Rebirth 2003

1 September 2003.

On the train bound for H city.

Lu Yang opened his eyes blankly and didn't know where he was for a moment.

As he woke up, Lu Yang heard the sound of chat around him, including several deja vu. Those people seemed to be playing cards. When Lu Yang woke up, he just heard a boy shouting "three sharp belts, one on four!"

Lu Yang was confused. He didn't understand what happened. What happened after he got drunk last night? Where are so many people talking?

Looking at the past, Lu Yang was stunned.

At his feet was clearly a smoothly moving train.

The roar that just woke him up was made by the train.

The sound of talking and chatting around was made by the passengers on the train.

And the one playing cards

As soon as Lu Yang looked, he recognized that they were all his high school classmates, including his own class and two from the next class.

Lu Yangmo counted four in this class and two in the next class.

They are all about eighteen.

Seeing that these people were so young, Lu Yang was surprised and immediately looked down at his clothes and hands

Simple blue jeans, black T-shirts, slender white hands

Don't look any more. Lu Yang has remembered that this is what he looked like when he was young.

What is going on?

Lu Yang stared blankly at the scenery flying back outside the window, silent.

It was quiet on the surface, but in fact, in a short moment, Lu Yang had flashed countless ideas in his heart. Lu Yang understood what had happened.

Back to the age of eighteen.

The current situation should be the year of reporting to the University.

In my memory, only in the first year of reporting to the University, Lu Yangcai took the train with these students at the same time.

Before long, Lu Yang's eyes silently turned to the girl's face who was watching several students play cards in the diagonally opposite seat.

——Feng Tingting.

In three years of high school, Lu Yang's favorite girl.

Because when Feng Tingting was a sophomore in liberal arts and science, Lu Yang chose liberal arts with her; Also because of her, Lu Yang chose the normal university in H city when filling in volunteers for the college entrance examination.

In my memory, after the first novel written by Lu Yang was published in the freshman semester, I confessed to Feng Tingting, and then the two came together.

Unfortunately, it didn't last long. When Feng Tingting came back from his senior internship, she broke up with him.

Lu Yang learned from his classmates that during her internship, Feng Tingting made a new friend of a rich and powerful man who had a Porsche Cayenne.

She is Lu Yang's first love.

She is also the woman who hurt Lu Yang the most.

So, looking at her silently at this time, Lu Yang was very complicated.

Maybe she felt Lu Yang's eyes. Feng Tingting, who was watching other students playing cards, suddenly looked at Lu Yang and saw Lu Yang looking at her without blinking. She smiled and her beautiful big eyes blinked at Lu Yang twice.

At this age, she has long known that Lu Yang likes her in her heart. In fact, she doesn't feel bad about Lu Yang. She has been in the same class with Lu Yang high school for three years. She and Lu Yang are also good friends. They often chat and joke.

At this time, she also winked her beautiful big eyes at Lu Yang as usual.

She simply can't know that Lu Yang now is not the original Lu Yang.

Lu Yang's consciousness now comes from 2013.

Always remember that year she hurt him and abandoned him.

Therefore, she was surprised to see that Lu Yang didn't smile at her this time. When she blinked at him, Lu Yang looked away and looked at the scenery flying past the window.

For Feng Tingting, she and Lu Yang haven't started dating yet.

But for Lu Yang, they are already over.

Even if she knew that he would confess to her next semester, she would agree to associate with him; Even if Ming knew that he would do it again this time, he was very likely that she would not leave him again. Lu Yang would not consider her again.

The scars in my heart will not disappear.

Lu Yang doesn't want to have any close relationship with her anymore.

The train arrived in H city more than two hours later.

Lu Yang, carrying his backpack, silently got off the train with several students and walked to the exit of the station with the crowd.

Feng Tingting may have noticed Lu Yang's strangeness today. After getting off the train, she walked beside Lu Yang intentionally or unintentionally. When she was about to leave the station, she touched Lu Yang's shoulder with her shoulder and asked softly, "Hi, Lu Yang, what's the matter with you?"

Lu Yang glanced at her, smiled politely and replied, "nothing."

"Then why did you just do that?"

Feng Tingting asked.

Lu Yang smiled faintly and said, "nothing."

What else does Feng Tingting want to ask? Lu Yang speeds up a few steps and opens the distance with her, so that her words behind her can't be asked again.

Feng Tingting, who can be admitted to the University, is not stupid. In fact, she feels very sharp. Lu Yang intends to be indifferent to her. She has completely felt it at this time.

