Philstar or Gaju's Regression

Dagdawg. Dagdawg.

Two imperial wagons 6 miles from Baker Hwang.

On the front wagon, with the exception of Cedric and Leucia, who remained in the Emperor by Angelina's call, Busha and Jen, Altair, Bastet and Jufi.

“ ……. ”

In the wagon behind him, only William and Loan Rich climbed up.

For surface-area reasons, we need to talk to William.

“ ……. ”

I didn't think that was the main reason when I saw that no conversation was going wrong.

Loan in the wagon seemed really powerless.

I'm just leaning over the window with my tired face.

“Umm.”

But William, sitting across the street, watched him without saying a word.

Since Emilia and I went to have a conversation alone, Roan has been in such a state ever since.

This must have been a bad conversation with her.

Of course, in front of the others, Roan did not feel that way at all, nor did he say anything else to William.

But there's no way Willian doesn't know Roan, is there?

“... that's what life is. ”

Because he always knows the habits that come out when he gets bored, he only rubs his thighs with a sad face.

“…… Ah, ah. Yes.”

And then Loan, who was in love with Earl, laughed and nodded,

“…… I don't know if it's because I'm relieved, but I'm too tired. Let me close my eyes for a second. ”

He shook his head, closed his eyes and shut his mouth.

That's one of the habits that Loan shows when he wants to be alone.

He was rarely seen since he suddenly changed one day.

“…… yes. ”

But that doesn't mean I can't wipe him as hard as I used to.

Actually, he was a pretty sensitive kid.

She married her mother early and has since grown up alone in the castle of Philstein, where she is only a Parvity of her peers.

That's why it was so rare to talk about my heart, and I didn't have a big dream even though I was talented because of my introverted personality.

Some of them made mistakes, including being injured in a 50-person Feud, especially because they were heartbroken.

So he was worried about him, and he was being strictly toxic, but he was already completely different.

He went to Bologna to become a knight one morning, becoming the youngest Sword Master in the history of the continent, and now he has been awarded the title of Knight and Medal to save countless people from the ridiculous disaster of Baron Evangeline.

Not by someone, but by choosing and trying.

Even if it were a miracle, it would not be an exaggeration.

However, it would have been hard to deal with love for him who was still only 17 years old.

Rather, it is more difficult than swinging a sword to defeat an enemy.

“…… cheer up. ”

Willian, who knows that better than anyone else, turns his head to his knee again.

Wouldn't one sincere hand be more comforting than a hundred words?

For the consideration of my father, who is willing to give me time to be alone,

“ ……. ”

Cough.

Loan must have grabbed his fist instead of an answer.

I wanted to say thank you, but it seemed embarrassing and I couldn't get it out.

I'm just thankful to be alone for a while.

“ ……. ”

Within minutes, Loan sighs quietly and slowly turns his head to the window.

I looked out the window with my eyes open, pretending to be asleep.

- Sorry, Loan.....

The gaze never touched the outside landscape.

- I never thought of you as more than a friend.

I was just returning the words that were hovering in my head.

Even if you don't want to remember, that was her answer.

Dagdack, Dagdack.

And with the sound of a wagon coming into my ear,

“…… uhh. ”

Loan laughs at me without even knowing.

But I thought it would be somewhat.

No, actually, I thought Emilia liked herself, too.

But she definitely drew a line.

No more friends, no less.

“ ……. ”

No matter how sharp the line is, it stings and hurts as if it had been cut off by a real sword.

It would be nice to take it humbly, but the moment I heard it, my tears were pinged.

Then, I wanted to be angry.

After almost half a hundred years, I couldn't do that.

“…… haha. ”

Of course, he also thought he might be rejected.

Just as Angelina and herself did, she could be different from herself.

But I didn't think her refusal would be so painful, and embarrassing.

I actually experienced all the pain that humans could suffer, so I thought it might be okay.

So I didn't think it would hurt this much.

I did.....

“ ……. ”

What are you going to do about it being too sick and too big?

Even when attacked by Nialie in Baron Evangeline's reign, he was not so distressed.

He squeezes his chest and even feels like he's ripping it off. He presses it up over his throat and swallows it.

I didn't know if I was wrong or embarrassed to burst into tears here.

“ ……. ”

Anyway, now the relationship is perfectly organized.

I've just been liking it myself.

Dude, I didn't want to put any more pressure on her.

“…… Ugh. ”

Also, Loan didn't want to get hurt anymore.

‘I'd rather not confess. ’

Regret hovers.

‘I just want to erase everything from memory like this. ’

Just full of bitter winds.

At the same time,

‘What is Emilia thinking right now? Is it okay? Is it really going to be okay? ’

A myriad of questions filled my head.

- Wait a minute. I'll be right back!

And there's still a good childhood look in his head.

So I never wanted to be alone.

Cough.

With too much regret, Loan grabbed his fist again.

I wanted to go back and grab her and make a wish.

I kept raising my head, knowing that I really shouldn't, but somehow I wanted to hold onto it.

‘.... It wasn't me. ’

But he's already half a hundred years old.

