Please Don’t Give Up on Me

With such a thing in my heart, I couldn't sleep well at night.

Qi Yue barely slept for a few hours, and went to Su Qing to explain the situation early the next morning.

After listening to her, Su Qing also had difficulty: "I am not very familiar with the medical team at the United Nations, and I am not sure if they have an ophthalmologist to follow. I will contact you, but to be honest, I think this is possible. Sex is a bit small."

Qi Yue looked down: "I know."

Generally, the doctors sent to support in such battlefields are not specialist doctors. Considering practicality, they are basically surgery and general medicine.

Qi Yue was a little upset, and unconsciously scratched her hair.

Su Qing: "Don't worry... Even if the United Nations medical team does not have an ophthalmologist, maybe they can be found in the Livia Capital Hospital."

"If you want to find an ophthalmologist, I happen to know someone."

A gentle voice came from outside the lounge door.

Su Qing and Qi Yue turned their heads and looked around at the same time-Cheng Donglin stood outside the door, and smiled at them politely: "Sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop on your conversation."

Su Qing: "Doctor Cheng, come in and sit down!"

At first sight of Cheng Donglin, Qi Yue was suddenly a little embarrassed.

She had also heard Su Qing mentioned before that during the time she was in a coma, Cheng Donglin stayed in front of the hospital bed and was busy.

Including when she first woke up, no matter how busy Cheng Donglin was, she would still make time to come and see her every day.

It's just that she was always thinking about Lin Jing's safety at that time, thinking about Lin Jing all over her head, she didn't care about the people and things around her, and she didn't even thank Cheng Donglin well.

Cheng Donglin handed a stack of materials to Su Qing: "Actually, I came to deliver this report. This is some statistics on the response of our patients to the new virus Y drug."

Su Qing flipped through the report: "Is your condition under control?"

Cheng Donglin nodded: "Yes. The side effects of this new drug are relatively small, and it can indeed be widely implemented."

Compared to Qi Yue's bewilderment, Cheng Donglin was quite calm. He turned his head and smiled at her again: "I heard that Team Lin is back?"

Qi Yue nodded.

Cheng Donglin: "It's great. Thanks to him this time, the epidemic can be brought under control so quickly. And you don't have to sleep and eat all the time."

Qi Yue: "...Hmm."

Cheng Donglin: "By the way, did you just say you want to find an ophthalmologist?"

Qi Yue nodded: "Well, it's actually like this..."

Qi Yue repeated Lin Jing's injury to Cheng Donglin.

After hearing this, Cheng Dong nodded a little: "This situation does require specialists to make judgments. Among the new batch of volunteers from our hospital, there happens to be an ophthalmologist."

Qi Yue: "This is really great!"

Cheng Donglin: "When do you want to come over? Anytime."

Qi Yue: "I'll talk to Lin Jing, and I'll be there later."

Cheng Donglin: "Okay. Then I'll go back and talk to him first. Come here when you are ready."

Qi Yue sent Cheng Donglin out.

When the two walked out for a while, Qi Yue suddenly stopped: "Cheng Donglin, actually I..."

She paused, pondering the words in her heart.

"No need to say anything." The man turned his back to her, still in a gentle tone, "I... all understand."

Qi Yue: "..."

Cheng Donglin: "Actually, when you were in a coma, I saw Lin Jing staying by your bedside day and night, and I understood. Later, when I saw your state when you woke up, I knew it, I'm afraid I have no chance in my life."

Qi Yue: "...I'm sorry."

Qi Yue held back for a long time, and finally could only say these three words.

Cheng Donglin shook his head: "Before I didn't believe in fate, I always wanted to fight. Now I can only think about it, maybe something is really destined."

Qi Yue: "Cheng Donglin...you are so good, you will definitely meet a better girl who is more suitable for you."

"Better?" Cheng Donglin sighed and turned to look at her, "Is that count, I also received a good person card?"

Qi Yue was a little embarrassed: "Sorry...but I didn't mean that..."

Cheng Donglin looked at her tenderly: "Just kidding. You don't have to apologize, and don't feel embarrassed. You shouldn't be forced to do things about feelings, and you won't be forced to come if you want to."

Cheng Donglin even helped her speak her lines. He seemed a little too gentle.

Qi Yue looked down slightly: "Thank you..."

Cheng Donglin: "Hurry up and find Lin Jing."

Qi Yue: "Yeah."

******

As soon as Qi Yue walked to the door of the dormitory, he saw Lin Jing standing next to the training ground.

From where he stood, he could just see the direction she had sent Cheng Donglin out just now.

Qi Yue feels a little guilty for no reason, but after thinking about it carefully, he feels that he has done nothing wrong. Why should he have a guilty conscience?

So she walked to Lin Jing with this strange mentality of being half-guilty and not guilty.

"I found an ophthalmologist."

