Philstar or Gaju's Regression

213 Ch 71. Stories I didn't know (2)

After the battle with the Deep Ones.

“ ……. ”

Loan, who was resting, opened his eyes,

“Again...? ”

It was a dream, not a reality.

Ever since Evangeline, I've been having strange dreams, and it's not so strange now that I'm fully aware that it's not real.

“I haven't been around for a while..... ”

But I haven't had a dream in a while since I got back from Nero.

Because it's been a dream for quite some time.

“After.”

Loan sighs and looks around.

It's as if the observing world, which is not part of this world,

“Bolonez?”

It was the Emperor Bolonez.

I had experienced various worlds that I didn't even know about in my dreams.

“I feel weird. ”

I've never seen a place as warm as Bolonez.

Maybe it's more unpleasant because it's a place he knows.

The world didn't have anything to worry about.

“Sunset……. ”

And he looked at the sky, which was watered with blood.

Unlike the beautiful sunset that I saw with Kara one day, the sunset that is now in front of Roan's eyes is red enough to feel sticky and fierce.

A feeling of anxiety that should not be beyond the sky.

Loan, who watched them all as something was playing out beyond that, felt as if he was shining a dazzling glance.

“What the hell do you want to show me? ”

Someday, I stepped into a state of eccentricity.

I just wanted to wait until I woke up from my dream.

But the dream was never over, just because I had a woodchuck without doing anything.

Just as I want to show Loan something, if he doesn't see it, it never ends, and it stops.

“…… damn it. ”

Thanks to him, he scoured the ruined Bolognese, spitting out a low scourge.

Since the day is bright, you have to go to the temple of Siren and fight the Dagon hordes all day long. If it is to wake the king, it is right to wake up as early as possible and rest a little longer.

Ron paused and looked back, trying to find something as quickly as possible.

“..... Dirty assassin. ”

I was blamed for the voices that were heard not so far away.

That was a title he had heard a lot before the regression.

“How dare you do that! ”

Of course, since Loan in her dreams is invisible to anyone, she's not referring to herself.

“... that way, I guess. ”

It was obvious that there was a big connection to the scene he had to see.

There were countless inhabitants of Bolognese, who stepped back with a heavy heart.

The people of the Malgol, overwhelmed by anger and despair, must have suffered terrible measles.

In the void and fury that hovers in the eyes of the lost focus,

“ ……. ”

Loan feels pretty good.

He wasn't facing himself, but his eyes were not so familiar.

Although it's true that no one's ever seen that look in his eyes lately, it's also the look he's been receiving all his life.

Because of this, I even heard the idea that maybe reality is a dream and a dream is a reality.

“You scum, you look good. ”

“Shit, I have to see it all! ”

There are people who are going back to the ruined grounds in an outrage against someone.

Ugh.

Every time a ghost passes through his or her body,

“ ……. ”

Loan felt a strange anxiety.

Clearly there is something where these people were.

And somehow it seemed to have something to do with him.

When countless people passed by him.

“… after…. ”

Loan steps into the ruins of the nearby basement, where there were people.

“How dare you think of a traitor..... ”

“After all, the princess was able to take control, wouldn't you? ”

“In fact, you're out of your mind, aren't you? ”

The soldiers who were guarding it were telling stories they didn't know.

“ ……. ”

Loan urged him to take a step further.

I thought the princess they were talking about would be Emilia, not Angelina.

And when we finally got there,

“…… Ah. ”

Loan looked.

In front of a mortuary with a body tied so hard to recognize,

“ ……. ”

Look at Emilia on her knees with her head down.

She was crying with her head down without making any noise, apparently carrying something.

I didn't see what it was, but it must have been something other than her white dress.

And when I saw that the scar on the frame had no neck, I wondered if it was definitely the neck of the body.

Headaches!

At that moment, a strange feeling of unexplained anxiety was conveyed to Loan.

“ ……. ”

When Loan finally reached behind her back.

“Aah!”

He looked.

“What the hell! ”

Emilia, who is vomiting with intolerance and distress,

“... it was me. ”

That's who you are.

I couldn't see his face, but he's the only one with black hair.

Even my father, William, is not that dark.

