Rebirth: A Woman With Frozen Heart

Inside an apartment...

Cao Feng entered his apartment with An Fu followed behind him. His face was tensed and in rage. As soon as they reached toward the living room, An Fu spoke, "Why?"

Cao Feng turned around to face him. "Why what?" He asked calmly.

An Fu took a few strides and clamped Cao Feng's shoulders with his hand, "Don't play with me! Why do you want to be a cultivator?! Why do you want to join the captain?! All of this without discussing with me first?!"

Cao Feng chuckled softly and grinned, "You speak a lot~"

"A Feng!" An Fu shook Cao Feng body once, his face showed how frustrated he was.

Cao Feng stared at An Fu for a while before speaking, "An An, how long do you think our relationship can continue?"

An Fu didn't say anything except staring at Cao Feng in silence.

"We are two guys, there is no future in two guys having a relationship." Cao Feng released himself from An Fu grip, "..I am gay to begin with but you.. An An.. You're not.."

True..

Cao Feng was gay, he realized his s.e.x.u.a.l orientation during high school. He was quite fl.u.s.tered at first, didn't know what to do. He didn't dare to tell it to anyone, at the time it put so much pressure on him. He decided to tell his parents, their relationship was good and he trusted them to support and accept him, but... it was a big mistake..

Cao Feng still remembered that day clearly..

How they stared at him in disbelief and disgust, it as if he was the most disgusting freak in the whole world. Then they stared shouted at him, throwing insults and scorns. That was the moment his heart broke to pieces..

From that day on, Cao Feng was alienated by his family. He wasn't allowed to go to Cao Family gathering as if his existence was a taboo. It broke his heart even more.. Cao Feng even considered to kill himself..

That was when Cao Wen visited him. He was wondering why Cao Feng didn't go to family gathering anymore and every time he asked Cao Feng's parents, they always said that Cao Feng was ill. At first, Cao Feng keep Cao Wen at arms length. Being betrayed by his parents had made Cao Feng became a person who couldn't trust people easily. Yet despite all the harsh words he threw at Cao Wen, his cousin never back down.

It took a while before Cao Feng finally confided to Cao Wen about his s.e.x.u.a.l orientation. He was nervous about Cao Wen's reaction and to his surprise, Cao Wen's reaction was normal. He was a bit surprised but he didn't feel disgusted with Cao Feng. From that point on, Cao Wen had become like an older brother to Cao Feng. He even followed Cao Wen when he said he was going to enter military. Cao Feng left the house and never return to that damnable house even once.

Unlike Cao Feng, An Fu was not gay..

He was straight before both of them became s.e.x friends and later became lovers.

"...You want to break up with me?" An Fu asked, his expression was so scary that it sent shivers down Cao Feng's spine.

"Your parents have been pressing you to get married, right?" Cao Feng still dared himself to speak despite the scary look on An Fu's face. "..I think this is the best time to--"

"..Break up?" An Fu finished Cao Feng's words.

Cao Feng licked his dry lips and nodded, "Yes.."

"...If I don't want to?" An Fu took a step towards Cao Feng, his eyes stared at Cao Feng like a predator. Such An Fu made Cao Feng cautious as he took a step back.

"..An An.. Don't be like this.." Cao Feng spoke, "Unlike me, you are a filial son to your parents."

"..And because I am so filial.. You decided one sidedly to break up?" An Fu took another step while Cao Feng took a step back.

"We don't have a future together!" Cao Feng retorted as his back touched the window.

An Fu stood so close in front of Cao Feng, it made Cao Feng once again realized that he was shorter than An Fu slightly. An Fu lifted his hand and touched Cao Feng's pretty face.

"How do you know?" An Fu asked as he leaned closer, "..How can you know.. that we don't have a future together..?"

Feeling An Fu's breath on his face, Cao Feng became fl.u.s.tered. "An An.."

"If we break up.." An Fu whispered softly as his lips leaned closer toward Cao Feng's, "..are you planning to go to another man..?" he bit Cao Feng's lower lip softly.

'Of course not..' Cao Feng mused as he closed his eyes, enjoying the sensation of An Fu biting his lower lip.

"Can you love another man like you love me..?" An Fu whispered more, his tongue traced along Cao Feng's upper lips.

'Impossible..' Cao Feng answered inwardly, shivered under An Fu's sensual attacks. His heart only yearned for An Fu. Cao Feng always yearned for his touch, his kisses, his warmth, his kindness, his love.

Grabbing An Fu's collar, Cao Feng captured his lips with his own and gave An Fu a torrent kiss filled with d.e.s.i.r.e. An Fu answered it with the same passion, he kissed Cao Feng as if he wanted to swallow him whole, so both of them could be one instead of two existences.

Breaking the kiss, Cao Feng stared at An Fu while panting hard. "..I am going to do it no matter what you say, An An.." He said, "..You know you can't stop me from following Captain's path.."

An Fu took in a deep air before answering, "..I know.. but I wish you discuss it with me first.." He said, looking bitter. "..You are attached to Captain way too deep.."

Cao Feng pulled An Fu once again and gave him small kisses, "..He saved my life a few times.." Cao Feng said, "..I have decided to devote my life to him."

"...Then I will follow you, even if you jump to deepest part of hell.." An Fu said, wrapping his arm around Cao Feng waist. "..I won't let you go.."

"An An.. but--"

"I never accept us breaking up.. The moment I decided to love you, I already prepared for the consequences.." An Fu cut Cao Feng's words, "In other words.."

An Fu's lips curled up, creating a devilish looking handsome smile that Cao Feng thought that An Fu was THE devil himself,

"...You are MINE.. forever.."