Please let me love you again

When she furiously and straightly threw it, Li da wei rapidly got catch it with no amount of any effort. Which only more triggering Xing xi ya's dark competitive side, she narrowed her eyes, raised her sharp eyebrows and unpleasantly stood for a seconds, she pondered her eyes side to side while cracking her knuckles like a horror villain who's calmly yet scary giving herself a peaceful seconds to think how to perfectly kill her prey.

At the same time Li da wei's cousin pupils dilated, he don't know what to say neither to react at the wild girl he's staring at, his eyes was widen open, mouth slightly open, his both arms remained at his sides he was alarmed that the girl was about to attack his cousin who's also standing with his both arms down to his sides, wearing his guilty yet disconsolate look.

Li da wei's cousin carefully move closer to him, he secretly pat Li da wei's back and then whispered to his ear with a really low tone, afraid to let Xing xi ya overheard them. " Bro why does she keep staring like that? Does she your new girlfriend then why so suddenly wildly transformed into a tiger itself? " Li da wei's cousin grumbles.

Li da wei glare at him and quickly replied by as well as whispering to him. " Shut up i lied to her that's why she's staring us like that. " He grumbles. His cousin look up at him with his icy stare. " Excuse me only you not me. " He harshly corrected Li da wei.

He once again took a quick peek at Xing xi ya then he studied her uniform. " So she's a student at Li's university huh. " He murmured as he move closer to his cousin and then purposely kick his bu*t making Li da wei come nearer to Xing xi ya's face. " Je*k fix that before it's gonna be too late. " He strictly advised.

Li da wei gulped, he landed his gaze at the side quickly gathering his courage, while quickly picking up his words to explain himself for the reason why he did lied his identity and approached her.

He slowly lean closer, he reached her one hand and slowly look up at her, staring at her eyes, he started to make her calm, he don't know what kind off thoughts Xing xi ya's been thinking of why she's silently just also staring at him while letting him touch her, his confused but anyway felt relief that he's seeing her expression beginning to soften.

Little did he know that Xing xi ya was really hurting deep inside, no words and actions can express and explain what she's been feeling for a long time and now Li da wei din't intended to triggered it with his lies.

Xing xi ya has been a lonely girl, she thought that she's not good enough and useless to make people sincerely stay beside her. She thought that the reason why people around her always cruelly leaving her after using her was because she's not worth it to stay with it, only a girl from a messy family, a girl who's been unfairly manipulating by her own family, always target by bullies, always been lied to, was really the truth why she's been acting tough behind her fears and scars. Not wanting to let others see especially the people she value a lot.

For a short period of time given to them, she was so secretly felt happy being with him, with his loving eyes and caring touches, Xing xi ya do finally thought someone especially some man can see her worth a person who will accept her who she, who will value,respect and never used her, but her inner thoughts are once again poisoning her, saying that she will never be loved.

She now hate the fact that she's been admiring him for the moment he stood up for her, the fact that when he hold her hand to run away was like a dream for her, the kiss and warm comforted touch he's given to her was like everything to her, it was the love and care she's secretly always been wanting to have at right person, but all of it now just simply turned into a trash.

Meanwhile

Li da wei's heart was aching as he right now witnessing her dropping a tears, he don't know why her tears badly affected him like as if he could transfer the pain she's feeling inside he would definitely do it without any doubt.

His eyes suffered staring at her like that, he sighs and gently wiped her tears away, he lowered his head for a moment, lick her lips then lift it, he now opening his mouth. " I'm sorry...I really i am " He apologized, his tone was so low full of sincerity and warm, with his sad expression, he locked his gaze at the girl in front of him, his heart slightly got nervous, when the Xing xi ya do finally shown up her reactions.

Li da wei gathered his courage and sincerely stare back at her, when he's about to say a sharp, solid hand landed to his cheeks it's quite painful he even thought someone just slammed him to wall.

Xing xi ya slap him with all of her effort. She pushed him away, frown her brows as she approached him, standing in front of him, she once again look at him with her icy cold glare, then slowly lowered her head staring at his private part. She quickly took her second strike by planning to punish him with the best strategy to do. Xing xi ya placed her both hands on his shoulders, proceeding her plan she brutally kicked his balls using her left knee.

Li da wei curled up in pain, he groaned and tightly pressed his di*k, as he kneel down on the floor, whimpering by the great pain Xing xi ya cruelly did to him.

Xing xi ya rolled her eyes, she look down on him. " Where's your stupid guaranteed all about huh? You'd said we will never be meet again, and here you are did manage to fool me by again using your families power. I don't care whenever you enjoyed it or not, the one thing i wanted right now was to forget what happened between us. It's clearly that you fool me, so if you have guiltiness do your promise and never show up your face to me.... Anymore. " She bluntly remarked before turning her back at him.

In a some way Li da wei mind was saying not to let her go. He quickly tried to forget the pain down to his private part, and hold her wrist to stop her from leaving. " Pls at least give me a short period of time to explain myself. " He begged.

Xing xi ya raised her brows. " Explain huh? " She turned her head at him, Li da wei right away nodded. " In your dreams! " She yelled as she tried to remove his grip.

Li da wei pressed his lips together, he tighten his grip more. " I like you. And i do wanted to love you. " He said in a monotone all of sudden telling the truth to her, however Xing xi ya thought he was just laying.