Pat Me Please

When my mother came, life was different, and it automatically became very healthy and regular.

Yu Zhou and Xiang Wan took a shower at ten o'clock and entered the master bedroom. Before closing the door, Yu Zhou specially said good night to Ms. Zhao: "Mom, I'm asleep. You go to bed early too, good night."

"You'd better really sleep and don't play with your phone." Ms. Zhao's voice came from the sofa.

Yu Zhou closed the door, sat on the bed, and sure enough started playing with his mobile phone.

Xiang Wan put on her pajamas, lay on the bed, leaned on the pillow and looked at her.

"Are you going to sleep? Will it affect you if I turn on this desk lamp?" She had to wait for Ms. Zhao to sleep before going out.

Everything was quiet, Xiang Wan's face was like a touch of moonlight.

She shook her head and said, "I'm not sleepy."

"Then your habits are quite good, and you don't play with mobile phones or anything." The ancients are the ancients.

Seeing that Xiang Wan didn't speak, she glanced at her with her mobile phone: "What are you looking at me for?"

The voices of both of them are very soft, afraid that Ms. Zhao will hear, but such voices and atmosphere can easily draw out some painstakingly suppressed emotions.

Lying on his side, Xiang Wan put his hands next to the pillow and leaned against the heat source of the boat.

Yu Zhou looked down at her, as if he could touch her soft long hair with his lower hand.

She then put down her phone, but didn't touch her, she just put her hand on the pillow next to her hair, moved it, and asked her, "Is there something on your mind?"

"I miss my mother a little bit," Xiang Wan said.

"My mother would never talk to me like this," she paused, her voice lowered, "My mother, she would never talk to me again."

Yu Zhou really wanted to pat her, but with a sigh of relief, he didn't.

In fact, it is difficult for her to get to the bottom of it. What kind of mentality does this little girl integrate into this society? Know.

Under normal circumstances, she is very obedient, and she often does what others say, but a rebellious sentence or two from her occasionally proves that she has been thinking.

Yu Zhou really wanted to tell her, you know what? In fact, living in this world, most people don't think so much. We live by instinct and inertia. If we have to delve into everything, we may not be able to survive at all.

Whether our love, hate, sadness, or happiness, it is for people to experience, not for people to delve into the cause and effect, otherwise you will fall into it, always look back, and never have a way to move forward.

There is also the order of the world, which is like commenting on the irrelevant person who asked Ban Tiantian why, but this society is like this, there is no reason why it happened, only whether it happened or not.

Don't have to think about the cause, the process, the ending, and don't ask whether it is fair.

Because the background of the world is unfair.

But these, she didn't want to tell Xiang Wan, she was willing to say something positive.

She said: "Wanwan, many things may seem difficult to you, but in fact, the two of us can turn on the air conditioner to check our mobile phones and talk here today, and we are already survivors, in various senses."

"Each of us is learning and sharpening our ability to survive. Even if we have been in this world for twenty or thirty years, we are still making mistakes and encountering new problems. For example, me, Director Peng, Su Chang, we all have various problems, you have only been here for more than a month, and you are already great."

"This world is different from yours back then. We used to have a house, like a turtle shell, and the news was relatively closed. We were the frogs in the well. We couldn't see the big sky, but we were safe. In the current online society, there is no shelter for anyone, we can only hold a spear and a shield to test all the good and bad."

"In modern society, there is more emphasis on 'self'. In the past, you might have thought that living under the wings of your parents and accepting gifts from your parents was a matter of course, but not now. Before, our parents gave us life, but now, our parents give us a pair of hands."

Listening to Yu Zhou's soft words, Xiang Ban felt as if the starlight blocked by tall buildings had escaped into her eyes.

She bowed her head, smiled and said to Xiang Wan: "After a while, you will find that this world is actually pretty good. She will give people unlimited possibilities. She will tell you that there is nothing you need in life, except yourself."

"I was in the car this afternoon, and I told you that it might be different when you met two noble people. I was serious. What Su Chang said made me reflect. I used to treat you like a bowl kept in my house. Wan, worry about everything for you, arrange everything for you, and since you are used to accepting arrangements at home, maybe you are also used to this way, but Xiang Wan, this should not be an independent person's way of life."

Xiang Wan wanted to say something, but Yu Zhou shook his head, motioning her to listen to him first.

"I will still try my best to help you, because I am the first person you see in this world, and I will always be your first friend. But I will not be your only friend."