I know that grasping a connection after leaving is like grasping a falling blade.

‘.... It wasn't my place. ’

I couldn't bother her any more because I knew that futile expectations ruined the relationship.

“…… haha. ”

I felt more and more distressed that I couldn't reach it anymore.

* * *

While Roan was sick of the bitterness of his absence.

“ ……. ”

Returning to the Crystal Palace, Emilia, who was lying alone on the bed, seemed to be no different from him.

Lying alone in a huge room with no one, staring at the void, she looked like a doll with a thread cut off.

I lost all my will in life, and soon I looked like a man who would choose death.

If there was any difference between them, there would have been tears in their blue eyes.

Glug.

Soon, tears poured down her blue-eyed eyes.

“Woo……. ”

At the same time, her face was increasingly distorted.

You can bite your lips off like you're crying.

“Phew……. ”

I couldn't stand the tears that flow.

Peck.

After all, the tears that flow into her eyes began to wet her bed, when she was no longer able to hide her emotions.

“Huff!”

She bursts into tears deep into her heart.

“Loan...! ”

And she's distressed by calling his name.

- I've liked you a long time ago.

I had to.

- You don't know, but we used to be lovers.

One thing he said,

- And I still like you.

There's one.

- I don't know if I'm right for you, but I wanted to tell you.

I didn't keep leaving my head like I was stuck in my brain.

- I want to be with you my whole life.

If this is the kind of passive, shameful thing Ron said about heterosexuality,

- I'm not gonna say I can't live without you. I've lived without it.

That would really be proof that he's thought and tried so many times.

- But that time really seemed like hell to me. I've been sick and in pain my whole life.

So I know how thoughtful those words have come to an end.

- I don't want to go through that kind of pain anymore, but I think it's okay if you get hurt again.

I couldn't forget it because my heart was so pretty.

But it is.

- Sorry, Loan.....

Her answer was forced to go in the opposite direction from the heart.

- I never thought of you as more than a friend.

I had no choice but to reject him, who had confessed to putting everything down.

“…… ahhh! ”

Even though she liked him a long time ago.

And I still like him!

No, I love you.

So it hurt even more.

I felt so distressed that I pushed the one I loved with my own hand.

“It hurts……. ”

It was to throw the heart at the pain that seemed to have been stolen with a knife.

Emilia, who went through a few regressions and cried unrelentingly, gripping her chest that it hurt more than the torture she had experienced or the various deaths!

I'd rather have a heart that can't even do love or feel it!

“Cough! Cough! ”

It wasn't easy to breathe because I was crying too hard.

How long have you been crying so hastily?

Almost unconsciously, she stares at a torn old rabbit doll with a red-eyed right eye.

“…… I want to go back to the first time. ”

And he said,

I'd rather go back to a time when I didn't know anything.

I'd rather go back to being a helpless child who can't do anything!

No, I wish I hadn't met him in the first place!

“Ha.... ”

I really wanted to do it again.

“Loan……. ”

Because even for him, you can't accept that.

With a desperate and desperate sigh,

“I'm sorry..... ”

She shrouds her face with both hands and shed tears.

* * *

The Red Brick House on Baker 6 Street is finally here!

“This is the Teacher's house! ”

When she saw the baby and the cute house, Juppy raised her voice,

“…… something cute. ”

I looked at the red brick house with Zende's face.

“…… there is no tree. ”

Unlike her, Altair danced with a face that didn't seem to like it very much.

“This is where we'll live in the future, Altair. We have to adapt.”

As Bastet comforts with a tempting voice,

“…… Yes, Cat. ”

I quickly nodded with a brightened face.

“It's pretty good to adapt here, too. So don't worry about it. ”

Soon, Busha took Altair and said,

“…… Thank you. Elf sister.”

Altair nods at her ear as if Busha's ears were still miraculous.

“But I have a question! ”

At that moment, Jufi raised his hand.

“Why? Are you trying to say something weird again? ”

Unlike the pretty one, Busha, who knew he was very wrong, opened her eyes with her hands up her waist.

As a matter of fact, she was pretty clumsy just after Loan met Emilia.

“No, that's not it. Why is she doing the abdominal surgery? ”

Soon, Juppy shook his head and said it wasn't like that.

“Stomatography?”

Let's all look at him with a smile on his head.

“You keep pretending that beast is talking. ”

Jufi, who doesn't know what a cat is, points to the Bastet with his finger and says:

“Your voice is so different, it's amazing! ”

When you smile with a sunny face without a tee,

“... it's not me. ”

Altair shakes his head, smiling shyly as if he's feeling better.

“Oh, no way! So he said it himself? ”

Soon, Jupiter shakes his head in excitement to stop talking nonsense.

“I'm not a beast, I'm a basket. ”

Soon Bastet looked at Juffy with his cute eyes.

“You're really good! I think you're doing much better than the plutocrat in Nero! ”

But Jufi is a thoroughfare boy!

As Altair still thought he was telling the story, let's look at her with his sparkling eyes,

“... I'm not really me. ”

Altair shakes his head in shame.