Lin Jing looked down at her, dark and inexplicable: "Doctor Cheng helped you find it?"

Qi Yue was a little speechless: "...You really saw it again."

After all, plus Cheng Donglin's confession with her last time, this is the second time that Lin Jing has run into him.

It's no coincidence that a book is not made. What is really afraid of.

Lin Jingwan: "Again? Then did you say anything interesting ‘again’?"

However, he even deliberately teased her.

Qi Yue immediately: "No!"

Lin Jing: "You answered too quickly. Why, guilty conscience?"

Qi Yue: "I walk well and sit upright. There is nothing wrong with my guilty conscience!"

Lin Jing let out an ‘Oh’ with a smile, and suddenly moved forward and branded a kiss on Qi Yue’s lips. Not only that, but when the lips were divided, he gently bit her on her lips.

Qi Yue immediately covered his lips and looked around.

A few young soldiers who were training on the school field happened to see this scene, and they were there from afar, ‘the forest team is great! "'Oh~~~'" followed with a booze.

Qi Yue glared at Lin Jing a little embarrassedly: "What are you doing?"

Lin Jing: "Seal."

cover…

Qi Yue's face is red and his ears are red. She lost.

******

Because of Cheng Donglin's recommendation, the inspection went smoothly and the report came out soon.

Qi Yue sat in the consulting room with Lin Jing, waiting nervously for the doctor's conclusion.

It feels like waiting for the verdict.

"Your cornea was slightly abraded by shrapnel, but it seems that it was only a minor abrasion, and the recovery condition is not bad, so don’t worry about it. I just did a basic check on you, and the light source reaction is normal. I will prescribe you some anti-inflammatory eye drops. After removing the gauze in two days, remember to apply it three times a day."

The doctor said after looking at his eyeball scan.

Qi Yue grabbed Lin Jing's hand excitedly, and asked, "Are there any sequelae? Will it affect eyesight?"

Doctor: "The vision will definitely not be as good as before. Although the cornea can grow well, there is a scar after all. You can imagine that it is like a scratch on your camera lens, which will definitely affect the image quality. And in the future. The eyes are also sensitive and may show photophobia. However, as long as you take good care of your eyes and pay attention to eye hygiene, there is no problem in restoring your vision. I have encountered many patients whose eyes were scratched by shrapnel, most of them In the end, they were all blind. Fortunately for him in this situation."

Qi Yue's joyful mood just now sank to the bottom.

Perhaps for ordinary people, it is indeed a blessing to lose only a little vision, but for people in special forces, good vision is almost equivalent to a life-saving skill. The special forces have very strict physical requirements for all members. In addition to basic health requirements, everyone's physical fitness must far exceed normal people. Not only that, they must also have a very keen sense of hearing, dynamic vision and night vision.

Qi Yue was quiet for a moment before speaking with some difficulty: "Then... how severe will it affect his eyesight?"

The doctor shook his head: "This is hard to say, it really differs from person to person. Some people may only have a little nearsightedness or astigmatism, and some people may become amblyopia. This individual difference is very different. It is irresponsible to come to a conclusion. When the swelling of the eyes has completely disappeared and the inflammation has subsided, you will find out by having a vision check."

Qi Yue: "Doctor, is there a way to fix this vision problem?"

The doctor sighed, "This is not a problem of repairing or not repairing. The main reason is that because of the injury and the wound has grown again, the refractive power of his cornea will be different from before. And in this case, we can't do it like this. Myopia surgery is to thin his cornea to trim the refractive power. His cornea has been injured once and may not be able to withstand such an operation."

What more Qi Yue wanted to ask, Lin Jing suddenly shook her hand: "Just listen to the doctor. I am already very happy to be able to see the light again. For other things, I will take care of the injury first."

Qi Yue turned his head and looked at him for a moment, and Lin Jing showed a comforting smile at her.

It was obviously he who was injured, but on the contrary, he comforted her.

Qi Yue felt dull pain in her heart in vain, but she couldn't say anything. He could only turn his head and replied in a low voice: "Okay."

******

After the evening shift, Qi Yue wanted to go to Lin Jing to change his dressing, but found that Lin Jing was not in the dormitory at all.

Where will this person go in the middle of the night?

Qi Yue made a big circle in the medical camp and asked several little soldiers before finally asking about Lin Jing's whereabouts.

She boarded the observation deck and saw a familiar figure lying in front of a set of sniper rifles.

As soon as Qi Yue stepped on the last step, he heard Lin Jingdao: "Why are you here?"

Qi Yue was stunned for a moment: "How do you know it's me?!"

After all, he didn't even turn his head back.

Lin Jing seemed to smile, then sat up from the ground, turned his head, stretched out his hand to Qi Yue, motioned her to sit over.

"I can hear your footsteps."

Qi Yue took Lin Jing's hand, walked to him and sat down.

