Officer Matsuda Wants To Save Himself

In the beginning, actually Hagihara Kenji just thought Matsuda Jinhei had a nightmare.

During the interval at the end of a training session, my relatives and friends had a sudden emotional outburst, as if they had lost something important, and looked at him cautiously, for fear that he would suddenly disappear.

Is it such a bad nightmare? Hagihara Kenji immediately opened his arms and promised his relatives and friends.

- I'm here, I'm not gone. It doesn't matter how you confirm it, I'm standing in front of you, ready to give you a hug. So Xiao Zhenping, don't be afraid!

However, this speculation was gradually dismissed later.

If it was just a nightmare, would Xiao Zhenping have changed so much?

If it was just a nightmare, why did Xiao Zhenping know a lot of things that he shouldn't have known?

Is that really a nightmare?

Hagihara Kenji had to admit that he probably guessed wrong, the correct answer was right in front of him, but it was obscured by the fog and could not see clearly. Or maybe he didn't want to guess in that direction.

After all, this is too unfair for Xiao Zhenping? The same is true for himself.

Just a nightmare, if only a nightmare.

【“But you died at the hands of this bastard!!”】

The suppressed voice of anger blew away all the fog, and the painful and sad eyes of relatives and friends fell on him.

Ah, why don't you want to admit it?

Because it's so unfair and unacceptable.

Why only Xiao Zhenping suffered the pain of loss? Why should Matsuda Jinhei see this, or even experience it?

Most people don't remember what happened in their childhood, but since they have memories and impressions, Hagihara Kenji seems to have always had a guy named Matsuda Jinping by his side.

In the longest memory that went back, Matsuda Jinhei was already standing by his side.

Elementary school, middle school, high school, university. Hagihara Kenji has always been good at saying untrue words in a frivolous tone, but the sentence "I don't want to be separated from Xiaozhen" made him choose the policeman who should not have been the first choice without hesitation.

Hagihara Kenji never thought about a life without the other party in the future, and he could even say with confidence that the other party's most important person was not only his family, but he was the only exception.

Even if I meet like-minded friends in the police academy, this special will never change. It's like the squad leader always complains, are you all so sticky and sticky?

When one person's existence runs through another's life, it represents a special kind.

And this emotion is never one-sided, Matsuda Jinhei also views Hagihara Kenji in the same way.

Kenji Hagihara saw his relatives and friends at the first sight in the crowd, and then took the initiative to greet and approach them. He was accustomed to putting his hands on each other's shoulders, and using frivolous language to talk about boring and casual topics.

Matsuda Jinping's attention is often easily taken away by his own preferences. In this case, he responded perfunctorily, but the aura with a strong sense of distance naturally accepted the other party.

Although most of the time it seems that Hagihara Kenji is embracing Matsuda Jinping, but Matsuda Jinping is also doing the same thing.

Neither of them thought about a future without each other.

So - so what kind of thoughts will Xiao Zhenping have? His mood, his thoughts?

At least on Hagihara Kenji's side, just thinking about this kind of thing subconsciously refuses, and is unwilling to think deeply.

Hagihara Kenji was reluctant to think about it, but he could still detect the answer in the actions of his relatives and friends.

Relatives and friends are more accustomed to acting alone than in the past, and they will pay attention to things that were not originally interesting, instead of being reminded by him. When there is only one person, the expression will be quiet, as if immersed in his own world.

The frequency of daily text messages sent to him has increased, but it is rarely a question, more like a self-talk, and does not need to be answered.

The brightly colored clothes that I originally preferred, with a carefree aesthetic, have been replaced by a more lonely black.

Leaning against the wall with a cigarette in his mouth, the smoke surrounded his eyes, and loneliness seemed to penetrate into his body.

"Sometimes I really don't want to use insight on you."

Hagihara Kenji seemed to give up, and gave up on his own initiative to observe Matsuda Jinhei's expression, bent down and put his forehead on the other's shoulder, feeling the stiffness of his friend's body at the moment.

He has always been good at empathy, and his natural character has made his life less numerous.

Except for the bankruptcy of the family that could not be prevented by him at a young age, his life was smooth, like opening a simple mode. I have met the most important friend since I was a child, and I have a natural advantage in getting along with the opposite sex. In the Japanese environment, I have never been bullied and disgusted because of this.

He can talk to anyone, treat the relationship as a friend, and the habitual way of addressing him allows him to bridge the gap with anyone.

Even if someone doesn't like him at first, Hagihara Kenji is sure to adjust each other's thoughts after getting along - not to mention that even if someone hates him, Hagihara Kenji's mood will not become too low. After all, if he hated him, he wouldn't take the initiative to catch up and give him a cold face.

His ability to observe is also innate. After all, he has nothing to carefully observe other people's expressions and go along with other people's tragic experiences.