She's been very scared of men since she was kidnapped by Ludwig.

But Juffy is a girl and a smiley boy with a man's beauty!

And thanks to her answer, she didn't seem to feel much of a disguise.

“Really. You have a completely different voice. ”

Zen replied with a pretty excited face.

I was a little concerned that Roman's wagon was running late, but it was also important that Altair could lead a normal life anyway.

“Phew, I'm from Nero! I'm not fooling you with that! ”

However, Jufi still noticed that he did not believe.

Then Bastet jumps up lightly to Juppy's shoulders.

“Oh, it's heavier than I thought! ”

Even the first beast I've ever seen doesn't look very scary. Juffy laughs.

“You're not fooling me? ”

Soon Bastet will speak to Jufi in person.

“... Ugh, huh? ”

At that moment, he paused loudly.

She kept staring at Altair, and she didn't really talk.

Besides, didn't the voice just come right into your ear?

Even if it's an abdominal procedure, of course, it doesn't sound right there.

“Uh-huh?! ”

Let's harden the juppy that panicked too much.

“Puhuhu!”

Altair burst into laughter again.

“That's ridiculous! ”

The beast really speaks!

“Ears, ghosts?! Hrrrrrrrrrrrrgh!”

And as his whole body frowned and his hair twitched and he started shaking,

Sweet.

The door to the red brick house on Baker Street opens in no time.

“Oh?”

Parviti, who was guarding the house, heard the sound and opened the door.

“Busha!”

And when she found Busha and shouted with a happy face,

“How are you? Parvity!”

Busha also ran and hugged her.

Without first seeing Parviti's kindness awkward,

“I missed you so much! ”

Busha is full of flirtation.

That's probably because Parviti took care of her like a sister.

“I missed you, too. ”

Soon she was very kind to her face, and she tapped Busha's back.

“Dad!”

Alma, who was with Radha in the house, ran out.

I had no idea whether my father's title was now towards Roan or towards Willian, but I must have been waiting for them anyway.

“Long time no see, Busha. ”

Soon Radha, who hadn't seen her in over a month,

“You've got a better face. The Lord has done well. ”

Busha, who was noticing the connection between Willian and Radha during the cover-up, joked.

“Well, is that so! ”

Shame on Radha in no time.

“But what about these guys? ”

Parvity asks questions as he looks back at Jen and Altair on a nervous face, and still a stiff jufi because of the Bastet.

“…… I have a lot of brothers and sisters. ”

And Busha shrugged and said,

“…… Yes? ”

Parviti seems to be quite embarrassed too.

Are you saying all these kids are going to be together in the future?

“You know who Loan is. ”

Within days, Busha was nervous and held the hands of rigid Jen and Altair.

Contrary to what I see on the outside, she's very sweet.

“Yes, of course. ”

Parvitti also looked at three people alternately with a smile.

“The beast speaks……. ”

And until then, in the shape of a sturdy juppy,

“Phew! You're so pretty and handsome. Spring!”

She said with a clear smile.

“Now, for now, are there one man or two women? ”

And as soon as she asked to identify the number of people,

“Oh, yes! ”

Jen nods with a slightly nervous face.

“You are so brave as a man! I feel like I saw you as a child! ”

Parviti replies with a blunt smile.

“…… Yes? ”

And Zen, who was embarrassed by the answer, was flawed.

Is this a man pointing at himself?

“No, Parviti! Jen is a woman! There's a man! ”

Soon, Busha burst into laughter and shouted,

“Oh!”

Parvity's eyes widened after realizing the mistake.

“I'm sorry! Stop being so handsome! ”

And Parvity apologized, staring at Jen with an unbelievable face.

“…… Ah, no. I hear a lot of that. ”

Do I really look like a man?

In her bitter face,

“I'm so sorry! ”

Parvity apologizes by gathering two hands.

“…… it's okay. I really hear a lot of things. ”

I nod at her with a calm face, as if I felt her kindness.

“I'm sorry, I'll give you something delicious later. ”

Soon Parviti smiled comfortably and whispered.

“…… Yes. ”

How sweet and sweet.

Can I be like that?

And while Jen was nodding, I thought to myself,

“But what about you? ”

Parviti raises her head that the protagonist of the situation is invisible to Loan.

By the way,

“…… so be it. It's a little late.”

Busha also looked back with a worried face.

If the wagon was right behind you, it would have already arrived and remained.

Maybe his condition has something to do with not looking good?

“Phew……. ”

I think Busha took a deep sigh.

“ ……. ”

Parvity stares at her without a word.

“…… what happened? ”

Then I asked.

Why don't I know what Busha knows?

Because he's a colored slave?

I felt a sense of selfishness and jealousy without even knowing it.

“I don't know exactly. I think something happened anyway. ”

Soon, Busha sighs with her hands on her waist.

“Cute! Cute! ”

“Cute kid. ”

“Wow!”

I like seeing the Bastet, leaving Alma behind.

And you are.

Ka 'ang!

At that moment, Loan confronts the opponent in the hood with a strange pattern.

“What are you again? ”

Hah!

Without hiding the depression!