She looked at me and said, "Heh heh, I clearly remember the day we first talked about QQ. As you fluently replied to my message, you asked me, with a hint of doubt, if those photos in the space were really you? The answer to this question, I think, is that there is no need for me to exaggerate or to falsify, for I know that I, who have always been an amateur in the field of trickery and cleverness, would be playing with fire if I were to play with them, and so I am very humbled to admit it. "

"Yeah, actually, your picture is quite beautiful, but it doesn't seem to fit with my current state of mind." I couldn't help but sigh.

"Actually, I also saw your photo from your space. Very handsome!" Her tone was full of admiration, and she replied to me in a gentle and refined manner.

Perhaps this simple tone of voice was nothing more than a casual remark to her, but she would never be able to feel that her words, at this moment, caused me to almost climb the confident mountain from the abyss of my inferiority.

It was also because of this that I suddenly felt that her sudden appearance was like a fire in my cold heart, driving away my uncontrollable inferiority complex and warming my eyes. Finally, my heart, which had been on guard a few times, strangely overcame its wariness and, with a heart as sincere as iron, tossed her the olive leaves that she had known to like.

"At that time, did you write about these things in your space as well?" she asked again.

"Hmm, what's wrong?" I whispered back in the warmth.

"Not bad, your writing style is quite good!" she said again, without stinginess.

In fact, by this time, her image and her dreamlike name had been shaped by my intuition into a shape that was about to take shape, a masterpiece of my self-righteousness, filled with my hopes for the future, and filled with thoughts of where I had come from and where I had come from.

Then, under my stupid and extremely simple coaxing, she actually exchanged my new cell phone number with me. When I returned home in high spirits, I turned on my cell phone with great excitement. After skimming through the photo album, I sent a text message to it.

After she texted me back, I was finally determined that the woman I had been hiding in my heart was actually hiding by my side. Thus, following my heart's instructions, I repeatedly sent her messages and launched a series of organized, disciplined, and not lacking in conscience and morals, going from shallow to deep. All of this, she had to pay for.

Here she told me that the man she loved so dearly did not love her, and I was taken aback, and I asked him why, and then she told me, over the half-hour phone call, that it was all a misunderstanding, that he had let her down, not that she had let him down, and that he had said all the relevant things about the man, that he was not handsome, that he was tall, that he was willing to go through hard work and have nothing else to do, that they had been having an affair on the Internet for thirty-one days without knowing it, and that she would never forget that beautiful thirty-one day, and that she would always keep it in her heart.

From the bottom of my heart, when I heard this, I also hated that man who didn't know how to cherish feelings, didn't know how to care for girls, and didn't have a heart of his own. I felt that if you were given the most beautiful gift by God, then losing you would be the greatest misfortune of his life.

At the same time, I, who was standing at the edge of her emotions and lived in the depths of her sadness, firmly told her in a very loving tone, "Don't be sad, let bygones be bygones. At least you still have me, I can let you lean on my shoulder, I really can't bear to see a girl as good as you getting injured like this. If you really need me, I will take two days off from you as soon as possible to meet you. Perhaps you will never be able to feel my urgency, and even the purest passion within you, but what I want to say is, actually, I am serious, I am not deceiving my emotions, nor am I deceiving you. I have always been using my sincerity to face all of my close friends, and even more so, facing you sincerely …

As a matter of fact, I was toyed with. I was toyed with by my own self-righteous feelings; I was toyed with by her mind, which was not a pure seal, and at the same time, I was toyed with by the hateful fate that had toyed with me thousands of times.

To be honest, the moment I saw her again, her appearance was so real that I couldn't believe my eyes. I couldn't even accept that the girl in front of me was actually that elegant and sweet dreamy girl buried in the QQ space back then.

Because she was too avant-garde, and because of that proud and aloof feeling in the cold, I could not be compared to her at all.

However, for some reason, I am still unable to break that thread that is deep within my memories. I know that there is at least a 20% chance that it matches, and this 20% is probably sufficient. At least, with such a friend or confidant in the mortal world, I won't feel lonely.

She said that her lover would drive her on the way here, and she wouldn't let him, and he asked her what she was going to do, and he was kind of supportive when she said she was going to meet him, and he told me that we were only friends now, and I thought it would be a pretty good ending.

But I was wrong. In the evening, when I called her for the first time, she said she was going to the supermarket with her lover, and not long after, I was sending her endless messages, but she was indifferent and ignored me. Then, on the phone, in a serious but murderous way, she replied, 'Don't let me get in touch with her again, she and her husband are almost ready, and they are also texting back, and he won't let himself talk to anyone.

