Pastoral Daily Life

    In the past twenty-seven years of Yan Yue's growth, he has never been so close to a person.

      But it seems that since he has memory, he has never been so close to anyone without a trace of separation.

    Yan Yue hugged Lu Lingxi tightly, the boy's body was soft, and the faint fragrance of grass and trees surrounded him. Xu was so surprised that the boy didn't even react and pushed him away. His lips were close to the boy's earlobe, and from this angle, he could see the boy's delicate collarbone and large white skin. He touched the boy's waist uncontrollably, and the skin under his palm was soft, like a fine white jade. The good feeling made his body shudder with excitement. During this time, the impulses and desires that were desperately suppressed swept through the whole body like a storm.

    Yan Yue felt that he could no longer be suppressed, he knew it was wrong, but the young man would not understand, just what kind of stormy waves the glance just caused in his heart. Since his uncontrollable kiss, he has no way out. In this case, Yan Yue's heart simply gave birth to a ruthless force that was put to death and then reborn.

    His lips left the boy's earlobe and instead found the place he had been longing for. The moment his lips touched, Yan Yue felt as if he was in heaven for a moment.

    Until now, Lu Lingxi finally came to his senses and started struggling in a hurry.

    To Yan Yue, Lu Lingxi's struggle was nothing at all. The young man was completely unable to exert himself due to his posture. Yan Yue easily imprisoned the boy in his arms. He squeezed the boy's chin tremblingly, forcing him to open his mouth semi-forcefully. The boy was a little ignorant, mixed with shyness and resentment, and he kissed him with a puzzled look in his eyes.

    Different from the previous kisses, this kiss is strictly a kiss. Although this was his first kiss for Yan Yue, he had a kind of blissful self-taught self-taught without any experience at all. He only relied on instinct to drive in, and seriously tasted the sweetness of the youth. . This kiss poured out all of Yan Yue's feelings, mad and trembling, with an indomitable momentum, and a ruthless strength that did not leave any way out for himself.

    Lu Lingxi's reaction was very slow. Although Yan Yue had no experience, he still had theory, but he had no theory or experience at all. Almost forced to open his mouth, Lu Lingxi felt Yan Yue's breath in a daze. Different from the calmness and reliability in his cognition, Yan Yue at this time was completely a stranger to him. He was a little scared, but more of a controlled awkwardness. Lu Lingxi's face began to turn red, and gradually became out of breath.

    Yan Yue keenly felt the abnormality of the young man in his arms, and was reluctant to let go of Lu Lingxi. He was worried that if he kissed the boy again, he would suffocate because he couldn't breathe. His eyes fell on the ravaged red lips of the boy, his eyes were fierce, and he could not wait to taste it again.

    Lu Lingxi finally regained his senses, panting heavily in Yan Yue's arms. He weakly wanted to push Yan Yue away, but was hugged tightly by Yan Yue.

    "Xiaoxi, please don't be angry." Yan Yue's voice trembled a little, with a hint of pleading, "I know it's my fault, but I like you, I can't control my feelings at all ."

    Lu Lingxi lowered her head and did not speak, Yan Yue was a little scared, he was afraid that Lu Lingxi would not understand his feelings, and even more afraid that Lu Lingxi understood but refused to accept it. If so, he would definitely be unable to resist forcibly imprisoning the boy, ignoring the boy's wishes and resistance. He doesn't want to go this far, he wants more and is more greedy.

    "Xiaoxi, don't hate me." Yan Yue sighed: "You don't understand how much I like you, I like you uncontrollably from the first sight. Gardening, everything is an excuse for me to approach you, I want to see you, I want to be by your side, I want to hold you and kiss you like this. I don't know if you understand this feeling, I keep warning I endured desperately, I'm afraid to scare you, but the feelings are really difficult to control. I never thought I would like someone like this, no, it's not love, it's love, Xiaoxi, I love you. "

    Lu Lingxi in his arms moved slightly, and Yan Yue immediately noticed his softening. He softened his tone and coaxed more and more patiently: "Ye Kang is a psychiatrist, Xiaoxi, you know? I have had serious psychological problems since I was a child. Ye Kang said before that I was a robot, and he suspected that I had no feelings at all. I I always thought that I lacked feelings, but when I met you, I realized that it is not that I have no feelings, but that all my feelings are reserved for you. Xiaoxi, you are my switch, and the switch from a robot to a human being. "

    "Xiaoxi..."