The girl's reserve made Feng Tingting swallow what she wanted to ask.

But she was very confused. She didn't understand why Lu Yang woke up on the train today. He changed so much and became so cold to her.

Outside the station, there is a minibus from H City Normal University to pick up the freshmen.

Lu Yang got on the bus and arrived at the school in less than an hour.

This day is the first day for the freshmen of H Normal University. There is a festive atmosphere inside and outside the school. The seniors welcome the freshmen and take the freshmen to various offices to go through the admission procedures. Countless young figures come and go, full of vitality.

Shortly after entering the school, Lu Yang separated from several students.

Because Lu Yang's history major is different from several others.

When filling in the volunteer, Lu Yang wanted to choose the same major as Feng Tingting. However, Feng Tingting chose the English major she was best at, but English was Lu Yang's weakest and most disgusting course. There was no way, so Lu Yang had to choose the history class he was still interested in.

Lu Yang was very glad when he separated from Feng Tingting and others just now. He was glad that he had not hardened his head to choose the same English major as Feng Tingting. Otherwise, he would face her every day in the next few years of college. I really don't know if he can survive.

Now, although we are in the same school as her, the English department and the history department are separated by more than half of the campus. In the future, as long as we don't take the initiative to find her, we will basically never meet her again. After a long time, we will naturally become more and more estranged from her and cut off contact sooner or later as we wish.

That night, Lu Yang was lying on the bed of the new dormitory, listening to the chat voice of five new roommates, and his thoughts gradually drifted away.

This time, do you want to write a novel?

What's the next way?

……

The next two days are the day for freshmen to report for duty, so Lu Yang can control these two days freely.

Because of his previous memory, Lu Yang was very familiar with the school. Although the campus was busy these two days, with his familiarity with the school, Lu Yang came to No. 3 teaching building on the edge of the campus alone with the newly bought manuscript paper and pencil.

No. 3 teaching building is the oldest building in the school.

The four storey building has a history of more than 30 years.

Old vicissitudes of life.

In addition, it is far away from the two new teaching buildings and on the edge of the campus. Therefore, there are few people here at ordinary times. Only when classes are held on weekdays, students will come because of the courses.

For example, in Lu Yang's memory, there won't be many students coming to school these two days.

Entering the empty No. 3 teaching building, Lu Yang went directly to the top floor of the fourth floor, entered an unmanned classroom and sat down in a window seat.

The snow-white manuscript paper was spread in front of him, and the tea cup with tea was placed next to it. Lu Yang lit a local cigarette, slowly sharpened the pencil he had just bought, and thought about what type of novel the first novel wrote and what kind of story it was.

He wrote novels for ten years before his rebirth.

For Lu Yang, his strongest skill is codeword.

Apart from writing novels, he has no second thing he is good at.

Therefore, before he fell asleep last night, he had decided that in this life, he would continue to write novels that had not been popular in the previous life.

Realizing the ideal is the second, and the most important is to live the life you want by writing novels.

He believes that with his writing skills ten years later, he should have a role in writing novels ten years ago.

Write other popular works of the Internet God?

The idea flashed in Lu Yang's mind and was abandoned by him.

Not because of disdain, but because he is not a computer. He has long forgotten the specific plot of the novels he has read before.

Write the novel you once published?

The idea just flashed through Lu Yang's mind, and then he ruled it out.

Even if it is a work he has written, ten years have passed, and he no longer remembers the specific plot. Moreover, even if he remembers, he will not write that one again.

Because it was his masterpiece ten years ago, his real level can't be compared with his skill ten years later.

The reason why his works ten years later are not as brilliant as the * * work ten years ago is not that the work quality is worse than that work, but that the times are different. There are countless experts and countless excellent works in the novel industry in 2013, and his works can't break through the siege.

Time goes by.

Pencils have long been sharpened. One cigarette after another is almost finished.

After many years of codeword career, Lu Yang has long been used to codewords and always keeps a box of cigarettes.

This is why Lu Yang bought a box of cigarettes when he went to buy manuscript paper and pencils today.

When there is no cigarette in the codeword, he will not be used to it. He will feel that he is missing something.

Now with a cigarette in his mouth, Lu Yang's thoughts will not be interrupted. His eyes are half squinting at the scenery outside the window through the curling cigarette smoke. A story is gradually taking shape in his heart.

This story is not any work he has written, nor any book written by other authors. It is just conceived by him.

After taking a deep breath of the cigarette in his mouth, Lu Yang wrote the name of the story - "doomsday wasteland" on the manuscript paper in front of him with his pencil