My heart was suddenly frozen, and I could no longer find a single element of nature.

"Rui Ling, are you joking? Are you playing a game with me? Do you think it's safe to do this alone? Is that really how it should be done? " I laughed coldly. There were no tears on my face. I only felt a deep sense of desolation seeping into me, causing a kind of explosive resentment.

"No wonder your ex-boyfriend called you a bastard when you were dating another boy the year before last. When you and your ex-boyfriend were in an unpredictable situation, the people around you said you were a loser, so they were absolutely right." I indignantly said, "You damned bastard! Do you really think that emotions are just a casual game board? If a woman like you were to join my group of friends, it would only pollute my sight!" In anger, I sent you a message that our friendship will never return. It is your uncertainty that has defiled my love; it is also your decision that has overpowered my love, and when I see you, it is as if I have seen the scar on my heart. I can't accept that being handsome can't match up to the depth of one's feelings, and sincerity can't change the shaking of one's heart, but, all of this, is it really your fault? "I don't know."

Perhaps, everyone has their own yardstick when it comes to issues of relationship and friendship. The yardstick that we measure is completely different when it comes to friendship, but when I hold my phone a few times and look for the deleted information, I suddenly hesitate.

Although Rui Ling and I had only known each other for a few months, I did not know why, but in less than a month, my daily conversation with her had become a part of my life.

Pain was like a vat of venom, soaking my entire person without a trace of life and vitality. Finally, with the passage of time, my heart gradually went from pain to numbness, from helplessness to not wanting.

Then, just as I was getting my spirits up to face the busy day, a Friend in the same room's calm words ignited my dead heart once again.

That time, the Friend in the same room opened his QQ and told me excitedly that he had found another online friend that was as beautiful as a flower. In his own words, this new online friend was the most beautiful one he had ever added.

When I heard these words, I felt a faint revulsion for his shameful behavior of having a girlfriend and still looking for a pretty girl, but also a deep curiosity about who was the most unlucky beauty in eight lifetimes to have met such a lecherous person.

However, when I saw this girl, I was shocked. The new beauty that he was talking about turned out to be Rui Ling!

At that moment, the whole world froze. Of course, this world had to be filled with confusion and confusion.

I was so angry that I almost threw off my roommate's phone on the spot. However, I realized my recklessness the moment I made a move on him with a belly full of resentment.

Although Rui Ling has taken up a certain proportion of my emotional world, this boy is also my best friend. If you two are fated to be friends and share a relationship, then what's wrong with it?

I bitterly smiled for a long time, consoled myself for a long time, mocked myself for a long time, suppressed my helplessness for a long time …

Just as I was about to let go, my mind suddenly lit up. Then, with an inexplicable rage, I asked my roommate, "How did you find this girl? It can't be that coincidental, right?"

Although Rui Ling is now his new online friend, she is also my old online friend. I definitely won't allow it. A perverted man, who used extramarital love as an abomination and was unwilling to take on even the slightest bit of responsibility, attacked her like a chronic poison.

When the Friend in the same room heard this, he smiled wickedly for a moment, then told me the truth. "I found it on your phone a few months ago."

Looking at the disgusting smile at the corner of his mouth, I gently nodded my head. I wanted to immediately pinch his neck and scatter his soul away.

Then I turned my head again, half believing it. My QQ wasn't set for automatic login at all, and how did he find it? Besides, at least two-thirds of my hundred netizens are women, so why did he choose you?

Anger turned from my heart to the top of my head. The top of my head throbbed, but I didn't say anything.

Finally, under all my questioning, he admitted that he took advantage of my absence when you called me the other day and found Rui Ling's cell phone number. Then, he called her and got her QQ number from her.

When he saw how angry I was, he comforted me and said disdainfully, "Isn't Lin Fan just a female netizen? How can you be so angry? If you need my female netizen, I will give you her QQ number without hesitation. "

I said to him, "This is not as simple as not giving a female netizen a QQ number. In my life, all QQ netizens meet because of fate, I will never allow any impure factors to tarnish the purity of a netizen, not to mention the person who has appeared in my life before!"

I have some understanding of this Friend in the same room's character. After I heard the truth, I immediately forced him to delete Rui Ling, called her, and texted her, telling her that this man is not as simple as you think, and that she should not get on the boat by accident.

She agreed, and he reluctantly deleted her QQ under my desperate pursuit. But what I never expected was that one day, a week later, my roommate actually told me that he and Rui Ling were having a good time and would soon meet again.

When I heard the news, I couldn't believe it myself. I didn't have my initial anger and didn't block it like I did in the beginning. I knew that there were many things in this world that I couldn't stop or control.

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