Please let me love you again

Simultaneously Li shang mian brother kept his gazed at her memorizing her thought as he noticed his sister trembling hands, she was nervously tying to hide her phone behind her back. Da wei narrowed his eyes. He stood up from sitting in the side of her bed. And furiously walked towards to her, Li shang mian palms and head was sweating even though the room was surrounding by the cold air from the outside. She'd bite her lower lips and took a three step backwards. As she slowly turned around to open the doorknob.

Furthermore Da wei won't let her go that easily he grabbed her wrist and block her way out trough the door by standing in front of her. Li shang mian bite her nails with an expression of anxiously. She looked up at him with her pleading eyes. Da wei ignored her acting skills he'd directly warned her straight to the point. " Shang mian hand me you're phone or else you will be punished. " Li shang mian shook her head in disagreement. Da wei annoyance at her disobedient attitude is increasing further he'd warn her again for a second time with an frustrated tone. " Give me your phone or else your brand new expensive car will be destroyed right at this hour. " Li shang mian lowered her head in disappointed, she pouted her lips.

" Am i just a sister for you who can be easily threatened by warning me that you will gonna destroy my precious things? She said confidently before giving her phone to him. Da wei nodded in response as he right away took her phone away from her. Just then Li shang mian phone suddenly rang her heart started beat so fast, She looked up at Da wei who's steadly staring at her phone screen, it was Ying yue who's calling. Da wei smirk bitterly, he took a deep breath and walked towards to balcony. Li shang mian curiously yet nervously followed him. She tried to asked him. However when she's about to say something, her brother already thrown her phone outside in just a blink of an eye.

Her jaw drop she clenched her fists and glared at him. " Are you nuts! Why did you throw my phone out there?! " She shouted as she furiously pointed her finger down to the balcony.

Da wei crossed his arms while staring at her sulking face, he smirk like it's nothing to him, There's no any sigh of happiness to his facial expression now that Xing xi ya is coming back.

Li shang mian looked away because of the sudden pity feelings towards to her brother, she knew he's been sacrificing himself just for the sake of them, she's starting to felt bad at herself for being such a useless. "How about Xing xi ya?" she asked while not looking up at him. " Is your love from her before still the same? Is loving her again is too impossible for the both of you? " She asked with an serious tone and comporting look.

It took a minute for Da wei to response to her question. He looked at her and told her his sincere feelings " It hurts and i am now scared.....The pain was too unbearable forgetting and fooling myself is the painless and easiest strategy i've ever did. " He took a deep breath " And you know how crazy Sheng shi is right? She will definitely make Xing xi ya life miserable again once i choose Xi ya over to her. I don't want to become selfish our life will be better this way. Xing xi ya, you and our family. He said while smiling fakely

Li shang mian stared right to his eyes, it's obvious he's still in love with Xing xi ya. He might not admit it, but his eyes can't lie.

" I understand " Shang mian said while giving him a bright smile, she knew her smile can help her brother felt better. Da wei smiled as well responding to her, he started to walked towards to her and patted her head as usual. " Then good girl.....I just want to remind you that I won't stop you hanging out with Xi ya i know how important she is to you. It is just i have a favor could you pls not to invite her tonight. The engagement announcing will the tonight. He said while keeping his hands on her head. Li shang mian twitched his lips, she looked at him with her curious expression.

" But why??? " She asked with an disappointed tone. Da we didn't response he smiled at her again pretending not to heard her last question as he turned around to leave her behind.

Li shang mian cleared her voice and asked him again. Seriously i'm asking why!!! She shouted.

Da wei stopped walking he turned his head to the girl who's wearing a sulking facial expression. He lowered his head deeply thinking what to say. however he still ended up telling his true reason for not wanting to Xing xi ya get involved to upcoming huge party.

" Because i don't want to hurt Xi ya." Li shang mian suddenly thought of something she rapidly stopped him." Wait!!! I'm still not done yet.... Does this mean you still love her am i right?? " She asked with an wide eyes open she's extremely longing to hear her brother to say yes. Furthermore Da wei took a minute to response her at her question again.

" I still do, i loved her and it will continue that way. However my feelings doesn't matter now, my family is my first priority keep that in your mind. Now i must go I will take you out later. " He said before leaving her behind.

After Li shang mian brother left she giggled mischievously, as she took out and kissed her recording pen from her pocket.

" Shang mian you're really the best trouble maker in the world....I love you so much....And you're the best. " She said at herself while adoring her recording pen.

(At the airport)

" Ying yue we're been staying here for about an hour. Who the hell are you calling at this hour, I'm in hurry. Come on let's go! " Xing xi ya shouted at her. Ying yue rolled her eyes. " Just give minute....alright " She said annoyingly