Please let me love you again

Closing her eyes and reverently rubbing her fingers along with the softness and firmness on that prodigious bed was sort of making her mind at least shut down a bit. She tried to let her feelings away, but sleep refused to come to her.

With a deep thoughts, with every unbelievable things happened to her in just an blink, including meeting the heir of the Li's family was causing her baffled why he do so much effort just to get closer to her, when even her own-self can clearly see, that he has everything on this world, and there's Xing xi ya nothing but her own self-confidence and arrogance.

His lifestyle and personality was a big mystify for her, reason why she gave him an second chance and prof himself that her inauspicious thoughts are maybe literally not true unlike her own perspective and judgement.

She tried to clear her mind from way thinking too much. And let go all of her worries fly away from her mind, but still end up being failed.

Taking an deep breath to at least let go the overwhelming gloomy prospects within her, that been bothering her for no reason and actual causes. She then later on sat up on the bed with her arms tightly wrapping her knees. And lazily asked herself with her tired like an horse voice. " I don't have any sleeping pills in here.....What should I do? "

Before Xing xi ya could think any idea to solve her problems to her difficulties with sleeping disorder. Her phone suddenly rang at the corner of the bed.

Her hastily yet hesitantly pick up her phone without making any moves to swipe and answer it since it was from unknown number. In her mind she'd never gave her phone number to anyone else beside to her relatives and friend like Ying yue and Zhang wang, and it's mostly rarely for her to receives someone's attention especially when it's not essential.

Ring...

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Ring...

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Ring...

The phone continued to rang down to her hand, as she then carefully rub her eyes with her other hand.

While slowly putting down the phone on the bed in front of her, she instantly placed her hands down on her lap, steadying her gaze at the unknown number, who's still patiently trying to reach her for an whole eight minutes straight.

The sound of the ringing continued, as she lean back on the bed and took a pillow hugging it under her arms like it was a cute teddy bear.

All ignoring the call as if it was just an soothing music she loves to listen when she's no feeling good.

A few seconds later the call finally stopped ringing and later on send an message instead. Xing xi ya quickly sat up again and open her messenger box. The number as still from the same unknown caller from before.

[ " I don't love when It came from me....But this is me, your Mr. Douchebag pervert. Answer your phone. I know your still up there. " ]

" Holy.....sh " Xing xi ya almost swore, she abruptly search all the things inside the room using her sharp eyes, but didn't find any. She move and about to get up from the bed when the phone once again rang.

" Grrr this man, how did he knew I'm still up? " Questioning herself without any clue but her suspicious, she pick up her phone and rapidly answer it.

[ " Hi..... " ]

[" How did you know I'm still not sleeping!? And when since I've given my number to you!? did you stole it!? when and where did you get it!? I thought your phone got destroyed!? Where the heck are you right now!? " ]

Li da wei was silent from a moment, listening through her voice until she finish her sudden question.

[ " Seriously that's six question in one call. You want me to answer all of that? " He playfully asked.

Xing xi ya roll her eyes over the phone. [ " I don't give a damn Da wei, no time for game, I hang up if you can't! " ]

Bang....

Xing xi ya throw her phone beside her on the soft bed. But unfortunutely Li da wei tried to call her once again. She took a deep breath and let go the irritation she felt inside.

[" What again? "] She calmly asked, trying hard not to explode her madness out.

[" That's the second time you'd call me by my real name...I like it....no....seriously I love it....I really I am "]

When she heard that Xing xi ya suddenly come to realization, glanced into the floor, tapping her feet while phone up to her ear. She remembered something which made her heart almost shock from realization.

[" Second time? The first time was....."] She said in a low tone, gulp and shook her head, her whole face vexed. [" You stupid! what's so Important for your name to be call out!! It's the cause why you got hit by the car right!!? Right!? "] She shouted piercingly.

She become furious, but her eyes and tone sounded like she's almost crying, asking him with such an high voice.

[" Are you crying? "] Li da wei softly asked her.

[" No. "] She quickly denied.

Later on an laugh over the phone can be heard, her eyebrows frowned in confusion. [" You think being that stupid Is funny? Are you insane you almost died! "] She furiously shouted.

[" I won't die that easily, I have experience more than that, I would gradually be willing to receive any pain just to captured you calling my name in front of everyone. "]

Xing xi ya pinch the bridge of her nose. [" Your the most stupid person I've ever met, If you do that once again I....i will be also in pain, you know, so if you really does care for me, then don't try any of that again! "]

[" Copy "] Li da wei happily said over the phone, he was secretly enjoying her little by little showing her care towards to him.

'["Great"] She replied.

[" Anyway want me to sing an lullaby to help you fall asleep. I can't keep you accompany but still would do my best to help you with anything. "] He sweetly suggested.

[" You sing? But you haven't answer any of my question yet. "] She recalled to him in monotone.

[" I will.... when we meet, once you wake up and fully got your rest. So sleep now. I'll put you on until you fall asleep. Is that okay? "] He said and asked. eagerly waiting for her to answer yes.

[" Fine, but skip the lullaby part. I bet that voice will crack the hell out of me instead to made me relax and fell asleep. "] She harshly said without showing any doubt.

[" Pfft Excuse me? "] He asked ruthlessly.

Xing xi ya smiled mockingly. " Any objections huh? I'm pretty sure my judgement are right tho" She said confidently, which was provoking him on the other line.

[" What If I can make you sleep? "] He asked assertively.

[" Hmm. Then you win. That's all. "] She replied.

[" That's all? "] He repeated.

Xing xi ya nod and nonchalantly replied. [" Yep you heard it right"]