“ ……. ”

In Evangeline territory, he looks alternately at his messed up body and the back of screaming Emilia, so that he doesn't know what to say.

Was this not the sight of her just before she disappeared?

At the same time as that thought,

“…… traitor. ”

The stories that people told me before grabbed my head again.

If there is a reason why he died miserably because he was such a mess here....

“…… you should stop sending me. ”

Soon a voice was heard behind his back.

“You're not done yet. ”

There stood Philip, whose face was full of guilt, where he turned his head, blaming the sound of it.

He was killed by Nialie, who was Angelina's escort knight when she went to Evangeline territory early and turned into Gubs.

“... what else are you going to do here? ”

Immediately, Emilia's voice burst with rage.

“What the hell are you doing here? ”

And when she turned her head to a face full of despair and anger.

“ ……. ”

Loan feels unexplained emotions deep in his heart.

Previous life emotions are accumulated and communicated.

As Fitzgerald said, if this is really one of the things that Loan went through.....

“Emilia..... ”

I felt like I could tell how huge her despair and anger were, and how huge her affection was.

“You may be a burger, but you can't help it. Even if you were bitten by evil heresy, Roan Pilstein is a traitor who assassinated you. So if you don't pay the corresponding penalty.... ”

Soon, Philip explained that he had to execute more sentences.

“The nobles don't accept this, do they? Those good nobles! ”

Emilia's eyes are filled with enormous fury.

“…… you don't know very well. ”

Soon the soldiers grabbed the body of Roan, who was tied up in a mortuary to execute his final sentence.

“Can't you just let it go? Get your hands off me! ”

Emilia raised her voice like a scream.

“I'm sorry, Your Majesty! Quickly finishing at least once is a way to comfort him! I've bitten people to do that, so please understand! ”

Philip also grabbed her and executed her.

“No! You can't do this! ”

He's already been beheaded. He's ripping his limbs off once more.

“At least leave the body alone! Die so you can rest! ”

You can't insult him when he's dead.

“I'm sorry, Your Majesty! ”

I couldn't stop the execution.

“Sister! Did you stay still? ”

When she discusses Angelina,

“…… the imperial traitor had to execute the appropriate sentence. ”

It was Philip who explained with a embarrassing face.

Anyway, he's the traitor who assassinated the Emperor.

So what if Angelina agrees to execute the man she deserves?

“..... my sister. ”

Emilia's face hardened as if she had been shocked.

“Execute it quickly! ”

Philip raised his voice without missing the gap.

Soon, the body of Roan was tied to four horses.

“…… I will not hurt the head, Your Majesty. Please also understand my position. ”

In the meantime, Philip said that the only consolation he could do now was with a hard face.

Immediately, Emilia once again grabbed his head and bit off his lips.

No matter how hard I bit it, it was about to spill blood under my lips.

“Even though you saved everyone, you should be treated like this, right? ”

And she asked.

“Why?”

It's not Philip, it's a question to the god who created this situation.

I couldn't accept all of this right now.

“Execute your last brother! ”

Soon before Philip's voice rang out,

Heeing!

The horses' cries were echoed.

And, uh...

“What the hell! ”

With Emilia's bloody screams,

Quajic!

A horrible sound echoed at the spot.

Emilia closes her eyes while holding Roan's head because she can't see the tea.

In the image of the Saint who was wiped with blood and tears,

“…… I'm sorry, Your Majesty. We're just following orders. ”

Philip sighs as if he had no choice.

“And there's a lot of eyes that bite people. No matter how dangerous you say you are as Saint. Maybe Roan Pilstein doesn't want that either..... ”

Then, in his words, Emilia sighed with a faint face.

“Of course I don't want Roan either…. ”

And he burst into laughter with a sober face, as if he had not won the shock.

“Ha……. ”

With her blue eyes open again, she seemed to have lost everything and left a blank face.

“... and it wasn't what I wanted. ”

I just shed tears.

“I shouldn't have saved this world..... ”

All that remains is a grudge against the world.

“Your Majesty……. ”

Wake up from your seat with a sober face.

“Don't follow anyone. No one.”

She's taking a powerless step.

As Emilia stepped without strength behind a long stretch of red sky,

“... Emilia. ”

Loan called out his name with a dark face.

I couldn't open it because I watched the scene during my observation.