But this ability was used on relatives and friends, which made him notice the sense of violation of everything and everything.

Relatives and friends suddenly became interested in amusement parks, their expressions changed back and forth on the Ferris wheel, and the actions of reaching out and taking out tools, as well as the inexplicable line, the abrupt "no problem".

Yes - Mr. Jinping is the most powerful and can defuse bombs anywhere!

Hagihara Kenji originally made fun of him without a chance to say it. When he noticed the eyes of his relatives and friends, Hagihara Kenji looked away as if being stinged. Unembarrassed silence surrounds them until one run of the Ferris wheel ends.

The last time it was a Ferris wheel, this time it was an apartment.

"Matsuda, I know what you think, I can guess - I said, I know you too well." Hagihara Kenji muttered: "This is so unfair."

"Why should I guess, and why do you want me to guess." The long hair fell down and swept beside his ear, causing some itchiness: "You are immersed in the past without me, then It's the part I haven't had the chance to touch."

"It's all, bad, bad, bad."

"We are the police, Matsuda." Kenji Hagihara calmed down his emotions and stood up straight again. He was no longer slanted and casual as usual, but more serious.

"I promise you this time, what about next time?"

Hagihara Kenji asked Matsuda Jinhei.

"I can't refuse every dangerous job, it can't be replaced by you every time, or rejected by you."

"I know I'm going too far right now, for you to have to deal with this - you want me to avoid this, the dangerous, deadly stuff."

"You're not afraid of apartments, not Ferris wheels, not even bombs, not danger."

"I really hope I guessed wrong, but you told me that I guessed right. I didn't think wrong." Hagihara Kenji's drooping eyes brought extremely complicated emotions.

"You are afraid of Kenji Hagihara, you are afraid of my death, you are afraid that I will leave you again."

"Even the most unfair thing is that I have never done anything, and I can't say what I promise to you."

"Because in your eyes, I have already missed an appointment once, and I can't even reverse or deny your concept."

"It's just that I really don't know anything, I haven't done anything."

"Jinping, we are the police, and we naturally face danger - what you encounter and what I will encounter, the probability is the same."

"This time you stepped back, so what about next time?"

When he saw that the same apartment and Hagihara Kenji were in the same space, Matsuda Jinhei had a reaction that he had not expected.

It was not that Matsuda Jinpei never passed by the renovated apartment building. Although he avoided it on purpose, he did not have much reaction when he did encounter it. At most, he felt a little depressed.

The question raised by Ken Hagihara at 2:00 is the most critical. What Matsuda Jinhei feared was not that Kenji Hagihara entered the apartment, but the death after entering the apartment.

But this time, he avoided it. Does he have to let Kenji Hagihara run away from every possible danger in the future?

Could it be that if there is a bomb in this apartment, only Hagihara Kenji can be defused, and he must be refused entry?

Hagihara Kenji stretched out his hand and said to his relatives and friends: "Matsuda Jinping, do you really want to run away?"

Matsuda Jinping clenched his fists so hard that he even brought a slight uncontrollable trembling.

Matsuda Jinhei needs to take this step, just like he did on a Ferris wheel.

As the bomb disposal officer who needs the most patience, care and boldness, Matsuda Jinhei must do this, as does Hagihara Kenji.

One is in danger of death, the other needs to step out of the shadows and fears of the past.

"Jinhei Matsuda, you—"

"Shut up, Hagihara!" Matsuda Jinping gasped sharply. He grabbed his shaggy curly hair, and his tone was fierce and irritable: "If I stopped here, I would definitely be laughed at by that golden-haired **** in Furuya?"

"It's just an apartment building, how could I be afraid?"

Matsuda Jinhei grabbed Kenji Hagihara's wrist violently, and the heartbeat was so violent that it seemed to be beating in his ear.

Fear, panic, and helplessness. This emotion briefly surrounded Matsuda Jinhei.

However, Matsuda Jinhei's life is only a constant accelerator, and he will never let himself get caught up in this kind of emotion.

Coincidentally, although Hagihara Kenji wanted to step on the brakes and said that he would think seriously, but after getting up, he rushed even more terrifyingly than Matsuda Jinping.

"That's right, it's just an apartment!" Hagihara Kenji pulled the corners of his mouth, looking at the brows that couldn't be covered by the sunglasses at this angle, he bent his eyes: "Suddenly speaking of Kofukutani at this time - no Thinking of Xiao Zhenping's heart, Xiao Jianggu's status is so high?"

"Could it be that Kokakutani is going to surpass Mr. Hagihara? Kenji-chan is jealous! He is jealous! I need Xiaojinping to comfort him!"

"Come on, isn't this disgusting?" Matsuda Jinping stood in the apartment and slapped Hagihara Kenji with his arm.

"Ugh-Ken'er-chan is seriously injured!"

If there is only the accelerator in life, then you just need to step on it without stopping!