"Director Peng, Teacher Su, and the students you will meet in the training class will all be your friends, and you have to get along with them by yourself. After going to school in a few days, I will take you on the subway, and then you can go by yourself. "

Xiang Wan's eyes dimmed, and Yu Zhou keenly sensed that she was a little sad.

"I said this, not wanting you, I just told you, as an independent individual, you came into this world, not to be attached to others, you will see everything from your perspective, you will find , the vast world, a lot to do."

Xiang Wan blinked her eyes, and there was a feeling of soreness and pain in her chest, which made her strange but liked it.

She raised her eyes and asked, "Can you pat me?"

Yu Zhou smiled: "How grown up are you? I found that the more you live, the younger you become."

But she still reached out, first touched Xiang Wan's hair, and then lightly patted her protruding shoulder.

She knew that Xiang Wan was a little scared. After all, she had never left her, and this time she had to go to class by herself.

Xiang Wan's shoulders trembled a little, but she quickly calmed down. Yu Zhou's hands covered her shoulders, warm and soft, the warmth of a girl.

Wrapped in such a breath, it is hard not to be addicted.

She said: "I am not young anymore, so when you are sad, you can tell me, and I can pat you too."

Yu Zhou rubbed his thumb on her shoulder and said in a low voice, "You have it."

You have comforted me.

Her expression was a little dazed, and she was silent for four or five seconds before she said, "If you hadn't come, I might..."

Maybe I'm still dawdling around, maybe, I still think of something in the dead of night.

Suddenly a little sore nose.

She is just too emotional.

Yu Zhou's pajamas are very fragrant, and after washing a few times, the material is very soft, people want to stick them on when they see them, Xiang Wan wants to lean in, she used to be in the Prime Minister's mansion, and sometimes she would hold the maid sister who grew up with her .

But her face just rubbed against Yu Zhou's pajamas, Yu Zhou let her go, got up and listened to the movement outside, then turned his head: "She seems to be asleep."

Xiang Wan was taken aback, the warm breath suddenly disappeared, and she felt a little lost.

Yu Zhou hugged his little quilt, took a pillow, opened the crack of the door and took a look, the living room was dark, and then said to Xiang Wan: "I'm going out, good night."

As he said that, he went out, but there were soft footsteps behind him.

Xiang Wan lifted the quilt to get up and followed.

All the way, I watched her tiptoely put down the sofa bed, watched her put the pillows away, and stood beside her without saying a word.

Yu Zhou bowed to tidy up, glanced back at her, and smiled: "What are you doing?"

Said angrily.

Xiang Wan didn't speak.

"I found you to be quite interesting," Yu Zhou said, "Sometimes, you're pretty bad and weird, but sometimes you're very obedient, for example, the way you follow people now, like a small bowl."

Xiang Wan stood in the shallow moonlight, watched her finish making the bed, then pursed the corners of her lips, and said: "Good night."

Then turned back to the room.

There was a light click on the door, cutting off a bit of reluctance that seemed to be nothing.

At half past six, Yu Zhou went back to the master bedroom to sleep, and Xiang Wan had already woken up. She was a little surprised, but thought that she might have been inspired by her emotional words yesterday, so she ignored her and fell asleep by herself until ten After ordering, she was called out by Ms. Zhao who couldn't stand it.

When I got up, I saw Ms. Zhao vacuuming the carpet.

Ask her: "Where is Wanwan?"

"She volunteered to go out to buy groceries and said she wanted to go by herself, but I said I would stay and clean up."

Wow, are you really independent?

Yu Zhou was a little proud, seeing Ms. Zhao sucking the floor while saying to her: "You little girlfriend, you are diligent and lazy."

"ah?"

"I got up very early, you can say she is hardworking, but she didn't do anything when she got up, and the water didn't boil, she just sat on the sofa and looked at me, sitting like a flight attendant."

Yu Zhou laughed out loud: "She may want to show that she feels impolite when the elders wake up while she is still asleep. But she has no idea about the sequence of some tasks, and she only knows how to do them after being told."

"Oh, it seems so. I said I wanted to buy vegetables, so she went." Ms. Zhao said.

"Well. She's still young."

"Then you didn't deny that she was your little friend?"

"ah?"

Ms. Zhao smiled cunningly, hummed a little song and took off the vacuum cleaner box: "Oh, look at this cat hair, you don't **** it, I see, your lungs are full of hair, it's scary."