Angelina tolerated it, too.

And then Emilia looked completely ruined.

“... Loan? ”

Soon she looked around as if she had heard it.

“Loan? Are you there? ”

I had a pathetic look in my eyes as though I was trying to find him somehow.

“If you're there, tell me..... Please..... ”

She could never see him.

I was so shocked that my mind went out of my mind that I just touched an empty blue eye.

“ ……. ”

Loan, who watched them all, became unable to say Moore.

I couldn't tell if this was just a nightmare or if it was real.

I wish it was just a nightmare caused by the anxiety of the past.

But that won't be it.

This is definitely.....

‘…… what I've been through. ’

Just as Fitzgerald told me, I simply didn't stop with the feeling that it had happened.

I don't remember, but it must have been something I went through myself, and Loan sighed deeply as she felt her neck twitched.

“…… I'm sorry. I made a mistake.”

And Emilia, who still seems to be out of her mind, finds him and steps alone.

“I should have chosen you. It's not this filthy world..... ”

As he was tearlessly repenting,

“ ……. ”

Loan seemed to know why she kept pushing herself away.

If you remember a scene like this, you won't be able to shake your guilt at all, no matter what choice she makes afterwards.

“…… Ah, yes. Let's start over. That'll do it. ”

Immediately, Emilia was talking to herself like a madman.

“I will not save this world, and you will be loved by all. Yeah, that's it. You can start over. ”

I grabbed Tatag's necklace, which was hanging from his neck.

“Now, let's start again……. ”

And she wishes with such a pathetic face.

“Send me back……. ”

But the miracle didn't happen.

“Let's start again, again. One more time. Again. Just one more time. ”

In the meantime, the time regression she went through seemed to end with it, but only the red sky shined brightly enough.

“Please!”

In the end, she shed tears because she couldn't go back.

“…… yes, then let's go there. There.”

I took a step as if I were a hollow man.

“I'm going to abandon this world and start over there..... ”

In the back of it, you look so sad.

“Emilia!”

Loan called her name.

And I hugged her crying,

Glug.

He couldn't hold anything.

“Emilia!”

He only looks at his hands in vain as he cuts through the air.

For the last time,

“Lord Pilstein. ”

Loan hears a voice calling out to himself.

It's not here, it's in your dreams.

“Lord Pilstein. ”

That's the reality.

Lightning!

The moment I felt that everything was gone with the bright light, I grabbed Loan.

And in front of his eyes,

“…… are you okay? ”

With the bright morning sun, Povos was already ready to leave for the Shrine of Siren.

“I think you're a little late, but are you okay? ”

When Povos cautiously asked if it was because of a face that seemed distracted,

“Ahhh……. ”

Loan shakes his head and raises his body.

I haven't forgotten the shocking scene in my head yet.

“..... You're not sick, are you? ”

Soon, Povos asks him with a worried face.

“Yeah, it's okay. I've been sleeping a lot lately. So, yes.”

I'm going to a very dangerous place soon, and there will be no such thing as anxiety if the condition of the Loan that will be at its core is bad.

Let's count that sentiment and pretend Roan's okay.

“Don't be too much. Even if it's not today, there will be plenty of time to get to that temple. ”

Povoss said with a serious face, as if he was worried about himself.

I thought it might be a good idea to take some more time to recover.

“…… No. It's okay. We'll have to deal with it shortly. ”

Loan did not seem to have much intention of postponing the schedule.

‘I have to get back to Bolognese quickly. ’

Obviously, the next plague will be Bolonez, because he didn't leave his head.

And Emilia's walk, who saw this shocking scene, seemed to be also relevant.

“What about the others? ”

Soon, when Loan got up from his seat and threw a question over the equipment,

“I'm ready. ”

Povos also replied calmly.

“I don't see any of this. ”

And let's look at him and see if he's ready.

“I understand. Sir Philstein doesn't mean it's steel. ”

Povos told me not to worry too much.

The only person injured yesterday was Roman, so I didn't even know it was natural.

“Well, yes. Because I'm dying, too. ”

Let's erase the scene of the dream that came to mind, and let's smile.

“Anyway, let's go and talk again. ”

Fobos opened the door first and waited for him.

