one day everything will change me and her will be awkward together,I'm afraid for that to happen, That's why I never tried to confess to her, I tried hiding my feelings....

one time I tried to say I love you her she thought it's just a joke she just replied "I love you more but I hate you most" but that time I was really serious...

"Karyl I'm going to tell you something" I said and she replied

"what is it? " I can't say it...., why!!!

"uhmmm nothing I forgot" is said

she hugged me and said

"kyle thank you for everything! I'm so lucky having a best friend like you!! you've done so much for me! thank you kyle!! ang sorry too"

I don't know what to say and I just said

"congratulations karyl!!! "

[in their house]

karyl looks so tired but she's still smiling because alot of visitors came to her congratulation party and here's me seating in the couch..., I planned to go to karyl and tell her to have a rest..., I go to her and said "Karyl are you okay I think you should take a rest, you look so tired"

she replied "no, I'm okay kyle...,thanks"

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[After the party]

I saw karyl seating on the couch and looks like she really need to have some rest...,I go to her and seat near beside her and talked to her

"karyl are you still okay? I'm going to guide you go in your room, you look so tired sleepy"

*her head fell down on my shoulder and she sleeps* ohh she's so cute...,I didn't move and get my phone and take a selfie,her parents is cleaning the kitchen and my mom is cleaning the living room my mom tell me to carry karyl and put her in her bed...

While carrying karyl and going to her room she talked to me

she said "thank you for your care kyle,i love you" I ignored her and leave her in her room

[next day]

When I wake up I take a shower after changing clothes I straight to karyl's room she's still sleeping she's so cute sleepingI tried to get the hair covering her face and I saw her beautiful face! oh no! her eyes is slightly opening! "kyle!! why are you here!?! " karyl yelled

"ohh sorry sorry I just want to checked you if you're still sick...., ummmm last night you've been very sick(i lied)" she just stare at me, I think I really annoyed her so much, it's very early for me to annoyed her morning "Oh mom is calling me bye karyl anyways good morning!" I said while walking to go outside I heard she say something "Kyle I don't know if I'm going to be mad or going to laugh, he's acting like a kid... " *she said in lower voice*

Karyl's POV:

Oh I forgot that I already graduated! but I feel that it doesn't sinks in to me yet....,I think professor Nico is not in his house,maybe he already move to another house, I really fogot to forget him,I still love him, I still Remember his face until now,I made him as one of my inspiration while I'm in college...

"Mom do you know who's living there already?..., It's still professor Nico or what? " I ask mom

and she replied "I have no idea....,professor Nico is not going here in our house and I never see him since he resigned as a professor in Crawford university"

I was really worried where is professor Nico now....

"Karyl! we're going home!! thanks for everything thanks tita and also tito for letting us stay in your house" Kyle's farewell messege to us....

"Okay..,thank you also, Bye tita! take care always" I said, then she already go out.

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While I'm in my room, I miss Kyle's voice and laugh it's very boring without him

*while watching in the window* oh wait it's professor Nico going inside his house,I think he already change after what happened to us 4 years ago.....

(TING!)

oh I received a message, It's kyle

-karyl, we just arrived in our house thank you again take care always always remember I'm always here to support you even though I hate you so much...

that's he's messege then he send his selfie.

I'm always thinking about professor Nico if he's still a professor or not, If he's still a professor in what school? I also thinking what course did Faye get haha! if we meet again what would her expression to me haha! I want to talk to professor Nico!!

(I remember the words I say when I say goodbye to him oh no!)

"I will go far away and forget you, forget all of what happened!"

but I didn't forget him..., I can't, I forgot to forget him....., I can't talk to him I'm afraid that he will ignore me and act that he doesn't know me....

[Next Day]

I go to professor Nico's house but he's not already there..., I think he go his work already...

WHAT AM I DOING!?! TRYING TO TALK TO PROFESSOR NICO WITHOUT REMEMBERING ALL THE PAST WE BEEN THROUGH?! I'M SUCH AN IDIOT... AND TALK TO HIM EASILY LIKE THERE'S NOTHING HAPPENS IN THE PAST?, WHAT'S IN MY MIND!!! UURGHHH