Please let me love you again

And then took a deep breath while folding her arms around her chest, sighing several times as she narrowed her eyes examining and admiring all Xing xi ya's hardship, sweats and tears just to earned her all of her sweet achievements.

While mesmerizing Xing xi ya's accomplishment, Ying yue's lips curved into a proud smile. She continuously analyzing every marvelous Xing xi ya's object inside her penthouse, it was totally crazy that no matter how countless she visited her friend penthouse, her amazed expression would be the same, like the first time she saw it with her two eyes.

The table and chairs were made of modern designed, it was huge stunning rectangular glass, and the tiles on the floor looked like a polished,shinning and dazzling hardwood tiles.

Ying yue once again sighs. She's happy but still couldn't felt a little bit disappointed that her friend will soon leave everything behind, she shrug her shoulder off as she put her both hands around her waist ready for assertive actions, she made eye contact with Xing xi ya " Xi ya..... are really sure, you're just gonna abandoned all of this just to came back to him? " She asked concernedly.

Xing xi ya quickly nodded as a answer for her sudden question, she was assertive that she didn't even shown any double thoughts at her friend. Ying yue who's still maintaining her eye contact, took out the beers in the plastic bag. " Jeez! As i expected " She exaggerated mocked her as she rolled her eyes, and then went to kitchen to put the beers inside the refrigerator.

She opened the refrigerator and rapidly got goosebumps of what she's seeing through her own eyes, it was full of stack foods and unbelievable organized one by one, she slowly scanned all of her foods. " Clean freak. " She grumbles while smirking still thinking and amazed how does her friend maintain all her personal stuff when she's almost working for a whole twenty four hours per day.

Ying yue secretly smiling behind the refrigerator, just thinking how amazing her friend is, was enough to make her proud like a mother.

A few seconds later, Ying yue force herself to to wear her usual expression and stick her head out to ask Xing xi ya. " Xing xi ya would you like to drink with me? " Ying yue casually asked her. " Cold beers with snacks are the best, i'm pretty sure you'll not gonna be drunk on with this, if your worrying about it, so are you in? Ying yue added as she excitedly waggle her eyebrows waiting for her friend's answer.

Ying yue heard and saw her so down. The plain tone made her freeze, she open her eyes widely, totally observing all Xing xi ya's odd reactions, her sharp eyebrow raised when she finally do realized there's something wrong with her friend, the way she replied and act.

The more Ying yue studied her friend from head to toe, the more her face slowly turned really serious , seeing Xing xi ya's puffy eyes, her messy hair and untied office shirt was making her confused yet uneasy.

Ying yue eyebrow creased, she look up at her with her question look. " Is there something i'm missing here Xi ya? What happened to you? Your eyes and shirt was a total mess and you exactly look like you're just cried a few minutes ago. " Ying yue asked her with monotone, she turn her head back and quickly continuing putting the beers inside Xing xi ya's refrigerator. After she finished she put her hands on her both knees and then stood up as she scurried to come forward at Xing xi ya's direction.

Xing xi was startled at Ying yue, she rapidly yet nervously turned her back at her trying to avoid Ying yue gaze. " Hey dum*a*s.....Don't tell me it is him again? Why are you still crying over this matter?You've already had the flight ticket right? And you'll be coming back right on this day. So was the reason of this tears all about huh? Ying yue directly asked and reminded her.

She extended her arms and warmly patted Xing xi ya's back. " The reason i visit you at this late time was because you're leaving for a few hour later. Of course i wanted to bond with my friend before she left me. " Ying yue cheerfully said, while comforting her.

She pursed her lips and stare at the floor. " I didn't know you're still distress when it comes to this topic, if i only knew then i should have come earlier to prevent you to felt stress again." Ying yue added feeling bad at her friend.

Meanwhile

Xing xi ya let out a sharp breath, " I know.... I know stop treating me like your own child. " She said sarcastically while removing Ying yue's hand on her back. " I'm really glad that you're here before i go, but don't treat me like this you're not usually like this it's weird. " Xing xi ya straight forward tell the truth inside her mind. She fixed her gaze at Ying yue and when she saw her exceptionally staring at her, she knew she have to explain her reason why.

" Uh....About crying earlier.... it is just.... i remembered something that made me tensed up, that i couldn't now help myself not worry around. Xing xi ya hesitantly explained.

Ying yue carefully listened to her explanation. Her lips twitched " I see... " she rapidly now got her friend point, she could not neither blame Xing xi, she can understand her feelings, of course after five years of separation both of them didn't have a quite proper goodbye with each other. Moreover up until now both of them did not even have any communication at all, and everything now turned into a unpredictable mess.

For a whole years of being apart, Ying yue knew there may be a misunderstanding and conflict once her friend came back to him.

She were advanced and already knew what will happened between them, but she do have strong belief that her friend Xing xi ya is taught person. The main reason why she can overcome those obstacles.

Xing xi ya went to living room then sat down pinching the corner of her brows, as her face become anxious what to do about the future coming head.

At the same time Ying yue right away followed her friend like an obedient pet dog, she sat down a the corner of the soft sofa with her other hand wrapping around Xing xi ya's shoulder, she drew her lower lip between her teeth, thinking a way how to bloom her mood.

Just then she thought of something she's actually been longing to ask to Xing xi ya, she knew this question will be uncomfortable or even might hurt her as a result.

However keeping her mouth shut won't at least help her to ease her from worrying, she must asked her no matter what!

After thinking what to say.

Ying yue put down her hands, as she firmly grasps them down to her lap.

And

Within a second

She started murmuring beside with Xing xi ya. " I gotta say and ask this to her today.... I can do this! and i must do it!" She accidentally split the words out loud.