It seems that Povoss has frozen readings of Loan's emotional state.

Therefore, I am not digging deeply, but rather showing what I am waiting for.

There's nothing odd about being an assistant.

“…… yes, thank you. ”

Loan also stepped out with a smile.

“Come on, this way. ”

And following Povos' instructions, where Roan was born,

“The academy is late every time, and you're late here, too? ”

Hannah, who was waiting, playfully gave me a pint.

“I will.”

That's the same thing with Megaella.

“Shut up, Megaella. You're not talking to me. ”

However, seeing Hannah still squeezed, Megaella did not seem to talk about how to seal it to the end.

“..... won't it be okay if you don't seal it? Just get rid of Dagon. ”

As soon as Loan gets that word out,

“Bingo.”

Hannah nods as if she thought the same thing.

“The geniceries will go with us to the temple. We may not have enough numbers. ”

In any case, this will be the place to walk for Schwabalts.

So she said she'd take all the elite people, Jennifer.

“If you're a Jesus, the gunpowder might get wet and you might have a problem, so you should take care of the jars. ”

Loan nodded and gave his consent.

I don't know how many Deep Ones there are in the Shrine of Siren, but the number of Romans might not be enough.

“Don't worry about that. Originally, the Jennisseries were elite knights of our Schwabalts. The swordsmanship is brilliant. ”

In Hannah's words,

“I think it would be good if the newcomers went with us. Then we'll be able to bring Jen's fighting power to its best. ”

Azrad carefully added his comments.

“That's right, Jen will be the next strong Loan. ”

Leucia agreed with that.

She's still not strong enough, because she's probably the strongest power with Loan right now.

“Ah, that's not enough..... ”

Anyway, while Jen's ashamed of scratching her head,

“Don't worry about that. I will be with the priests of the Church of Pomodro, whom I brought with me. ”

Angelina, who was waiting together, replied calmly.

It seemed to her that she was risking everything on the Shrine Row.

As she greeted Loan with her eyes,

“Yes, Your Majesty. ”

Loan also nods with a salutary greeting.

But the moment I saw her, the stories of my dreams came to mind again.

- For the imperial traitor, he said he should execute the appropriate sentence.

The reason Philip, Angelina's escort knight, executed her sentence.

And what he said was, the person involved in his execution would be Angelina.

“... Loan? ”

Thanks to him, I looked at Angelina without even knowing. Everyone looked at him with a blemish.

“No, nothing. ”

It was Loan who quickly waved his head and returned to his original position.

“…… come and talk to me. ”

Angelina seemed to have noticed something.

In her words,

“Yes, Your Majesty. ”

Rondo nods and looks back at everyone.

Povos, Azrad, Leucia, Jen, Hannah and Megaela, as well as the priests of the Xeniceri and Pomodro churches, all watched him and noticed something waiting to be said.

Even though Hannah is here, it's undeniable that he is Rosesta's young hero and Sword Master.

As he seemed to be waiting to say something,

“Are you all set? ”

Loan asked everyone to meet his expectations.

“Yes!”

Then they all nodded with a nervous face.

“Maybe where we're going will be a living hell. There's an infinite number of deep circles, and there may be more monsters than Kraken. ”

Within days, Loan continued to speak, looking at them all.

Everyone stopped saying that this is a desperate situation.

They've already undergone a deep circle raid, and they know they're an unworthy enemy.

Seeing their faces being touched by fear,

“But someone has to. Someone has to do it to save family and friends in this hell. ”

He spoke boldly.

“I'm not waiting for someone to do it, I have to step up if I can. ”

And then one day, in front of everyone,

“I'd be happy to do anything I can. I'm here to do that, and that's why I'm going to be at the forefront of getting rid of those monsters. to protect my family and friends, the places I love. ”

Loan, who still announces his resolve in a bold tone.

“ ……. ”

In that words, all the Zenithers gathered there, and all the others, nodded their heads, saying, "It is the same."

Seeing them as tensions and fears go away and their splendor gradually begins to subside,

“Are you ready? ”

Loan asked again.

“I'm going to save Schwabaltz! ”

And let's raise our voices before they answer.

“Yes!”

Everyone nodded together in splendor.

“Are you sure you're ready? ”

One more time.