Overturned Tower

"Morgan..."

Russell murmured.

He chewed the name, feeling the bitterness in his throat like chewing on the peel of an orange.

Of course he remembered the name...

"Morgan" is the first friend added by the identity of "Qunqing".

That is, Xiao Liuli... or rather, the girlfriend of "Blue Robin".

It is also the reason why blue song robin became "Little Liuli".

Before, Russell had vaguely felt that Morgan might have sunk deeper in the darkness than Little Liuli... At that time, Russell actually didn't have any real feeling about it.

In other words, Morgan's contact with Russell weakened the depth and darkness he felt.

until now.

When Russell saw this suicide note with only a few words, he felt that his heart seemed to be heavy.

He was silent for a while, and almost instinctively, he gently moved his fingers close to his forehead.

With the ultramarine blue flames flying like butterflies, the "Ultramarine" sitting on the bed turned into a "barber".

The barber stared blankly at the void in front of him, curling up his legs as if feeling the cold.

He stretched out his hand to touch the void cautiously, gently stroking the words left in the air, only reflected in the bottom of his pupils.

The blue-haired youth said nothing.

Very complicated emotions piled up in the bottom of my heart, eventually leading to a very heavy and slow sigh.

It seems to be mourning, or lamenting.

It seems to be angry, but also seems to be relieved.

Countless emotions were stirred together in this way, and finally turned into a complex emotion based on bitterness, and he couldn't taste any ingredients.

"How could this be..."

The barber murmured under his breath.

It's just that in Xiaoliuli's memory, she had a glimpse of her past and past for a moment.

But he didn't actually live through his life with Morgan... he didn't even have a complete memory.

But the emotions surging in my heart at this moment seem so real...

The bottom of his pupils were a little wet, but no tears shed in the end.

Wanting to escape the sense of loss and sadness that surged in his heart, the barber stretched out his hand, wanting to take off his mask.

But when his fingertips touched his forehead, he didn't take off the mask.

The mask seemed to be glued to the face.

Russell froze for a moment.

Because of the momentary distraction, the sadness became less intense.

And Russell tried to take off the mask again—this time without any hindrance, he took it off directly.

"…what's the situation?"

This has never been the case.

But Russell vaguely grasped a certain key.

"Not only do you have to act...but you also have to learn how to act?"

He murmured under his breath.

If he really regards the person he is playing as himself, then the mask...maybe he won't be able to take it off.

Although perhaps thinking a little far.

But Russell subconsciously began to think...

If one day, I degenerate and become a devil.

What kind of demon would it become?

But such worries only lasted half the morning in the end.

—Because soon Russell realized that this thought was not too far away.

Because when Russell arrived at the company, he began to conduct routine inspections twice a month.

It turned out to be something.

"Red four blue five... You have to be careful, Ultramarine."

Looking at the report submitted by Russell, Delphinium frowned: "Obviously nothing happened recently...but your redshift has increased by another level. Your blueshift did not rise as fast as the redshift for the first time. It seems that your blueshift The period of rapid mobile growth has arrived. You have to restrain your desires."

"I started from Red 2 and Blue 4, and they all went up at the same time..."

Russell tried to quibble.

But delphinium is obviously not so easy to fool: "That is a special case.

"Two months ago, you reached red three and blue five. And in these two months, your blue shift value has not increased...but your red shift value has increased by one level.

"Whether it's blue shift or red shift, level six is ​​a hurdle. If your blue shift value doesn't increase, I'm afraid you're only one step away from shifting."

Russell knew what the delphinium meant, so he too was silent.

The blue shift value is quite difficult to improve... because it symbolizes a person's "maturity".

The more people who can control themselves, the more they know what kind of path they are on, and the less confused they are, the higher the blue shift value will be. And the fifth-level blue shift is the limit of ordinary human beings.

To reach level six, one needs to climb over the "Wall of the Zodiac".

If you cross this wall, you will no longer be a "boring mortal", but have some kind of "extraordinary divinity".

The way they perceive the world is no longer the same as that of ordinary people... From this point of view, all psykers with psychic abilities above level five and level six are actually lunatics in a certain sense.

This is also the reason why the demon will reach the sixth level of redshift when it hatches.

If Redshift crosses this wall before Blueshift reaches level six, it will degenerate into a demon.

Only those who are crazy and distorted as inferior... After experiencing his distorted childhood and crying hysterically, repeatedly smashing and reshaping his personality, can he directly reach the sixth level of blue shift when awakening psionic power.

In other words, if you want to have a sixth-level blue shift, you must have the level of mind of the inferior when you just awakened.

Russell always felt that...at least for himself now, it seemed that he still couldn't do it.

Always one line away.

His desire, which was originally too indifferent, gradually raised his head...

People who originally hoped for nothing and had nothing extravagant were gradually awakened to desire.

He started to want to change something. And this desire became more and more intense with what he experienced.

But Russell's rationality to control this desire is still not enough.

—Sure enough, I am a lazy dog.

Russell was downcast.

He would occasionally think that if his roommate from the previous life came to this world with him, he might become a great big shot... That kind of self-discipline like a monster, in this world, would be a blue shift that broke through the sky. Even if the emotions get out of control, the psionic energy will not get out of control.

I'm so envious.

It would be great if I could follow behind the boss.

But no ~www.wuxiahere.com~ He has to stand up...because the depended person becomes himself.

He is a "hero".

Russell, who was always dependent on others, wanted to become a pillar for others.

It's like a young father who already has his own child before breaking out of the category of "child".

After the initial excitement, joy, and pride subside, there is confusion and timidity.

...can I really do this well?

"I used to think that my greatest strength was rationality."

Russell lowered his head and stared at the tiles, muttering softly: "But now it seems...it's still not enough."

If he is strong enough.

If he was reliable enough...he should have been a force in Morgan's life back then.

Obviously already vaguely aware of what kind of dangerous work the other party is engaged in, but still thinking with luck that "it should not be a big problem" and "after all, they have already come here like this".

——This is just a manifestation of my immaturity.

Russell used the misfortune of others as a hammer to beat himself.

"Hey…"

Seeing that Russell fell into a certain emotion inexplicably, Delphinium couldn't help but sighed.

Redshift suddenly increased by one level, something must have happened...

But she didn't ask Russell what happened.

Although she knew that Russell would definitely answer if she asked.

However, Delphinium also knew in his heart that Russell was not the kind of character who would keep his worries in his heart all the time, longing for a tree hole to confide in.

At this point, he probably just needs a hug.

Delphinium thought so, and walked over to hug Russell gently. Click to download the APP of this site, massive novels, free to read!