    Lu Lingxi finally raised his head, his expression was a little aggrieved and a little embarrassed, bit his lip slightly, and said puzzled: "But we are all men."

    In the education he received, including the TV and movies he watched, there was always a man and a woman together, can two men be together?

    This question of Lu Lingxi was like a light to Yan Yue. He thought he was about to set foot on the execution ground, but suddenly someone told him that the world would be amnesty and that he could go home. It really felt like this. Yan Yue didn't expect that the boy's tangled point was this. He desperately suppressed the excitement in his heart, like a big bad wolf in sheep's clothing seducing an innocent, innocent little lamb, with a very calm and reliable tone. , patiently coaxed: "Xiaoxi, except that we are all men, do you hate me holding you? Do you hate me kissing you like this?"

    Lu Lingxi looked away a little bit, the tip of his ear was slightly red. Although it was a strange feeling, his heart was beating so fast that it was about to jump out of his throat the next moment, but he didn't seem to hate it. Moreover, Lu Lingxi thought of last night's dream a little out of time. Big Brother Yan was in the dream, is he the same?

    "Xiaoxi, you don't hate it, right?" Yan Yue slyly replaced "like" with "don't hate" and continued to ask.

    Lu Lingxi nodded embarrassedly and said honestly: "I don't hate it, but..."

    His words were not finished yet, Yan Yue had already replied again. For Yan Yue, "don't hate" is already Lu Lingxi's answer, as for the later turning point, it doesn't matter.

    Lu Lingxi: "...Yan..."

      Yan Yue kept kissing until Lu Lingxi almost suffocated before he stopped. He looked at Lu Lingxi with admiration, with a look of infatuation. The boy's cheeks were flushed red when he kissed him, and his eyes were blank. He cautiously and piously pasted it, resting his forehead on the boy's head, and repeated in a low voice and firmness, "Xiaoxi, I love you."

    Lu Lingxi woke up and pushed Yan Yue away in embarrassment, "You..."

    He can't say anything about you. He just said that he doesn't hate it. Before he finished speaking, Yan Yue took his words out of context. He was a little angry, but he didn't know why he was angry. He was more embarrassed and didn't know how to face Yan Yue.

    Lu Lingxi turned his head and refused to pay attention to him, making Yan Yue's eyes even more obscure. He understands the desires of his body, and he desperately wants to overwhelm the boy, possess him, and force him, but the last trace of reason is pulling him tightly. What he has achieved today is beyond the perfection of his imagination, he can't push the boy too hard, he should give the boy some time to adapt. Adapt to him, and adapt to the changes in their relationship.

    Yan Yue took a deep breath and suppressed all his crazy desires. He half-kneeled in front of Lu Lingxi, looked at Lu Lingxi's eyes sincerely, and apologized: "Xiaoxi, it's my fault, I should have listened to you. But I'm so happy. I thought you would hate me, I I'm afraid that you will be unhappy, that you will hate me, but you say no, you don't know how happy I am, and you can't control your emotions at all. Are you angry, Xiaoxi? If you are angry, you can beat me and scold me, Yan Big Brother will never resist."

    Yan Yue's underdog policy had a very good effect, Lu Lingxi softened, "I'm not angry. It's just..."

    "Just what?" Yan Yue asked patiently.

    Lu Lingxi was a little embarrassed, "It's just weird, we..."

    Yan Yue was keenly aware of what Lu Lingxi was going to say, and said first: "Xiaoxi, look, two men can be together. I won't lie to you, there are many people like us. We It's no different from other people. The same likes, the same love, the same life together. Xiaoxi, I love you, and you don't hate me either. Would you like to give me a chance and let's try to be together?"

    Lu Lingxi was a little hesitant, he didn't hate Yan Yue, on the contrary, he liked Yan Yue very much, but is his liking the same as what Yan Yue said? Yan Yue said that they tried to be together, like Brother Dong and his girlfriend were together?

    "Xiao Xi?"

    "But I don't understand." Lu Lingxi said honestly, "Brother Yan, I think I like you too, but I don't know if it's the kind of liking you said, is that okay?"

    "Of course." Yan Yue hugged Lu Lingxi ecstatically. He was a little afraid that what he heard was illusory. Only by hugging Lu Lingxi could he feel the truth. "Xiaoxi, it doesn't matter if you don't understand now, we can learn it slowly. Big Brother Yan didn't understand it before, but he learned it after getting to know Xiaoxi."

    Lu Lingxi was a little shy, but nodded slowly.

