One Psycho 100

Every psychic user has their own ways to find their powers within themselves, in my previous self, that is, Mob, he never tried to find it because his subconscious supressed it, creating a complex at the same time, everytime his emotions got out of control, he would have a power outburst, many can think that his powers came from another person but it is, in fact, his own but supressed.

I'm currently into a dark space and in front of me is two figures, one almost completely black with white eyes and white markings near it's eyes, the other is completely white with red eyes and black markings on it's body, at the same time, they opened their mouths and began to talk

''So... you decided to see us? False me'' Both of them said with a sarcastic voice, clearly, they don't like me.

I once had to deal with something similar on my past life too, I was too strong and for some time, couldn't supress it so I simply ignored my power but in a certain day, I decided that it's my power and I should control it properly.

The first thing that I can say to them, that were neglected by my past self is ''I'm sorry'' this seemed to shock them as their mouths opened slightly before both of them said in anger

''Sorry... you say, huh? After all these years supressing your power, we were born and had to stay lonely in this dark place... we are your emotions, your power, yourself!''

This too, shocked myself because in the manga they weren't like this, it seems that they changed as the time passed too, I feel sad seeing them like this, as they said, they are myself, my emotions ''Yes, I know what I did and I'm sorry for doing so, this is exactly why I'm here, I'll accept you, no, I want you to accept me too!''

''Accept us? You supressed us exactly because you thought that we weren't needed after that Tsubomi Takane grew tired of your powers!'' They screamed in frustration, my body seemed to be desintegrating slowly.

Remembering about Tsubomi in the manga, anime and my own memories, I said ''No, she grew tired of it exactly because she never thought of me as a special person, not only her, Ritsu always liked me even though I never talked about my powers with him and treated me as a normal person!''

My desintegrating body became normal again as the two versions of myself began to get near me, even though one may think they're threatening, all I felt was that they are a part of me, I knew that them, as my emotions, have their own thinking too, I can feel their sadness, anger, happiness, everything that they felt over the years after they were created, I could feel it, our body touched as a white light was glowing at the dark space.

It was at this moment that I finally understood, I'm now Mob, not only his body, I inherited his emotions too, the previous dark space began to slowly change the color to a pure, beautiful white.

Back to the normal world, a rainbow colored energy is covering my body as my room trembled a bit because of my power being awakened, no, being accepted by me, I heard hurried footsteps coming as Ritsu opened the door while saying in a worried voice ''Nii-san, are you okay?''

''Yeah'' I said as smile appeared on my face, looking into my eyes, Ritsu said ''Nii-san... don't tell me... your eyes...''

''Yes, Ritsu, it seems that we need to talk'' My brother clearly noticed that I'm different from before, I can't say that I'm from another universe but the excuse can be at my emotions.

Ritsu sat at the bed as I began to talk ''Ritsu, I know that you always knew about my powers yet never talked about it, my subconscious was always rejecting them after the incident that I harmed you and the delinquents, my power became a complex and two entities were created from my supressed emotions''

I paused to observe his expression, he was shocked because Ritsu never thought that his older brother would had to deal with these problems, supress his own emotions and powers just to not harm him or anyone else, then, I continued ''However, sometimes, these supressed emotions would sometimes get out of control, making my power have a outburst, in the years that passed, today I came into contact with these 'entities' and accepted them''

''N-Nii-san, does this means that... you are now able to control your power and emotions?'' Ritsu voice was shaking as he tried to confirm what I stated, my previous pitch black eyes were now dark red, this is why Ritsu first asked about them.

''Exactly, also... Ritsu, I need to say to you one thing, you also have powers... just, they aren't awakened yet'' I said to him, it's indeed true because his psychic powers were only awakened after Dimple possessed him.

''Does this means... that I'm just like you?'' His voice carried a bit of hope and happiness, he pursued the psychic power not only because he wanted to be like the heroes that save the city from monsters, it's mainly because he want to share his big brother burder.

Looking at him, I just raised my hands as my psychic power poured into his body, finding his 'source', after sensing it, I immediately made my power go into it as the previously 'closed' source opened, a aura made of dark blue, dark purple and white dots covered Ritsu body, feeling it, my brother smiled happily and hugged me ''Thank you, Nii-san! You know, we always dreamed to be heroes but as I didn't had power, you didn't became one too and just said that you didn't wanted to be one, now we can be one, haha, how great it will be?''

Indeed, in the memories, my past self and my brother wanted to be heroes but because Ritsu didn't had powers and I didn't wanted to hurt others with my powers, it was rejected by me, now, however, we can be heroes, maybe it isn't a bad thing, I can even feel my blood boiling in excitation, this is what I dreamed, having adventures, fighting monsters, being a hero!