"Is it all audible?"

Lin Jing nodded: "Everyone's footsteps and breathing have their own characteristics. The sound of your footsteps... Of course I know."

"You really have a keen hearing, you deserve to be from the Special Forces." Qi Yue sighed, "I can't hear it. Who else can you hear?"

Lin Jing: "Most people in this medical camp. Ah, by the way, your doctor Cheng has very recognizable footsteps."

He hasn't forgotten this.

Catch the ducks on the shelves, so Qi Yue can only honestly confess: "I have made it clear to him."

Lin Jing held Qi Yue's hand in his palm, squeezing her fingers with care, and a smile appeared in his eyes: "I know."

Qi Yue: "...you won't hear it again, do you?"

Lin Jing smiled: "You don't need to listen. Just look at his expression and gesture when he leaves."

Qi Yue: "Hmph, you are quite proud now. I didn't know who it was at the beginning, and said that I was a good match for other people, what kind of occupation is suitable, and there are common topics..."

Lin Jing turned his head and whispered in Qi Yue's ear: "I was wrong. Is it too late to regret now?"

His voice was low and sultry, and the warm breath lingered in Qi Yue's ears, a little crisp and itchy. That crisp and itchy sensation crawled all the way from the auricle to the heart along the blood vessels, like a cat scratching its paws, arousing people's irritability.

Qi Yue's face was slightly hot, her heartbeat speeded up a bit, and she hid aside unconsciously.

She coughed and changed the subject: "You won't be in the dormitory at night and rest well. What are you doing here?"

Lin Jing seemed a little absent-minded: "The scenery here is good."

Listen to him.

Qi Yue glanced at the sniper rifle on the ground, and had a general spectrum in his heart.

"Are you... worried about what the ophthalmologist said?"

Lin Jing: "...not to worry."

Qi Yue is usually eloquent, but at this time, she doesn't know how to comfort him.

In fact, they all know that if Lin Jing's eyesight declines, it means that he must withdraw from Falcon.

In her own heart, she felt that there was nothing wrong with that, at least she didn't have to live the life of licking blood with the tip of a knife every day. She had always thought she was strong before, but after experiencing this incident, she realized that she was not as strong as she thought, or even vulnerable. She was afraid to hear about Lin Jing's disappearance or what happened again. She didn't want to experience the unbearable pain of life again.

But this kind of thinking is not only selfish, it does not conform to the belief she has always adhered to, and it is also unfair to Lin Jing. Lin Jing is actually very suitable for this profession, more suitable than most people. He is a natural strong man. With him on the battlefield, the survival rate of his comrades will increase a lot. This is an indisputable fact.

Lin Jing suddenly stretched out her hand and stroked it gently from the center of her eyebrows.

"What are you thinking? My brows are frowning."

Qi Yue shook his head and raised his hand to hold Lin Jing's hand: "If...what are you going to do?"

Lin Jing shook Qi Yue's hand: "I thought about it. Actually, there is nothing wrong with it. Even if I'm not on the front line, there are still many things I can do. I can go to the headquarters to be a commander and be responsible for strategic deployment. ."

Qi Yue: "Like your father?"

Lin Jing was quiet for a moment, and then smiled: "When I was a child, I always swore that I would never become a person like my dad when I grow up. As a result...maybe I really have to go the same way as him."

Qi Yue: "In fact, your father is also a respectable person. Sitting in that position, every decision will affect the destiny of thousands of people."

She knew that Lin Jing was at odds with his father since he was a child because Lin Hexiang did not have a family all the time. But when his father made a decision during the earthquake relief, Lin Jing lost his mother. The gap between the father and son is therefore deeper. But it seems that the relationship between the two has eased recently.

Lin Jing looked down: "Probably."

Lin Jing turned his head and looked at Qi Yue: "What about you? If my eyes are fine, would you still let me go back to the battlefield?"

Qi Yue didn't hesitate: "Of course."

This time it was Lin Jing's turn to be surprised: "Why?"

Qi Yue looked at him earnestly: "Because I know that you can't worry about your comrades-in-arms. And... I remember that you once said that no matter how powerful you are, you must bear much responsibility."

Qi Yue smiled again: "Salvage others by yourself, so do I. If you encounter intractable diseases, or diseases like this one, I will still be ahead. Then how can I ask you to do it for yourself? Are you hiding behind the scenes?"

Lin Jing looked at Qi Yue and hadn't spoken for a long time. His eyes seemed to be moved, shaken, and there were some inexplicable emotions.

He suddenly got up, hooked Qi Yue and hugged Qi Yue.

Qi Yue was completely unprepared. After being frightened, he immediately hugged his neck: "What are you doing...let me down!"

Lin Jing kissed her on the cheek: "I'm fortunate to have such a good wife who can't be found with a lantern, don't hurry home!"