    Yan Yue saw Lu Lingxi's expression, and only felt that his heart was full. He didn't expect that he could really live after death. The moment Lu Lingxi agreed to him, he really felt that the inheritance rights of the Yin family, the Yan family, and the Hepu family couldn't even compare to a single strand of a boy's hair. He just wanted to do nothing from now on and just stay by Lu Lingxi's side. It is best if there is a rope that can tie the two together, he can take the boy wherever he goes, and they will never be separated.

    "I'll take you back."

    Lu Lingxi made a "hmm" and suddenly thought, "Where's Dahei?"

    How come there has been such a big noise outside them.

    Yan Yue hooked the corner of his mouth, but did not speak.

    In the room, Da Hei was nibbling on two braised chicken legs intently, his ears shaking from time to time, listening to the movement outside. Animals do not have as many complex minds as humans. They recognize Yan Yue, and naturally they will not be wary of Yan Yue.

    Yan Yue carried Lu Lingxi into the house, and Lu Lingxi saw the chicken legs on the ground at a glance. He looked at Yan Yue accusingly, and Yan Yue's expression was upright, as if he didn't know anything. He gently placed Lu Lingxi on the kang, lowered his head and kissed the boy's forehead a little reluctantly. "You go to bed first, and I'll clean up."

    Lu Lingxi nodded embarrassedly. While Yan Yue went out, he quickly took off his shorts, then took the sheet and wrapped himself into a cocoon, with only his head exposed. His actions were completely subconscious, and Lu Lingxi's face suddenly turned red, not knowing what to think.

    "Brother Yan, you..." Lu Lingxi said shyly.

    "Dear me, I don't do anything, just hug and sleep." Yan Yue coaxed in a low voice.

    Lu Lingxi moved his body uneasily, a little uncomfortable with such closeness.

    Yan Yue saw his reaction and patted his back patiently, slowly coaxing and persuading him. Lu Lingxi was a little tired after tossing for a day, and unknowingly fell asleep in Yan Yue's arms. Yan Yue looked at his peaceful and serene sleeping face contentedly, the hustle and bustle in the bottom of his heart slowly calmed down, and the hole that had festered since the age of six was finally filled by something.

    I fell asleep all night, and after the sky was bright, Yan Yue slowly opened his eyes. When he woke up, his first reaction was to look for Lu Lingxi, but there was no sign of Lu Lingxi in the empty space above the kang. Yan Yue's face sank instantly, it was so ugly, he almost thought that everything last night was his dream.

    Quickly put on her clothes, Yan Yue didn't care about washing up, she pushed the door and went out and started looking for Lu Lingxi everywhere.

    The flowerbed is not there, the courtyard is not there, not even the big black.

    Yan Yue was a little scared, he was afraid that he would wake up and find that it was a dream last night, and even more afraid that he would see regret and disgust on Lu Lingxi's face.

    His car was still parked in the courtyard, Lu Lingxi couldn't drive, Yan Yue took a deep breath and decided to go to Uncle Li to have a look. After walking two steps, he suddenly froze, looking ahead in disbelief. The old willow tree that was split in half by lightning last night came alive. Numerous buds were pulled from the charred branches, and the new soft wicker swayed gently and swayed in the wind. Some birds stopped on the trunk and chirped, and the whole tree glowed with majestic vitality.

    Lu Lingxi stood quietly in front of the willow tree, and Da Hei squatted at his feet. Hearing the familiar footsteps behind him, he turned his head towards Yan Yue, bent his eyes, and smiled slightly.

    Yan Yue's heart instantly calmed down, he stepped forward and wrapped Lu Lingxi in his arms, bowed his head and kissed it fiercely.

    The author has something to say: I have something to say about this chapter.

    Everyone should be aware of the current harmonious situation, so I am a little nervous about writing this chapter, and I have been hesitating whether to mention it in one stroke. But in my heart, this chapter is very important, it is a turning point in the relationship between Yan Yue and Lu Lingxi. In particular, Yan Yue's reaction was a summary of his previous idiotic behavior. If I take it in one stroke, I always feel that there will be something missing, and there is an indescribable regret.

    So despite my concerns and hesitation for a long time, I wrote it out in detail, and I did not mention it.

    I urge the girls who have seen it not to report it. I consciously write above the neck, and there is nothing prohibited. Thank you~ Please try not to mention the specific content when you reply, and try to dilute the theme of this chapter. Thank you so much~